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It had been five days since Pratap had taken Sanyasin TD's ashram. But not a single second was spent without remembering Ajabde- his love, his life, his wife. Heclearly remembered their last conversation that day:
"Ajabde, I have found my path in life. I want to take diksha. I want to renounce the world and engross myself in His devotion. That is my motto.
His dutiful wife did not even argue for his happiness because she had vowed to support him in his every endeavour. "Will you cum with me and say to TDji that you have no problem with my diksha?" Her eyes spoke volumes about her pain but how could I miss it? How could I not see her eyes brimming with silent tears. She fulfilled all her marital vows truthfully and i couldnt even keep one promise of mine to never leave her? the promise which I had made during our first moment? Oh that night! when we rejoiced in each others arms and company! I have hurt her so much again and again. First i left her due to some foolish misunderstangings and when she agreed to be with me even after all my harshnes, i again failed her. She agreed to vcome with me renouncing all royal pleasures. I failed as a husband.
He still had the memory of her tears fresh in mind. Those tears wich he had sworn to never get them in her eyes. And now he was the reason behind them. She was a lovely person to be with, charming, understanding and ever-ready to support her loved ones. He was so callous to do such a thing to an innocent soul like her especially when the person was his love.
His inner rationale was throbbing," What a hypocrite you are pratap! You believe in doing justice to everyone and preaching people to not tolerate injustiice huh? but what justice you did to your wife! You always left her though she was innocent. You got her till here and left her midway. What justice is this pratap? Have you ever thought of her, of spending time with her? NO You always engrossed yourself with people who hated you, Dheerbai, jagmal and your father who never trusted you at the precious moment. Ajabde was the only one who loved you selflessly and now you lost her. You are a complete failure pratap a complete failure"
NO! he exclaimed. But somewhere he knew that he had faultered badly. But now he was stuck. As a reason behind her silence while accepting his decision, behind her pain while leaving him at the ashram and behind her pitiable state. He sat in a corner silently crying and reminiscing their moments together
precap: any guesses
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