PART 3
Kunal and Siddhi went home in an auto. Kunal was silent all the way. Siddhi was disturbed to see him so distressed but figured that he wanted space and didnt question him
Near their appartment
Kunal: Siddhi tum ghar chalo main aata hoon
Siddhi: Par Kunal
Kunal: Dont worry.. I just want some time alone
At Powai Lake
Kunal closed his eyes again. He saw the same face again. Siddhi's face. He kept his eyes closed and several images flashed through his mind.
Karvachauth Celebrations:
Siddhi had handled his fiery outburst with a composure that indicated such a strength in character
Diwali Party
There she was playing cards like a small kid. Her expressions giving away her game
But there she transforms into a mature woman returing the necklace to Sudhanshu ji for HIS self-respect
Bar-Council Party
He cringed as he remembered how he had misbehaved with her. But his behavious wasnt becuase of his ego. It was because he was hurt that SHE of all people didnt believe in his capabilities. Right from the start she had the ability to move him in ways taht others couldnt.
After the Rohit-Nisha case
She was crying on his shoulder. For the first time she had turned to him for support.
Playing video games
He had unconsciuosly flirted with her. But she was so innocent and pure that she didnt know how to respond and began blushing..
All this while a smile had begun emerging on Kunal's face. But the next set of images wiped that smile away
Anand's death... Proposing to Siddhi promising her that he would never cross the seema rekha.. SIDDHI saying "I will never be able to move on"
He opened his eyes.. His face was stained with tears.. He thought to himself.
I am in love with the perfect woman.. But my love is IMPERFECT.. and INCORRECT...
What do I do??!!!
He sat there at the lake for sometime..One part of him wasamused at the irony of his circumstance.. the other heartbroken..
Slowly he made his way home
Siddhi was asleep.
Kunal(thinking): She looks so...
He didnt allow himself to think further,,He sat down with his diary
Chhote I am sure you must despise me. I am in love with your Siddhi. I am really sorry..
Kunal Chopra
Tears stained the page.. He couldnt get himself to write further,,
Next norning..
Siddhi: Kunal I know whose face you saw .. what bothered you so much..
Kunal (shocked) Siddhi woh main.. please... tum naraaz..
Siddhi: I know you are in love with richa ma'am.. the reunion must have made you relaize what could have been.. you could have been happily married to richa ma'am..
Kunal , very irritated..puts his hand up..
Kunal: Bas siddhi aisa kuch nahi hai.. main shaadi shuda hoon.. and u think i''ll still love my ex- girlfiend... how could you?
Siddhi: Kunal pyaar sabse upar hai.. ANand ki maut. meri shaadi.. kuch bhi is baat ko nahi badal sakti hi main aaj bhi usse jaan se zyada pyar karti hoon..
KUNAL had to turn away to hide the pain on his face..
In a chocked voice.. Mera aur richa ka pyaar ek infatuation tha.. tumhara aur anand ka pyaar kuch aur tha.. ANAND tha hi itna perfect ki mujhe hairani nahi hai ki tum aaj bhi usse..
He couldn't bring himseld to continue..
Siddhi: You know.. main aapko ek baat batana chahti thi.. Maa ke alawa ek aur bhi wajah thi mere paas aap se shaadi karne ki
Kunal: Kya.. ?
Siddhi: Ki aap mere pyaar ko samjhenge.. aur kabhi bhi hamare rishte ko dosti se zyada kuch nahi banana chahenge..
Khair.. ab in baato ko chodiye.. main chai laati hoon..
Siddhi goes out..
Kunal: She had no clue what i feel.. if she ever finds out she'll hate me and leave my life.. No.. i cant let that happen.. i will bury my love instead..
PRECAP: A voice: Kunal kyun bhaag rahe ho.. apne jasbaaton se.. apne aap se.
Kunal: Aap???