he needs to take his frustrations out on someone.. and that someone has always been khushi.. and he is right, before she came into his life, he was comfortable being ASR and his life was going okay.. his work, his girlfriend, his family.. all separate in neat little compartments... from that POV, his life was set! this girl came along and from that day, he has not had a day's respite.. his heart is all over the place, his head cannot wrap around his reactions, he tries to fight it, loses, jumps into countless follies including an engagement to a girl he dint want to marry.. and marriage to a girl who he believed to be bewafa.. now finally his head and heart have come together.. and the next day his di is committing the unpardonable sin .. and that too, all triggered by khushi.
what to do except lash out at her? his Di wants her shyamji back.. wants her perfect world back.. everything that capsized in a day.. can he turn back the clock? all due to this one girl... and his reactions against her.. if they never met at sheesh mahal, there would not be a video of her and him.. shyam would have never met her.. and his Di would still be a happily married woman.. if he had never met her, he would have never entertained the idea of marriage.. if he had never met her, he would not have to choose between her and his Di, because now she holds equal weight as his Di in his heart! yes, it all happened due to her presence in his life..
he trusts her.. he completely believes her truth ... which is why he is not slandering her character now... he is just regretting the fact that they ever met.. lamenting, to be true..others might go in front of devi maiyya to cry and rant about such injustice.. ASR chooses to shout it at his soulmate.. because she is the one person to whom he can bare his true self.
the exact line: "GUSSA BARDASHTH KARNA AUR PYAAR SOOTH SAMET LAUTANA." wish she had recieved that letter and those kangan with the respect they deserved.. she did not even know that those were his mom's bangles for her bahu..
if only she knew that this is his gussa speaking and not his hate.. she does not know his true feelings, never had time to actually understand her husband..
loved the episode today. loved that look into anjali's psyche... chote's helplessness. .. him venting on his wife. .. and finally him realizing his error. loved the trail of flashbacks in the car.
Laughed at how arnav is now carrying anjali around.. who's next? mami?