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Chapter 33

Couple of days passed with some small phone conversations between Maan and Geet. But their mental and emotional situations could not be more poles apart.

Maan was missing her more and more. His mornings felt incomplete without her smiling face and doing those small things for him. His evenings were boring without drinking coffees made from her hand. His nights were painful with longing and yearning.

Falling for you
Your shimmering smile
Your eyes when I see
I forget my file.

In my life, moving ahead
Your presence made it true
Now I'm used to you being there
For making me go through.

Life's taking a turn
Triggered by your brightness
In my life, you spread
The smiles no less.

Contributed by Abreshmina (Abbyluvsmaan)

London Fourth Day - Late Evening

Maan walked at the banks of Thames River looking onto the London outline. It was already little chilly and he hugged his jacket lapels a little closer as he looked at the twinkling lights of Westminster. Against a backdrop of London Eye, Big Ben illuminated with time which read 8:00PM.

After pushing himself hard in the previous evenings, today he was left with no work. Suffocation of his room was palpable and a witness to his need for Geet. Hence, he had decided to take a walk to let light breeze and nature help him in soothing his heart.

He leaned on the rails looking at the night sky as some stars peeked out of light clouds. He kept on gazing with full concentration oblivious to his surroundings as if looking for answers to his questions.

By now not only had he realized that he missed her a lot and was strongly connected to her but also accepted that his initial turmoil and thought of putting mere efforts in this relationship were baseless. She had already sneaked into his life, his heart and now he longed to tell her what he felt.

taakte rehte tujhko saanjh savere
nainon mein….haaye…
nainon mein….haaye…

taakte rehte tujhko saanjh savere
nainon mein basiya jaise nain yeh tere
nainon mein basiya jaise nain yeh tere

He felt genuine affection for her. No…not affection but love. "Love"

Can he dare to call it?

"Love".

tere mast mast do nain
mere dil ka le gaye chain
mere dil ka le gaye chain
tere mast mast do nain

pehle pehal tujhe, dekha toh dil mera
dhadka haaye dhadka, dhadka haaye

Maan remembered the day he had walked into Handa Haveli for the first time to meet her and her family. Her eyes. Oh those light brown hazel eyes had bewitched him even then. They had given him "Hope" and understanding which he failed to have for himself too. Her eyes had held a promise of a future full of love, togetherness and laughter.

jal jal utha hoon main shola jo pyaar ka
bhadka haaye bhadka bhadka haaye

neendon mein ghul gaye hain, sapne jo tere
badle se lag rahe hain, andaaz mere

tere mast mast do nain
mere dil ka le gaye chain
mere dil ka le gaye chain
tere mast mast do nain

He had thought of making compromises and had forgotten to dream. She had not only dreamt but refused his darkness to engulf them as well. Her unconditional loved had soothed his harshest of demons and burnt a flame of love which he could not hide away from any more. He could not hide any more the fact that his heart truly beat for her...neither from her nor from himself. Her love had given wings to his own dreams and now he was alive again. Alive to just love her…Alive just for her.

tere mast mast do nain
mere dil ka le gaye chain
mere dil ka le gaye chain
tere mast mast do nain

Mahi beaab sa, Dil yeh betab sa
Tadpa jaye Tadpa, Tadpa jaye

Naino ki jheel mein, Utra tha yun hi dil
Dobaa jayee dobaa jayee, Dobaa jayee

He wanted to run to her and hold her tight in his arms. He wanted to express his love and feelings and kiss her to oblivion. He wanted her to hear his every heart beat taking her name. He wanted her to enthrall her in his love. He wanted her to trust him the way he trusted her. Yes he trusted her….her every breath was for him. He loved her…his every breath was now hers.

Hoshso hawas ab to khone lage hain
Hum bhi deewane tere hone lage hai
Hum bhi deewane tere hone lage hai

Tere mast mast do naian
Mere Dil ka le gaye chain
Mere Dil ka le gaye chain
Tere mast mast do naian

But more than that, he wanted her to smile. He wanted her eyes to smile. He wanted to see her shivering with pleasure in his arms. He wanted to see tears of joy in her eyes for him….just for him.

For too long she had hidden her love in her heart. For too long he had read her thoughts only in her eyes. Oh those eyes. Those beautiful eyes.

But now he wanted to free her to sing her emotions to her heart's content. He wanted her to be free to say what she wanted. He wanted her to be happy, contended and smile. For her love was not only unconditional but also not unrequited either. She was loved. Maybe he can never love her as she does but he did love her.

tujhse shuru hui, tujhpe hi khatam ho
duniya meri duniya, duniya meri
tujhse shuru hui, tujhpe hi khatam ho
duniya meri duniya, duniya meri

He wanted to wipe away those tears he had brought in her eyes. He had broken her heart and she had loved him with the same broken heart…all of it. He made distances and she made his house her home. She made his family hers, she made him hers.

yeh baat dil mein thi, nainon ne bol di
main hoon teri main hoon, main hoon teri

For too long he had made her heart bleed. For too long he had tested her patience. But now there was no fear. He could not only hear her unspoken words but with clarity like a mirror knew what his own heart said.

tujhko hi yaad kar ke, aanhein bharoon main
milke bhi mil na paoon, ab kya karoon main
Milke bhi mil na paoon, ab kya karoon main
tere mast mast do nain
mere dil ka le gaye chain
mere dil ka le gaye chain
tere mast mast do nain

He knew she must be missing him and that thought once again wanted him to be with her. That very moment. He wanted to be with her. Not only in her dreams but in her reality. Not only he wanted to hold her in his thoughts but in his arms too.

He had known from the very beginning what a gold hearted person she was. But still he had been left surprised or rather in awe as he had started to know her better. She had so many colors hiding beneath her…all bright and beautiful.

Her personality was commendable and her achievements as an engineer or painter made her almost formidable and intimidating. But more than that her loving nature, capability to love, trust and smile even during worst of the conditions made her who she was.

Maan could not decide if he had fallen for the complex woman who can be so innocent that she can love with no blemish and at the same time be so mature that she could be so emotionally resilient. Or had he fallen simply for her unconditional love.

In the end he could not pinpoint any reason. He has simply fallen for an angel for who she was…an angel. Only one thing he was sure of and that was that he was ready to submit himself and submerge into her.

She was his life now. Yes she was his life.

taakte rehte tujhko saanjh savere
nainon mein basiya jaise nain yeh tere
nainon mein basiya jaise nain yeh tere

tere mast mast do nain
mere dil ka le gaye chain
mere dil ka le gaye chain
tere mast mast do nain

But there was one last thing to do. He looked at a star which shone brighter than others. He looked at it and decided to share his feelings once more and probably for the last time with her….Poonam.

"Poonam, log kehte hain ki jo log is duniye mein rahi rehte woh shayad kisi aur duniya mein star ban jaate hain."

[Poonam, people say that who are no more in this world, they become a star in some other world.]

He smiled softly "Agar Geet and Vicky heard about this toh puri kitab leke baith jayenge to prove to me how stars are made."

[If Geet and Vicky heard about this then they will take a big book and read it entirely to prove to me how stars are made.]

He just kept on gazing at the star lovingly – "Poonam, I don't know ki janam hote hain ya nahi. I don't know if there is after life or not. But if you are there then I want you to know this.

Aaj tak kismet ko kosta tha ki usne tumhein mujhse cheen liya. Lekin aaj usi kismet ko thanks kehta hoon ki usne mujhe Geet jaisa humsafar diya. "Humsafar". Haan Poonam, aaj samajh mein aaya hai ki shatyad humari kismet mein milna likha hi nahi tha. Shayad tum mere liye bani hi nahi thi.

Tumhaare jaane ke baad bhi maine tumhein aazad nahi kiya. Lekin, today I free you Poonam and I truly hope that you meet your destiny. You meet the one who is made for you truly. Who is your true partner and will be there with you in every life.

I know what a beautiful person you are. I know that today you will be happy for me but I do hope you are happy for yourself too."

[Poonam, I don't know if there is next life or not. I don't know if there is after life or not. But if you are there then I want you to know this.

Till now, I used to curse destiny that she snatched you away from me. But today I want to thank the same destiny for bringing Geet in my life as my life partner. "Life Partner". Yes Poonam, today I have understood that maybe it was not our destiny to meet. Maybe you were never made for me.

I did not free you even after you left me. But, today I free you Poonam and I truly hope that you meet your destiny. You meet the one who is made for you truly. Who is your true partner and will be there with you in every life.

I know what a beautiful person you are. I know that today you will be happy for me but I do hope you are happy for yourself too.]

Tears streamed down Maan's eyes as he finally let her go. He knew his heart beat only for Geet and she was his life partner, his destiny and his love.

Maan stood there letting it all wash away. Tears dropped from his face onto the pavement as stars looked down upon him.

After his heart felt light, he wiped his face and walked back to the room. He took out his mobile and kissed Geet's picture.

"Good Night Jaan…I am coming home soon...I am coming to you."

He put his picture close to his heart and slept off a happy man.

Pighle neelam sa behta ye sama,
neeli neeli si khamoshiyan,
na kahin hai zameen na kahin aasmaan,
sarsaraati hui tehniyaan pattiyaan,
keh raheen hai bas ek tum ho yahan,
bas main hoon,
meri saansein hain aur meri dhadkanein,
aisi gehraiyaan, aisi tanhaiyaan,
aur main' sirf aur tum ho

jo aaj mujhe

apne hone ka yakeen dila gaya

(By Javed Akthar ji)

Contributed by Anu (Hermoso)

Precap - Reality Check

Wow just loved the update..
Finally maan realised hs love for geet also she is hs true humsafar..
Iam excitd to knw how he'l express hs love to geet..
Just lovd the sng one of my fav
cont soon dear..