"hua tha yeh pehli baar
Dil ko acha lagne laga koi
Thi ek anjaan voh
Par na jaane kyu
Itni pasand aagayi voh hume
Dost tho the sabhi
Par yeh thi kuch khaas
Kyonki pyaar karne laga tha mein uss se
Hua yeh pehli baar
lagne laga koi dil ko apna
roothi thi yeh kismet humse
na chahte hue bhi knhona pada use
laga tha mit jayenge saare faasle
par'
shayad ab kuch hai
toh hai sirf iss dil ki umeedien"
It's been a long time that Sharon and Swayam broke up. College was done and everybody moved on. They were no more in touch but Swayam still waited for his angel.
We see a guy sitting in a dark room. He moves towards the table and removes hi diary to write something.
Dear diary,
"hum un logo se milte hi kyu jinse bichadna likha ho"
Kehte hai agar hum kissi se sacha pyaar karte hai toh hum jitna bhi koshsish karle hum unhe bhula nahi paate. Kabhi bhi kissi se itna mat jud jaana ki jabvoh hamare saath nahi ho toh hume hadh se bhi zyaada dukh ho. Kitni ajeeb hai yeh zindagi- kissi ko pal bhar mein apna bana lete hai par hamari zindagi bhi kam pad jaati hai unhe bhulne ke liye.
Ek pal mein hum kissi ko apna bana lete hai, kissi ko apna special friend bulane lagte hai, kissi se jaan se bhi zyaada pyaar karne lagte hai.
Jab yeh sab ho raha hota hai , uss waqt hum yeh bilkul bhi nahi sochte ki kya voh insaan bhi hamare liye vahi mehsoos karta hai' NAHI'
Uss waqt hum sirf yeh sochte hai ki ka buss insaan se apni dil ki baat kahe aur kab hum dono saath honge.
Hum apni life mein sab kuch plan kar lete hai par yeh bhool jaate hai ki zindagi hamare hisab se nahi balki hume zindagi ke hisab se chalna padega.
"The early morning talks
The baseless fights
The breathe taking dances
The good luck wishes
Everything was so perfect
With her by my side
Why can't everything be so awesome?
Is something I always question myself"
Jab koi "someone special" hamari zindagi se chala jata hai toh aisa lagta haiki zindagi ka ek bada hissa humse durr hogaya hai. Zindagi mein kitne log aate hai aur chale jate hai par un sab mein se ek aisa hota hai jisme hamari jaan basti hai.
Sab kuch kitna achachal raha tha' phir aisa kyu hua' pata nahi agar hum kabhi phirse sath mein honge ya nahi.
Aaj itne saalon ke baad bhi main uska intezaar kar raha hoon. Jab koi bhi uska naam leta hai toh voh saare pal yaad aane lagti hai.
Kaisa hoga voh din jab main uss se milonga'
Ek ajeeb si muskaan chehre par hogi par shayad voh kuch samay baad kahi gayab hojayega. Voh saare pal yaad ayenge jo humne saath guzare the aur uss pal ki sabse khaas yaad ayegi hum hum dono bichad gaye the' ek ajeeb sanata cha jayega.
Aisa lagega jaise zindagi ne phirse mauka diya ho use apni baat samjhane ka, shabdh zubaan taka aate aate ruk jayenge aur shayad dil ki baat dil mein hi reh jayegi' ab kuch bhi kehne se darr lagta hai
Par ek choti si umeed dil mein rahegi ki shayad voh aur main phirse "hum" ban jaye'
"zindagi ke safar mein mila koi
Aur bangayi voh zindagi hamari
Kareeb the hum dono
Sab kuch tha haseen
Phir ek din aisa aaya
Bichad gaye hum dono
Bikhra-bikhra sa rehta hai
Yeh zindagi hamari- tum bin"
He closes the diary and walks to the window.
Swayam to himself- vapas aajao Sharon please' main nahi jee pa raha tumhare bina, tumse baat karna chahta hoon tumse milna chahta hoon
Tumse kehna chahta hoon kit um aaj bhi mere liye utni hi important ho jitna kal thi
He looks at the sky and 2 tear drops fell on his cheeks'. That day there was no stop, his tear drops fell like rain that day' he kept starring at the sky- asking god to send his angel back to his life
Asking for a second chance.
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