MG-SS - Kaare Badra - Last Part - Page 77 - June 27 - Page 4

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Kya ho raha hai yahan ???

An anger filled voice made the entire room silent with a single roar. But no one was aware of the affect it had on me. For me... my world came to a standstill... it was as if the worst of my nightmare was coming true... my feet froze at its place... my body shaking with fear... my eyes failing to hold back the pain... n my mind praying for it to b an illusion ...

The only part in me which came alive with that sound n was jumping anxiously in joy, anticipation n longing, was my heart.

And ad mist of this conflict between my mind n my heart... I was unable to turn n sooth my shattered heart n long dead soul. But the ache in my heart was becoming unbearable to hold... the temptation to calm the restlessness took toll over all my senses... and I turned to look into those eyes which were my world...

Oh... did I just said were... No No... they are ... Yes they are... n will always b... but I can't bear to look into those eyes for long that still held the pain inflicted by me only... I can't look into them... as I can't answer the question they r asking... I can't look into them...they can read me like an open book... I can't look into them... I may just leave everything... break all my resolves n will run into his arms to sooth the pain that mirrors mine... I can't... I just can't...

So I ran from there... leaving him, puzzled n angered and Meera calling my name several times... But I couldn't hear anything... anything but my frightened heartbeats...

~o~

Sitting at my hideout, I wept to ease my pain, to compose my devastated heart, to forget the painful questioning eyes that I had come face to face sometime back. I know he'll come for me any minute... What will I do then... I have been hiding, running from this very moment since last 2 years... I have to do something... I can't face him...

I got up to go back home when the realization stuck me...

Par jitna mein unhe jaanti hun... mujh tak pahunchne ke liye wo.. ab sab shop owners ko aur bhi problems mein daal denge...

Huh...Nahi nahi babaji... Please kuch to raasta dikhaiye...

My reverie were broken by a loud sound of an accident that took place just a few meters away from where I was sitting. Accidents r very common here being a highway but something within pulled me towards the accident spot. In a matter of few minutes, I got the reason, why I felt the pull to check what had happened...

~o~

Maaannn...

Madam... aap inhe janti hai???

Maannn ... open ur eyes... Maaannn... please kuch boliye... Ankhen kholiye Maann...

O Madam ji.. aap jaanti hai inhe??? Sharab pe kar gadi chala rahe the?? Shukar manaiye zayada chot nahi aayi...

People were helping me but at the same time kept blabbering about him being drunk. But I could care less. For me ... the important part was.. that he was fine. But the bigger question was what to do now??? Where should I take him??? I can't take him home... I can't leave him like this on his own... So I got him to nearby hotel with the help of few people. I requested for a doctor at the reception but was informed that as it's already pass 9 so the doctor can only visit in the morning. I was in a dilemma... my mind was telling me to leave but my heart wasn't going listen... While I was fighting with my own self ... I found him stirring n murmuring, and unable to hold myself I bent to hear making a grave mistake...

U can't go again ... U can't leave me this time... Tumhe mere sawalon kaa jawab dena hoga... Tum har baar mere saath aisa nahi kar sakti... I'll not let u go this time...

I ran into the washroom suppressing my sobs... I will have to leave before he wakes... but still I can't leave till the time I am assured that he'll b fine... I washed my eyes to subside the burning sensation n came out. I willed myself to take it as an opportunity to have my share of fill of capturing his beautiful features while he is unconscious.

Quickly I texted Meera that to buy some material I had to go to Haridwar, which was just an hour drive from Rishikesh, but as its quiet late so I'll b staying there over night n b back the next morning. Then I settled myself at the opposite corner of the room stealing glances of the person who is the reason of my being. I don't remember the number of times I had decided to end these sufferings, take this life which gives only pain. A never ending, unbearable pain. However I know, I can't do that, this life doesn't belong to me, its his n I can never think of destroying anything that's his.

Sitting in a same hotel room with him reminded me of the most beautiful night of my life...

~o~

Sasha... Mera matlab hai Ma'am... ye MK to puri party mein clients se zayada Geet ke piche ghoom rahe hai... mera matlab hai ki ye Geet to MK ka picha hi nahi chod rahi...

Huh... Koi baat nahi Tasha... abhi party ka asli maaza to baaki hai...

Kya matlab ???

Wo waiter dekh rahi ho na...

Kaun sa ... wo jo orange juice le kar uss Geet ki taraf jaa raha hai???

Haan .. wohi... ab bas tum dekhti jao... Ye orange juice Ms Geet Handa se kya kya karwata hai... aur phir MK khud hi usse dhakke maar maar kar yahan se bahar phenk denge... Ab chalo yahan se ... 10 min baad drama shuru...

~o~

Maan ... wat r u doing??? Leave me... Sab dekh rahe hai...

Ohh... so now even my touch irritates u...

Whatt??? Kya bol rahe hai aap ?? Ye office party hain aur yahan mein aapki secretary hun...

Kya bol raha hu??? Huh??? Abhi uss Dev Mehra se to bahut hans hans kar batein kar rahi thi tum...

Maan... Hez our client...

Does that mean ??

O please Maan... what happened to u?? I was just talking to him...

Did u not notice... the way he was looking at u??? I m going to ki...

Maan... kaisi batein kar rahe hai aap...

Ohh, I don't understand him at times. He is so annoying. I give him the juice that I was just going to have n left to check the rest of the arrangements.

~o~

Sir... the dinner is served... aap please client ko le aayiye mein baaki arrangements check karti hun tab tak...

Geet...

I was hurrying up knowing he doesn't approve of the way that Dev Mehra was looking at me. Even I wasn't feeling good with the way that client was scanning me from top to bottom. But I stopped with the sensuality in his voice. And taking the chance he grabbed my hand with one of his hand and pulled me closer holding my waist with the other.

Can I have a dance with u??

It was a futile question, as before I could come back to my senses and think of an answer, I was in his arms on the dance floor.

And then... Kurbaan hua...

(I won't b giving any descriptions of this dance... as it had already been given in sooo many of the stories... But the best one is still ...the actual dance by our Maaneet)

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