FF with barun and sanaya (love secret passion) - Page 7

Asim forgot to call Devika it's the end of the afternoon still with his sister in his room he looks at her and told her his phone in his hand ready to call

-: I forgot to call Devika I promised her to call her right after my appointment with Charita but with all these tensions I forgot I have to call her now (and call on her phone during that time she was at her home with her mother telling her about her new grief

-: I don't know if I have to regret or be happy let Asim go talk to Charita he said he called me but he did not he even refused to talk to me when I called him I think he decided to remain with her

-: This love brought you only grief but this time maybe you're wrong as I know him he loves you very may be he is busy with something else

-: No mom he is not busy his only occupation was the theater but we are on leave he hung up when I called him he did not want me I was just a weakness for him his real love is it

during she spoke to her mother of her suspicions her phone rings it's Asim she will not answer she fears that he announced their break she can't stand it she prefers to not see him not speak to him that to hear him tell her it's over between us she crack, she looks at her phone and lets it ring

-: responds him (her mother told ) listens what he has to say

-: No I don't want to answer he will tell me that it's over I prefer to stay away from him to hear him tell me that no I don't respond

Asim worries Devika does not want to answer and he still tries once she asked her mother to answer him her mother responds said that her daughter does not want to talk to him

-: I must talk to her my aunt please let me speak to her (insists Asim)

-: She refuses to talk to you leave her alone she does not want to hear what you have to say

-: She refuses to talk to me (said Asim to his sister troubled ) she is angry because I did not call her I know her she will imagine things !!

-: Asim calm down try again and explain her why you did not call

-: No she refuse to talk to me I must go and see her

-: You're going to see where? at Her home? and her parents you will tell them what? lets for today and tomorrow tries to call

Asim spent one night disturbed Devika does not want to talk to him he believes she is angry he don't know that she lives a hard time believing lost her love. in the morning the first thing he does it's to call hoping that the night for her was relaxed and she'll finally forgive him for his recklessness but she did not respond and she ended by turning off her phone he sees only one solution go and wait in front of her house hoping to see her come out. four days before travel to the tour every day he waits to see her but the four days she has not left her house it still has only one hope the travel it will the opportunity to see her and talked with her. he still hope to see her come and don't withdraw

he takes his things and said goodbye to his family asked forgiveness his mother and his father of being rude with them and goes find the others with the teacher and organizer outside the theater to take the bus, and there he waits Devika. for some minute to wait he sees her arrived with her father her mother and her two brothers by far he looks her to say goodbye too, to her parents and her brothers she embraces them very strong and they said goodbye he leaves her parents car get away and approach her

-: Hello Devika you okay?

he said by love she says Hi but without looking at him he noticed her inattention he gently takes her hand and lead her to hide from the eyes of other and said in expressing his love his hand in hers

-: What happen Devika? Why don't you want to talk to me? I have something to tell you

she looks with fear withdrew his hand and said

-: I don't want to hear what you have to tell me let me (and she goes)

he took her hand holds her against him to prevent her from leaving and said:

-: Why you don't want to hear me? because I did not call you as planned? listens me and let me explain why

-: No I don't listen to you (she said sad the head directed towards the other side) you did not call me and when I called you, you refused to talk to me (and she looks him and continuous crying) I think you want to resume your relationship with her please I can't hear you tell me that you'll let me

-: What? (Asim is surprised) leave you? but ... (she does not let him end)

-: you said that you will call and you did not do it (she said still in tears) I called you, you have given the phone to your brother I knew that you had not forgotten the phone at home and the second time you don't want to speak. in the end you turn off your phone how do you explain this?

he makes her a beautiful smile puts a hand on her cheek wipes her tears and the other hand on the waist kissed her on the other cheek and neck on several times without wanting stop she said nothing and let him do she enjoys this kiss that she thought she lost she does not know what to say or what to understand he looks at her keeping her against him with his smile and said in a soft voice

-: You really have thought that I wanted to leave you? You think I can live without you? Never I've said and I repeat you are my life if I lose you I lose my life

-: Why you don't want talk with me then? for me it had only this explanation

-: It was too hard for me to tell her that she will not be my wife and most importantly tell her that I love another girl she could not stand and left the cafeteria without telling anything I felt very great remorse I felt too bad I did not want you see me like this

touched she puts her hand on his cheek kisses him and said

-: excuse me if I doubted of you I really thought that you were going to leave me ( she put her head in his shoulder ) I love you and I'm always afraid that you let me my life will have no taste without you

Asim wants to kiss Devika for her revelation but the teacher announces that the travel will begin he reports this kiss for another time and said taking her hand in his and his look always showing his love

-: come !! the journey waits us forget all stress and enjoy this six months to be alone away from family our adventure will begin these six months are for us (she gives him her hand happy and leave for the big trip)

this tour is a starting point for Asim and Devika this stay away from family away from the stress to Asim's mother, will allow them to discover themselves more throughout the trip he did not left Devika throughout the trip sitting next to him and all the duration of ride he did not remote his eyes from her face he admired her happy because during these six month he will see morning and evening and wondered what he would do with her in their spare time

-: This trip will change our lives I feel it (Asim said happy to Devika)

-: How Asim ?(she asks)

-: We go recede from all the problems that have hit our days preceding (he holds her hand and told her) I'll have you for me when I want I'll make you see moments of dreams

he has no plan for now but he provides that beautiful things to spend a stay unforgettable with her for make her forget all grief time that she had because of him but before that they must devote their time for the show which will begin in Mumbai one of the main city in India arrived there after hours of road each of them joined his room in a great hotel exhausted they spend the night quiet to attack the next day the moments of this stay will be very shaken for the whole troop especially for the couple. they will know hard times as they will know the moment of love and longing, for starters they are going to in a big theater where will take place to the show the other participate arrived to several other cities a great event will take place in this city that will attract many spectators. ten couples who are going to prove their performance among them Asim and Devika each show presented by a theme and that our couple is (real love) the professor chose after having worked a lot with the true love of Asim and Devika. the show begins dancing start with different couples. Spectator admire and applaud after each presentation. the last couple who will have to prove his competence a group of dancers enter in the scene to begin with severe and romantic music and lets enter Asim holding the hand of Devika a dress on the body still beautiful still radiant the eyes fixed on her, her beauty attracts the public another music begins very beautiful song who interpreted again their history (rabka choukrana) Asim always repeat the words of the song in her ear. standing in front of her love expression on his face which does not remain indifferent to the spectators who are beginning to appreciate this beautiful couple Asim the hand of his partner in his. he brings her closer against him with his arm that he surrounded her waist said with his loving smile what tells him the song.

-: I feel well in your arms. Your presence makes me happy you became my belief you complete my life you became my prayer thanks god that you're in my life

Devika looks at him too with envious eyes the words of the song she sees its out of his heart she read in his eyes each shine reveals something and Asim continuous his dance by manipulating the body of his partner between his fingers caressing with his soft hand every time he said a revelation that leaves Devika lost in her dreams he continues forgetting that world who look at them he closes his eyes too and dream with her leaving dream as all eyes which set on them the spectators forgetting too that they are in front of a presentation and lives the real love of Devika and Asim

-: at your side I got all that I wanted and now I complain to nothing I hugs you very strong when you're in my arms (and he hugs her with love strong) you became my world and my life you are the light of my dreams and my thoughts

the movement that leaves spectators speechless continuous behind her his head glued to hers close to her neck he wants to leave her a kiss he did not succeed to give her returns to her ear and continuing his revelations

-: I will move away from all the world if you ask me. all what I want is you be at my side I'm lost in your arms your existence has changed my feelings and my heart relives

at the end of the song he remain standing Devika still in his arms the first applause begin followed by the other causing a tremor in the theater the spectators loved they were carried away with this wonderful couple and their woke up was hard

Asim and Devika greet everyone and leaves the scene

-: Wonderful as always (their teacher told them behind the scenes) listen to the world outside they claim you again you've left them dream with you

Asim proud of Devika looks with love this look seduced the journalist who were there and who saw them also this presentation they approach the couple to interview

-: This is the first presentation and you have been able to have all these encouragement (told a reporter) you have evoke a great love which drew intent to everybody are you a real couple in real life?

when Devika would say happy and proud yes we are Asim rushes to say

-: No we are not a real couple we are only great friends

this answer displeases to Devika who pull out angry and leaves Asim continue his interview alone he watches her eclipsed of the looks and realizes that he made a mistake he excuse near the journalist and follows her discreetly he found her away from the seen to the others he approaches her behind her stroking her arms she turns around she fends him off and said

-: stays away from me don't touch me we're just great friends and friends don't do that

-: For others you are my great friend (said by holding her against him) but for me you are my heart

-: Why you keeps our relationship secret why you don't want to unveil it why you lied to the media you're afraid of what?

-: Not for the moment Devika if I talk about it today tomorrow our history will in all newspapers we must at first devoted to the show it's more important

-: More important that us (she told him pissed) I feel that you did not want to advance in our relationship you move back and what happens if our story will in the newspapers it is not the truth? I don't want to live in the dark

she goes in leaving him alone he has no answer to give her what will he tell her? that his mother refuses her because she is a dancer that she said she does not want her in her home? he does not want to hurt her he know that Devika love him and wants to live her whole life with him if he talks about their relationship now his mother will face him he does not want to face Devika to a problem that will trigger his mother he decided to keep it secret for a while but Devika does not understand his reaction and still think a once that Asim still doubt his relationship with her

Asim is obliged to find a solution Now he must explain to Devika reason to keep his relationship secret if not she will never speak to him during which time he acted as if nothing was, to not let the hint in return to the hotel he invited her to go out with him at the restaurant she refuses and she joined the group where is her friend Nita and go with them she ignores Asim who does not support this. she don't want understand his situation he is angry he joined the group too, and behaves naturally but deep down full of anger and sorrow at the same time. Adil noticed this coldness between the couple usually Asim does not leave Devika but now they are facing each other at nothing to say except that Asim steals glance that Devika not even care after a while he gets angry and withdrew without finish eating out of the restaurant to go to his room Adil follows him

-: Asim wait (he said ) why you left like that you have not even finished eating

-: I'm not hungry I want to go to rest up (he said distressed)

-: you Did not hungry? or because Devika ignore you

-: You've noticed? (request Asim sad) yes she does not want to talk to me she is serious this time

-: Something wrong? Why she refuses to talk with you

Asim tells him how the reporter asked the question and what was his response and that has irked Devika

-: On one side she's right why you hide this relationship? she has the right to interpret things as she wants

-: I know she's right but if I talk about it now I should also explain her that my mother refused her because of what she does and I can hurt her by my words if I speak we have to face to a big problem and our love we live it like this I just want to live these six months in peace with her

-: If you want to live in peace you must convince Devika and ask her to be patient

-: Why my life is complicated like that why my story advance in difficulty every time that things return to normal it happen a problem blocking it I have to live my whole life like this?

Asim not trying to hide their relationship he wanted more as Devika that the whole world knows that he loves her and that he wants to live with her but he knows his mother she will never accept Devika she will never approve this love and he can not face her he was always elevated in the respect of the greats one and follow their will but today he does not want to follow the will of his mother

one week that Devika ignores Asim every time he approaches her she walks away from him and asked him to leave her alone he does not want to continue like that but what he can say?a spectacle continuous and dance also even if Devika does not speak to Asim she live always her dances with him she still feels like the first time and she still feels the envy when she is in his arms this is what gives more hope to Asim he takes advantage of this moments that make him smile but once finished dancing she resumes her isolation and go away from him

-: How long are you going to ignore me like that (said once after their dance. in a place where no one can see them)

-: I don't know !! (She responds coldly) can be until when you understand that I'm not just a friend for you

he holds her waist gently approaches her and wants to kiss her she pushes him refuses to give him a kiss and she said

-: I don't want to hide for kiss you I don't want to supervise if someone is there when I want tell you I love you. if you brought me here it's not because you want to have a intimate moment with me it's for that no one sees you (then she leaves and goes)

the presentations of Asim and Devika please to everyone even to the other participants that some of them devour Devika the eyes they are marveled by her presentations and mainly her beauty and want to approach her to know her better. that is three weeks the show started three weeks that the incident of the interview occurred since Devika has repels the advance of Asim and three weeks that he sees the others trying to attract her to them Baldev a handsome young man another group fell in love with Devika he noticed her the first day and saw that she was with no one he spoke her one day after the end of a presentation

-: Excuse me miss I can speak with you

Asim was not far and like every day he did not leave her with his eyes he is curious to know what he will say to her and he watches from afar pretending talking on the phone

-: Yes (she responds to him) you want something?

-: I wanted to tell you that you are very talented and you succeed always your dances

-: Thank you (she said) excuse me (and she goes)

he holds her by the hand Asim saw he want to intervene but he lets her to fend for herself

-: wait (he said) I wanted to ask you if you want to accompany me to the feast tonight

-: Excuse me (she responds by removing her hand) I'm planning to go with a friend

Asim is satisfied with this answer he makes her a smile that she don't even responds

a big party that brought together all participants will be given this evening to mark the success of this show which is going very well Asim wants that Devika accompanies him at this party he dress well goes to her room he knocks on the door she opened and said coldly

-: What do you want?

-: I want you with me in the party I want to spend it with you

-: And you want to go where? in an isolated corner where no one can see that we are a couple? or in front of everyone as best friends?

Asim advance making her go back until he enters the room closes the door holds her by the arm and said softly brings closer his head to hers

-: Why you are hard like that? three weeks you're cold with me and you avoid me I miss you

-: I behave with you as a friend it's not what you wanted?

-: I just want be with you and no matter how. comes with me tonight and forget the days spent

-: All what I want Asim that you behave with me as it should be in front of the others and you don't hide that we are in love

-: I don't want to hide everyone can imagine and our friends know it's just that I don't want to be it in the newspapers this is not the moment

-: Why Asim why you don't want that it's in the newspapers?

-: I'll explain you later let me relive please

she also three weeks away from him were much for her she felt a moment of weakness and said

-: If I go with you how you'll behave with me?

-: Like a real couple and I will not leave you for a second

Devika happy of that answer and agrees to accompany him not suspecting that it may have another problem

Devika agreed to accompany Asim at this party after he promised her he will not leave her for one second happy she excuses to go change she goes in the bathroom and after a few minutes she came out dress up a very pretty dress with a beautiful hairstyle she approaches him sees hypnotized eyes shine don't decline showing a strong love a desire that attract him at her he continued to gaze. her eyes her mouth her perfect body her legs hidden beneath this dress who advanced seeing only her who headed to him and did not hear when she said

-: I'm ready Asim! we go?

he does not move from his seat he said nothing still frozen and think about what he can do to this beautiful silhouette approaching him

-: Hey Asim (she makes putting her hand on his shoulder) I'm ready to go

-: Hein!! heu !! sorry (he finally responds her) you are very beautiful you're wonderful (he approaches to give her a kiss envious on the cheek) you will be the most beautiful in the festival (he puts her hand under his arm and goes all proud of what he has with him)

arrived at the party Asim remark that there's a lot of journalist something in which he did not expect panic and without realizing he withdrew Devika's hand which was under his arm

-: What do you do Asim? (she said) why you removed my hand

-: Look !! there are a lot of journalists they will think we're together

-: they will believe !!? why? we're together! this is what you told me just now if you remember you said we come here like a real couple you've changed your mind

he remembers he was told that because he did not think finding the journalists but he changes quickly mind and he said

-: I know I have said that and that's what I really wanted but these journalists I thought not that they'll be here I don't want they suspect something

-: You know what? (she said annoyed) goes alone you are quiet like that (and she goes)

Devika enter alone followed by Asim she goes to her friend Nita he comes next to her but said nothing Devika changes place and let Asim with anger inside, he can nothing say and he can do nothing just watch from a distance and wait to the end of this party to return at the hotel and talk with her. in a corner alone a drink in hand Devika looks sad isolated her friend Nita dance and fun she comes and asks her to come and dance

-: No Nita I did not feel like dancing go have fun and don't worry for me

Nita left her in her isolation and go have fun. Asim sees her sadness he approaches her holding her hand and invite her to dance

-: come ( hi said with love ) dance with me

-: No Asim !! I don't dance with you (withdrawing her hand)you have no fear if the journalist ask you if we are a couple or not?

-: stop it Devika please (he said taking again her hand) journalists are not going to ask all those who dance if they are a couple the friends dance together

-: I have no desire to dance with you I'm not your friend (she withdraws her hand and goes into leaving him alone)

Asim does not want to follow her he does not want to draw the attention on them and keep his anger for him he goes to the bar for a drink and his eyes never left her he supervise all her steps and gestures he does not fun with others his plan is misfire he hoped that this evening was going to be closer to Devika but the circumstances makes them moves away again one of the other

Baldev the young man who had approached of Devika this morning sees her all alone approached her and said

-: You are alone? your friend is not with you?

-: She dances with her friend

-: And you, you don't dance if you're not accompanied agree to dance with me?

-: No excuse me but I did not feel like dancing

-: why (he said) you wait for someone?

she looks at Asim . his jealousy out of his eyes he approaches her seeing him approaching and for dodge him she agrees dancing with Baldev Asim avoided to problems goes to the bar and takes a drink he not raises his eyes from her and drinks his glass caring anything else, that want go take Devika by the hand and snatching to this individual who has come to steal her. Devika looks too and feel the pain for him but she can not support his weakness. his friend Adil joined him at the bar sees him concentrated on Devika and the man he sees in his eyes madness Asim is someone who does not drink much with a second glass Adil was afraid for him he said

-: stop Drinking Asim you know very well that you can not stand alcohol you will attract eyes on you

-: looks how she dances with another ( Asim said saddened ) she did worry even from what I can feel she does not understand my pain I'll tell him to let her

-: waits Asim (his friend holds him) don't do that look at the journalists how they watching you they expect a stupidity on you for do their article they look for someone and you're their target calm down and returns to sit

Asim sit and uses a third drink it's too much this time Adil fear that he loses his attitude decided to take him at hotel

-: Asim comes we go back at hotel

-: No I don't return not without her I will not leave her with him

Adil has no other solution and will talk to Devika

-: Excuse me (he said looking Baldev) Devika !! can I talk to you?

he takes her away hearing of Baldev and said

-: goes see Asim please he drinks and he has not used it will attract him the problem

-: Take it to the hotel I can do nothing

-: He does not want to come with me he wants to stay with you it's because of you he is like that please I don't want to happen to him a problem (and she excepted go see)

-: come Asim leave here (she said holding his arm)

-: You will come with me (he asked for love) you're not going dancing with him?

the effect of the alcohol begins to trouble him a little and before he cracks up Devika prefer to leave the party and take him to his hotel room

-: Yes Asim I come with you and no I don't dance with him come on it is necessary that you go to rest (and she goes with him)

Arriving at the hotel Devika leads Asim in his room she lets him sit pulls his jacket and shoes helps him to lengthen Asim tired half asleep holds Devika's hand and prevents her to leave she lies beside him thinking after he falls asleep she goes but also very tired she fallen asleep his hand holding hers. in the morning Asim open his eyes found Devika beside him believes dreaming he said with a very large smile on his lips

-: What a nice dream to find you one morning next to me like that (although it's a dream but he wants to put his hand on her cheek and he feels her real remembers the night previous he caresses her and said glad) Devika !! Is that you?

She opens her eyes finds herself lying on the bed beside him sits down suddenly surprise

-: Sorry!! I fell asleep (and is about to get out of bed)

Asim retains asked her with a nod of head to not leaving he is aware of what it is past at the party yesterday and asked her

-: It is you who has brought me here yesterday?

- Yes it's me you were drunk and you were not well

-: sorry I never drink like that I could not stand see you dance with another and after refusing my application I could not resist to my anger

-: Asim our history is complicated (Devika talks seriously) every day, and instead of advancing it comes back I don't understand why you want it to stay secret

He kisses her on the cheek looks for a moment and responds to her

-: I'll tell you why but please promise me not to put you in anger

-: I promise I just want to know the reason it allows me to better see the things

-: It is because of my family I don't want them to know they refuse our relationship

-: It is because they don't know me may be seeing me they'll change their minds

Asim hugged very strong Devika's hand give a kiss looks at her with eyes of regret don't know how to tell her

-: When I announced to my parents that I had stopped my engagement with Charita they were very furious against me mainly my mother she knew for our relationship (he is silent for a moment fixed her in eyes and resumes) she takes you solely responsible and she does not want you

She gets up and remained standing without saying anything this whole situation is hard for her Asim rises too behind her he holds her arm gives her a kiss on her shoulder unveiled and on her neck then said softly in the ear

-: Don't worry nobody can separate us not even my mother (he makes her return and continuous clear voice and satisfying) if necessary I go far away with you

-: Why she does not want me Asim? (she said small tear to the eyes a little doubt crosses her mind) she does not even know me there's something there that you don't tell me?

he protects her tenderly with his arms he does not want to hurt her so he don't want tell her she refuses you because you're a dancer he does not want caused her sadness he wants resume her without any wound don't respond to her question and he said changing the subject

-: Devika !! never tests my jealousy is a new feeling in me and I can not control it

-: Why do you say that (she asks wondering) I did not test your jealousy

-: Dancing with the other person makes me jealous and I don't support

-: I did not do for make you jealous I just wanted to avoid you because you hurt me

he looks in her eyes puts his hands on her cheek and said

-: I'm sorry if I do I wanted to avoided the problems this tour was for me the opportunity to be alone with you away from all the pressures I want to enjoy some of these months to live our love that's why I avoided the media I don't want my parents to learn my mother will be able to all spoil us

Devika approaches his cheek and kissed him tenderly she realized that Asim love her and want to live their love in peace and he can't do it only far from his family

-: I have understood Asim and enjoy of its a few months remaining

happy with this answer Asim puts his arm around her waist pulls her and said smiling

-: You did not tell me why you slept with me?

-: I've already told you ( she said reddening) you did not let me go you held my hand

-: Or maybe you wanted from me (he said by whispering in her ear wanting to take her a kiss)

she rejects him she is afraid that he'd like to go further with his desire he takes her in arms and said

-: Why are you afraid of me? I will not do what you don't want I just want have a moment peaceful with you I don't ask more

she offers him this nostalgic moment which makes them much good to use their personal life and professional with a good starting point