FF: Slow Poison [Thread 1]

Umm I found the poem online but I don't know the source.

That face of beauty,

became a poison seeping,

straight into my mind.

Decomposing and eroding

forever eating away on my memories.

Remaining forever in the background and forefront of my brain.

The pain of the mistake and the consequences that followed in retrospect are the only reasons for my sorrow.

You are the slow poison

And I die!

I'm my world, there ain't no beauty, no sweetness, no sky.

Those happy little buds

bloom into flowers of worry,

sharing with them this world?

you'll be gifted if you don't have a tomorrow!

Those sick voices

and the sweetly sour words...

these words would kill you.

so torcherless death is better, the death for those words are heard!

so why to live, and why to cry

isn't it better to smile and die

Slow poison torchers and kills you late

Then why not swallow a poison pill so that your killed before you hate?

Life is nothing without pain. Almost everyone experience some kind of pain, whether painful or minor, in their lives. A pain of loosing your first teeth, a pain of giving birth, a pain of seeing your loved one going far away from you, a pain of lost memories...in short we need pain in order to move on but what if that same pain holds you back? What if that same pain reminds you again and again what happened to you or worse what will happen to you? How do you take that pain and remove it from your life forever?

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let me know if you guys read this idea somewhere else. I will not use this idea then and change the fan fic.