FF with barun and sanaya (love secret passion)

it's a story of a love that is born in India, promises and smiled at a young man and a girl their desires involve, their love could be very strong resistance if they could open the doors for let it settle. the petals of flowers awake when their love develops but an obstacles close them, and fall in their suppression.

Before the birth of this love (Asim) and (Devika) each lived their life ignoring the existence of the other ignoring that someday their lives will switch with a simple look that promises fidelity and commits them in a test without deadlock

the young man full of life a bit reserved but happy believes in love he wants to live the great love with the girl he will love and cherish forever, a girl he knows for a long time he thought she is the great love that he expected he lives happy to have found this love he did not suspect anything, maybe he was wrong. he continued to live happy between his love and his family, his father his mother his sister and two brothers a family simple not poor a good job for his father and his brothers who all live in the same house. Asim continued attorneys studies in law school to please his father but his desire to him, look on the other side the opposite of what wants his father, his passion is dancing he dreams of being a great dancer known and for fill his desire he enrolled in a school of dance no said nothing to his parents or his girlfriend

Asim finished law school and began working in a law firm that his father knows, and that's what made the happiness of his parents seeing their son steady satisfied Asim continued to work while pursuing his passion and love his girlfriend

- : Asim my son (his mother told him one day) now you have a job you are steady I think it's time to think of marriage

- : Yes mom (he replies with a shy air) I think but I want to be ready

-: Ready why my son your father and I have prepared everything for you?

-: Your brothers are married (the voice of his father surprises approaching after all heard) it remains only you

Asim looked at his father turning the gaze to him to made a shy smile his father continued sitting down next to him

-: We have prepared everything for you as your mother even found a girl

Asim bowed his head and said in a low voice

-: My future wife I want to choose by myself (he lifts his head and continuous) I will tell you when the time comes

He does not want to talk about her to them at the moment he wants to know her opinion on the idea of marriage he wants to know if she's ready or no he is unaware that she is not thinking about that he don't knows that this idea does not cross her mind she likes him she is accustomed to him she likes to see him meet him hang out with him and that's it. With a romantic ambiance that Asim has prepared to Charita in a place at the nature he decided to move to the second stage of his relationship he wants to finalize his love with a seine relationship give a name to his feelings and pass them to practice he prepare everything invites her to this place and made his request

-: Charita it there's now some years that we are together I'm used to you my eyes don't looked at another girl you're the one I need want you be my wife

Charita hesitates for a few seconds and said nothing Asim takes her hand and said

-: Why you say nothing you find that you don't love me enough to accept my request?

- No ( she says) I love you well I feel good with you and I want to stay like this for a long time but I'm not ready for marriage that idea scares me

-: Listens (Asim replied) I let you think, answer me when you want my request still always

Asim keeps hopeful to his request and waits for the response of Charita while continuing his professional path and passion

-: Dancer is not a future (she told him) but if you have chosen and you like I don't want to be an obstacle for you

-: I'm doing you a marriage proposal I am afraid that my choice you distant from me

-: The problem is not me Asim that's my family my father will never agree to see me with an artist he thinks it is not a job for a man

-: As long as you're okay (responds Asim satisfied) your family I can convince

-: I have not given you my answer waits a bit to tell my parents

-: As long as you're always next to me I remain hopeful (answers Asim)

And he agreed to wait before making his request for marriage but he decided to tell his parents of his project and his love for dance it was a shock at the beginning for his father and mother but eventually they approve his choice they can not refuse him anything because he is their youngest son

-: But you will not find a wife (his mother told him) nobody wants to give his daughter to a dancer

-: The girl! I found her mom (Asim decided to speak) it there's a long time I known her and I'm doing my request

-: What does she responded and when are we going met her parents

-: Not now mom she wants to wait a bit

busy with his new career Asim leaves aside his request for marriage and devoted his time to the show that will change his life. he met his partner a person who will be the main female role next to him and after some hours of waiting and impatience she come late. Asim was sat facing the door when it opened and let get in a girl with an innocent face blazing smile and bright eyes her beauty that escapes no one she walked taking with her a smile he followed her steps with his eyes a moment forgetting where he was forgetting his world and lives with this pretty face causing a foreign feeling for him. his eyes fixed on her with eyes that shine with envy his mouth pulp does find no words but he heard her voice and the moment was short he awoke

-: Excuse me for the delay (said Devika to the animator of the show who was waiting with Asim) great traffic blocked the road

-: You are here now and that's the most important (responds the organizer) this is Asim (pointing his hand towards him) he will be your partner of the show

she directed her head toward him her hair were traveling with her innocent gesture leaving Asim mute says nothing standing waiting Devika presents herself to him

-: Hi! I am Devika (by presenting her hand) I hope that we will spend a good time together

her eyes came across Asim she looked and was attracted her heart beating fast and her eyes burst of brilliance. Devika fell in love with Asim she immediately understood her feelings she knows that her story began this moment their eyes communicates Devika has decoded but Asim did not understand what happens to him he does not want to believe that maybe he had actually fall in love he has no idea that his days will change and hours are going to face him at a reality he never expected

return home Asim rethinks to the image of Devika that beautiful face who follows him henceforth lying on his bed he sees her return the lips smiling hair swinging behind her back an expression of a face which brought back a craving he did not even had with Charita

-: What is happening to me (thought Asim) why I see her again why I think only of her (he rose from his place goes to the window look at the sky and resumes) -: it's nothing? it's just a pretty woman it's just because she is beautiful !! and a beauty attracts any man

he tries to convince himself that what happens to him is nothing he tries to oust this idea of his head and that's Charita his only love he goes see her waits next to her home takes his phone and call her

-: Hi Charita you're okay? I want to see you

-: Asim now? (she responds to him constrained ) it's late

-: it is not late it's as 7 pm and I want to see you I'm out please come join me

Charita goes to join Asim he takes her away from home he looks at her and tries to find in her what he saw in Devika his gaze remains neutral no strong sentiment rises to the surface just that this girl he likes and he wants to spend time with her

-: Have you thought about my request? are you ready to be my wife

-: Let me have more time I'm afraid my father will refuse

Asim said nothing as if he was waiting for this answer as if he wanted to. he is confused he does not know what to think but what he understood at the time that Devika's gaze never leaves him

-: You loved my dancing?

-: Yes it was very good I think you're very talented you left me speechless

Happy blushed she said thank you and desire begins a friendship born takes the place of love because none of them is ready to confess his feelings to another. the days go by and their relationship grows they become inseparable he appreciates her company he finds her very funny innocent nice and very attractive all the days he spent at the theater with her make him happy he does not leave his smile and his only wish is to stay in this place forever a place where he can have a real feelings when he can smile happily when he can forget that he was already engaged with another person.

she very happy to have met this person. she comes out of her depths her laughter she loves him she knows but she does not know if he also carries this love in his heart she gets used to the have him next to her to talk with him laughing and making jokes. she does not hesitate to get too close to him unconscious gestures allow understand that she wants him hoping that he understands it and she hopes he does the same for know if he is ready to share with her his feelings to start a life together but alas her desire flew with a simple phone call

while they were together to take a break and wait for another rehearsal they were talking like every day laughing and making jokes with other dancers Asim's phone rang he looks at it threw a look in the eyes of Devika and walked away to talk

-: It's his girlfriend's call (said Adil his close friend teasing)

-: He has a girlfriend? (asked Devika with heart of pain)

-: Yes ( replied adil) and they'll soon be engaged

Devika's dreams are crushed the wishes imprison remain at the bottom of her heart gives a smile of despair to Asim seeing him get closer after finishing his communication receiving that smile Asim sending a look of regret and fears that the relationship that he began with her tears but nothing that sets in the heart ripped Devika prefers to keep her smile and keeping Asim as a close friend than to lose him while continuing to love him and booked the largest part in her heart

that day (Devika) felt a strong pain in her chest she does not understand she did not know but it's the pain of love an incomplete love. a love lost deep in her thoughts she wants to convince herself that she can forget and it's just a fleeting feeling. returning at home she goes straight to her room after crossing the living room leaving behind her the anxiety of her mother and father. seeing her pass without greeting her mother joined her in her room she saw her daughter very much concerned

-: What happened to you my daughter you're past without greeting us (her mother says) you have a problem

-: No mom (answers Devika with eyes shining with tears) a little tired after rehearsals

Her mother touches her eyes to wipe away her tears and said

-: Even if you want to hide your eyes betray you tell me about your pain

She threw herself into the arms of her mother and said

-: My heart is broken mom (Devika said tears flowing from her eyes) I tried to resist but I can't I tried to find me a reason but my reason is him (she raised her head and looked at her mother continued) I loved him I built dreams and those dreams today its fallen but I continued to love him

-: What is this story? You loved whom? And why your dreams are demolished?

Devika started to tell her mother how she met Asim and how she fell in love with him

-: Today I learned that he has someone in his life and he will get engaged I love him Mom I think I can't live without him

her mother looked at her with a heart torn to pieces does not support see her daughter like that she has never seen her in this state she feels her pain wipes her tears and said

-: We don't choose love my daughter and love does not choose its place it just happens it will eventually settle down where it should be if this love will end up in your arms you'll see come to you and will take place be patient and lets it do

Devika has understood the words of her mother hopeful and continuing her life as she began devoted to her career and loved Asim

the next day of their famous dance she arrives like all morning in the theater and goes to her dressing room her heart does not stop beating and think about her reaction when she will see Asim. a flashed through her mind she sees this moment when he was so close to her his hand was walking on her body she still feels like it is stuck on her she does not know how will react Asim and how he will deal with her after what had happened. she closed the door of her dressing room locked unconsciously as if she was hiding something or maybe she fleeing someone while she is lost in her thought and after a few minutes having put a sare for rehearsals there was a knock on the door

-: Yes (she said with a soft voice) who is there

-: It is me Devika (a man's voice said it is the voice of Asim) opens the door it is locked

She opened the door and returned to her occupation he returned with a nice smile she greeted him with another smile reddish a color painted on her cheeks he approached her saying

-: Why you closed the door and locked this is the first time you do it and why you are saved yesterday after the rehearsal I was looking for you, you were already gone

-: EUh no nothing (she replied hesitant) I had things to do

he walked over to her looked her in the eyes as if he was looking for another answer and continued in a low voice

-: I wanted to tell you that you were wonderful (resumes a normal voice and continuous) as always you managed your dance

-: Thank you (said by adopting a normal air leaving nothing to suspect) you too were fine

-: Thanks to you (he answers ) you helped me to be (he puts his hand on her shoulder looks into her eyes and said) Listen Devika I think that together we make a good job remains as you are help me always to do

Asim want to say what he wears on his heart he wants to tell her stay with me to love me but instead of talking about his true feelings he prefers to stay where he is keep his love in his heart lives in the darkness and dreamed at the time of the dances which allow him to approach her and transmit this veiled love

-: I also think we did a good job together (she said) don't worry I will always be as you wish

Asim looked Devika with his lovers eyes he understood her message he understood that she waits for a sign from him to tell him she loves him and she loves only him he wants too he tried to confess his feelings but remembered that it's not possible. with their eyes they said all and took the same decision to say nothing and live this love with their eyes and their dance that allows them to get what there is at the bottom of them satisfied Asim smile at Devika and said

-: we must Return with others if not they will wonder what we're doing here alone

-: what Will they think will never happen (Devika responds with eyes that hide her lie) isn't it true Asim?

Asim says nothing he has no answer to give her returns with other partners and continued his day like if nothing was said or has been left understand

they each decided to live on their side their love through their passion and through time that they will have together so that they can tell the truth and every day that way they pass the Neutral days which that will be filled only at the time of the dances and stay close to each other at times breaks not leave for a moment and take care of each other

The couple's relationship is no exception to their friends who have seen and noticed everything and that helps in approving this relationship

-: Asim I want to talking to you about something (Adil said one day while they were alone)

-: Yes what is it there's Adil

-: I've noticed that between you and Devika there is something going on. you don't think it's time to talk to me

-: What ? Adil !! you talk about what? you're wrong there is nothing (try Asim hidden)

-: Nothing is hidden Asim your behaviors speaks

-: You know I am in relation with Charita and I proposed her the marriage

-: Yes and I also know that Devika is in love with you all her actions show this girl is crazy about you and you also feel something for her

-: It's just a friend we don't think about that

Adil puts his hand on the shoulder of his best friend and told him

-: Asim I am your friend and my role is to guide you I must tell you what I saw (he puts the other hand on the other shoulder of Asim and continuous) sometimes we think we have found the love but falling on the real we discovers that we were far from the reality listen to your heart don't let your chance you escape the hands (Adil see that this relationship is very strong and let it is like leaving a gemstone )

Asim looks Adil with eyes of sadness because he touched the sensitivity of his heart but he does not want to admit he's right he will not ask for help and believes he has the right solution leave everything as it is don't give up his love for Devika and not let go Charita and he answers

-: Don't worry Adil ( say Asim weakened) I know what I did