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Posted: 11 years ago
Isskiye

That's a mindblowing poem. You tore apart his heart and laid it out piece by piece. It's been really a long time since the hate-o-thon. Now it's time for some gussa-thon. What say? 😉
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Posted: 11 years ago

Originally posted by: IssK.


Main bhi mar jaawaan, wiwy kudiye!
Jo kiya "unhone" hee kiya!!

Issi baat pe arzz hai...

Itne dino baad...
Unke Gusse se aankhen chaar ho gayi
Jisse dartey thhe' hum,
wahi baat phir ek baar ho gayi

😆 😆

Wah! Wah! Irshad! Irshad!ClapClap
Chal kudiye ban mat
Unke gusse se dar mat
Mat bhaag door
Jal mat
Unke gusse main hi to
Wo hain,Day Dreaming wo hain,Day Dreaming, wo hainDay Dreaming
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Posted: 11 years ago

Episode 249

I Won't Deceive Him

Shyam wants Khushi to help him have Arnav sign some legal documents making some lame excuse. But our Khushi is strong in her convictions and she knows he is a snake and doesn't trust him.

She tells him no she won't deceive her husband, she can't.

He already believes that she is a home wrecker.

Shyam is stunned, what will he do?

Arnav has been distracted and irritable since coming home from the Gupta house. Much unfolded there and much was revealed even though he didn't believe Khushi's truth. But it IS on his mind, just maybe...maybe she is telling the truth, NO she is NOT ,Shyam even said how much the house was different without her in front of everyone.

No she is not telling the truth...is she?

It must be hard wrestling in your mind with truth and non-truth, trust and distrust. You become quite irritable and you don't want anything, not even your usual cup of coffee. Everyone is noticing his behavior, Anjali worries he refused her offering of juice and Nani and Mami are equally concerned and their joking around at his expense causes him more frustration. He slams down the laptop and leaves and Nani thinks that since he came home he has been upset.

Manorama does her Mami thing and calls up Buaji to find out what happen. She taunts Buaji but Buaji gives it right back and actually hangs up on her having the last word that Arnav misses their ginger tea compared to Shantivans black coffee.

Anjali notices a worried Khushi. She asks if they had a good time at her parents' home and if Arnav was okay. Khushi says they had fun. Anjali's gentle probing finally comes to the point and asks if they had been fighting. Anjali explains how it is common in new relationships to adjust and sometime fight. Arnav has a hard time expressing his feelings and becomes irritable.

Arnav comes he informs them he is going to the office and his button falls off. He is going to change his shirt and Anjali finds this as a perfect opportunity for Arnav and Khushi to share an intimate moment together.

They follow Arnav to his room and Anjali tells him not to change, Khushi is there to sew his button back on.

You can cut the awkwardness and tension in the room. They both are hurting although I think more Khushi then Arnav .

He doesn't trust her.

She hands Khushi the sewing kit and Khushi takes it hesitantly.

I see that this is an intimate act the sewing of a button on the husband's shirt by the wife on Indian TV, rather interesting to my western brain and considering I don't know how to sew a stitch; but it is true, it is a very intimate and a sensual act. The intermingling of breaths, almost cheek to chin, the intimacy and closeness of the pair, very sweet in my opinion.

She slowly and steadily sews his shirt button and her eyes fill with tears. It must be hard to interact when your husband distrusts you. She knows he doesn't want her to touch him; he despises her touch now that it is tainted.

What must be going through her mind?

But then again what is in his?

He looks at her with those big puppy dog eyes and I'm lost. Questioning? Yearning?

When Di leaves he says to her she doesn't have to do the drama and he goes to walk away and she pricks her finger. He jumps, "Khushi?"

Yes, he does care and it's obvious by the quickness of his response to her pain.

The FB of all the pain and hurt he caused her on the bridge comes before our eyes and the slow Rabba Vey music plays in the background pulling on our heartstrings.

She tells him it's no drama but since the thread is already tied she might as well finish the job.

Why, Arnav, why can't you see the pain you are causing her? I know you do, you stand still and let her complete the job and at the very end she comes so close to you with tears filling her eyes and you must ignore them, otherwise she will know that you just maybe leaning to believing her. You want to so badly, don't you?

She must try to speak to him again.

He places his tie and jacket on and walks out the door ignoring her.

Anjali comes in and asks now what happened. Khushi tries to cover up her feelings with a lie and Anjali sees right through it.

Shyam comes in and an atmosphere which is tense becomes even more so with his two sense. He has seen BIL leave looking angry is everything okay? He spurts out his opinion and you all know how I dislike him, so I am not listening to him at all, nananana. He speaks to Khushi as if Anjali is not in the room but then includes her when she looks up at him. He is so despicable. Abbas was brilliant as Shyam; he truly played a spectacular villain.

I will skip over the Bubli scene it is useless.

The next scene was the best. Finally you have Khushi interrupting what looks like a very important meeting Arnav is having.The scene goes between Khushi's dialog and Arnav's," What the? How dare you? This is not acceptable."dialog. So we believe the conversation is taking place between the pair of star-crossed lovers. But alas Nooo, a diabolical Shyam is sitting in Arnav's chair as Khushi has spilled the beans about him and ASR is in a meeting in the conference room reprimanding a security guard. It was brilliant this scene but so disheartening too. I wanted so badly for Arnav to hear Khushi's words and to see how much she trusts him and she is trustworthy. I wanted Arnav to see Shyam's real face.

In my head I am hearing the sad Rabba Vey music in the background and the words said by a woman who truly loves her husband with her whole heart and soul saying,

"I won't deceive Him",

But beware, hisss...

The slithering snakewa Shyam says,

But I will...

Edited by cinthiann1758 - 11 years ago
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Posted: 11 years ago

Originally posted by: IssK.

A poem...it's been long since i wrote one so be kind!!! And i tried hard to find another GUSSA image i adore as much...but have not yet...so here is a fresh edit of one of my own edits earlier this thread...


I dunk myself in Anger
as sourly as could be
Deliverance is all i crave
so i rave
as loudly as could be
Rip me open, Rip me apart
Tear me, slash me, skin me
Do whatever it takes
to win me
Feel as you are, be as you feel
Dump the mask, Ditch the cage
Let's court each other now in rage
I could caress you till you burn
Graze your insides till you churn
This dullness is too morbid
Let's be free and fall to pieces
so we could upend again, and gain
in moments
All that we have lost
in life apart

WOW<WOW< WOW. I can feel the rage and the passion. excellent Issk! just beautiful and passionate.
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Posted: 11 years ago

Originally posted by: IssK.


The edits are just GORGEOUS...can't pick one, love 'em all.

And the take is crisp as ever 👏 👏 👏 👏... The lines turned red...oh yes, yes, yes!!!

Khushi has been quiet for so long, i mean in the way of hiding her truth about Shyam, that it'ss almost as if she's befuddled, boondoggled beyond belief here. One would think she'd have all the answers... and she does get a head-start with the "sach... jisse aap melon door hain"...but when she does address all her "sach" it doesn't quite come across like it should've...and her "Humen nahin pata aapney kya dekha" is vague, almost indifferent... foxed me the most...(but you were killing yourself for him an episode and two-three ago?!! Give this a better shot, dammit! is what i was thinking)... Opportunity lost, wasted, truly phenk diya right there.
He, on the other hand, is talking...Arnav Singh Raizada is letting go of self-control and reticence. And he is vulnerable... asking, imploring, beseeching, desperate to know the whys and what the-s... What a seismic shift in interplay between these two characters!! Riveting to watch... and i thought too, on first viewing, that the "EMM YOU" would now be over. But nahiin hua...and when do things ever go as expected...even in zindagi?

Enjoyed reading very much. Was quite an episode and despite the fact that the size and font of your take is missing here (part of the reason i got kaunfused ki hum kahaan hain??!!!) i found some really meaty writing up there... Bahut hi mazaa, ladki... Made it come alive furiously, fabulously! Shurukiya!




hi issk,

shurukiya back.

liked what you said about that particular spot and time of day being chosen intentionally for the scene... you're probably right and a lot of makeupiya would have wrecked the harshness and direct gaze needed here.

ha ha baahon mein a sixties' high moral rectitude sounding clicke... tooroo tooroo, maybe the actore laughed his head off first and then said, let's do it, give it a shot, my way... he made it sound so darned good, you could feel the man going crazy on that falling away baahon... maybe he should try all our other classic cliches and see how he awakens them. 😆

and did you just make fun of my sadness over the disappeared suv 🤣 bahut naughty ladki.

abs agree about khushi's entire position and tone in this whole thing. weak dialogues, and no real interpreting. and you are so right: what was that i don't know what you have seen... i neither understood the suicide, nor the self righteous i did for your sister and your family that comes later. and that slightly non shaded, mopey, yet affronted, holier than thou look one has seen too many times, again maybe a sixties' cliche, well, just not my thing... in seeta aur geeta, i loved the wild hunterwali geeta... me very flawed.

he was spectacular... that a television scene can be taken this far, with such portrayal of character and its underpinnings, i really never knew. somehow the small screen has always remained small in my heart... despite liking and watching many shows, especially when i was younger. here, as his eyes do all sorts of things without seeming to do much and his body thrusts forward, his desperation grows, it's such a sweet trip into places within me; smooth, complete performance, nothing held back. no wonder i have heard this guy say a few times now that there is no real difference as far as he is concerned in how you act for the big and small screen.

thanks, sir for reading my bakbak.



Edited by indi52 - 11 years ago
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Posted: 11 years ago

Originally posted by: wiwy

In di 247

I guess the usual reaction after reading something as profound as your 247, In di is to talk about it but lately I find myself clamped up. I don't know why. I ponder, I brood. I am swamped by an inexplicable emotion that finds no expression in words. Its more this than the lack of time.
And I have thought again and again of the gussa of 247, ripping, tearing, shattering and a mind set that the girl one married is the worst kind, the kind that breaks homes, the kind that deserves no respect, love or understanding, eave alone trust. How could she stoop so low in spite of her good upbringing? Chalo, he realized at least after his stay in GH that she came from a good family, with principles and values, not at all different from his family. Yet he will not accept what she has to say in her defense! Yes, there was anger and friction from their first meeting and he was responsible for that. He assumed that she had been sent by rivals to goof up his fashion show. He had just acquired Sheeshmahal after waiting so long for the kill and this victory was so important to him that he was guarding it with everything that had made him ASR! DM dropped her in his arms, asking him to move on, but that is something he never could. All his pent up anger at the world at large, the society, the broken marriage of his sister, the betrayl by his father, his death, the suicide of his mother, the end of 'sukoon' for once and all in a heart ripping moment I feel was there with him on the bridge. No he could not believe that a better world existed in which he could be happy with a loving and devoted wife.
Thanks for the wonderful analysis In di. You delved into various bottomless holes, I just made an effort to get into one and express it in my way. Phew! Much relieved! IPK does this to you!



despite a high output of the printed letter, a silence grips me too... but i will say, for me it is more to do with the performance i see from an actor.

your reading is splendid... i keep asking myself, if i had gone through the things he had, where would my heart and mind be? would i be able to withstand things better and my reactions be more reasonable...? i love the fact he can't bring himself to talk about it... says things.

... the shame, the lack of power, the knowledge of a mother being betrayed and a father who plays around... all leave him so very vulnerable... if khushi had robbed a bank or was putlibal queen of chambal he might have been able to take it better, assess it with his mind and then react... but here? to akin to things he knows and dreads. echoes from the past, from experiences that cling to his skin and makes him feel the ickiness, the horror, the feeling less than he is... all of it is there. who is to think in a state like this?

that mera naam hai arnav singh raizada to me is key. it is not arrogance. it is the feeling he needs, he creates in him, of strength, of invincibility,... because he has been struck so bad... so broken.

his name, his very sense of self has been played with by the betraying father... when your father is a weak skirt chaser and your mother kills herself because of that, or so you believe, there is no relief in the whole thing... practically ever.

how terribly it must be shredding your own ego... remember "mera baap chor hai"?

khushi's parents died in an accident... tragic.

but his parents were in a messy thing, stuff gossip and giggle is made of... he has spoken of a bedard duniya... he has been thrashed by it... he has fought as hard as he could to rise... and at last after years of believing there is no place for love and commitment in his life, a thing that destroyed his beloved mother, his heart opens and hopes... and staright into that walks in a terrible scene.

how to think in that state.

i wish they had gone into that core of his which is permanently vulnerable, with a strong khushi beginning to sense him. though i did like her instantly being able to understand that he was hurting terribly and no she couldn't let him think such things about her...

er, did i say there is a silence in me?

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Posted: 11 years ago

Originally posted by: IssK.

A poem...it's been long since i wrote one so be kind!!! And i tried hard to find another GUSSA image i adore as much...but have not yet...so here is a fresh edit of one of my own edits earlier this thread...


I dunk myself in Anger
as sourly as could be
Deliverance is all i crave
so i rave
as loudly as could be
Rip me open, Rip me apart
Tear me, slash me, skin me
Do whatever it takes
to win me
Feel as you are, be as you feel
Dump the mask, Ditch the cage
Let's court each other now in rage
I could caress you till you burn
Graze your insides till you churn
This dullness is too morbid
Let's be free and fall to pieces
so we could upend again, and gain
in moments
All that we have lost
in life apart



👏 👏 👏 👏 👏

pink lines, fantastic, and fantastically asr.
beautiful edit, something sort of lovely about the pink.

my fave:

let's be free and fall to pieces.

the gussa is but a plea isn't it... to love him and no one and nothing else. to let everything go to hell, to say nothing else mattered, all else was just a lie, ... oh that "deliverance" he seeks... from all the pain and hurt and horror of all time... all that has been lost.

felt like a dance on the bridge, now you write its song.

thanks, sir.

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Posted: 11 years ago

Originally posted by: sohara

Episode-247


"I married you, because I know you are having an affair with Shyam."

Arnav's disdainful words petrified khushi completely. All of the wounds are raw and still bleed and his heart finally opens the flood gates to let all the bottle up anger flow. He married her to protect his di's marriage from breaking. His hold on her arms gets harder in contempt. Khushi became completely decadent, what she should say against such strong and baseless allegation. Arnav was in quandary for so long, how she could do such things. With the crescendo of the intense music in the BG, the tension between them also ascends.

"Didn't you ever think of trapping that married guy who is son in law of Raizada family, the family who did so much for you."

Arnav's poignant words are piercing Khushi's heart like million needles.

"how dare you played with my sister's life? How could you?" He again grabs hold of her upper arms vehemently. Khushi's eyes get redden with tears, she becomes languid with abysmal pain. Arnav can see the innocence in her eyes. But he is in denial, her tears what always make his heart spasm with pain, is not affecting him any more. He continues his volley of afflictive words with voice laden with contempt,

"I know the innocence in your face is just a show off. How much innocent you look from outside, that much."

He doesn't complete but blasphemes her even more,,

"If di wasn't pregnant I would tell her everything on that night. Main nahi chahta tha ki di ke anewale nanhe khushi iss khushi ki Bajase barbad ho. I can do anything for my di, can marry a girl like you, what I did. I was just waiting when this six months time period will finish and my di's pregnancy gets secured. So that I can throw you out from my life for good. Because I hate you khushi. and now you know the reason of this hate, that you don't have a character."

With her heart pounding painfully, she stares at him, a maelstrom of chaotic thought running berserk in her head. The sheer intensity of his rancor left her momentarily disoriented. Rage pain, misery and betrayal shred him to gruesome merciless pieces After trampling her with the fusillade of despicable words, he throws away her stars in the ground and strides away gracefully giving her a loathsome glare.




"kiyu khwabon pe tere sahe hai,

Dil kyu hai tanha mera

Kyu khamosh hai zuban meri

Ashqo pe kehe paoo na

Kiyu dard hai itna

Tere ishq mein

Rabba vey rabba vey

Rabba vey rabba vey




The air gets rife with melancholy with the new sad version of rabba vey. Never felt such scorching pain before to hear a sad song. It must be the affect of IPK.

My heart has riven asunder with his every contemptuous word. I'm not even in a state to write further. I wish if I could give her a tight hug. Khushi became completely mortified, she is so wretched that can say anything or defend her. She slides down to the terrace ground as the dam finally breaks and she succumbs in undecipherable grieves. Copious tears brim over and stream incessantly down her cheek his words are echoing through her ear drums reverberating through her whole being leaving her burnt and scorched. She reminisces her wedding night, his every words are annihilating her inwardly. A derelict Khushi crumples in the terrace ground with her heart and soul are stricken by a devastating pain that wracked her whole body. The air around her shuddered uncontrollably with intense, pure, unadulterated grief.



Shyam hides the will paper when he sees Anjali coming in the room. Though Anjali gets incredulous, but she is so gullible that Shyam easily averts her query. He wants to know when saale sahab and Khushi are coming. Anjali tells him that they are coming back in few hours. Shyam smile devilishly to hear that. he is planning to implement his next ploy!



The man is standing in the patio, enraged, despondent and wretched. He is fighting with his tumultuous thought. He recollects Khushi's convo with her friend about her wedding, her confession inebriated state on the day of holi. And the terrace scene where she was in Shyam's embrace, she was telling him to leave Anjali. What he will believe! A fierce conflict between his heart and his mind, ebbing and flowing in the murky depths of his eyes. He closes his eyes to conceal his turbulent, muddle thought frothing at the surface, battling hard to break free. He hadn't been able to completely thwart a feeling of self doubt that had been gnawing at his heart ever since he saw the terrace scene. When he was whirling in the vortex of his rational thought, khushi comes there. She veneers her pain, tries to act normal as if nothing happened.



When the pain is too deep, a woman always tries to hide it. Or she is so scorched inwardly that doesn't even want to show her anger. She tells him why he is not getting ready yet; they suppose to go back to Shantivan by noon. She is picking her clothes from the clothesline, she is talking gibberish, will he buy all new clothes for her after going back? They will have more baggage now. Bua and amma must have already filled his car with some. They also got so many gifts form the moholla, after all she came home for the first time after her marriage. She tells him to check the pursey (parts) of his car. She doesn't want him blame her mohollawale if the car beaks down in the middle of the road. She goes inside to pack. Arnav is completely flummoxed to see her staccato behavior, her nonchalance, is she a stoic!

"kiss mitti se bani hai yeh!."

Bua and amma successfully cooked Italian pasta for their favorite babua. Ammay exults, "It exactly looks like the pic in the recipe book."

When Khsuhi tastes it, her face distorts with distaste.

"buaji yeh khilake aap humse jaldi shantivan vejne chahte hai kya?' she is asking besan ka laddoo for her favorite Payalia and her favorite jijaji.

They made everything for everybody. Arnav is espying her every move, it's unfathomable to him how she is behaving so normal!. Seeing him coming from bathroom, khushi reminds him to take everything! She quips; he also should check beside the hand pump, whether he forgot anything there or not. Bua chides her for her banter. Amma suspects something is wrong. She asks her, is Arnav fine; did they have a fight. Khushi says he is sad as his bidai is going to happen. He gonna miss you more than me. amma pats her lightly, she is too naughty. Khushi asks Arnav,

"kiyu ji hum theek keherahi hai na. you will miss them right?"

Arnav's anger pulsates more to hear her banter.


While packing Arnav's eyes go to the stars laying on the bed. He holds it and thinks how Khushi is so insouciant!. After spurting out the truth he was expecting some kind of umbrage or explanation. Or was he expecting she would try to prove her innocence! He might want himself to be wrong for suspecting her alleged affair with Shyam. When he was still cogitating Khushi enters still trying to behave normal. Actually she was overacting to veneer the clamor of her heart.. Her voice is still broken. She again starts her incoherent talk with constrict voice, where she will put the extra container, bua gave besan ka laddoo for Payal, what she loves, but she loves all kind of sweets. She gives a flying kiss to Salman Khan.

" what are you trying to prove now? What ghatiya plan you are making? why you are behaving that nothing has happened?" he asks angrily, unable to control the rapidly mushrooming desperation in his voice. Khuahi still feigns ignorance. Arnav wants to say more, but can't speak as bua calls her from outside. She wants to give her more sweets. khushi says, "jitna mitha denge kaam parega."

Is it her indirect reply to Arnav, that he nurtured so much bitterness inside him, that her defense will not lessen it.

Finally it's time for bid adieu. Khushi is carrying a big portrait of Arnav and her in her hand. Why she is holding it so closely, is she trying to get the strength to face the upcoming storm?

Bua and amma beg their ardent apology to Arnav for all the discomfort he faced in their small house. Arnav refutes, the love and affection what he got in the house is more than everything, it doesn't matter the house is big or small. Bua kisses him on his forehead and amma cares his cheek lovingly. khushi feigns anger,

" arey sare ashirwad damadji ke denge, toh humare liye bachenge kiya?"

amma can sense her daughter's disquietude, she is too garrulous today.

"humari ye adat to unhe itni ache lagte hai amma."

He bangs the dickey door of the car , tries to control his anger under rein. Khushi also agitates a bit in anticipation. She can anticipate what dread is waiting for her. She needs her beloved amma and bua's extra love and pray today. She hugs them before bidding the final adieu.

On the way to shantivan, Anjali calls Khushi. She again starts her gibberish talk, trying to hide her tension in the faade of zeal. "di is so happy." She is also happy to meet everybody after a long time. She tells everybody's name one after another.

"aur shyam." Arnav asks her with gritted teeth. Khushi tries to ignore his question and continues, who else she will meet. She shows him the pic of them, dancing together in Preeto's sangeet. She doesn't know when they took the pic and Nandini masi framed it for her. His eyes blaze as unsuppressed anger erupts him like lava. He screeches the care to a halt. Khushi jerks in fear. Anticipation and apprehension make her tizzy. She yet didn't recover from a bout of his extreme rampage.

Arnav gets down from the car and drags her out vigorously. He hurls the portrait on the road, what she was carrying so lovingly. He is cantankerous in anger.

"That is enough...enough..." his holler echoes in the orchard around the bridge.

"don't you forget that I know the secret behind your drama. What do you think; I'll forget everything so easily! Don't try to act that you don't know what I'm talking about." He says angrily his voice pulsates menacingly.

Khushi is aghast, his every words are ravaging her soul. Arnav's tirade continues,

"Actually it doesn't make any difference to you. That's why you didn't think to explain it to me. or you might have nothing to say.'

He is inciting her to speak. The self flagellation continues unabated inside the calm surface of her mind, but she is still taciturn, staring at him with bewilderment.

His vexation continues,

" Or how would you have, cause you know very well that you are wrong. And you are expert of hiding your faux passes. It's sad that you and my family love you so much. You don't deserve their love. It's good that your mom and dad are not alive to see these days.

Khushi who was listening and enduring his accusation silently, can't bear his insolence any more, it's felt like a sacrilege to her sanctuary. She retaliates him with gritted teeth,

"humari amma babuji ke bade mein ek shabd nahi."




Ok, now he is successful to make her speak. He wanted to instigate her more to know the truth,

"kiyu, what wrong I said. You always say that your parents have become stars. So how will you face them?"

Fulminating anger suffuses her face; she antagonizes him strongly by pointing her finger towards him,

"I told you not to say a word against my amma-babuji"

both become silent for a moment.

"Hume ghar jana chiye. Di is waiting." Khushi aberates the topic and turns towards the car. His anger goes to zenith now, he doesn't want to relinquish until he gets her explanation.

"no way you and me will not leave from here, until I get my answer." Arnav bangs the door shut and hauls her vigorously near the bridge again.

"we are not going until I get to know that after getting such good upbringing, how can you stoop so low! We will not go until I know how could you deceive me and my family. And today after coming out everything how can you behave so normal as if nothing happened."

He told her that not his family only but she cheated him as well. So he accepted that there is something between them. Khushi's eyes are redden with pain and rage, but still she is numb. Now Arnav relents her and asks her meekly,

"khushi mujhe explain karma zaroori nahi samjha?'

Khushi now recriminates,

. "so you want the explanation, why I am behaving like that as if nothing happened. How dare you asked such question? You want to know, why I'm quite, why I''m not giving my explanation then listen, Agar aap humare bare mein itni ghatiya soch rakhte hai toh humein nahi lagta aap humare safayi ke layak hai".. If you can think so low of me then you don't deserve any explanation from me. if you think that I have an extra marital affair with Shyam, then you are most welcome with your morbid thought. Lekin humari taraf se apko serf khamoshi milegi. "

Arnav contemplates her for some moments. He is trying to read her mind. Khushi continues,

"Why didn't you ask me this before, why didn't you ask me on that night when you married me forcefully?"


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sohara,

very beautiful take of that mad painful episode... two people caught in such a strange place of heightened crazy emotions... yes he was pushing her to speak.,.. and she just didn't want to go there.

as i was reading yours i wondered if the dialogues were written and then i recalled the sbs segment... yes they were. but it all felt so real and all over the place...

thanks, i really enjoyed your feelings and choice of words, yeah i go slightly crazy while watching ipk to... i don't know if it is a good thing or a bad thing but keep telling myself if it feels like the only thing one can do... just do it.

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Posted: 11 years ago

Originally posted by: Javeria3991

Sohara thank you so much for sharing these lovely VMs.🤗 I love the remake version and the one made by Zoha. I miss Zoha VMs so much, If I would have got a hint that she is closing her channel I would have download her every VM.


Soha , You made my tiredness run away ...Awesome awesome selections.I agreed with Javeria, the remix is cute and why not it is our Zoha...miss her badly.
Me too javeria..I wish too...
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Posted: 11 years ago

Originally posted by: IssK.

A poem...it's been long since i wrote one so be kind!!! And i tried hard to find another GUSSA image i adore as much...but have not yet...so here is a fresh edit of one of my own edits earlier this thread...


I dunk myself in Anger
as sourly as could be
Deliverance is all i crave
so i rave
as loudly as could be
Rip me open, Rip me apart
Tear me, slash me, skin me
Do whatever it takes
to win me
Feel as you are, be as you feel
Dump the mask, Ditch the cage
Let's court each other now in rage
I could caress you till you burn
Graze your insides till you churn
This dullness is too morbid
Let's be free and fall to pieces
so we could upend again, and gain
in moments
All that we have lost
in life apart


Wow ...IJ 👏

This is amazing .I love this

I could caress you till you burn
Graze your insides till you churn

Graze you, caress you till you churn and burn
tear you, gear you, till you find me in your run

He is not going to let her run away from him ,no matter what .If she is quiet Khamoshi , he will roar her inner walls till those shatter and each piece will say his name ,just his name that is ASR...but amazingly he wants the same .He wants her to tear him too but at the end tell him..."I am yours" just yours...

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