Asim leaves the hospital taking with him a calm face without emotions of his wife and returns home with his family he does not want to go to his flat he does not want to feel empty that he will find without his wife he can't sleep in their bed without her next to him he goes in the house of his parents joined his room and stays alone he wants to see and talk to anyone his brothers tried to comfort him but he request them to leave him alone for now but despite this refusal his sister enters with a tray of food and tries give him to eat saying
-: Asim eat a little bit you have eat nothing in the day you can't sleep with an empty stomach
-: No thank you (he responds too sad still in tears) I'm not hungry
she holds his hand sits with him on the bed take some food saying
-: please Asim eat a little for me you'll make yourself sick like that
-: How you want me to eat while my wife is in the hospital I don't know if she will live or not
-: You can't change anything about what was actually prays for that she wakes up
-: She wanted to protect me (said Asim collapsed) it's me who will have to be in that hospital bed I want to be with her right now I want to sleep next to her where she is we wake up together or we leave together it is hard without her
with a lot of tears wet his cheeks that her sister wipes delicately with her hand she takes him in her arms very affected by the grief of her younger brother she find nothing to say only to keep him longer like this to think that her brother began his life with great sadness she is afraid that it will not recover. after this great hugged she puts her hand on his cheek to wipe once again his tears she said
-: She will return Asim Devika is strong and will fight to stay with you she loves you and I don't think she wants to leave and leaving you sad in this world alone
he looks at her saying nothing hope what says his sister is the reality he hopes that in the morning the hospital will call to tell him that his wife was saved but he knows that is a desire to what he must keep and believe
Since she returned from the hospital his mother isolates also in her room very sad especially taking of a great remorse since the tragedy she said nothing she did not even reacted she thinks of the wrong that she has caused to her son by denying him Devika this girl who just saved the life of this son and avoids her a great sadness her husband remarked he told
-: What is there ? why you're sad
-: Nothing she (said) I think at what it's happened
-: This is not what you wanted? ( he said with harsh words) you wanted to estrange your son from this girl your wish will be realize
-: Why are you telling me that I'm as bad as this
-: You did not let your son live his life you did in front of his choice now he is sad what you will do?
-: I am an unfit mother I deserve death I'm a bad mother I caused the sadness of my son
she is not well very sad she feels the pain her son is very badly may be he can not recover this little boy who she saw growing up next to her she will may be lose and she feels remorse blame herself to not be a good mother who seeks happiness of her son she regret for having denied him this happiness her husband included she really regret he approach her puts his hand on her shoulder and said
-: You regret?
-; yes enormously (she said crying) my son has chosen his happiness and I wanted to remove him I regret all the time when I told him I did not want this girl in my house and she is this girl who saved his life. without her it's he who will be in her place and I will be a sad woman crying for fear of losing her son
-: If you really have a regrets goes to tell him goes ask him for forgiveness fully you would do this for him
agree with the proposal of her husband she goes to her son's room waits for her daughter out and she enters she takes a bit of food between her fingers hope to nourish her son and she said
-: Why you let yourself die of hunger my son you don't know that you have a mother who needs you
hearing the voice of his mother he turns his head still sad finds in front of him his mother so sad he don't know why she is like that she was always against him does not confident to this face said nothing and returns face up the window
-:excuse me Asim I was wrong (she said sobbing)
he hear the cry of his mother does not support it turns around he finds tears in her eyes he wipes it and said
-: Don't cry Mom I can't see your tears
-: let me cry Asim because I'm a heartless mother sorry my son to let you endure this it's my fault if we're here today instead of wishing you happiness with the woman you love I turned my back from you and worse than that I banned you to live this happiness I am a bad mother I don't deserve a boy like you
-: No you're not a bad mother you thought to do well (he puts his head on her shoulder and continuous) don't reproach yourself what has happened now I know you're in my side and that's enough me I have your shoulder to cry on and that's a lot for me
-: since you have forgiven me eat a bit now for me please
-: I can't mom as Devika is lying on the hospital bed as she does not wake up I can't swallow anything how I can eat so she does not eat
-; pray for her my son and let the day repair things she will come back I am sure she loves you and she will not leave you alone
affected by the reaction of his mother Asim agrees to let to feed with her hands and eats with tears in his eyes looking at his mother seeking consolation which helps him to believe that Devika will not die and will soon return
-: Mom !!! (he said with a miserable voice) you think she'll live you think she will return home soon
-: Yes (she answers continuing to feed him) she will come back among us and we will give her all the love she deserves
a very beautiful image of a mother and her son Asim finds his tranquility near her his mother who takes care of him and does not intend to leave him alone until the return his wife
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