Part 10 : FOR ME N FOR US
Swayam came and sat beside the bed on a stool... Sharon was looking at him waiting for him to look at her but as he continued to look down she cupped his cheeks to wipe the tears...
"dekhoge nahi meri taraf???" she asked with anger and attitude on her face...
Swayam nodded in a no like a small child as he cried more...
"don't cry...please... for me???" Sharon asked softly holding his hands...
That made more tears to flow out of his eyes...
"agar abbhi ke abhi tumne meri taraf nahi dekha na to mai apna siren mode mein aa jaungi aur fir sirf tumhe hi nahi nursing home walo ko bhi problem ho jayega..." she giggled and swayam smiled through his tears and looked at her...
"bohut dard ho raha hai na???" Sharon knew he asked her not only about the bullet wounds but also about the wounds he had given...but according to Sharon things were different...
Yes, swayam had hurted her and broken her heart but she still loved him more than herself and she knew swayam also loves her more than himself and given a chance to mend his mistake he will carefully rebuild all the broken piece of love and shower her with all the love he has... she had faith in him...
"nahi... bilkul bhi nahi..." she tried to assure him...
"kyun bachaya mujhe Sharon... kyun aye goli k samne... Lagne dete wo mujhe.. mar jane dete mujhe... you had no reason to save me after what I have done..." He looked down again...
"aur uske baad kya??? Tumhe kuch ho jane deti uske baad kya karti mai??? Rahe pati tumhare bina?? Mere swayam k bina???par iska matlab ye nahi ki mai tumse gussa hoon...i am hell angry on you..." she made a stern face
And then he did what he had never done in her presence...much less , in her arms...he broke down and cried... he didn't even have the guts to say sorry... he just kept his head on her waist and hugged her and kept on crying and Sharon kept on rubbing his back and head to calm him down...
The ICU door clicked opened and swayam's mom came inside and swayam immediately stood up...
"swayam tum ghar jao...taani and rey raat ko Sharon ke paas ruk jaenge..." And swayam's heart broke some more...
"mom pls...mujhe yaha ruk jane do na..." he pleaded...
"nahi... ab tak jab nahi jataya...to aaj achanak ye pyaar , care jatane ka kya matlab hai??? Tumhe yaha rukne ki koi jarurat nahi hai... you don't have to bother..." She said sternly...
Sharon knew swayam's mom was angry on him...any mom would be angry on their child if they found out that their child did such a thing but the pain visible on swayam's face made her heart squeeze some more... She could see swayam broken with whatever he has done and she could see him shattering by the way his mom was behaving with him... he loved his mother a lot and she knew it...
"mamma pls aap gussa mat karo..." Sharon pleaded... " swayam ne jo kiya taani k liye kiya...uske jagah koi aur bhai hota to yehi karta... Wo regret kar raha hai mamaa...its visible on his face... ab pls use maaf kar do..." She said softly...
Swayam kept on looking at her with a stunned expression thinking how can She say all this... he has carefully broken her heart and she still loves him so much with each broken pieces... Since forever swayam has thought that he loves him more than anyone ever could love someone but today his beliefs were broken ... he had to admit that sharon's love for him was way more deeper... he had mistrusted her in a second and didn't bother to confirm the truth even if it was for his sister... Sharon still trusts him with everything she has even if it was her own heart he has broken...
"nahi kar sakta mai use maaf...usne jo kiya uske baad kabhi nahi kar sakta mai use maaf... Mai tere mom dad ko inform karne ja rahi hoon about this accident..." She said...
"mamma aap mom dad ko maat batana kya hua...pls..unhe sirf batana ki mujhe bullet lagi hai aur kuch nahi..." she indicated about not telling them what swayam has done...
"itna kuch hone ke baad bhi tu isse back kar rahi hai..." his mom asked pointing towards swayam...
"nahi Sharon unhe sach janne ka haq hai..." swayam said... he knew her parents have the right to know what he has done to their daughter and even has the right to punish him...
"tum dono ko meri kasam...bullet lagne k alava jo kuch bhi hua wo hum teeno , taani aur rey k alava kisi ko nahi pata chalega..." Sharon said... She can never see swayam going down in someone's eyes...she can never see someone thinking that swayam is not a nice person... she can never see someone thinking low of him...
"tu use saaza nahi degi???" his mom aksed...
"mamma jab jab swayam ne mujhse kuch bhi bura kaha... usne sirf mujhe hi nahi apne aap ko bhi hurt kiya...punish kiya... aur ..." She said as she remembered flashes from the night he came home drunk... His face showed nothing but pain that day...so much pain that he had to take refuge in her love...
"haa of course punishment to milegi use... I will not talk to him.." she added
Without saying anything his mom moved out and swayam stood there like a statue...
"I am so sorry..." the pain of NOT knowing what to do was only exceeded by that of knowing what he had done
of course she tried to put on an angry face but swayam understood that she can never hate him even for what he has done...and that increased his guilt...
She replied with a straight face
"love means never having to say you're sorry..."
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Edited by flyinghigh_ani - 11 years ago
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