part 57
Anni rolled her eyes.. how will she know
obviously she feel u cheated her ..u didn't tell her before that u r a married man
Maan was totally shocked & tensed now.
He immediately cut the call & ran to the room. Geet almost fell off the bed trembling to get up seeing him walk so suddenly to the room. She shot an angry look to him tp have scared her like this.
Maan ' Geet jaisen tum soch rahi ho waisen nahi hain,
I am not married to some one like the way u r thinking
she got really irritated, first she was not even term with the fact that he is married & now he is denying it ' main ne kaha na aap se
mujhe aap ki shaadi main yah aap main koi interest nahi hain.
A lie she was actually screaming out loud to herself..
He held her arm ' lekin Geet jo tum soch rahi ho it is not like that
she looked where he held her & stared up at him
he immediately softened his grip.. she snapped her arm lightly ' don't u dare touch me
she hated the feeling she still felt for him..for a married man.. for a father of the baby. why she wanted to be still around him, why she felt so warm when he held her. No this was not right..
chodho mujhe she cried not able to step away from him..rather walking closer, with her heart beat raising so high with his closeness wanting to be still closer.
Maan - main ne tumhe kanha pakda Geet.
She looked at her arm.. that didn't have his grip anymore. She hated herself still standing so close to him. She straighten her dupatta & went to the kitchen. She didn't know wat was she still doing in this house. She paced restlessly from one end of the kitchen to the other.
Maan set a pillow around the baby & went to the kitchen
he took out some food from the fridge to heat it up. She looked at him from the corner of her eyes. He served the portion of pasta on plate & put it in the microwave. Look of pasta itself melted half of her temper. She gulped her saliva & looked at him.
When the microwave stopped he gave the plate to her.. subha se tumne kuch kaya nahi hain..
khaa lo.
She turned her face .mujhe nahi khana
he stuffed a bite in her mouth..chup chap khavo..
bhoke pate dimag kam nahi karta
she ate the bite & inched towards him...
kya matlab hain aapka ..mera dimag kaam nahi karta..
aap aisen kaisen kah sakten hain...
he stepped backward with the plate in his hand..before she could say another word.. he placed another spoonful in her mouth.
She made a grumpy face & took the plate from him. She turned her back to him & ate the pasta cribbing. He smiled & passed a glass of water to her as she was getting hicups. She looked at the side & slowly sipped it. She turned to place the plate in sink.. Maan took the plate from her.
Nahi yeh mera jhuta hain
he rolled his eyes.. chodo...
his voice was commanding.. she would have never taken a commanding voice from anyone.. except her bro & dad.. then why she found it sweet. Why she liked to give in to him. Then her own guilt of desiring a married man.. uff she cursed herself & turned away from him. She was much calmer with her stomach full.
She looked at Maan worriedly ' aap baby ko room akle chod ke aagyen?
Maan ' wo so raha hian
Geet ' aap aisen kaisen kae sakten ho...she rushed to the room, almost tripping at the lamp stand, he held her then the lamp. She didn't even care..just reached beside the baby caressing his head softly.
He chuckled in his sleep.. slowly turning towards her warmth.
She reluctantly got up. Maan knew she was thinking of leaving. He immediately went into the wash room. He didn't know how to stop her. How to tell her not to leave, this is her family.. he, baby. How can she forget them. He closed his eyes & stod there looking st his reflection..with the memories of the unfortunate night still haunting him. He hated himself, he hated his sin following his son..the poor soul, has not even seen the world yet but paying for his sin..why why...why he..why the little one. Why the child has to pay for the parents mistake.. why..
I was lying shattered Beneath my guilt
Love
Ayu
Geet looked for him, wow that was perfect..him not around..just gave her some more time with the little one. She felt so guilty leaving the baby & going. Wat will he eat when he wakes up. Will he remember her. For her.. she knows..she would never forget him..ever in her life.. in past few hrs he filled her with so much love..& emotions.. a new feeling..probably of being a mother..she chuckled..mama...!!
tear formed in her eyes..
wat a special feeling. How much she cursed her body last 2 months for lactating. But today she felt complete..like it was for him. She was so thankful to babaji she did.
She wanted to do it more.. feed him when ever he wants her. She wanted to be there for him, just for him. How complete he made her feel. Like a women..like an angel..like she was the world for him.. like she always wanted someone to love her for simply her..& he was surely did love her. Her eyes welled..finally she found some one who did..her dream. Ironically...it was not hers..she thought. She had no right to be here.
The moment Maan came out.
Geet ' wo mujhe ja
her lashes fluttered & looked up to meet his eyes... that was in pain.
She just forgot all abt her pain.. she couldn't complete her sentence
she searched his eyes..she knew they were in pain...the guts she put together to say goodbye suddenly seem to weaken.
Maan ' don't go plz.
Geet immediately turned her back to him.. she couldn't say bye..not when those eyes pleaded..
she bit her lips..clutching her dupatta
ghar main sab pareshan ho rahen honge
Maan ' baby ke liyen ruhk javo
tears rolled down her eyes.. as she walked out of the door.
He fell on the floor.. main ussen kya kahoon ga.
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Geet learning more abt motherhood
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