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vinothini

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Posted: 11 years ago

#511

nice emotional part..poor arnav...dont know whom to feel bad...loved akash support for arshi...loved it
thanks for pm

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apekshash

@apekshash

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Posted: 11 years ago

#512

thanks for the long updated, after much wait. good one, and hope arnav realizes why khushi went away...

good, plsmake khushi the caretaker of krish, and hope then arnav may change his views about khushi😊

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VYGA

@VYGA89

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Posted: 11 years ago

#513

Amazing update.
Loved it.
Akash is really sweet,love him.

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YaSha0512

@YaSha0512

Dazzler

Posted: 11 years ago

#514

Emotional update
Poor krishi just wants his mummy
I'm glad Akaash was there to make Arnav see reason
Maybe Akaash can make Arnav realize the state khushi was in when her dad died
Arnav is really hurt n I don't blame him for lashing out he really has had a bad past n doesn't help his mother is a sucubas who feeds him lie apon lie n has made his life miserable its like she feeds on his pain
Hoping now Arnav will ask khushi to move in with him which will pee off his mum n Lav n then he can slowly win over his son n fall in love with khushi same time
Thanks for pm plz keep em comin n continue soon

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janu

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Posted: 11 years ago

#515

great update
thanks 4 pm
sry 4 reading it very late

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aishwarya

@Dreamer3003

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Posted: 11 years ago

#516

such a sad updateee😭

want arnav to know d truth soon😳

well-written part👏

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daljeet

@daljeet

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Posted: 11 years ago

#517

Hey I loved this story, please pm me when you update this one. Pleaseee

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yoga123

@yoga123

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Posted: 11 years ago

#518

Just read all the parts in one go...very touching and emotional story...I feel bad for khushi and Arnav...finally Akash made some sensible thing...beautifully written...Please accept my buddy request...can you please PM me further updates...thanks in advance...

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simi

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Posted: 11 years ago

#519

part 9 on page 90

PART 10

While khushi who didn't care about anything other than the fact that his son was having fever and he is crying for her just nodded to whatever aakash said , and rushed inside krish's room

INSIDE KRISH ROOM

"mummaa mumm mummmaa" , were the only words coming out of him

AND HE WAS LIKE
we can see , a very tired , annoyed , crying and unwell baby , but still he was jumping from the bed , he was not having the energy to even sit on the bed ,still he was trying his best , as now only he saw his mother there

khushi at once rushed to him , and without wasting anytime took him into a tight , and more and more tighter hug , tears flowing out of her eyes like anything , it was like someone got his breath back , holding him tight , securing him in his tight embrace she just closed her eyes for a moment , and wished the moment to just stop here like this only

after parting a bit from him , as the boy was not even leaving her , his hold over khushi was even more tight then khushi's

she then showered him with kisses , many kisses , to calm him down , to make him quite ,as his sobbing were getting higher and higher now , and again took him in a hug , soo that the baby can calm down a bit

"mumma bad" slowly mummerred the baby as he had very less energy left now "mumma?..not came ??. very bad" , tried krish saying between his sobs , showing his anger towards her for leaving him like this

"sorry baby mumma is really very bad, mumma's baby was crying for soo long still mumma didnt came" , said khushi between her tears "mumma is really very bad" , said khushi , "sorry baby , now mumma is here now i wont go anywhere i promise",said khushi between her tears

"promishee", asked krish again in his sobs

"yes my shoona, mumma's promise" , said khushi while cupping his face with her hands clearing all the tears from there and then kissing him on his forehead , once then twice , and now she was worried , as his forehead was burning hot , burning hot with fever she carefully made him lay in her lap only , as he was still not leaving her ,and then looked around for help , as to what to do now

While krish layed in her lap , and buried his face in her stomach and hoding her tight from there , he was now really calmed , he was not crying anymore , it was just that he was very scared , soo his hold was as tight as it can be

While khushi was getting really worried now , with his fever , she looks here and there for some help , when he found aakash on the door ,

"aakash sir , krish fever is really very high" said khushi really tensed and still crying

"yes I knew , these are his medicines" , said aakash while handling him the medicines

"and if you need anything else then just say them all this servants are here just ask them" , said aakash again

"hmm , can you arrange some cold water and few cloth strips" said khushi "but krish didnt even had anything to eat also, how will i give him this medicines", said khushi

"yes he was just not eating anything" , said aakash with a guilt , yes a guilt as this baby was in such miserable condition due to there acts , and without getting into any further conversation , he went to the servants and said them to get some food and milk for krish and the cold water and cloth strips as well

Now khushi made him eat the food and then milk along with the medicines , and the baby was obeying to everything very quietly , but in all this he was still in her lap , and not ready to get out of there , holding her one hand ,and not even leaving it once till now, as khushi made him eat

The night , that dreadful night someway went on

Here we see , a quite , and silently crying arnav , in one corner , as he was there , he was standing there at the door with aakash , when they witness that mother son union and then that exchange of emotions , true emotions , he can see that selfless love in that bonding ,and somewhere inside him , he was guilty , guilty for that , but he was not ready to accept it till now

"am I soo wrong in all this" , asked arnav to himself ,

this was one question that was building in his heart , yes now , for the first time from the time he came to knew the truth , he was thinking from his heart and not from his brain,

Maybe this time arnav thinking from his heart , give him the correct way

Arnav was still lost in his deep thoughts regarding the whole day event , from anjali giving him the hints regarding khushi and he getting information about her and then him knowing the truth , the happiness he had , and then all that turned out like this

When aakash came out of that room , where krish and khushi were

"Aakash how is he now" asked arnav impatiently

"he is fine , khushi taking care of him" said aakash "now what next arnav" asked aakash with a bit frown

"what ! , what do you mean what's next" asked arnav getting confused

"I meant that this can't go on like this , you knew krish is a small kid and he actually can't live without khushi , and soo is khushi , and we can't separate them , as the consequence is here in front of us" said aakash

"soo what you saying , I shall let her take my son with her" , said arnav a but annoyed and angry

"noo , I didn't said that arnav for god sake , just think over this , what can we do in this , I agreed he is your son , but he is khushi's child as well arnav , and a baby can't really live without a mother" said aakash

"aakash am I really very wrong here" said arnav getting emotional , and aakash sensed a bit guiltiness in his voice and eyes

"no arnav you r not wrong , you were right with your point of view , its just that you took a wrong action in anger ,which was somewhere wrong , but now you have realized your mistake I suppose , the way you took the baby away from khushi , it was actually not you arnav , I was surprised , no no I was actually SHOCKED , HEARING THAT YOU TOOK THE BABY FORCEFULLY AWAY FROM HER , YOU KNEW THIS WAS LIKE THE LAST THINK I EXPECTED YOU TO DOO , I THOUGHT YOU WOULD DEAL WITH THIS SITUATION CALMLY WHICH YOU DIDN'T , BUT THEN I UNDERSTOOD THAT YOU WERE IN ANGER AND TO ADD TO THAT , I UNDERSTOOD A LOT OF IT SEEING NAINA AUNTY THERE AND INSULTING KHUSHI OUTSIDE YOUR HOUSE" said aakash

"what mom , when did mom came in between all this ,and when she insulted khushi" , asked a bit shocked arnav

"well when I was coming here , I saw khushi at your house gate and naina aunty was there and they were not allowing her in, first I thought that it was all related to that khushi leaving our job incident" said aakash , as another confusing fact for arnav

"job leaving incident ?" , asked arnav again confused

"ohh I suppose you don't even knew this , well it was like this , you already knew khushi had resigned from our office , but you knew the reason behind this , well hopefully you don't" said aakash , while seeing arnav nodding to this in a no he continued ahead

"it was the day you met with the accident , remember there in the hospital when khushi was there with krish , and naina aunty came there" , arnav nodded to that , while aakash confirmed after a pause

"well that day naina aunty and lavanya , insulted khushi a lot , outside the hospital after she left" said aakash , another shock for arnav

"are you serious , but why ?" asked arnav

"hmm , naina aunty accused her that she is taking advantage of her child and getting close to you and all and that she is like gaining your sympathy and behind your money" said aakash slowly noticing arnav expression to that

"this cant be true , mom can never say that" said arnav still not ready to accept this

"I wish it would have not been , I didn't knew anything about this , the next day when khushi came with her resignation still she didn't said anything about this , it was just that payal told it to me later , she had seen and heard all that and I think I can blindly rely on payal for this" , said aakash

"but why would mom do that , I meant till that time we even don't knew the truth about krish" said arnav confused

"may be because she has also seen that think , which I saw in you after you met khushi" , said aakash

"what have you seen " , asked a confused arnav

"HAPPINESS , I saw you being happy after soo many years the moment khushi entered you life , maybe she too sensed that and it was like getting an problem for her in her mission making you and lavanya together again" said aakash

"what rubbish , agreed I felt happy , but it was just due to fact that I was been around krish and it gave me happiness , and now today I actually knew the reason why , and that's all" said arnav , trying to convince aakash or himself he himself don't knew

"hmm I knew , I knew it all arnav" said aakash with a grin

"look aakash are you my friend of hers I mean you still all time taking her side only" said arnav getting irritated

"look , I knew you angry with the fact that khushi took your child away and you were not able to be with him and all , and truly arnav I support you over that , I also can't forgave khushi for that , cause I have seen you suffer soo much due to all this , but today whatever I m doing is just for that child arnav , you knew I also had hated that lady who had taken your child away from you , but the moment I came to knew that is was khushi I don't know why ,but my hatred does reduced a bit , I don't know why , may be due to the fact that I have seen khushi , the way she took care of krish" , said aakash

"I don't knew about all , but I seriously knew one think that khushi is not at all selfish if she had been , then she would have never given birth to krish and moreover if she was that greedy for money , she would have never left the job , after being accused like that by naina aunty , that showed her self respect , and as per what she did , I m sure there is a reason behind it , so don't you think before getting to any conclusion you for once need to have a chat , please arnav have a conversation this is really required right now" , said aakash

"now whatever had happened , it cant be changed , soo we have to take out a solution for this now and that can happen only if you have a chat with her and keep your that anger aside while that" said aakash , "come lets goo we can talk and get a solution for all this but before that arnav please take your mom and her thinking out of all this , I m sorry to say this , but you knew it is required" said aakash , taking him towards the room where khushi and krish were

KRISH ROOM

Still the fever ridden baby is lying down on the bed and khushi is sitting by his side on the bed , as krish was holding her hands , it was a tough task for khushi to get him out of her lap and make him lay on the bed as he was just not ready to leave her , but after long long pleading and assuring that she is there with him and will not go anywhere , he agreed , but still was holding her hands tightly

As she was applying cold water cloth on his head soo that his fever can come down and he was holding one of her hand

"krishuu shonaa now just leave mumma's hand, mumma wont go anywhere" , said khushi trying to free her hand , as it was getting tough for her to apply that cloth on her head with only one hand

"no" , said krish while pouring and not leaving that at all , infact holding it more tightly

"ok fine don't leave, but please sleep for some time, go to sleep" said khushi trying her best to make him sleep but he was like not even closing his eyes for a second

"no mamma will go again [no mumma will go away like before if he sleep] " said krish empathizing the fact that in afternoon when he slept he was taken away from her , and now he won't sleep

And khushi here getting teary again , he was her life her aim to live for , but here she was not even sure for the fact that he can actually stay near him for more , it was like she can even not assure her own child that she will never leave him , cause she only didn't knew if that can actually happen or not

After lots of patting and caring finally he slept again , mainly due to the seductive effect of the medicines he took for his fever

And khushi tugged him properly and still he was holding her hand , this time the hold was not that tight , but still he was holding her hand

While here , arnav and aakash were there standing on the gate and even seen that small mother son scene , arnav was undoubtedly quite and yes a bit guilty as well now

"we need to talk" said aakash to khushi and she nodded , as she too knew it was time for that

She tried getting up from there , but krish was like stirring with that moment , it took her long to take her hand out and tug him in bed

While arnav and aakash were waiting outside , when aakash got call from payal

"arnav I think I got to goo , its like almost morning time now and even payal is alone at home , she is getting a bit restless , you take care here , and yes remember please be calm , don't get your anger between all this" , said aakash , hoping that it all went the way he said and left the house , while arnav was standing outside waiting for khushi

Here khushi came out only to find arnav alone there , aakash had already left

They were just standing there , and not talking still they knew there were lots and lots of stuff to be talked about soo after a long silence arnav finally asked ,

"why did you did all this" , asked arnav

"what ?" she asked

"you knew really well , you knew this that this was a contract and you were paid for this , then why did you ran away, you were not supposed to do that" , said arnav

"there were lots of thinks which happened which I was not supposed to doo , yes I was not supposed to do this , then what was I supposed to do, was I supposed to sign that contract like that , was I supposed to be a surrogate mother , no sir , but it was just your manager who left no option with me, she knew well that I needed money and she took really well advantage of that, was I supposed to destroy my whole life like that, no but still I did, cause I didn't had any other choice , I loved my dad and can't afford to lose him, was I supposed to do that" she said sobbing a bit and continued ahead , "was my dad supposed to die like that , was he , no but he left me all alone , he was the only person I had in my life , was he supposed to knew the truth that what I did to save his life, no he was not he was not supposed to die like this knowing that I staked my life to save his" khushi said while tears flowing down her eyes

"was I suppose to left all alone in this world, no arnav sir no, I was not" said khushi finally "but I was left with no one with me, no one and then I got to knew about this child" , said khushi with a small smile and then again getting a bit serious "I knew I was just a surrogate mother but still sir I was a mother, and that child was growing in me he was a part of me I was not strong enough to give him to anyone, when I thought that everything was over for me in this life I came to knew about the baby growing inside me and at that time I didn't thought about anything but the fact that I had someone with me, and that was all" , said khushi

"and you ran away, you didn't even thought for once about me, I mean about that person whose this child was related to" said arnav getting emotional

"but sir I never knew whom child it was , this was one think I was never been told , it was all done very secretively" said khushi

"but still you knew that this child was supposed to be with his father and you have this responsibility for me, how can you became so selfish" said arnav

"yes I was selfish , I became selfish a mother inside me became selfish , cause I was getting emotionally attached to this child and I was not in a condition to let my last hope getting away from me" said khushi

"and what about me , you knew this child was like my only desire left in my life" , said arnav "well whatever happened till now I am ready to forget all that , listen I m his father and from now he will live with me you have to get out of our life's" said arnav finally

"you can't doo this to me , I cant live without him and krish , he just cant stay away from me , he needs me" , khushi said while sobbing "please don't make me away from my child , you have everything with you sir , family friends , but with me i just have him only my son, what will I do ever without him" said khushi while sobbing

"and what should I do in this, I am his father dammit , and why should I stay away from my son" said arnav in a bit anger , frustration and yes it was moreover the fact that now when he was a bit calm and composed he was getting affected with her tears , her pain was giving him pain as well and to vanish off that thoughts he took out his anger like this

"but why don't you get it , krish is just a kid , and he had always been with me , he will not be able to live without me" said khushi , trying to explain him that he cant force the baby to forget his mother like this

"I knew that , and for that I have one solution" , said arnav

"solution ? what solution ?" asked khushi confused and curious

"listen in any case I m not going to let my child get away from me now , I am his father and now I want my son to be here with me and as per you , I knew krish needs you , soo you can also stay here" said arnav and further added "but not like krish mother , no not at all , you will surely stay here like a care taker to him , and that too until he get used to this new environment and me the day he will be able to live without you, you have to leave from our life , I knew my son needs someone to take care of him , and from today you are his nanny, just a mere governess and that's all" said arnav

"what , you kidding , you are offering me a job of being the Governess of my own son" , said khushi getting shocked

"as if you have a choice , moreover you have already left your earlier job , this can be your new job now , you have to just take care of him and that's all , if you want to be near him you have to follow this condition ,otherwise you are free to move out cause as per krish , I can appoint the best nanny for him who can very well take care of him" , said arnav

Khushi was left in deep thoughts, this was the only way she can get close to his child, she cant doo anything she knew that, arnav was much more stronger then her both , financially and legally, so its better she follows his condition , at least like this she can be near to his child all the time , and that was all she wanted

"ok I accept your conditions I m ready for what you said" , she said with a heavy heart

"hmm good ,you can stay in our guest room there , you bring your belonging here" said arnav

"krish is not use to sleep without me at nights , I will stay with him only" said khushi

"ok , but only till he became use to sleep without you" , said arnav "and one more think from no onwards he will be called as my son , Krish Arnav Singh Raizada , soo you better make sure about that as well" , said arnav and left from there

After arnav left , khushi to herself "I am not going to accept my defeat sir, if I can run once then I can do that again as well and the moment I will get any chance I will take krish away from you this place very far away, so that you wont be able to search for us ever" said khushi to herself , and started making plans of how can she elope from there , taking krish with her , but before that she have to make sure that krish is fine , she will do this only after he will became fine from this fever , as for now she needs to take care of him and she went in and kept taking care of him whole the rest of night

That dreadful night finally ended and the new sky , for their new life entered their life

Arnav was undoubtedly happy today , cause his wish came true and his son was there with him in his house , he just wanted his son to be near him , and if this is possible only on condition of khushi there around him as well , he really didn't minded , for him the satisfaction that his child was safe and sound around him was all

And as per khushi , this one night made her more stronger , she was fully determined now that she will surely run away from here as soon as she can

A new life , and definitely a new beginning

ok thats all for now

hopefully you all liked the part

will surely not forget this ff now and will update this also regularly

sorry for updating so late waiting for your replies

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simi

@searchoffriends

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Posted: 11 years ago

#520

HEY FRIENDS

I KNEW I AM LITTLE LATE IN UPDATING THIS FF

STILL HERE I AM WITH A SPECIAL AND THE MAIN UPDATE FOR THE FF

HOPEFULLY YOU WILL LIKE IT

AND AS FOR NEXT PART

SURELY THIS TIME I AM NOT GOING TO TAKE SO LONG FOR THAT

WILL UPDATE SOON