PART- 8 BORN TO LIVE ALONE...!!
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Flashback continues...
As she was coming down from Rishabh's room... she heard amms and chachi talking... and which made her loose her control over herself...
( actually amms and chachi after coming down from Rishabh's room were happy to see that nandini is taking care of Rishabh like old times though not saying anything... but as it's said the ones who are connected by heart do not need words for calming each other... and then amms became furious on manik for bringing nandini to this state... and then nandini came down and...)
Amms: shanno...!!! Maine pehle hi samjha liya tha ki vo manik esa hi hai... mujhe vo shuruwaat se hi pasand nai tha... maana usne ek baar nandini ko bachaya tha...lekin ab uski aur buri haalat karke chod gaya use...
Chachi: amma...!! Aap dekhna hum sab theek kar denge... ab us manik ka saaya bhi humari nandu par nai padhne denge...
(Little did she knew that she made a wrong move by discussing about him...)
Just his name gave her shock and took her back to his memories...
...where she was happy with him...
...where he was there with her...
...Where he can set the world to fire for a single drop of tear In her eyes...
As in this span of 2 months no one discussed about him... atleast not in front of her... and if they did also she was not in a condition to react... but now she was on her way to come back... she had started reacting... she had started listening... and what she heard ... brought her back to where she was... and she got her first attack..!!
She was sweating... her legs started shaking... and she started feeling dizzy... and in this a vase fell kept near by the stairs... and that's when amms and chachi turned and were shocked to see her like that... because never reacted this way...
But by now they knew a lot of first times are gonna happen with her...
Amms was a little less shocked, more she was worried for her grand daughter... as she has seen her this phase when she lost her parents...
They rushed her to hospital and informed Mukti about her as for now Mukti was the one who took charge of her health... and they reached the hospital... and doctor took her with him... and examined her...
IN DOCTOR'S CABIN...
Doctor: I had already informed u all that her condition is not good... it was good to hear that she reacted... but what happened suddenly... that she got depression attack...??
Amms: Doctor... vo hum uske past ke baare mai baat kar rae the... aur usne sab sun liya...
Mukti: Doctor... this depression attack pehle toh kabhi nai hua... ab achhanak... Kaise...
Doctor: did she take her medicines today those pills...??
Chachi: no doctor... aaj hum dene hi wale the usse pehle ye ho gaya...
Doctor: dekhiye mai yahi suggest karunga ki kuch bhi ho uski ye medicines miss nai honi chahiye... kyuki usne in medicines se hi react karna shuru kiya hai... aur ab agar use nai mili toh vo aggressive bhi ho sakti hai... hum dheere dheere ye medicines chhudva denge... par tab tak uska ek bhi dose miss nai hona chahiye...
Aur mai uska dose badha raha hu... ab aap use three pills dijiyega... aur haan ye uska pehle depression attack tha... isilye kuch zyada harm nai hua hai... but make sure ye fir naa ho... uske brain pe affect karega ye... aur fir ye anti depression pills bhi kuch nai kar payegi...
This made all of them more worried... and with this the bought nandini home as soon as she woke up...
And chachi gave her milk with those pills mixed in... and she slept...
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In the living room...
All were worried what to do... how can they bring her back... just then amms said...
Amms: mai apni nandu ko apne saath mangalore le jaungi... vaha pe uska Mann bhi behel jayega... aur uski yaad bhi nai aayegi...
( but she didn't knew she was again doing a mistake... as she was taking her to the place where she confessed her love to him...)
This was a shock to everyone... and they protested amms to not to take her away... they will find a solution to it... but she was amms... how can she go back on her words... so she did not listened to anyone and took her away... the very next week thinking that she can handle her ... just the way she handled her at the time of her parents death...
One week passed...
In mangalore...
As they reached nandini started remembering everything...
Their confession...
Her birthday...
Their fights...
All the flashes came in her mind all over again ... and this time amms looked at her... nandini was again panicking... so she in a hurry gave her the pills with water only... nandini was under her panic state still she registered this in her mind... the medicine ... which amms gave her... she calmed down ... but she came to know about the medicines... and amms explained her everything with care and love... that they did all this for her betterment... she told her the truth that these are anti depressants... and she was being given this since two weeks... that is why her condition was improving... and she understood also...
As she was to tired of not being able to respond to anything... she also wanted herself back... because she knew... he was not the only person for whom she lived... she has to live for her amms ... for Rishabh...
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Time passed her condition was getting better... according to amms... she had started responding to her talks by nods and hmm... but little did she knew it was still a long way to go... to let her out her pain as of now she had not let out anything... amms wanted her to open up...
(But was she really getting better or was there any other reason...
Yes there was another reason... as amms thought that now she knew about her medicines it won't be a problem to give her these... but she did the biggest mistake by telling her about these medicines... as nandini felt cool and calm after taking those .. so she started taking extra medicines but she didn't let amms know about this... she kept on taking those whenever she felt low... whenever she remembered him... and now she was addicted to it...)
Second week in mangalore...
She was again taking those pills but this time amms saw her taking it... and she tried to stop nandini but now nandini has come too far... to be stopped... so amms called up to Mukti... and told her the whole thing... and this was a shock to Mukti... she was furious on amms for letting know about the pills... but she composed herself and said...AMMS I WILL TALK TO DOCTOR AND LET U KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW...
She rushed to hospital with cabir and told doctor everything... and then doctor first scolded them for this big mistake and then told them to replace those pills with sleeping pills but mild ones... as she will be less addicted.. if the pills stop showing the same effect...
He also said that she will become a little aggressive on not getting the same peace... but keep her busy in some of works in which hr interest lies...
They informed amms about the same... and amms also did all this... she changed her pills... without being noticed by nandini... as now nandini used to keep the pills with her all the time... and she tried to keep her busy... with cooking, science... and many more as she was scared if music made her remember HIM then this wouldn't be good...
Amms was loosing hope... and because of tension her health was also getting worse... she had become weak... she had started blaming herself for nandini's addiction ... and nandini was also seeing this but was helpless... because now she also was under the effect of sleeping pills most of the time... amms started feeling more guilty... and had stopped all her tries... as of now she had become weak to deal with this... she called up to chachi and shared her worries with her... amms cried out on the phone... and kept blaming herself...and chachi decided to come to mangalore to set everything right...with Chacha and Rishabh...
Only to be shocked to the core...
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They all reached mangalore... but the site in front rooted them to their places... luggage slipped from their hands...
Dead body of amms placed in the center of the hall... and they all were standing at the door... trying to digest that what they were seeing was real...
Then chachi being the strong one...took a step forward... moved the people aside who were there... to search for nandini... but she couldn't find her... then she called for Chacha... and told him that nandini is missing...
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Forgetting their pain of loosing their mother they were searching for her... but couldn't find her in the whole house... but then they found a letter... on her desk...
Dear Chacha and chachi...
I m going away from all of u... I know u have loved me and still love me... but what is the use of this love when one day everyone will leave me... first amma and appa left me... then HE left me... and now amms... I love u all... but now I cannot take this pain anymore... I am going away ...far away from everyone... jaha koi mujhe naa jaanta ho... jaha mai jaau aur gum ho jaau... koi mujhe naa dhund paye... ab isse pehle koi aur bhi mujhe chod jaye... mai khud hi sab se dur jaa rai hu... because... no one... will stay... with me...
I WAS BORN TO LIVE ALONE...!!
never try to find me... i promise i wont try to suicide... but i will live...and the day I will find myself back I will come back ...
I promise... and if I will not be able to find myself... then I will live all my life alone... and die all alone... !!
NANDINI...
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Present...
The tears were flowing uncontrollably from manik's eyes... he felt like killing himself... after hearing this...
But he composed himself... and asked...
Manik: she left her family... and amms died... then how u found her...??
Cabir: haan manik... jab Hume chachi ne ye sab bataya toh hum sab bhi shock ho gaye the... she died because she thought she was the reason behind her addiction ... and and in her letter she told she will not commit suicide... but what her condition is... it's no less then suicide... because she is just breathing...
Mukti: humne use dhundne ki koshish bhi ki par vo hame mili hi nai... kaha kaha nai dhunda... esa laga usne sahi mai khud ko kahi gumm kar diya... jaha koi naa aa sake...
Navya:(again furiously) tumhari vajah se usne apna aakhri Sahara kho diya... apni amms ko kho diya... apne aap ko kho diya... ab kya chahte ho... ki vo apni saanse bhi kho de...
Manik:( with determined look..) nai navya... esa kuch nai hoga... mai use uski zindagi vapas deke rahunga... maine soch liya hai... aur ab agar tum mai se koi rokega bhi toh bhi main nai rukunga... I have decided... to BRING HER BACK... TO BRING HER SMILE BACK... TO BRING MY OLD NANDINI BACK...!!
(Now Mukti also said it loud what was coming toh her mind since yesterday... and cabir supported her... but navya...)
Mukti : manik hum tujhe nai rokegenge... kyuki humne sab kuch karke dekh liya hai... humne tujhe MAAF nai kiya hai... par nandini ko vapas laane hum teri madat karenge... agar vo vapas pehle jaisi ho gayi... toh hamari friendship bhi shayad vapas vesi ho jaye...
Cabir: but remember this this will be ur last chance... as if not this time.. then we will loose her.. and u will loose her as well as us... we will never forgive u...
Navya: yaad rakh na manik... agar nandini ko kuch bhi hua naa is baar tumhari vajah se... toh...(she warned him)
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But manik was now happy that atleast his friends slowly had started trusting him again... and are supporting him... THOUGH they have not forgiven him but that shayad from Mukti's mouth... seemed like a ray of hope that they will be back together fab 5 will be back... again... but as the thought of fab 5 came to his mind he remembered his two more long lost friends... so he hesitantly asked...
GUYS DHRUV AUR ALYA KAHA HAI ... VO TUMHARE SAATH NAI HAI...??
This question of his took them back to those memories again... where fab 5 again set a mark of their selfless friendship... and then... cabir said...
Cabir: they are not with us here ... but are still there for us... everytime...
( this statement confused manik)
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Precap- last part of past... all the mysteries to unfold...
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So where did nandini go??? Will manik be able to bring her back...?? Will fab 5 come back together??? What did dhruv and alya do...??
AMAAYA😊😊
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