Fatal Game of Marriage~*Pt 20 Pg 93 20/7*~ - Page 65

Prem was still in the state of shock…..He was digesting each word which had escaped her mouth he was shocked at her outbreak and what she had told him….What was she telling him??……He was finding it hard to come to terms with that what she told him…..Why did she shouted at me like that and what was she telling………..???? HE thought thinking hard not believing it…he raised his hands and moved it through his hair confused irritated at her outburst……

HE turned to look at her running from their….her eyes were moist she was crying and that was paining him to see….to see her sad…in pain…in trouble…….He thought about what she had said to him…..

"….??? You act too well…..But cant fool me….Haan……??"

"Why are you doing this???….Why….??? Why are you playing this game….???....What have you done to me….???? What…..??"

These word were ringing through his mind continuously making him mad, Angry at her…….Her angry face was still haunting him, scaring him, He had come here to look for her as she was crying when she ran out of the Lawn…He was shocked to see her run like that....and here she blasted at him taking him completely off guard, he thought 'what had he done for which she was cursing him??, telling him to stop doing that…..??' He grimaced.

"What game he was playing???" He thought hard frown appearing on his face he looked at those numerous stars at the sky….What game…??? He grimaced as he didn't have any clue about what she was telling…...They had agreed to marry…she also did….he is the not only one who was doing this!!!!!!…Then why was she telling like that……..???Why….???She was telling me to stop acting….Huh…..??

He thought about 'what kind of act…??? When was I acting??…what act did I play that made her mad at me that she busted at me that I am fooling her……????' He thought hard to think if he had done anything…..He growled…..HE found nothing….!!!! How did I trouble her…………When did I play game with her………..??? What is she talking about……..???? What……………??? He just couldn't understand. In fact she is here making him mad…to think of her….i couldn't even sleep properly…He huffed realizing that she even disturbed him in his sleep……..HE sighed….thinking about the encounter with her….Her words was hard for him to digest….He thought….what she had told him later…..

"What had happened to my mind….It just follows you….Just acts as you do…I cant take my mind of you…and I hate that fact….!!!.....You just get over my mind always….Why are you doing this to me???…why???"

What could I do if she couldn't take her minds off me?? That's me….its nothing different how can anyone deny looking at me….i am just too Hot…too Handsome to Resist…He chuckled…Haan…it isn't my fault………It isn't……Its isn't her fault to…all girls go mad over me…I am Prem Khanna after all. How could she stay away?? He grinned as he thought about all those girls, raising his head in pride……his eyebrows cocked hard...

" I just hate to see you…Your face…..Your Guts….I just Hate you…."

He was numbed hearing what she had just blasted at him……"She hates him…."…….That words hit him like a fire…….His heart cried….HE didn't knew why……..He felt like crying….."She hates me……." But why…….????? I didn't do anything In fact she is making me mad…..!!!! She drives me crazy here……she was dancing with that creep Sahil and she tells me to go and dance with Nikkie……….What's her problem if I dance with Nikkie…..??? Huh………..She was also dancing with that stupid jerk Sahil…….HE thought about what she feels….He was shocked….She told what he felt….He too felt the same for her….HE too likes to be close to her……

"Why are you doing this to me….Why…..????.....I feel so strange….I never felt Like this before…I never….I don't know what Have you done to me…I don't know what happens to me when you come close to me…when you touch me….I don't Like that….Not at all…..I just despise that feeling….don't play like that Prem…."

He thought hard to these words of her….He realized that she was too feeling something strange….Did she broke out because of this…he thought hard…Did she…..????...then sighed….. "if she did..!!!! then what can i do here…..??? What…??? It isn't my fault that we are having these strange feeling…..its all crap…he huffed….I don't know what's happening here between us…..He frowned turning back looking to find something…to find someone who would tell him what was happening to him…..to her…..to Them….!!!

He grimaced walking back thinking about those word that was still ringing through his ears…..He was finding hard to digest all that she had told him….She had expressed her feelings which she was going through….He was also going through the same…but what was his fault he didn't do it intentionally, it happened….!!!! He even didn't know anything about it why it happened….What was the cause of this feeling…..??? What did it meant…..??? When will this feeling go…as he himself didn't knew about this strange feeling what it was called….!!!!!…it wasn't only me who was behaving so strangely….then why did she react this way….If I kissed her she too kissed me back….Yeah….She did….i didn't knew why did I kissed her and liked it too….feeling exhausted he sighed and went in to look for her where did she went back…..!!!!!

"Why did it pained me to see her cry……Why…..??? "

"Why was I feeling her pain she was going through while telling me all that…….Why……???"

"It does affect me…..Yes it does…….But why…….????"

"Why am I thinking about her recently these days……Why am I lost in her thoughts…why……??? This had never happened before……!!!!!" He grimaced moving to the bar…..He wasn't finding any answer to his questions rising inside his head, helpless he went in frown pasted on his face, he was lost in thoughts…..thinking hard……Why…….????

"Why do I feel like that for her……….Do I like her……??? " Shocked at her thoughts he sighed………..He didn't knew…….What this feeling was…….Did he really liked her?? He thought for a while but then growled "I couldn't!!! How could he?? they have just met few days ago….How ??.....

"But what is there between us??" A Thought came to his mind there was something there, it was there definitely, I couldn't deny that……There is something here….yes there is…….!!!! But what……..??? How can I like her??………How??…….. I just fight with her……She is so different from me……She isn't my type……Then how……??? Why do I feel so differently towards her……Why do I always want to Kiss her……Why do I always want to Hold her close as she comes closer to me…why…..??? He was confused…….Prem what is happening to you……….What………Why are you disturbed for her now a days…why did her words effected you now….???….and why does she occupy your minds always…..why do you dream of her…why??………He sighed………He even didn't knew…..He went to bar section resting his arm on the platform…..he first raised his arm to erase the crease formed on his coat……What was happening???………Thinking over what she had said to him…….he realized she was also feeling the same way…….What was this……..???? What was happening to them???……She too looks disturbed like me……also he concluded……What was their in between us……..?????…Do i really Likes her……HE sighed………………If not then what……?????…!!!!! Only time will tell that……..!!!!!

He ordered a wine for himself looking for her not finding her his eyes went to her room….seeing the lights on he sighed…….she went there…….He too went there he didn't knew why….but his feet automatically took him there…….finding his way walking slowly he raised himself to her room……standing outside the room he looked at her…….She was lying on the bed…..Her heads down…..he was able to hear her sobs………She was crying……Yes she was…………!!!! He sighed seeing her sobbing their lying on her stomach, He looked at her figure she was clutching the bed sheet like she was in deep pain…his heart cried…..he didn't knew why but he felt his eyes moistening too……looking at her crying there………!!!

"What did you do Prem…………………You made her cry………..You are the worst man……..How could you do that…….??? "

He realized the sound coming from his heart…he too felt it seeing her in this state…..all the confusion and anger vanished……he thought for a while…….Did I really feel something for her….If not !!! Then why am I here……Why……??? He thought about what happened just few moments ago when he came to take her down………. when he had looked at her…..She was looking so beautiful…..so beautiful…so nave……..so innocent……….He never felt this way for anyone…..only she made me think like that…..I was never so desperate for anyone….what is this feeling called……is it friendship….Their isn't any…Is it Liking….?????.......It may be…..he realized….it may be….!!!! What did I do to her that caused her to cry like this….he felt the pain rising in his heart a desire rising to console her to take away all her pain that was erupting through her because of him……He felt foolish to do that to her rather he didn't knew what he had did……His feet's took him to her……….He sat on the bed….just beneath her…..thinking what to tell her………..He thought about the moments they had spent so far they have only fought their hadn't been the single moment when they had talked to each other properly like a human being……Why did that happened……he chuckled…..remembering her fighting with him in the plane…..he sighed looking at her……She is indeed something some thing different……Different from others…….Just Made for me………….!!!! He was shocked at his own thoughts……..Get a grip Prem…..what is happening to you…..Made for me……Huh…….??? Where did that come from………HE sighed…..!!!!!

Heer was standing on the window….Thinking about what had just happened in the Party…..She didn't knew why did she reacted that way seeing Him dance with her……Why did i…….??? I don't get mad seeing sahil dance with anyone else….then why him……Sahil is my friend too….and he didn't mean anything to me…..then why did I not liked it………She thought over what she had said…..She was shocked realizing….But then sighed what could she do, He was doing something to her……She wanted to be with him….why she didn't knew…..HE grimaced thinking what alls he said to him…What could he be thinking of her….what…??? Omgggg……What did I do….??? She was feeling helpless…She was mad seeing them both dances with each other…….Why was she……??? Why…….??? Do I get angry seeing anyone dance…….No….Then why did I get angry seeing him dance with her….why……………??? Why didn't I Liked it…….Why was I fuming there….Why was I jealous………Why……??? Did I like him…..too get jealous….Did i………???? Yes I was jealous seeing him but why…..??? Is it true that I like him……???? If not then Why did I feel that pain when he kissed her….when he was dancing with her….Why….Why do I think about him so recently……She growled….She didn't knew…..She shouted irritated with the questions erupting trough her brain….

"why did she said all that to him……Did he really do that to her…..HE did kissed her…..Yes…..!!!! But he had told that it was on impulse….." She thought about the day of Ash's engagement…….'What had happened to me on that day……What…..??? Why did I kissed him that day……Why was I feeling so good kissing him……She sighed not finding any answer…helpless…..she fell on the bed….Her eyes automatically became moist……What was happening to me……she sobbed there….she felt someone sitting beside her…..She raised her head looking into those captivated eyes….Happy sad all at the same time…..Why is he here….??? Feeling helpless……She drowned herself in sobs…..the fresh sobs…..escaping her eyes….seeing him here….what was happening to me…….What was happening to them…………….????

Prem felt his heart cry for her to do something for her……He knew nothing about this feeling but he wanted to just console her now….he wanted…..He raised his arm and held her to stop her from crying….

"Heer…………..What happen Hun….???……..Why are you crying like this……why…..?" He asked her feeling the pain feeling too vulnerable….he was also feeling his eyes becoming moist too…!!!!

Heer raised her face and looked at him sighing….as she heard him ask her….What should she tell him…..What…..??? she didn't knows why she was crying…….She didn't knew…..!!!! She grimaced looking at him not wanting to break in front of him

"Prem just go from here. Just leave me alone……" She told him…..