Originally posted by: sashashyam
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So she snubs Shivanand at every opportunity, in private before Rudra, or in public. At the Brahma Nisht Panth punarsthapana, she makes a cutting reference to Kuchh log amaratva ki baat karte hain.. going on to decry such self-centred swaarth and to set out her own take on amaratva achieved by sanskaars being passed on thru santati, and thru bhakti & seva. To crown it all, she calls on Rudra to blow the sacred conch, pointedly sidelining the natural choice, Shivanand. And though she does apply the tilak to Shiva's forehead, it did seem that when he bent to touch her feet, she did not bless him as she did Rudra and Sahadev immediately afterwards.
(This is what i hated the most in Daadi, how she was belittling her own son infront of so many people. So what if she is old enough, shouldnt she be the one to know where to talk about what? I didnt like this in her at all. I understand her POV but this was totally uncalled for)
Unfeeling mother: Worse, Daadi seems to presume that her son wants the amrit in order to achieve personal immortality. Paramaarthi banne se pehle nisswaarthi banna padta hai..Amrit hamara apna parivaar hai, amrit hamare Panth ki pratishtha hai.. Ek boond bacha hai, use chhod do. Usme Mahakumbh tal jayega! How can she believe that of her son if she at all knows him?
(and funnily enough she understands her Pota very well, by just looking at him, she understands his sadness and even lectures him about it. Wonder how she missed seeing what her son was going through. May be her son's eyes are not as expressive as her pota's 😆)
All this in front of Rudra. She tries to block any appeal by Shivanand to Rudra for his views, for she is not sure which way the cat will jump. But when Rudra sides with his Daadi, there is a smug smile of barely veiled triumph in her eyes, which seems to be saying Gotcha!
She does not even bother to ask Shivanand about how he had fared all these 24 years. (It doesn't matter to her, she feels the pain she had to go through, her pota had to go through were more deadly than what her son had to go through, for what her son did. I dont know, but somehow she comes across as a very narrow minded person so far.Her son shows utmost respect, she doesnt even show the motherly love he is entitled to. May be she does love him a lot, but its not visible so far. )
Stately presence: But I must say that Daadi has presence. She might be a blinkered, obstinate, uninformed ostrich, but she is a commanding one. Look at her swanning in and out of the DM's Ganga Project meeting, a tiny, fragile figure, but dominating the whole scene effortlessly. Watch her as she almost casually, but convincingly, brushes aside the timid objection raised re: Shri Santh Panth representation. Daadi, with her bright, speaking eyes, her ultra erect carriage, and her aura of unquestionable authority, is a natural scene stealer.
(Yes this i agree, she has presence and she makes people take notice of her when she is around)
Shivanand: These days, it is he who stays with me long past 8:30 pm. He is the prototype of a misunderstood prophet-cum dauntless warrior, ready to stake everything, including himself and his loved ones, for the greatest of all causes, to save the world and its inhabitants from the clutches of a murderously greedy and destructive cabal. He is the stuff of which legendary heroes are made, for all that he will be fitted into a supporting role here.
(I had enough of Rudra and his lost looks. I mean i dont get his love for Maya, i dont know it may be me, but i don't understand it at all. Shiva is the only reason for me to watch this show these days. He is the man with purpose. Even though his own are doubting his intentions, yet that doesn't deter him from going about it. Because he knows that what he is set to do, is for the greater good and he and his family are very petty things in front of what is at stake)
The perfect shishya: With his guru, Prof. APG Rao, Shivanand is the shreshtatam shishya. He is respectful in the extreme - Shishya ko dekh kar koyi utha nahin karta, shishya guru ke charanon mein jhukta hai - but in the most natural manner possible. Eager to be told what has happened - Aapki tayyaari kaise chal rahi hai? Pata hai ki aap mission ke silsile mein hi yahan aaye hain(but how? There are many things about Shivanand that we still do not know of, including his line of communication to Prof. Rao, who has somehow called on him for his help), kisi na kisi nateeje par pahunche honge! Eager to learn what he has to do to fulfil his guru's mission and his own.
( I am glad, my guess came out true. I guessed they are in together in research, at least thats what it seems like so far)
What is Rudra for Shivanand?:
Shiva has not given up on Rudra because he ditched him for Daadi and spouted half-baked justifications. This is not just because he cannot afford to do so. It is rather because his pride in his son is immense - see how his eyes light up when he speaks of him to his guru! - and he is confident that soon, very soon, Rudra will see the light and awaken to his unique responsibilities, because he has to, it is in his niyati evam prarabdha. For Shivanand too is a man of deep, if unostentatious faith, a faith which is all the stronger for having been tested on the touchstone of science and found to be sound.
(I agree with you. He is both for Shivanand and I doubt if the love Shiva has for his son wouldve been any less if Rudra was not the garud. It just so happened that his son is a garud and he needs him for the purpose of both their lives, saving amrit. I agree with rest of your comments. I always liked Charles and I doubt if Katherine is indeed a garud. She lacks the inherent goodness thats a trait found in all the garuds so far.)