Hella folks...
M back to munch your brainswa with my BOKWAS again!!!!!
To hell with my college, to hell with those damn journals.
To hell with all my incomplete paintings, to hell with the seminars I need to present in college.. to hell with the test I have this weekend ...
Even after all these hell, I need to go back to them đ inevitable part of life.
Last few days were a complete phase of realization for me. I experienced some thing that made me know life is so unpredictable, and I am so vulnerable. I came to know what loss is, and to put myself in those shoes of one who lost some one is impossible.
i guess what I said above is completely irrelevant to each other and also may be irrelevant to what I write next. May be I need to let go...
kay as usual I am not sure what I am writing and how long it will be. I will as well know when I ll finish this.
So please be patient and read, let me know how you feel about it...
And yes... I HATE COMPLETING JOURNALS....
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Arjun OS:renamed as 'A new beginning...'
Sakshi stood shocked at the door when she heard the conversation between sameer and Commissioner Dustin Coelho.
She stumbled back and ran out of the office much to the surprise of her other team members.
"aiga... iss sakshi ko kya hua? Aise bhaag ke gayi jaise poonch mein aag lagi ho.."
Chotu mumbled while sipping orange juice.
"pata nahin yaar... shayad Arjun sir ko wo miss kar rahi hai... sikander ko maarne ke baad Arjun sir sirf paper work pe sign karne aaye the aur aaj tak aaye hi nahin. Shayad Rathod sir ke cabin mein Arjun sir ka naam suna hoga aur kay? Tu apna juice pee naa? Kyun apne pea size brain ko kaam de raha hai tu??" Shree said and buried his head in his laptop.
Aisha felt something was amiss. It was not the sakshi she knew. All the days she had worked with her, she knew her real self, bubbly sakshi who would not lose at any cost.
Just then sameer came out with comm. And gathered everyone in ETF.
He took a deep breath and spoke
"ek baat batani thi sab ko."
He turned and searched for sakshi through his eyes
"sakshi kahan hai?"
"abhi thodi der pehle baahar gayi sir.. pata nahin ab kahan hai.."
"hmm... its oki.. team... ab arj...mera matlab Raute ab ETF ka hissa nahin hai. He resigned his post in ETF"
Collective gasp was heard in ETF. They had expected that Arjun would be back after collecting himself but never in their wildest dreams had thought Arjun would resign ETF.
Shree was shocked and so was chotu. they recalled all the moments they had spent with Arjun under him, earning his glares and sarcastic remarks. Their eyes flew to the now empty cabin, where he usually spent his sleepless nights, where his mind boggling theories took birth.
Aisha was thinking something different. She had always had a different relation with Arjun. She had seen a broken man, a lonely soul but at the same time had seen a caring person. He cared for her like a father, fought like a brother, but never showed it. But today she was really angry on him. She knew that he very well knew sakshi's feelings for him. But yet he let her build hopes by behaving nicely with her and abruptly left ETF shattering her dreams.
"ab wo kahan hai sir?" Aisha directed her question to both her seniors.
"I don't know. I called the lodge where he stayed after he left my office but they said he cleared all bills and left. He has just taken his bike. Few people saw him near his house when he took the bike but no one knows where he is" Coelho said and sighed.
All the while Rathod was silent, having lost his friend, once again.
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to be continued.
this wont have many parts... may be one more on which i am working now.
i badly need a title...please do suggest
and yeah... i dont really know if i ll pair arjun sakshi or just leave them at their places, on their own. i DONT KNOW ANYTHING...
so please dont request me to write on any pair as of now as i dont know what i ll write.
P.S. : i have no issues with Arakshi or any other pair. no intention to hurt anyone.
i ll send pm as soon as i post rest story, which may be today or tomorrow...
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