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PART 14

arnav having chat with krish doctor regarding his treatment

"I already said you Mr. raizada before giving any judgment I want to go through few tests and after examining I will let you knew can you get your son to my clinic any day whenever possible, we can do the tests there" said the doctor

"ok doctor I will personally get my son for the test soon thanks for your visit" said arnav

"ok Mr. raizada I will wait for you, we shall leave now" said the doctor

and the team of doctors moved to leave, and as leaving the doctor again stopped

"oh yes I forgot to tell you please Mr. raizada do get your wife with you actually I want to ask some questions with her related to the baby's birth" said the doctor pointing towards the baby's mother khushi

while here arnav and khushi both were standing quite first shocked with the words of the doctor and then looking towards each other and about the relation which this world is intentionally and unintentionally giving them

soon after telling so everyone left out, and no one said a word to correct the doctor infact there was silence complete silence everywhere it was kind of awkward situation for both arnav and khushi right now

"I shall go back krish is sleeping alone in his room, need to check over him" said khushi and making a perfect excuse she preferred to leave from there

She completely washed off whatever they heard as if nothing really happened

later that night

khushi was sleeping with krish in his room

while arnav was not getting any sleep at all don't knew why his mind was again and again roaming in what doctor actually said

his wife, baby's mother, everything was just getting so messed up, but why and what all is he thinking, it was so obvious that someone who don't knew that khushi is just a surrogate mother will surely think that way in the situation where he is krish father and she is his mother then surely the world will link them with this name, until they make their agreement clear to the world, which no one knew yet.

but still why that one word your wife sounded so perfect, it was like his world was completed in that one word, his life would have been just perfect if the truth was that way if he ever had some guts and gone in front of her 8 years ago, and never left her as a sweet memory than surely his life would have been different khushi his khushi

"no , get a life arnav what all are you thinking, this is wrong really wrong , you are not supposed to think like this for her she was just a surrogate mother that all" said arnav to himself

"but why she , really why only she in this whole world where there are billions of girls why it had to be her the one to be chosen for the task of being a mother to his son, why she had to be the same girl whom arnav was attracted many years ago if their fate had bounded them like this, why she and only she, was it some kind of a signal god was giving him or somewhere very far his father who is sitting with god close to him is doing all this for him, trying all the ways to make his life better, is this your signal dad" said arnav looking towards sky

Hoping somewhere his dad would reply him but it's not possible

"I shall stop thinking everything this is not correct and moreover I am not at all lucky, happiness never last my life for long and whoever is been close to me or I have bought close to my life have always left me alone, no this time I should control myself and just not repeat my mistakes" said arnav determined

Next day had been normal like that khushi taking care of krish and naina and lavanya were like out of work they were just not getting any other way to work on their plan

Even shyam and anjali came back home after spending days at aakash and payal house

And it was dinner time arnav, shyam and anjali were having dinner on dining table while khushi was sitting with them along with krish in his baby chair and khushi making him eat his baby food

"I sometime wonder and salute aakash guts how he can be so calm and compose with payal all the time, you knew it's too tough to handle her specially her mood swings, at one time she wants one thing and after sometime she don't need that , and something else" said shyam irritated

"And whets so wrong in this, after all she is going to have a baby and at this time these kind of changes are common specially craving for different kinds of eatables" said anjali supporting payal

"And what about that over excitement and irritated talks she shows all the time" said shyam

"well you won't understand you knew it to difficult to pass on this stage everyday you experience so different changes in yourself sometime good and sometime worse and painful as well you can surely feel irritated in all this, and I suppose at this time aakash need to show his care and concern towards her and not get irritated with her" said anjali

"still you should be calm all the time if you are irritated, seriously it's too horrifying to look at aakash conditions that why I really can't get ready for kids specially after seeing aakash condition" said shyam

"now that rude you will never understand a mother to be ever, the pain the stress the discomfort they have to face all the time and at the end even you boys aim at her being irritated, anyways you tell khushi you have experienced everything yourself how much pain and irritation you have to be through" said anjali

"me actually it is different I mean it's true that the journey to be a mother is tough really irritating and exhausting sometime, but at the end of all this when you get that little bundle of joy in your hand at that moment it can even bring a dead mother back to life, all the pain and stress is nothing in front of the happiness you get in that one moment, and shyam ji even for the males at moments they do feel bad taking care of their particular wife but when at the end you get your baby , you will feel that everything you did at that time was just nothing in front of the gift your wife have given you, and I am sure when you will yourself experience this you will understand what I meant and will agree with my saying today also I can die ten times for just getting one smile on his face" said khushi smiling looking at little krish sitting next to her busy with eating his food all by himself and resulting in messing all his clothes and face with his food

"oh god you are looking so dirty now , come lets go we will get clean first" said khushi smiling looking at cute krish with all food on himself

And carefully picking him up she went away and as she was going,

"Khushi wait you didn't even had you dinner yet, till now you were busy making krish eat, you also eat something" said anjali

"I will eat later, first I will just make him sleep, he is too sleepy now" said khushi smiling and left from there

where arnav was also sitting so quite , he didn't even said a word in all this conversation , he just can't tell on any of his experience in this, cause he was not there with her at time krish was to be born, but one thing he was so sure off was that he would have loves to do each and everything required and would have taken proper care of her specially at that time when she was going to give birth to his child but later what she said was making him guilty somewhere as well, he was taking a mother away from his child, from a mother like khushi who is so deeply attached with her child

"I personally wish that we have to never see that day when khushi would have to stay away from krish" said anjali

And looking at arnav face

"And I even don't want to see the day when you will have to stay away from both of them either" said anjali

"Anjali I don't want to discuss about this" said arnav

"even I don't like discussing the same topic again and again, so for that its required you take your decisions soon admit it arnav your life is bound to them , not only krish but to khushi as well maybe more than its related with krish, its true krish has come like a link between you both , but still even before krish you both were already bound together , she was never away from you arnav she was always there in your life as a memory and now when she is here , what are you waiting for arnav go ahead grab your life , your happiness admit arnav all your happiness are related with her , even krish" said anjali

"Anjali I have already told you before that I don't want to discuss anything related to that topic" said arnav and was about to leave

"Open yourself arnav, open your heart for inviting happiness in your life" said anjali still sitting looking at him to leave

"which happiness the one that don't last for long in my life, happiness also don't like being with me that why they come and go away very soon and now I don't want to give my fate another chance to hurt me" said arnav and left from there

"his past experience with his life specially on personal level have made him so negative that if he will love something that will go away from him , let him be alone and give him some more time to think maybe he will give his life another chance" said shyam

"I hope so as well being his well wishers we can only guide him, rest all are his own personal decisions" said anjali

Next day passed very soon

khushi was at home with her only work taking care of krish and she was loving her job, she somewhere have forgotten the fact that now she don't have that right on krish like any other mother, still she was happy with the fact that no matter how at least she was with her son close to him and don't have to get away from him ever, she don't knew that for how long she can be happy with his fact, but for now this was enough for her

Later, shyam and anjali were sitting in the hall doing their respective works, shyam busy with some files and anjali in her laptop

"its been so many days I am here, away from my office there were so many works which have been kept on hold which I will have to complete when I will be back, hopefully my partner have taken care of my work well still there is lots I and only I can complete" said anjali working on her laptop with some office files

"don't worry anjali hopefully everything will be at place and moreover abhay is also there and I knew that boy he is very particular about his work he must have taken proper care of office work , everytime you leave the office he have taken good care in your absence "said shyam

"hope so, infact that reminded me abhay called and told that he will be coming here soon for meeting with you regarding the joint project we having with your company" said anjali

"a little correction our company, this business I work in is as much yours as its mine I have so many times told you to work with me in our company, but you always wanted to be independent and so your are working with abhay and I don't mind that at all, still everything that I have is yours as well" said shyam smiling

"ok ok I knew that shyam, that we are one and will always be one, I was just telling that we were scheduled to have a meet with you and arnav regarding that joint project so I called abhay here only as right now we really don't think arnav and you will go from here" said anjali smiling

"That will be great, and as for going so arnav have shifted his head office here in this city, so I don't feel that he will leave from here and go back, and as for me so we will go back soon" said shyam

And later on got busy with their works

Here we see one dark shade of khushi past her ex boss Abhay kapoor entering her life again

It was a nice normal day for her and she never knew that it's going to end so worse for her

Khushi was busy with her daily routine with krish at home when abhay came to raizada house to meet anjali there

Arnav and shyam were with anjali and abhay meeting each other when khushi came down in the main hall with krish in his arms unknown that what she was going to face ahead

"Oh khushi please come you remember abhay, offcourse you would you were working under him in your office" said anjali smiling introducing them not noticing the shocked and scared expression on khushi face

"khushi , khushi gupta , oh seeing you after so long time you just disappeared suddenly and left so many incomplete task behind" said abhay with a grin while khushi really understanding his meaning

while khushi preferred staying quite looking all way around she just don't want to repeat her past and share any memory with anyone, and moreover it was so useless now to think of that past which was long forgotten for now it's best to ignore it completely so she left the place making some excuse related with krish

But maybe sometime ignoring is not a solution to all the problems

Later that day arnav and shyam left for office for their meeting, even anjali went with them after all it was for their joint project

Today at that time of evening even naina raizada and lavanya were not at home, it was khushi and krish alone with few servants

Perfect time for that evil thinker to enter, abhay making some excuse left the office early in the evening, and he knew well that khushi would be alone in the house; he came directly to the raizada house

khushi was sitting in the hall with krish playing with his toys , while her thoughts were again and again going towards abhay and his cheap demands, shall she tell the truth to everyone but would that really be of any use , after all abhay was anjali friend and arnav and shyam are surely more close to him than her why would they believe her and what would really be the use to telling all this truth it's been like years to that incident and maybe abhay himself was having no memories related to that event so why shall she think of that

she was so busy in her thoughts that she really didn't realized that someone came ringing the bell in the house and as she looked up , to her shock it was no one other that abhay

"You why are you here anjali and arnav sir are not at home" said khushi not really interested in talking

"And who said that I am here to meet arnav or anjali, well I am here for other reasons" said abhay smiling

"I really don't knew what you meant, anyways I shall take krish in" said khushi getting up and as she was about to reach for krish to pick him up, abhay came in the middle holding khushi's hand

"We really didn't got a chance to talk earlier, so really felt a need to talk with you alone" said abhay with his cheap grin

"What the hell do you think you are doing, just leave my hand" said khushi in anger and struggling to get released

"you really are something miss khushi gupta , I really wanted to meet you again and I even searched for you a lot this last 2 years , but you just disappeared, you were the only one girl who refused me, and it was my aim to get you, but never I had ever thought to see you here like this, you simply refused my offer and now you are here , you chosen arnav, you were not ready to take my offer for just once and here you are mother to his child, I was boiling with jealousy when I got to know that you accepted arnav but not me, and this is killing me inside" said abhay in anger

"just leave me and get out of here , you are so cheap and I really don't want to talk and reply or clarify any wrong thinking of a cheap person like you , so just get the hell out of here" said khushi pushing him back

"I will certainly leave soon what's so hurry khushi , why you run away from me , look my offer was so simple but you refused me at that time, now also I am here with the same offer , what are you doing here khushi you are nowhere more than a servant , come with me, I will give you everything , as much money you want , you can live a life like a queen my queen , just agree to me khushi my offer is still the same an easy and nice life in return of some pleasure that's really not that a bad deal" said abhay with evil grin

While he got a nice reply in return to that, a tight slap from khushi

Khushi was so frustrated with his cheap talks she don't knew how to get him away so she simply just slapped him hard on his face

"Hope you got your reply, that's my reply get out from here" said khushi in anger

While abhay was surely by now boiling in anger, his male ego was surely hurt first with the fact that khushi didn't accepted his offer and now with that slap

"I think I have been really polite to you by now, but no a girl like you really need to be taught in a different manner and I will surely make you understand your real place, who the hell do you think you are to show so much attitude to me" said abhay in anger, holding khushi both arms tightly

while here khushi can sense much danger in abhay talks, she really need to escape from here she knows well that she was alone in the house with few servants who were also really far right now moreover krish was also with her, before securing herself she really need to safe her baby, so she didn't wasted a single second in pushing abhay away from herself and using the opportunity she quickly picked krish in his arms and ran away from there,

she don't knew what to do how to leave, she simply picked krish and ran out of the house, today even the watchman was also not on the gate at that time, and it took her just few seconds to move out she knew till some point abhay followed her on the road as she was running, but after sometime he lost his track as khushi took other routes she knew

but now she was alone on a complete secluded road she don't knew what to do, it was getting dark and she don't have anything , she was out of arnav's house with her krish , her baby with her what shall she do , either she should go back, or ran away

after all it was her opportunity her baby was with her and arnav don't knew where she is right now but she was empty handed , in hurry she just ran out like this , she didn't even had any money with her , what will she do where will she go

at that time she remember only one way she got up and speeding up she moved towards her house , the small house where she was living till now before arnav entering her life

After like half hour of walking she reached her house, buaji was still living in the same house

And khushi went to her and explained her the whole situation

"I can't go back buaji, you knew it's tough to fight day and night , I am scared today I was lucky that I am safe , but that person is crazy he won't leave my way so soon" said a scared khushi

"in that case you have only one option, go away just go somewhere else, very far from all, moreover krish is with you just take your son away that's what you wanted earlier, I will give you some money for the ticket don't waste time just go away" said buaji

"but buaji how can I , I mean agreed I wanted to run away earlier taking krish away from arnav , but then after living all this days in that house I just realized that arnav loves krish a lot , he is not that bad buaji he just want his son to be near him and over that he never restricted me to be with him as well, the first day after seeing his reaction the way he took away krish from me and didn't let me meet him as well all that made me take that decision to take krish and run , but not now buaji I don't knew why I feel that this would be wrong , I will do wrong to that person who just like me was just a father and nothing else" said khushi thinking again over what buaji was saying

agreed she was the one who wanted to run away initially but then after seeing arnav and the way he is concerned about krish had changed her decision and she have accepted his fate, and over that she herself knew that she can never give krish that life and upbringing which arnav can give him, she was a mother and a mother will always think of her son's better and bright future first than herself,

she was ok with just being recognized as krish governess all her life, like this krish was going to get everything a father name a better upbringing and above all arnav was capable enough to pay for the most expensive treatments as well, her baby would be treated well and very soon would run on his legs

"khushi how will you go back there and what will you tell them all, what if no one believe you over that abhay and later he again tried to harm you, how will you all the time protect yourself look khushi you have got this chance no one will get to know where you went this world is so big for you to hide" said buaji

"I still dont feel that it will be a nice idea to go away like this, but then like always you are right buaji I really don't have any other choice, maybe god and my fate wants something else for me and my krish" said khushi holding sleeping krish protectively with her

and she immediately took some money from buaji and some important essentials for krish from the house and went out

in all this drama on the other hand , arnav also came back home after few minutes and like always the first thing he expected was to see his son playing in the hall with khushi sitting with him

it had became like a daily routine for so many days now whenever arnav came back home from his exhausted office work all his tiredness just vanish the moment he saw his little angel smiling and playing in front of him , but today was different he entered the house only to find it empty the hall was so quite and lifeless

arnav called some servants to enquire

"what do you mean by thar krish and khushi are missing" said arnav in anger and frustration as one sevant inform him that

"sir actually like everyday krish baby was playing with khushi ji here, but then after some minutes when i came back in they were not here , i thought they went up in the room but they are not there either, later i checked the whole house they are not here" said one maid

"if they are not in the house then did you enquired with the watchman, where are the gaurds, she must have gone out of the gate, it was my strick orders that noone allow them moving out alone than how can she go" said arnav angrily

"sir i was on the main gate on my duty , just went for few minutes to washroom, rest of the time noone moved out" said gaurd looking down in horror , he knew it was his mistake leaving the gate unattended and he have to face the results

"you idiot , you knew what you did, when i have specifically ordered not to let khushi move out with krish ,then how can you all be so careless" said arnav in anger and frustration

"whats the use to get angry on the servants and guards , it was solely your mistake earlier arnav you should have not allowed that girl to be anywhere near to our baby , she was a bloody opportunist she ran away taking krish like earlier, she was since beginning having this plans itself, and today as she got a little chance she executed that" said naina taking the charge again to add more spice in the matter

"it cant be like this, i am sure there is some other thing in all this, khushi i knew her she cant do like this" said anjali still in favor of khushi

"so what do you feel where is she now , she can surely do like this, earlier as well she have run away once and now as well she did the same" said naina

"but that time situation and today's situation is completely different anyways i still hope that khushi and krish are fine and not in any kind of danger my heart still says that she cant be wrong" said anjali

while arnav was by now quietly listening to his mother and anjali and somewhere he also dont knew why but his heart wanted to agree with anjali and on the same time his mind was thinking what naina said , yes she wanted to run she was finding way to escape earlier that was true

but then his heart said that khushi also have changed his mind and decision a long back, and now , arnav dont knew why but he was also not having a very good feeling about all this right now,

he just wanted his son and khushi both safe, once again today he was left alone , whenever he have let the happiness enter his life it have always given him sadness and emptiness and at the end he is always left like this alone , empty handed

but not this time , if khushi is at fault or not , he just knew one thing that he wont let them go away anywhere , whatever it will be , he will ger krish and khushi back home

and with that determination he left out of the house , without listening to anyone there.