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Its extremely nice, especially if this was your first os. I really loved it❤️❤️🤗

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Thank you so much guys for all the love🤗. This gives me the encouragement to write more.so,here goes part 2.

PART 2

Raavi woke up in the morning to find shivas side of the bed empty. She frowned and wondered where did he go this early in the morning.he never woke up before her in their 2 months of marriage. She smiled as she recalled that on most days his sleep would break by the water droplets falling from her hair.At first it was unintentional but then she knowingly did that to see his cute irritated expression in the morning.

She quickly got ready and came out , her eyes searching for shiva.

" Kya baat hai bhabi. Subah subah aapki nazrein kise dhund rahi hai"? Krish smiled.

" Woh bhootnath...mera matlab kise bhi to nahi.mai to aise hi .." raavi flustered

" Aapka bhootnath aaj subah subah store chala Gaya. Aaj Mandi se Saman aane wala hai na" Krish said

Phir to aaj Raat bhi woh late ayega.nahi..mai itna wait nahi kar Sakti. Raavi thought to herself and stormed out.

She went to pandya store and saw shiva carrying the bags inside. He was in his vest and the sun was shining brightly . A bead of sweat was about to fall from his forehead, he wiped it with the back of his hand and proceeded to do his work. Raavi was lost in a him, but then she came back to reality.

Nahi raavi, Tu aaj aise distract nahi ho Sakti. Tujhe aaj seriously isse baat Karni padegi.nahi to Zindagi Bhar Apne hi pati ki chup chup ke dekhna padega. She sighed as she entered the store .

" Tu Yaha kya kar rahi hai " ? Shiva asked keeping the sack down

" Mujhe tuhjse baat Karni hai " raavi replied.

" Dikh nahi raha ki Mai kaam Kar Raha hoon "

Shiva said being irritated.

" To kaam to Tu Roz karta hai, isme kaun si nahi baat hai." Raavi said while arranging the containers in the store.

Shiva knew she won't budge. He has to say something harsh to make her go. He knew what she wanted to talk about ,but he was not ready to have a conversation with her. It was always easier to fight with her ,to hate her but now he doesn't know what to do with his new found emotions. Yes there is something between them. But he has to be sure about what it is. He can't act on mere physical attraction. He can't do that to her. She is the most beautiful girl in Somnath. It is easy to get carried away, but he has to control himself before he messes things up.

" Dekh, mere paas tere faltu ke bakwaas ke liye time nahi hai. Samjhi.sau kaam pade hai Yaha, isliye jaa aur Kisi aur Ka dimag kha. " Shiva said rudely.

Her eyes welled up.

" Faltu Ka bakwaas ..." Raavi started to say when a customer came in.

Shiva attended to him. Raavi quitely made the bill ,kept the money in the drawer and ran out of the store. They can't talk there. He will come home and sleep saying that he is tired.she has to think of something else.

" Bhabi..aaj mujhe aapke haath Ka mango milkshake peene ka baht Mann Kar Raha hai.plzz Bana do na " krish said making a cutesy face

How can she say no to that face?

" Abhi banati hoo..Tu Ruk " raavi said with a smile

Krish was like a brother she never had. He always took care of her after she came to the pandya house. Bringing chocolates for her while returning from college. Lifting her mood with his Sade huye jokes. And sometimes this duffer gave some nice life advice as well.

" Sap Apne bhootnath se mil Ayi bhabi " Krish smirked and asked her while sipping his mango milkshake

Raavi's eye teared up again.

" Kya hua bhabi. Aap ro kyu rahe ho.us kagra ne kuch Kaha kya aapko , Mai abhi batata hoo use.." Krish got up and was about to go when raavi held his hand.

" Nahi krish..Aisa kuch nahi hai. Tu Mera ek kaam karega "? Raavi asked

" Aap bas order do bhabi " Krish replied while wiping her tears.

" Aaj shyam ko shiva late tak kaam karega. To Mai store Mai jaungi.tujhe bahar se store band Kar dena hai aur tabhi kholna jab Mai call karu tujhe.samjha " ? Raavi said seriously

" Thk hai bhabi " Krish knew they needed to sort out their differences. He was happy to help in any way.

Raavi wore a light pink saree with sleeveless blouse.she applied light make up and wore silver bangles. She looked at herself in the mirror one last time and made her way to the store.

Shiva was doing some hisaab and was lost in the calculations. How can someone look so hot while doing maths ? She sighed and went inside.

Shiva looked up and saw her standing. She looked like an angel.he was lost in her , but quickly regained composure.

" Tu phir aa gayi. Ek Baar Mai baat Samajh nahi aati tujhe , chipkali bolta hu to aise chipkegi." Shiva said with fake anger.

" Hann..ab tune itne pyaar se naam Diya hai to us naam ki izzat to Karni padegi na. " Raavi said while closing the shutter of the shop

" Yeh kya kar rahi hai Tu " ? Shiva said frowning

" Tune mujhse Shaadi kyu ki shiva " ? Raavi asked looking straight into his eyes.

Shiva went and tried to open the shutter but Krish had already done the job.

" yeh khul kyu nahi raha .." shiva said being irritated

" Ab yeh tabhi khulegi jab Tu mere sawalon Ka Jawab dega...bol na kyu ki tune mujhse Shaadi " raavi asked again.

Shiva sighed. He knew his chipkali was ziddi. Now there was no escape.

" Dhara bhabi ke kehne pe. " Shiva said looking at her.

" Dhara Di ne keh Diya aur tune Bina kuch soche samjhe ek Aisi ladki se Shaadi karne ko maan Gaya jisse Tu bachpan se nafrat karta hai " ? Raavi asked looking shocked.

" Unke kehne pe Jaan bhi de Doo mai. Tujhse Shaadi karna to baht choti baat hai " shiva replied confidently

Raavi sighed.she knew her love for her dhara bhabi and she respected it but today she wants to know how he really feels about the marriage.

" Dhara Di ne hamari Shaadi to Karwa li shiva par iss shaadi ko nibhana hame hai , kya feel karta hai Tu mere baare mai? Kya sochta hai? Nahi samajh paa rahi mai. " She said sounding defeated.

" To mat Samajh . Tu Meri patni hai. Zimmedari hai Tu Meri. Aur agar Maine yeh zimmedari nahi nibhayi to maa aur bhabi ki baht Dukh hoga, aur itna to Tu Samajh hi chuki hogi ki Mai unhe dukh nahi de sakta " shiva said and turned around so that raavi couldn't see his welled up eyes.

Raavi was shocked.zimmedari? That's what she was to him? He didn't feel anything else?

She stormed to him and turned him around and held him by the collar.

" Zimmedari? Bas yehi hoo Mai tere liye ? To kyu har Baar yeh jatata hai ki Tu Meri Parwah karta hai.jab bhi Rishita mujhe taane marti thi, tune hamesha use Jawab Diya. Jab bhi Mai Raat ko Bina blanket ke soti thi to subah hamesha mujh par blanket hota tha. Kitchen Mai zyada kam hota tha to Tu mujhse ladai karne ke bahane aakar madad Karke chala jata tha.yeh sab sirf zimmedari ke liye? " Raavi cried and sunk down on the floor.

There were tears in shivas eyes as well.he couldn't see her like this.he held hereby the shoulders and picked her up. She shrugged off his hand and stepped backwards.

" Raavi..." He said softly.

" Nahi shiva.mujhe Teri sympathy nahi Chahiye. Phir se ek jhuti umeed Mai nahi jeena chahti mai.iss baar Dil toota to khudko sambhal nahi paungi. agar Mai tujhe nahi acchi Lagti to abhi bol De. Mai tujhe chod ke chali jaungi aur vaada karti hoo ki koi tujhse sawal nahi karega. Phir tu kar Lena Kisi Deepika type ladki se Shaadi.." her heart bled as she said this but she had to. She couldn't force herself on him in the name of duty

He held her shoulders roughly and pulled her close to him. How dare she talk about leaving him.

There faces were inches away from each other. Raavis heart started pounding as she saw fury in his eyes.

" Dimag kharap ho Gaya hai tera.kya bakwas Kar rahi hai.tu mujhe achi nahi Lagti? Are pagal ho Gaya hoo mai aajkal. Din Raat tere baare Mai sochta hoo. Kuch pal tujhe nahi dekhta to bechaini si hone lagti hai. Ek din ke liye tu maami ke Ghar gayi thi to puri raat nahi so paya Mai. Aur Tu mujhe hamesha ke liye chodkar Jane ki baat kar rahi hai."shiva said and pushed her away to control his emotions.

Raavi steadied herself and looked at him.

" To Tu aise kyu karta hai shiva. Jab Chaha paas bula liya aur jab Chaha dur Kar Diya. Takleef hoti hai mujhe ." Raavi said still crying.

Shiva wiped her tears and cupped her cheeks.

" Tu to dev se pyar karti thi na. Bachpan se tujhe us jaisa gentleman chahiye tha. Padha likha, sophisticated . Aur tujhe Mila kaun? Mere jaisa dehati. Majboori Mai aakar tune mujhse Shaadi ki.mujhe koi haq nahi banta ke Mai Teri majboori Ka fayda uthau .Han..Kabhi Kabhi mujhse Raha nahi jata.tu somnath ki sabse khubsurat ladki Jo hai . Kal Raat ke liye sorry.he said with his eyes downcast " shiva stood like that waiting for her reply.

That's when it hit her .her idiot husband thinks he is not worthy of her . Seriously? Can't he see the way he affects her. Can't he see the love she has for him in her eyes. ? She has to Knock some sense into her dimwit husband.

She looked around and found a stick.she picked it up and looked at shiva.

" Kya Kaha tune mere pati ko? Dehati? Himmat kaise huyi Teri. Ruk abhi batati hoo." She was about to hit him but he started running and she started running after him.

" AE maamikibehenkikibeti ..yeh kya kar rahi hai. Kya aatma ghus Ayi tere andar " shiva said while escaping her stick.

" Tujh jaisa gadhera na yehi bhasa Samajh Sakta hai. Itna samajhdar hai, pura store sambhalta Aya hai itne kam Umar se par Apne biwi ki dil ki baat nahi samajh aa rahi tujhe. Agar gentleman Dev jaisa hota hai na, nahi chahiye aisa gentleman .mujhe bas mera shiva Chahiye." She stopped in her tracks holding the stick.

Shiva slowly came to her and took the stick from her hands. And kept it on the side .

" Kya Kaha tune? Mera shiva? " Shiva asked looking at her with hopeful eyes.

" Hann gadhere.mera shiva.pyar karne Lagi hoo Mai tujhse.itne hints diye par tere bail jaise dimag ko kuch Samajh aye to na. Kitne sexy blouse silwaye masterji se. Bekar Mai itne paise kharch kar liye ." She said looking irritated

Those were for him. He had noticed her dressing sexy for the past few days.he smiled thinking his chipkali was making such an effort for him.she loved him.he felt as if a huge burden had been lifted up from his shoulders.he felt at peace.

" Han Han..Tu has le mere upar.aur kya fayda uthane ki baat kar raha tha.? Apni biwi Ka fayda nahi uthayega to kya pados wali Jamuna kaki ka uthayega." Raavi said making a pout.

Shiva pulled her to his arms and hugged her tightly.she put his arms around him and listened to his heartbeats. She could stay like this forever.shiva looked down at his wife.his wife.what had he done to deserve her. He always associated her with maami and hated her or atleast convinced himself that he hated her .but how could he hate her? Her innocence, her devotion to his family, her selfless care for everyone including him. There was not a single mean bone in her. Sometimes he wanted to just shield her purity and innocence from this mean world.

" Pata hai..aaj tak Maine store Ka ek bhi hisab galat nahi kiya. Par aaj itni galtiyan ki maine.sab teri wajah se." Shiva complained

Raavi smiled in their hug.

" Pehle hafte mai ek baar nahata tha.ab teri wajah se din Mai do Baar naahana padta hai." Shiva sighed

Raavi looked up at him confused in his arms.

"Do Baar kyu ? Isme meri kya Galti?" Raavi questioned him looking at him with her big hazel eyes.

Shiva chuckled looking into those complaining eyes.

" Sab teri galti hai.tujhe andaaza bhi nahi hai chipkali ki tune kya haal banake rakha hai mera" shiva kissed her forehead.he will have to teach his innocent bean a lot of things.

" I love you " shiva said

Raavi blushed closing her eyes.she had never felt this happy in her life.butterflies were fluttering in her stomach.what is happening to her? This bhootnath will make her crazy.

" Ghar chale" shiva said breaking the hug.

"Haan..Ruk.. pehle Mai Krish ko phn Kar lu..Woh khol dega Ake." Raavi said smiling sheepishly

" Acha to tune krish ko bhi apne team mai le liya." Shiva said showing fake anger.

" Woh to shuru se hi mere team mai tha" raavi said proudly.

Shiva shook his head at their antics.

Krish opened the shutter.

" Kya baat hai.aap dono tamatar jaise laal huye pade ho." Krish gleefully commented.

Raavi blushed while shiva ran after krish.

" Tu Ruk.. abhi batata hu tujhe..." Shiva and krish ran around the store.

Raavi couldn't thank her bholenath enough for giving her this family.

That's it guys. Plzzz let me know how is it. Any suggestions for improvement are highly welcome.thank you again 🤗