Hey everyone...lol did you all miss me? Anyways...I want a lot of comments on this one...lol if you want me to finish my YuNa ff...ha ha ha ha...I love threatening people :P...I am just kidding :P Anyways...so here is a YuNa one shot that I wrote at 4:30 in the morning...when I should have been stuffing myself with food :P...lol oh well!
The Pefect Ending
I suddenly found myself very interest in the loose strand of string that seem to have found itself sticking out of the side of my left sleeve. He was standing right infront of me but it felt as if I was just imagining him there...I probably was. These days I was having a hard time differentiating between hallucination and reality.
"Did you finally find a proper guy to settle down with?"
I looked up to see him looking rather intently at me with a smile. A smile so big that any other person in the room, if there was any, would think it was real. but I knew him better...better than anyone else and I knew it was the saddist smile I had ever seen.
"No, I gave up after a month...actually Pappa did! Apparently, none of the guys so far have been able to live up to his standards."
I pretended that I was not too happy with my Pappa's standards and even added a roll of the eyes to look convincing. But in reality, everytime Pappa rejected a guy, I felt as if a Genie blew in an extra day of living in me.
The silence was deafening again...he didn't reply to me and I couldn't think of anything to say to him. How long will it be before things are normal between us again? It shouldn't be taking this long...I mean we should have been already on our way to the Mandir in my dream.
*click*
What the...? Is that why he wasn't hugging me and confessing his undying love to me right now?
"Naina..."
"You're pregnant!"
I couldn't believe what I was seeing...I mean I was only gone for a year! He couldn't possibly have moved on...I didn't! The horrified look on my face must have been obvious since the next thing I knew, he was telling me about his marriage with Sue, who in turn seem to be surprised herself. Maybe...maybe...he still did not open up about his feelings like when we were together...and that is why she was shocked to see him talk about their marriage.
Whatever!
I couldn't take it anymore...why should I?
"Congratulations! I hope you two..sorry three of you have a fabulous life!"
I wanted to sound sincere but I think it came out as a taunt. Well...as if I care!
I walked out of the lab room with a big, fat, FAKE smile on my face. Well, it's been a year and I did tell him that I was going to get married...wait a minute! He was the one who sent me with my dad forcefully...okay half forcefully.
Aahhh...I could feel the black clouds of depression surrounding me...threatening to engulf me forever.
Whatever!
If he can move on so can I! I was too hurt to see the logic behind that thinking. So, I decided to marry the first person that I would see when I shut and open my eyes at that moment. Totally forgetting to take his maritial status into consideration.
*shut*
*open*
Well, he wasn't as handsome as Yuvi...but he would do for now.
"Hey!"
"Hey!"
Before I knew it, we were chatting as if we were old aquintances...wait have I seen this guy before?
"um..Raaj!!??"
He looked taken aback with my sudden yelling...
"Did you JUST recognize me?"
"What in the world is wrong with you? You...you look...decent!"
He looked as if hew as offended by my remark but I could care less right now. What in the world was going on? I mean, the guy I loved with all my heart moved on with my friend and the famous druggie intern of Sanjeevani was standing before me with a week old beard, glasses...and those...those JP-like clothes!
I kept on staring at him with a shocked expression and just as he was about to say something...I started to walk away.
"Um...Naina..."
I turned around slowly with a tired look. Again, he looked taked aback and opened his mouth several times before closing it again without a word. I turned around to walk away again when I heard him speak...
"He really missed you! Enough to almost kill him!"
I didn't stop to acknowledge his comment...I am pretty sure he wasen't talking about Yuvi...her Yuvi...sorry Sue's Yuvi now.
People all around me were giving me various looks...ranging from concern to fer. Stupid hospital! Can't people mind their own business around here! Before I knew it, i was almost sitting in the taxi.
"I shouldn't have come here!"
It felt really good shouting that on top of my lungs.
"Naina"
I took some deep breaths and turned around with another fake smile to see all of them standing there. All of my friends..or did they change in one year as well? That's when I noticed that one person standing there and before one can say "Sanjeevani" I was on him like a cat ready to defend her kittens.
"Jignesh...you...you...were...suppose...to...give...me...every...detail...about...Yuvi!...Why...didn't...you...tell...me...about...his...marriage!"
I didn't care that this was a hospital or that Jiggy was a nurse here or even that he was my best friend. I was determined to beat him into a pulp. But I was having a hard time since the rest of them were trying to get me off of Jiggy. I finally let go of him and gave everyone the meanest look I could muster up right then without crying my eyes out.
Well...I tried not to cry..but as soon as I was done giving each of them a stare...I found myself crying uncontrollablly. Between crying and hiccups...I think I was cursing Yuvraaj Obreoi!
I guess they couldn't take it anymore...
"He is not maried!"
"He is doing this for you and your father!"
"He is hurting as well!"
"Sue is Raaj's wife!"
I found myself even more confused then before. They were all talking at the same time and I was having a hard time understanding. So, I continued to cry as if it was someone's funeral.
After what seems like a century, I finally started to calm down.
"Naina..."
"If he really loved me, he would not be doing this to me!"
Saying that, I got up and was on my way out of Sanjeevani for the last time...or...
When I got back to the hotel, my parents freaked out looking at my condition. When they asked me what's wrong...all I could say was I don't know. Because I really didn't know!
I was having a hard time sleeping that night...after tossing and turning for what seem like forever, I was finally able to get a shut eye.
"I just went to sleep!"
Muffled voices from outside my room brought me back from the land of sleep. I had already had a bad day and this was just adding to it. I got up to tell my parents...as nicely as I could...to go to sleep!
I think I opened the door too aggressively since the people in the living room looked startled. I must have been dreaming...I saw Yuvi standing there with my Pappa, while my mom was sitting on the far end of the sofa.
Before anyone could say anything...I walked back into my room after closing the door behind on the shocked faces and went right back to sleep. It was easier this time since I was sure I was dreaming.
The next day, I woke up even more depressed then I was the night before. I finally found the courage to get off my bed and clean myself up. But when I got out of my room...I was confused at the sight in front of me.
Was I dreaming again?
"Yuvi..Pappa?"
They both looked at me, wiping the smile off of their face which was there just few seconds ago.
"Beta...I think you two need to clear up all the misunderstandings."
Saying that, my parents were out of the door in a jist.
We both looked at each other awkwardly for few minutes...neither of us having the courage to speak up.
"I know Sue is not your wife and neither did you get her pregnant."
"I..."
"Yuvi...I know you did all this because you didn't want me to choose between my father and you but have you ever bothered to aske me what I want. Yes, I can't live withoug my Pappa but the same goes for you!"
I waited for him to say something...but it seem like he was allowing me to take out all my frustrations before he explained himself. But I didn't know what else to say besides...
"Do you still love me?"
"If I didn't...I wouldn't be here today!"
"Did you know what was going on in my life for the past year?"
"If I didn't...I wouldn't have lived a single day!"
"Are you going to hug me right away?"
"If I didn't..."
With a big smile on his face...this time for real...he engulfed me in his arms.
Ahh...this is how our love story is suppose to end...sorry this is just the beginning...I am sure we have a long way to go.
Fin
Sorry lol I think I killed the ending...I couldn't think of a proper ending or a title as a matter of fact...ughh
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