Okay behna, once again you have left me stumped and emotionally drained, in a good kind a way. I couldn't help but cry seeing Rosy's break down, it was heart wrenching.
No one should have to face what she have faced, I couldn't imagine what she must have felt after the whole tragic event.
Karan once again proves to be not only a wonderful human being, a dedicated cop and partner but the most wonderful friend anyone can have. He doesn't know what happened exactly, all he knew was that Rosy was hurting and that his silent support will go a long way in mending her slightly at least. Really loved him for just being there for Rosy.
Okay I should be surprised at the fact that Rosy had thought about aborting her child, but I am not. I can understand what she must have felt when she found out about her pregnancy, there was so much going on in her life already and added to that is her own childhood, but as I expected she wouldn't have been able to go thru with it given what the baby represented for her.
I am also not at all surprised by the changes in her after her daughter was born, under all that tough exterior lies a very soft hearted woman and her motherly instincts would be natural of course and that is why the loss of her child is more painful than anyone will ever realize.
I expect its easy for other people to say not to blame herself for her child's death but they don't know until they have been put thru what Rosy would put thru. No matter what choice she would have made back then either way the pain of loss and guilt would have been equal. Even if she wasn't to be blamed the guilt and the shame would never leave her, the only thing she can do is deal with it in the best possible way and for her the guilt will ease a bit when she deals with the people who has put her in situation that forced her to choose between her child and her love.
Rosy's memories of Annu and what she has been thru were heart wrenching to read. Very well written.
Phew...god I wish Arjun hadn't uttered those words to her but I guess in a way it was needed to get them past the anger. I am glad he realized just how much he had wronged her.
I have no words to describe the small silent moment on the phone between them. I think it will go long way in mending their friendship.
It won't be easy for Arjun to make up for what he has done but fact that he won't rest till he does pleases me. And I think even Rosy will realize that he is the only one who will understand her completely and will help soothe the hurt of her loss.
Okay I need to stop here, I am going to cry again if I write more.
Please, please update soon, and always I loved the update.
This is a very special story and very close to my heart so I hope you understand my feelings about this update.
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