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wowww...thats great...

loved it. welcome back from the vacation.

firstly welcome back..😃

interesting story but i am still having trouble with the randomness of khushi's behaviour. you either love someone or you don't. with love comes trust, she has issues with trust and hence i find that i cannot believe her declaration of love. it is almost like she doesn't know what love really is

good to see that arnav has started to search for the truth of their lives...awaiting for the time when devyani would be on her knees seeking apology from all the people out there

Part -38

Arnav entered in his room like a dead person. He looked up and roamed his eyes over the room. There was no trace of any emotion any life on his face. The room reflected the void inside him. Suddenly he couldn't stand a moment in that empty room. He felt suffocated. He turned and left.

**

As he walked aimlessly in his mansion, he suddenly discovered himself in the room where Khuhsi stayed not so long ago.

He stood in the middle of the room immobile, breathing heavily.

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A hundred days have made me older

Since the last time that I saw your pretty face

A thousand lies have made me colder

And I don't think I can look at this the same

His eyes fell on the seat beside the window where he had seen her many times lazily playing with the chords of her guitars lost in her thoughts... falling in sleep number of times... smiling at him after waking up from short nap.

He had always caressed her face whenever he had found her sleeping. She resembled a newborn while asleep.

He smiled and then tears started forming in his eyes as he knelt down beside the settee...

He raised his hand as if he could touch her face like many times before.

But all the miles that separate

Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

But soon the illusion disappeared and he was left with the feeling of loss yet again.

I'm here without you, baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you, baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you, baby

He sat down on the settee and looked around and saw her everywhere.

Near the wardrobe getting her clothes out.

Coming out of the bathroom.

Playing the guitar by his side.

Sleeping on the bed.

He leaned back and stared at the bed. He saw her sleeping peacefully and felt at peace...

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight it's only you and me, yeah.

...but not long because in heart of his heart, in the back of his mind he knew she was not there and that made him sprang up and hurried out of that room.

**

He stopped only when he reached his car. He took the seat behind the driving wheel, hiding his red puffy eyes behind the aviator before dismissing the guards.

He made a call to Jay.

Jay...

Yep ASR...

Do you have anything new?

Not yet but I am going to meet her father's side of family today, hope I can get some info from there and then I am leaving for Kanpur.

Hmm... I want every damn thing you can find about Khushi's father and about his murder...

Yep and what about the info I gave you about Khushi's brother?

Yeah they are trying to trace him in Johannesburg.

Ask them to try near his office first. He must not be living far from his work place.

Yeah. All the best.

Take care ASR...

Arnav didn't respond to the last thing Jay said and he didn't expect.

Arnav cut the phone. A determined look on his face.

He made a mistake in delaying about knowing everything about her. He had waited for her to open up herself, but now he knew it was foolish thing to do or she wouldn't have been gone from his life like this. No more. ASR had decided to know everything happened and still happening behind his back.

People had played with his life long enough and it was time he took the rein of his life in his hand.

It was time to unleash the ASR the world knew. The bloody JERK.

It was time everyone in his life connected directly or indirectly knew that playing with him and his object of interest meant playing with fire and he would made sure of it.

He ignited the car and zoomed out.

The miles just keep rollin'

As the people leave their way to say hello

I've heard this life is overrated

But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh, yeah, yeah

**

Khushi packed the last of her clothes and checked the room once again to see if anything was left. She heard Abhi calling for her to hurry up and she walked out of the room with the trolley bag trailing behind.

**

After forty-eight hours working continuous over an upcoming project Arnav allowed himself to feel exhausted and fell back on his chair in his office. He closed his eyes to give them some rest and as expected, he saw her behind the closed eyelids...

I'm here without you, baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you, baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you, baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight, girl, its only you and me

The first time when he had first seen her he knew at that moment that she is not what she looks like.

Time had only proven him right. He was glad that he had patiently waited and had seen her unfolding like a mystery little by little before his eyes.

His lips curved into a smile when he remembered the shock he felt when he had discovered Khushi in Khush avatar.

Their argument before she had left AR after her heroic act.

The scare he felt when he had find her unconscious in her flat.

The ecstatic he had felt when he had found out his true feeling for her.

The way he had felt that would not be able to breathe again when he was on the verge of losing her that day.

He remembered how they had shared each other's pain and hurt, how they had confessed their love to each other in the most unexpected and unfit moments and still those moments were perfect in their own way.

Their date in Lucknow still fresh in his mind and the day she left him leaving his life empty.

Tear escaped from the corner of his closed lids as he whispered, "Come back Khushi... Come back."

Everything I know, and anywhere I go (oh whoa)

It gets hard but it won't take away my love (oh whoa)

And when the last one falls

When it's all said and done

It gets hard but it wont take away my love, whoa, oh, oh

**

Khushi breathed in the fresh air of the seashore and smiled when his brother draped a hand around her shoulder.

Their mother smiled seeing the siblings from afar.

"Our children have grown Khushal and they have each other. Now I am free to follow you. Call me when you cannot manage alone anymore up there." Suhashi whispered looking up in the evening sky towards a particular star and smiled fondly in spite of her moist eyes.

**

Arnav snapped open his eyes as if he felt Khushi somewhere near but sighed heavily when found himself in his lonely office cabin.

I'm here without you, baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you, baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you, baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight, girl, it's only you and me

"Soon Khushi, soon" he said not loud.

**

"Soon Arnav, soon" Khushi whispered looking at the crazy waves matching her inner turmoil.

**

"Chotey", his Nani called out.

His eyes burnt in anger and he swallowed hard to control his fury.

He was trying to delay this meeting as much as he could. However, living in same house it was surely a tough task. Still he had managed for almost five days to avoid everyone in the house, even he had talked to Akash and Mamaji only work related things in these days and that too in office, because he had barely returned home.

He did not want to argue or fight with this elderly woman for what she had done, because that simply was not his manner. Hence, he had kept his distance with her knowing that he might lose it once he would find her before him, which right now seemed impossible.

He inhaled deep closing his eyes to calm down.

**

Here oblivious of the impending doom in her life, Devyani Singh Raizada walked to stand before her grandson smiling lovingly to him.

Soon her smile changed into a frown seeing his impassive face. Nevertheless, she dragged him to sit by her in the lounge and ordered HP to bring coffee for them.

She was in mood to spend some quality time with her grandson after a long time, uncaring of the chaos his life was right now, where he could least care to spend some "quality" time with anybody.

Though Arnav had every wish to leave the place, still the love and respect he still felt for his grandmother did not let him to leave.

**

He sipped his black coffee. The hot liquid soothing his aching tensed stance when he heard his Nani say,

"Chotey I was thinking about calling Mr. and Mrs. Singhania with their daughter Sara for dinner tomorrow evening. Can you please keep yourself free that time?"

Arnav knew what this dinner meant. He had had many such dinners before.

He looked at his Nani,who was looking at him expectantly.

What astonished him was that when his Nani become so indifferent towards his misery? Wasn't she aware of his state of mind? Yet she was proposing meeting prospective brides to him?

He exhaled heavily feeling that he did not really know people around him whom he called his family so long and said curtly, "No I can't."

"But why not Chotey?" Devyani asked irked. This was the first time he was denying her something outright and she could not take it well.

"Because I am not feeling like meeting anybody." He answered. His patience losing rapidly.

"How long Chotey? You are 29. It is high time you start looking for prospective brides and I am not asking you to get married tomorrow, just meet them."

"Not possible." Arnav did not try to hide the bitterness he felt in his voice this time.

"Is it because of that girl?" and Devyani spat the venom she had inside for Khushi

"NANI" Arnav growled.

"What? You have to agree she was not worthy of you. First, she was not mature and fit enough to become the Raizada bride. Second, what she used to do, singing that too all those rubbish?" she made a disgusting face making Arnav clench his fist and struggling for control, Still I could have thought for your happiness but she left you just like that and still you are mourning for her. How long Chotey? She is not coming back." She was anything but the Nani he knew so long as he heard the venomous way she spoke about his Khushi.

"ENOUGH." He could not help but raise his voice, though he tried not to yell. "I said I am not ready for what you are asking me to do, end of discussion. Don't drag her in this."

"Why not? She is the reason you are acting like this or am I speaking to Avinash Malik's son who is as stubborn and uncaring of what his family wished and lived as he pleased." She scoffed.

If it would have been sometime else then Arnav could not have believed his ears what he heard from his Nani's mouth but right now his lips curved into a sarcastic smile astonishing his Nani...

he stood up and said, "I have been wondering when you would bring this topic up as way of blackmailing me. He straightened his jacket nonchalantly as he continued, Anyways Nani it is not going to work because I am over with running from the facts. Yes I am his son, I like it or not but I cannot change it. You have to agree that his stubborn blood runs through my vein, I am bound to be like him in some manners."

He shrugged and casually continued,

"Yes, I would live my life as I please and with the person I would like, but he pointed his index finger towards her to make his point, unlike him I will be loyal to the person I have promised to love and cherish for all my life. Come what may. Now please excuse me." and he walked away from there leaving a stunned Devyani behind.

As he neared the exit door, he whipped his phone out from his pocket to call his PA.

As soon the call connected, he barked,

Get me out of this city as soon as possible; find anything any damn thing for me to get me out of this place ASAP. Do you get that?

Good.

**

When Devyani came out of her stupor after few moments, she found her son smiling at her sardonically from the door of the study and as she glared at him, he went inside shaking his head.

**

Okay guys I know not a good one but I have a good news, Arnav and Khushi coming face to face soon...😃

And now I want to say that I almost choked while sipping my tea seeing 68 likes and can't say how happy I felt.

Thank You... Thank you 😳all for liking and reading this ff. Hope you are enjoying. I promise not to drag it much and end it in a good note.

Yes before I forget I know you guys have questions regarding Khushi's character and about her ways and you have every right to do so and I need to do some explaining and I would definitely do it in next chapter till then take care and enjoy reading.

glad he was finally direct to her...

Too good.
Arnav has finally accepted his past. While he will ensure that he would never make the same mistakes aa his father he will not deny being his son.
Nani still has a lot to come her way once arnav finds out the whole truth
Abhi has not called arnav yet? Where have they come to stay.
Waiting for the next part...continue soon

Very nice update dear your story is amazing continue soon

read all the chapters in one go..and i should say throughly enjoyed so far..please pm me for the next update