Realisation and an apology! !- Fun Post - Page 3

Originally posted by: CarpeDiem_

😆😆

No criminology🤣

Originally posted by: orion23

Yes!

I used to be apprehensive approaching you...

I was such a huge fan, I had some serious issue talking with you initially 😆

Like I didn't know what to say, I didn't want to offend you cause I respected you and all that 😳

YESH! Soulmates we are!

Next post? Can't wait!

Originally posted by: swatiagarwal89

@bold... Zoya I had a similar kind of opinion about u too... I still remember when I had finally mustered courage n commented on only you after lots of mental coaxing just to initiate some kind of communication with you😆

Originally posted by: swatiagarwal89

@bold... Zoya I had a similar kind of opinion about u too... I still remember when I had finally mustered courage n commented on only you after lots of mental coaxing just to initiate some kind of communication with you😆

Originally posted by: akrocks77

Me too!!

I was like so apprehensive initially of everyone.

I have literally dropped comment on BSS and Series thrice.

I had honestly typed half a page comment on BSS last chapter and then dropped it.🥱

But then ode to ode happened and I couldn't stop myself.

Originally posted by: orion23

Ahahahahaha Okay now I know what Lara feels like 😆

You thought I was not chill..

Chalo happens..

I'm glad you spoke!!!

😃

And I believe you no longer have qualms talking with me 😛

Originally posted by: orion23

You've dropped comments!

Yupp!! And I know that was stupid now.

But I just couldn't.

Apu ya!

Sorry!!🥱

Tch...

I'm glad in that case that ode to ode happened!

I am too.

Nikster did the trick!

She truly did... I owe her.

Ab toh chill na sab?😆

Yes!!

I am just weird some times.

Originally posted by: devilaonmoon

Incredible post Tabby.

Now it's time for my apology...

And I apologize for... (drum roll)... being stern. 🤣

Oh, this is so hilarious.

Do you mock me Lara Lara Shuddh Lara?🥱

You're allowed to, go right ahead 😆

It's been so long I'm writing and I've truly forgotten how many stories I've written in total. And during this journey I've come across many people, readers and writers etc. While most of them are incredible people, some of them, however, not so.

I want to see your writing CV!

Let me give you an example so you can better understand my situation :

Just sometime ago I shared an ongoing argument / a dispute that was going on between some readers on the comment section of one of my stories Rain Again. It was a long heated argument, they debated back and forth (possibly 20 to 30 comments long debate) over which character was the most fair and which character was to be blamed because of a twist (it was something like this).

I was reading their comments /debate silently, never interrupting, I was seeing it all. It was not a friendly debate in anyway.

I remember this one! I was appalled more than shocked.. WTH was my reaction.

Then you know how did they conclude that argument... they concluded it all becoming friends with one another and with these words ... Out of all stories my story, my writing is not worth fighting over. I'm not worth their intelligent debate, their patience and their time.

Asses asses all around! Good thing you ignored.. I had the itch to say something but then I took your advice (About you know what) seriously and stayed mum.. Sensible decision!

One of them even went as far as to recommend to her newly formed friends another writer's story who is certainly worth their time and reading and better than me.

Tch Tch... They just want to pull you down and you know it...

Some of them then stayed and moved on commenting on my other chapters.

Some sense prevailed!

Most people don't realize that I'm an actual human being writing these stories and that I read the comments.

Yeah! I mean come on! I would never think of even disliking a youtube video bro! These people...

And this sort of thing (less intense but as bad) happens almost every month with me.

Yeah well..

At first, I used to get down into the battlefield and smash everyone, but then I thought what's the use of lowering myself to that level. So I let them show themselves how much of a jerk they are, because their behavior speaks on its own.

Makes two! I would passionately defend earlier.. Samples are in plain sight, but no longer! Its much more peace..

And I made a strong shell around me. Always silently observing, hardly ever replying to comments, cautious about who I'm talking to. I love reading comments but I'm wary about replying, this is why.

I get you man... I have had my own share of all of that, but not as worse as yours ya...

Also, I start anything I do with a set of badass warnings (copyright, plagiarizing etc.)

I've learned from the best only!

I know all these shows me as a stern person, but it's my self-defense mechanism. It was born from hurt.

I feel you... And you have no clue why...

I only allow people in when I'm sure they're good people, when I know they're not going to hurt.

I hear a compliment! Of the highest order!

So, I guess, this is what Zoya felt when she first came in contact with me. Congratulations, by the way, my soulsister, for you've cracked opened my hard shell with your brilliant traits and good and honest heart.

Yes Ma'am! Trust me, its mutual.. Its not just like that you know who I am, really... I don't open my life, myself to anyone just like that... So you are ❤️

Me being stern at first is more than what it seems.

I know! Now I know!

Zoya's massive shift in her opinion about me is more than what it seems.

Yes! Word Word!

And you're my soulsis, I guess it's also because you've that same aura of roughness around you, that shell that can be only acquired after getting a taste of hurt. Am I right? I'm sorry if I'm wrong. 😭

Can you ever be wrong about me Lara?

Yes its an acquired skill and no its not cause of a digital platform..

I am a cynic of the highest degree! And that's cause I learned at a really young age, trust no one but those that have earned it. Stay wry always... I've seen people betray for something as small as an ego and something as transient as power...

So yes, I'm rough to what degree you don't know...

People who meet me are like, why are you so uptight and formal. People who have ever attempted to break that shell are snubbed and cast away. Only those I trust can truly know me for who I am and yet still not know me completely..

So I guess we are alike more than we can tell..

So, this is my apology. I admit I'm stern at first sight. 😉

Gnite,

Sweet dreams everyone,

Lara.