Next day morning everybody gathers infront of the hotel for sight seeing.But everybody looks irritated and the Manager looks super tensed.He is roaming here and there and muttering something.One of the tourist comes to the Manager and asks howlong they have to wait here it's getting late.The Manager says that still one member hasn't reached so we have to wait.At that moment Anandi comes out from the hotel lobby.Then everybody come to know that it was Anandi who is responsible for the delay.
As soon as she reaches Manager starts to complain about the delay.Anandi does not give any answer.Her expression seems like she doesn't even hear anything.She ignores all the complaints and the furious expressions of other copassengers and gets up on the bus and sits on her seat beside Shiv's.Her heart skips again watching him.The feelings of her towards him are very much unpredictable.She doesn't understand what is it?Anger,?curiosity ?or something else?She tires to ignore the feelings and they all leaves for the sight seeing.
They all reach to the Tiger Hill which is the very beautifull and well decorated mountain.The place is so nice that everybody's got lost in the beauty of nature. Everybody is roaming,enjoying,chatting some children are playing in the decorated park and making joyfull noise.On a whole the place has turned into a fair.But Anandi couldn't enjoy the happiness of the situation.No matter how much she is trying but she cant connect her with the happiness.She feels herself more lonely in the crowd and she desparately wants some silent place because everything….everybody around her make her feel chocked.So she leaves the crowd and moves towards the other side of the mountain which is very much silent than the park area.She walks near the edge and keeps looking at down.Suddenly a nasty idea comes into her mind…………….
"what if I jump from this edge?What if I end my life?If I die then I will be free from this pain which I am suffering.Everybody around you thinks that you are a proudy and selfish girl.Koi tumhe nahi samjhta hai Andy.Koi yeh nahi dekh pata ki tum kitni dard mein ho.Aise jeene se toh achha hai ki tum maar jaao"
But her another mind stops her from thinking like that.Her other mind keeps telling her that this wrong………she should give one chance to her life.She should think about their Mamma Papa and Dadi.They will be totally destroyed by this decision.
Anandi is totally confused between her two mind.Because she knows that her decision is very wrong but the pain is unbearable and she wants to be free from the pain.Between this mind confrontation of Anandi suddenly a honey bee flies towards her.That bee makes her so terrified that she starts swinging her hand to get rid of it and wants to move from her place.In this struggling suddenly Anandi looses her balance and about to fall from the edge.At that moment Anandi's brain become totally blank and she screams…………….."PAPA……….."
Suddenly a strong and firm hand holds falling Anandi.It is Shiv.Shiv holds her hand and pulls her from the edge.Shiv takes her away from the edge.Anandi who is still terrified forgets everything and hugs Shiv so tightly.Shiv slowly takes her near a rock and gently makes her sit on that but Anandi is still so terrified so she grabs Shiv's arm so tightly.She's got full sweaty even in the cold weather of Darjeeling.Shiv gently pats her shoulder and says very gently……….
"It's ok………you are absolutely saved and secured……look you are sitting far from the edge."Shiv's words make Anandi relieved and after sometime she comes back into normal stage and looks at Shiv…………
S: so what was your intention to go there…… committing suicide?
Anandi has become shocked by his question?How can he figures it out?she controls herself and says….
"Nahi toh….err….main woh…..haan……….main toh who sammne ka view dekh rahi thi aur pata nahin kaha se ek madhumakkhi aa gayi aur mein daar gayi aur phisaal gayi."
S: par view to thodi durr se bhi dekhi jaa sakti hay na?itni gaheri khai ke ekdom sammne jakar dekhne se kya kuch zyaada dekh leti app?
A: Aap mujhe ek baat bataiye Mr Shiv aap mujhe follow kar rahe the kya?Warna mein yaha hoon aapko kaise pata?aur apko yeh kyun laaga ki mein suicide karne jaa rahi thi?
S: Aapki aankho ko dekh ke mein bata sakta hoon ki aap kya soch raahi hai,kya karne jaa rahi hay aur kya kar sakti hai.Aapki zubaan kuch bhi bole par apki yeh do aankho ne mujhe bata diya tha ki aap kuch stupid sa karne jaa rahi thi.
A: Achha toh aap kya face reader hay?jo kisike bhi Ankh ya chahera dekhkar sabkuch bata dete hai.Aur ek minute aapko laagta hay ki main suicide karne jaa raahi thi jo ek stupid kaam hay right?then let me tell you one thing mister this is my life and I can do anything with it.You shouldn't have to bother.OK?Tumhein kya pata ki mein kya kya sahe raahi hoon.Kitni dard aur ghutan se mujhe guzaarna par raha hay……."these last word bring tear into her eyes and Shiv realises that needs to solve this differently.So he gives a pause and very slowly tells……..
"No….I don't think that committing suicide is stupidity…..it's a crime….a crime against those whom are you left behind.Think again……..tumhe toh aapni dard se azaadi mill jayeega but unka kya jo sirf tumhaari liyeh jeete hay?aur koi bhi dard zindegi se baada nahi hota hay………."
The words are working as a healer for Anandi.Her heart is continuously urging for more and more words of him.Her ears are telling that yes yes these are the words for which they are waiting so long.All her pains become vanished and her emotions are at peace.She looks into Shiv's deep black eyes and says with a smile ……..
"well I think you are right……..thank you"
S(with a cute smile):" Well you are always welcome.But I think agar aap apni dard share karengay toh better feel kar saakte hay.Toh kya khayal hai aapne dard share karne ki waare mein?we still have one hour in our hand"
Anandi understands that he wants to listen her pain and she is also willing to tell him everything but she shows a mock surpriseness to make him say directly his intention.
A(with a mock doubtfull face): Yahan?yahan main kiski saath apni dard baantungi?kaun hay jo meri dardvari kahani sunega?
Shiv's figures out her drama.He also enjoys their indirect communication.So he also join her by saying……..
S: "Hmm………main samajh sakta hoon……but yahan paar to bohut saare hay joh apki dard baatne mein apki maadat karne ki lye ready hay"Anandi looks around with confusion.
S: cant you see this blue sky….these green trees…..this beautifull nature……..they are always ready to help you when you are in pain.Trust me jab main kisi dard mein hota hoon toh inhi say aapna dard share karta hoon.Yeh kahbhi aapko cheat nahi karta………."Anandi again becomes amused by his words.
S: "but ek chees main aapko batana chahata hoon ki mere dost kahete hay ki mujhse aapni dard aur problem share karke unhe bohot chain milta hai toh mujhe laagta hay apki paas bohot saaare options hay."and he gives her a sweet smile.
Anandi laughes at his words and says……..
"well then I would like to try how do you share my pain.But uski pahele hum dono ko dost banna padega…..kyun ki main bhi kisi anjaan logo se kuch share nahi karti…….so can we be a friend?"
Anandi suddenly stands up lifts her hand and says,"Hi……nice to meet you……I am Anandi ….toh kya aap mujhse dosti karna chahengay."Shiv smiles at her and he also stands up and says,"Hi I am Shiv…….it's nice to meet you too and I would love to be your firend beautifull lady."and they shackes their hand…………
(Precape:Anandi shares her past incident with Shiv…….)
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