Hey guys...This is the 4th part of this SS...hope you all like it ...and thank you so much for these lovely comments ...they are really very encouraging .. ššš
This part is dedicated to Abby (for ur awesome Swaron AT ) ,Sawyer_tom(i loved ur OS marathon),Swaron911(Rafi) (i got to know about this forum through one of ur posts) ,Nehal92 (i wait for ur FF updates..addicted to love )
Recap:
Sh: I want YOU...
Sw:Wat ?
Sh:I want you in my life...
Sw:to do wat ? why do u want me in your life?to hurt me again ... to break my heart again ...Sorry Miss Sharon Raiprakash . I don't want to be a part of ur life ...m done with u ...i will get over u...soon ...
Part -4
He started leaving ...turned around to open the door ...
I will get over u ...soon ...
Those were the last words she heard ...she felt like somebody stabbed her heart with a knife... she couldn't believe that he said these words for her ...the person who was by her side in every situation...who had promised her he will never stop loving her ...no matter wat happens...the pain was unbearable for her ... it acted like fuel to her frustration ..anger ...she was loosing control on herself... Control ...the word which defined Sharon Raiprakash...
Noways...he can't get over me just like that ...that too without giving me a chance to explain myself...u have to listen to me Swayam ...u have to...i can't let u go like this... he is the same person whom she told once ...i m scared of ur intensity ...tumhare intensity se mujhe darr lagta he ...she never knew ...he is not the only one intense in this relationship...she has realized this truth ...... u r way too precious for me ....I just can't let u get over me so easily ...i can't ...
Sh:No u r not ... U can't get over me like this Mr Swayam Shekhawat (she shouted from back)
He ignored her warning...
It irritated her ...she was frustrated ... she was not able to think ...how to react to this situation...how to make him understand...what he meant to her ...she was always the hyper one ...he used to be the controlled one...just one thought came in to her mind...I can't let him go ...
Then she did something ...which surprised even her ...it was like she was not controlling her body ,mind ,heart anymore ...it was the her pain , guilt, hurt ,confusion ,passion, longing ... Her love for him ... all these feelings took over her heart and mind ... completely ...
She ran towards him ... grabbed his shirt collar. ...made him turn around ...facing her ...next moment ...her lips were on his ... She started kissing him ... Her pain ,frustration , anger , guilt ...all together made her wild... she was kissing him with all her passion and love...
He was shocked at her action... all he remembered was she coming towards him ...shouting on him ... Within no time he felt her soft lips on his... It felt so right...The moment was perfect ... For one moment his heart took over his mind ...but he slapped his mental self ...NO ...this is too good to be true swayam...control urself...he tried to pull back ...but he couldn't... this was one thing he dreamed about from beginning...to be close to her ...To hold her in his arms and kiss her with all his love ,care and passion ...to protect her from the whole world ...
Finally he gave into it ...he started kissing her back with the same love ,passion ,intensity ...her hands were running in his hair ...she pulled his hair in excitement '. He felt pain due to his head injury ... But he was still kissing her ... like it was the end of the world ...finally they broke apart ... due to lack of breath ...
She was panting ... smiling shyly ... he was happy yet shocked ...he couldn't understand ..wat happened few minutes ago ...
Swa: did u just ...(loss of words)
Sha:wat ?
Swa: did u just kissed me ...that too forcefully ...(confused & shocked )
Sha: yes ...(smiling n blushing)
Swa: why ?
Sha: because I wanted to do that ...
Swa:wat ?(still in shock)
Sha:I wanted to kiss u ...as ur girlfriend ..i have full right to kiss u ...
Swa:how could u ?
Sha: Stop pretending like a victim Swayam...u kissed me back ...(smiling)
Swa:1st u told me to go away ..to leave u ...now that I am trying to get over u ...u kissed me like that ...
Sha:yes ...so wat ?
Swa: I always maintained distance from u ...i didn't even hug u ...I thought u will feel uncomfortable. ...But u came and kissed me just like that ... (cute confused expression)
Sha: its not my fault ...that u assumed things ... I never told u to maintain distance ... If u wanted to hug me ... u should have hugged me ...I didn't stop u ...
She was loving the fact that ...at least he was talking to her ...she was still blushing with the thought of kissing him...their 1st kiss...she was still in trance of their kiss ...she was shamelessly staring at his lips ...d most kissable lips in this world ...she was blushing hard ...
He looked at her pink cheeks...she is blushing ...god ..why she has to look so adorable when I want to be angry on her ...Arghhh ... why i always loose control when she is around ...i hate myself for loving her so much ...control swayam ...control ...
Swa: why are u blushing ? (acting to be angry )
Sha: I just kissed the love of my life ...my 1st kiss...wats wrong if I am blushing?...wats ur problem?
Love of my life ... did she just ...said that ...God ... This girl is driving me crazy ...1st she told me that I don't deserve her ...then out of the blue ...she came and kissed me ...now she is declaring her love for me ...
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