As their third anniversary approached Maan was worried about what to get her. What he really wanted to get her was an engagement ring because he wanted to propose and get married to her – the sooner the better. However, he knew that she wasn't interested in anything like that until after she finished med school. It was only two years away so Maan could wait.
"Dude, calm down…why are you so stressed?" Adi asked.
Maan continued to pace in his office.
"How can I not stress Adi?" Maan asked. "This is our three year anniversary…that's a long time…I have to make it special."
"Why the sudden anxiety though?" Adi asked.
"I don't know what to get her," Maan admitted. "Lately I've noticed that she's been distant and distracted."
"Is everything ok?"
"I guess. When I ask her what happened she just says it's the stress about starting med school next fall," Maan said.
"That seems reasonable," Adi said. "It is a big deal."
"I know…that's why I want to get her something special and do something special so that it takes her mind off of it," Maan answered.
He had been brainstorming ideas with Adi for nearly an hour and still nothing popped out to him. Nothing seemed good enough for his Angel.
"Damn it!" Maan yelled as he got up from his chair and threw his pen on the desk.
"You ok there champ?" someone asked.
Turning around Maan saw a fellow associate and friend, Mark, enter his office.
"He's having a hard time figuring out what to get Geet for their three year anniversary," Adi said filling Mark in.
"Oh…three years…long time," Mark said. "Why don't you get her lingerie? Girls love that Victoria's Secret and Fredrick's of Hollywood stuff."
Maan looked at Mark as if he'd grown a second head while Adi quietly snickered in the background.
"No way…I could never get her that…stuff," Maan said.
"Why not?" Mark asked, "Besides…it will help you in the bedroom."
It didn't take a genius to realize what Mark was talking about.
"That's not what we're about," Maan said.
"Of course not…I'm just saying…" Mark began but became quiet. "Wait…don't tell me that even after three years you guys aren't sleeping with each other."
"Ok, I won't tell you," Maan teased.
"Shut up! How is that possible?" Mark asked.
Turning away from him, Maan answered, "Geet is a traditional Indian girl…so we're waiting until after marriage…the love we have is enough for now."
"If she really loved you she'd take that leap of faith with you," Mark said.
"If her loving me says she can take the leap with me…then me loving her says that I'm happy to wait until she's ready," Maan said.
There was silence in the room for a minute, finally it was Mark who spoke.
"You and Geet truly are a pair made in heaven," he said, "God bless you both."
With that, Mark placed the file Maan had asked for on his desk and left.
That night, Maan got home later than usual because something unexpected came up that needed his immediate attention because his father was in Boston on business.
He entered his room and placed his briefcase on the sofa as he loosened his tie. Taking off his tie and then his coat, he grabbed a towel so he could go shower. He knew that a nice hot shower would take out the kinks that were in his back.
He came out a half hour later in just a pair of grey track pants and a towel around his shoulder which he used to dry his hair. As he closed the bathroom door behind him and looked forward, he was startled to see Geet sitting on his bed with her knees drawn up to her chest.
"Geet you scared me," he said with a hand over his chest.
It wasn't totally uncommon to find Geet in his room, but whenever she came late at night it meant something was wrong. Ever since they began dating, if she was having a bad day or if she was stressed she would come to his room where they would talk it out and usually fall asleep in each others arms.
"Everything ok Angel?" Maan asked as he tossed his towel aside.
"Yeah…" she said softly.
Maan frowned because she wasn't meeting his eyes as she spoke. He walked over and took a seat next to her.
"Talk to me Angel," he said.
Instead of talking, Geet leaned over wrapping her arms around his bare waist in an embrace.
"Can you just hold me?" she asked.
Maan was now really worried but he didn't want to push her, not yet any way. He pushed himself against the head board and then put his arms around her pulling her closer. They stayed like that for a while until he felt something wet on his skin.
"Angel are you crying?" he asked.
"No…" she said with a sniffle.
A frown drew his eyebrows together as he pulled away from her. As he did so, he saw tears glistening in her eyes.
"Geet what happened? Why are you crying angel?" he asked frantically.
She looked up at him as tears fell to her cheeks. "I love you," she said, "I love you so much."
"I know and I love you too," Maan said.
The looked at each other for a few seconds when Geet pushed herself up slightly capturing his lips with hers. The kiss which started out soft turned passionate in a matter of seconds. She wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him down to her as she lay down. He pulled back slightly breaking the kiss but immediately began kissing her neck. He felt his muscles clench as her hands roamed over his abdomen going lower and lower. It was only when he felt her tugging at the waistband of his pants that he stopped.
"Geet…what are you doing?" Maan asked as he panted trying to catch his breath.
To answer his question, she pushed herself up once again capturing his lips.
"Angel you have to stop now or else I won't be able to do so later," Maan warned.
"Who says I want you to?" she asked.
Maan frowned at her sudden change in behavior as he thought about his recent conversation with Mark from the office.
"But Geet…you wanted to wait…" he began.
"I did…but I don't anymore," she said. "I love you Maan and I know I'm going to spend the rest of my life with you."
"Geet you don't have to…" Maan began.
"I want to," she said in response. "Really…I do…"
With that, she pulled him down to her. This time it was Maan who captured her lips with a fervor and passion that he never had before. With his tongue he broke the barrier of her lips letting it play with hers. He continued to kiss her while using his hands to lift her shirt, only breaking away to discard the garment. Next, as he teased her neck his hands worked on her jeans which joined her shirt in seconds. Grabbing her shoulders, her brought her to a sitting position. Making his way behind her, he pushed her luscious hair to one side and began to nip at her back as he undid her bra. Maan let her back fall against his chest as his hand explored her body. Soon they found themselves in bed with all their clothing in a pile on the floor. He braced himself on his arms as he looked at her lying under him completely vulnerable.
"Beautiful," he said in a whisper.
His lips captured hers and made his way down to her neck and collar bone. She angled her head to the side giving him better access. When he licked the hollow of her neck he heard her moan and he lost all control. Pushing her legs apart with his knees he positioned himself between them.
"Are you sure about this Angel?" he asked, "It's not too late to back out."
In response to his question, she placed her hand on his cheek and drew him in for a kiss. That was all the encouragement he needed. With one quick thrust he had broken the barrier that had kept them from being one. A gasp escaped her lips and tears spilled over as she closed her eyes. Maan stilled to let her get used to him. He leaned over and kissed the tears from her eyes away. When she opened her eyes, she gave him a slight nod that indicated he could continue. Maan made sure to stay slow and gentle so that he didn't hurt her. However, soon he'd set a pace that had her scratching at his back and biting his shoulder to keep from screaming. When they finally hit their climax together, he sealed his lips with her hers drowning out both their moans.
Maan woke just as the first rays of sunlight entered his room. Stretching he felt suddenly alive and complete. Geet lay with her back to him, a sheet covering her body. He didn't know how long he stared at her.
"Good morning Angel," Maan said as she stirred.
"Good morning," she said with a smile.
She turned to her side so that she was facing him. She kissed him quickly before wrapping her arms around him and snuggling closer. The feel of her cheek on his bare chest was amazing. With that thought in mind, Maan drifted into a slumber once again.
A short while later, he felt her move away but stopped her by wrapping his arms around her and pulling her back.
"Where do you think you're going?" Maan asked in a groggy voice.
"I have a breakfast date," Geet replied.
"Cheating on me are we," Maan teased.
"How'd you guess?" she asked in a giggle.
"Don't go Angel…sleep in some more," Maan urged.
"I'd love to…but Nandu is waiting," Geet said.
"Nandu!" Maan said, "Oh lord…then go…by all means go."
He let go of her and gave her a slight push.
"Are you kicking me out of your bed Mr. Khurana?" she teased.
"Hell yes! Last thing I need is your Nandu coming after my neck because you were late," Maan said.
He heard Geet laugh and get out of bed. He fell asleep soon after he heard the bathroom door click.
"Goodbye Maan," he heard her call some time later.
"Goodbye Angel," Maan muttered not bothering to get up.
His alarm went off an hour later at 7am. Getting up he stretched and smiled at the rumpled sheets beside him. The memories of the night before made him smile and he felt like he was floating on cloud nine. After taking just another moment to bask in the glow of the morning-after, Maan got out of bed and began to get ready for the day. Before heading into the shower, he sent off a text message to Geet.
After coming out twenty minutes later he checked and was surprised to see that there was return message. He was just pulling out his clothes for the day when he decided to call her. He hit his speed dial and waited for the phone to ring.
'I'm sorry but the number you're trying is no longer in service.'
Maan frowned at the automated message. He tried again and got the same message. The third time he checked and double checked to make sure that the number he was dialing was actually her number but again, he got the same message.
He figured it was something with the service carrier so he continued to get ready. He was standing in front of his mirror dressed in black slacks and a blue shirt about to do his tie when he saw an envelope with his name on it sitting on his dressed.
As he picked it up, he realized it was Geet's hand writing. A smile spread on his face as he thought it was a love note of some kind. However, what he read was no love note.
My Dearest Maan,
I know, you must be looking at this letter and thinking that I've finally lost my mind. Especially after what happened last night, you must think I've gone insane. But let me assure you, that is not the case. Last night was amazing Maan. Just amazing. To finally be connected to the man that I not only love and respect but the man that I cherish. To finally be one with you in every way possible is the best feeling in the world. The happiness that lives inside of me at this very moment is immeasurable.
What I'm about to say Maan might confuse you and even anger you so I'm sorry for that.
This is goodbye Maan, for now at least. I have to go somewhere that I cannot take you with me, no matter how much I want to. That is all I can tell you. I know that you must have a million questions in your mind right now but I don't have answers for you. Promise me that you won't look for me or try to find me. I know you won't. It's not possible for Geet to ask for something and Maan not to deliver, because I know you love me that much. If we are destined to meet again then surely we will, but for now this is it.
As I leave you I ask one more thing of you. Watch after my Nandu, please. She's my best friend and the sister that I never had. With me gone she's going to be hurt, angry and basically just a hot mess. But I know that you two share a great friendship and that's what she needs.
Remember Maan that I love you so much that words aren't enough. Remember that if we are meant to be then we will be. Remember that I leave you, for now, the happiest that I could possibly be.
Love You Forever,
Your Angel
Maan couldn't wrap his head around what he'd just read. Nothing made sense.
He tried her phone three more times with no luck. He then tried her parents phones and her home phone but got the same message. Calling the office he asked his secretary to cancel his morning meetings. He grabbed his keys and phone, heading over to her parents home. They lived about 50 miles away from Berkeley in a small condo community. Once there, he used the code to get into the complex and then went to the Handa condo. After knocking and yelling for them for five minutes, a neighbor finally came out.
"They aren't here any more," the elderly man said.
"Do you know where they went?" Maan asked.
"No…but the moving vans have been back and forth from here for the past four days or so," he said.
Maan stood flabbergasted at what the man had just said. If the Handa's had been planning a move why hadn't they told him? What hadn't Geet told him?
"Thank you…" Maan said.
As he walked away he called Nandini. When she answered she didn't mention anything being amiss. Maan didn't want to worry or scare her when he was so far away. Instead he asked her to meet him at a local coffee house in a hour which was enough time for him to get back to Berkeley and gather his thoughts.
When he walked into the coffee shop an hour later, he saw her sitting at a table drinking a latte and eating a scone. As he approached her, she greeted him with a smile.
"What's up Maan?" she asked, "Need help with planning a surprise for your third anniversary?"
"No no…that's not why I called you," Maan said.
"Ok…what's up?" Nandini asked.
"Did Geet seem a bit off when you two had breakfast today?" Maan asked.
"Breakfast? What are you talking about?" Nandini asked.
"Geet told me you guys had a breakfast date," Maan said.
"No we didn't…I haven't seen her since yesterday afternoon, and even that was in passing."
Maan sat silently even more lost and confused than he had been a short while ago.
"What's wrong Maan? Is Geet ok?" Nandini asked.
Maan didn't know how to answer that question, he simply handed her the note. After reading it, Nandini was on the same page as Maan, puzzled and blank.
Nandini tried calling her and her parents but nothing. Maan and Nandini left the coffee house with the promise that if any of them got in touch with Geet, they'd let the other one know.
Later that evening Maan received a call from Nandini. He was hoping it was for her to tell him that she'd got in touch with Geet and this was all a prank, but that didn't happen. Nandini was calling him to let him know that she too had received a letter via a mail delivery service.
Nandu My Love,
I know…I know…in your mind you are cursing me out right now…I know.
Our relationship started out as simply being classmates to being best friends to being sisters. Every moment that we shared together – tears, laughter, joy and pain – is a moment I will always treasure. Our friendship is such that I cannot put into words simply because it is not possible. There aren't enough words for me to tell you how precious you are to me.
I know that we have always shared our secrets with each other, no matter how big or how small. I'm sorry that this is one secret that I cannot share with you, truly I am. But as I leave I will tell you the only other secret about me you don't know – last night, I did it. I know that you're smart enough to figure out what I mean by that and when you do, I know that you're going to be grinning like a fool.
Goodbye for now Nandu. Know that you can never be replaced in my life. Know that you are the sister that God just forgot to give me.
Love Always,
Geet
As Maan finished reading the letter he heard Nandini sniffling next to him. He put an arm around her shoulder and drew her in and soon she was weeping.
"Where did she go Maan?" Nandini asked, "Why did she leave? Is she ok?"
"I don't know…I don't know," Maan said.
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