MG-SS - Kaare Badra - Last Part - Page 77 - June 27 - Page 5

And then... Kurbaan hua...

By the time, the song ended... I was quiet sure that there is something wrong with the way Maan was behaving. But that is something I'll take good care of, later on. Right now my main concern was to disappear from here to avoid anymore embarrassment for both of us.

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Oh god... Ab ye Maan sir kahan challe gaye...

It's been 15 mins. I had been searching for Maan when I came across Dev Mehra in the hotel corridor. Wait a minute... didn't he leave few minutes ago ???

Ohh Mr Dev... Aap yahan ?? I thought u have already left...

I wanted to Ms Handa... but aapko bye kiye bina kaise jata...

Ji ??

U know sweetheart... I m a very straight forward person... so let's talk in simple straight words...

Excuse me... I was irritated as well as confused with his choice of words, well ... he said what I had been feeling, but was ignoring, all throughout the party

I want u... Kab, kahan, kaise... Dat I leave upto u...

MR MEHRA... mind ur language... Aap humari company ke sirf ek client hai... so better b within ur limits...

I controlled the rage I felt the very moment this filthy man uttered those sickening words and turned to leave from there to avoid any unwanted scene when I heard him say...

U don't know me yet sweet heart... Dev Mehra gets what he wants... I don't care what ever it costs...

I ran from there without turning back controlling myself. I know if I turned I might just kill this man or shout at him gathering attention of people around which might cost an embarrassment for KC. I ran like a mad towards the room where I got ready for the party earlier this evening. Tears of fury, somewhere the helplessness of not answering back were flowing out of my eyes but I was too furious to wipe them. In my anger I didn't even notice that the room was already unlocked.

I entered the room n went straight to the balcony panting, to get some fresh air n clear my mind when I felt a hand snacking my waist from the back calming me instantly. I failed to control the restlessness in me n turned hugging him tightly, with tears still flowing. I couldn't comprehend what was I feeling but I knew only he can soothe my wailing, agitated, fuming heart.

I don't know for how long we stayed that way but after sometime when he knew I was calm enough, he parted a little n cupped my face to wipe off that last line of tears with his thumbs very tenderly. He kissed each of my eye followed by a very gentle kiss on my forehead. Then he looked into my eyes n said...

I m sorry Jaan... I know u think I broke my promise of not drinking but sach mein Geet mujhe nahi pata ye kaise hua... I just had that juice... No hard drink... Kasam se...

Although I knew it, but still listening to him made it more comforting for me. I was already feeling low n now his honest n love - filled confession made me all the more tender n brought tears in my eyes. I hugged him with all my love, more to give peace to my heart.

But the affect of drink was still very much there n so was taking over The Maan Singh Khurana, turning him into my Maan. He looked so adorable when he parted with a pout n said...

But why did u leave me alone after our dance ??? I wanted to dance more with u... mmm... I know u don't love me anymore... mein bahut gussa karta hun naa?? But

How can he think like that??? But there's no point getting angry with him in this state so I placed my palm on his mouth to stop his blabbering...

Maan... aisa kuch nahi hai... aap aise kyu bol rahe ho?? Aap jante ho na... I love u more than anything in this world... u r my life Maan...

Mmm...

Maan... wahan kitne log the... saara staff tha... wahan koi bhi humare baare mein nahi janta... Koi nahi janta ki aap mere kya hai...

I looked down with a shy smile while saying the last line. Nobody knows of our engagement except we both n his family which consists of his loving Dadimaa n two adorable siblings, Annie n Vicky.

Achcha ?? Mein tumhara kya hun Geet???

He tilted my face holding my chin with a naughty smile. But I was too shy to look into his mischievous eyes so closed my eyes tightly knowing his next move. He placed his lips over mine kissing me very slowly making me ache for him more. With each moment, his gentle kisses turned into his real wild self, sweeping me into him. But today he was not the same considerate lover who wanted to take things slow, who used control his desires due our social limitations. His hands were all over my body, his kisses were painfully wild. It feared me when I made him look into my eyes. His eyes were full of tears, his hands were still on my body as if rubbing some unseen dirt.

And in that very moment my love for this man turned into worship, he owned me. My heart cried seeing him in such vulnerable state, so hurt, angry on self as if blaming himself for a sin that he hadn't committed. I lost my sanity understanding his plight and let him do whatever he wished today, to soothe the unsettling ache in him, to calm his restless soul, to get the assurance that I was his n only his, that Geet can only be Maan's... forever n ever.