Ratri fs: Pyaar ka dard;FINAL PART updated page 10 - Page 5

Raghav: "kahan ho Trisha, kab se tumhara wait kar raha hu?"

Trisha:" aa rahi hu. Was making coffee for both of us, what happened?"

Raghav: "kuch nahi , bahut der se tumhe dekha nahi na, isliye..."

Trisha: ouchhh...aahhh...

Raghav hearing her scream immediately ran to the kitchen where he saw hot coffee spilled on the slab and Trisha holding her hand; she had burn on her hand due to some of the coffee falling on her hand. He immediately dipped her hand in cold water and in the meantime, he himself brought the ointment for the burns. After some time when her burning sensation soothed down slightly, he took her outside and made her sit down. He then applied the ointment on her burn.

Raghav: "what is this Trisha. Tum apna dhyan kyu nahi rakhti? You know that I can't see you in pain."

Trisha:" I didn't do it intentionally, wo galti se gir gaya..."

Raghav: "whatever it is, you promise me today... ki kuch bhi ho jaye tum humesha apna khayal rakhogi, aisa kuch nahi karogi jo tumhare liye theek nahi hai, main humesha nahi rahunga tumhara khayal rakhne ke liye."

Trisha: "aise kyu keh rahe ho tum..."

Raghav:" I don't know anything, you just promise me..."

Trisha: "I promise...ok."

Raghav smiled to her and started moving away from her. She kept on calling him but he went away and disappeared. She immediately got up and saw that she was on her bed and realized that it was a dream. She had tears in her eyes thinking about her dream, but she decided that she'll fulfil her promise to him, what if that was a dream; she had to take care of herself for his sake, she had to be strong for him. Next morning her parents were surprised to see her on breakfast table. She was ready in her formals to go to office. They didn't ask her what made her decide to do this suddenly, they were so relieved to see her like this, they knew that she is a very brave girl.

She entered the cbi office on time and the entire team was astonished to see her. Swati hugged her affectionately and everyone gave her a warm welcome. She got back to her work, but she was really quiet throughout the day, just talked about work related matters. She tried to keep herself busy with work and away from Raghav's cabin to avoid recalling his sweet memories over and over again.

While returning from office one day, a child came up to her car at the red light with roses in his hand. She saw him and remembered how Raghav used to buy roses from that child for her whenever he dropped her home after he had proposed her.

The child: "didi, aaj aapke saath wo saab nahi hai kya? Wo mujhse humesha ye gulaab lete the..."

Trisha:"nahi wo abhi nahi hai..." she said sadly and drove away when the light turned green.

She just missed Raghav in each and every moment of her life, she felt as if everything for her began with him and has come to a standstill when he is not around. She was managing her work nicely but at the same time becoming weaker as the days passed. One day in office hours, she was having a terrible headache, dizziness and vomitings. The chief saw her condition and asked her to go home. She resisted but he asked Bikram to drop her home.

When she came back home, her parents were worried to see her so sick. She told them she wanted to go to her room and take rest, that she'll be ok but her mother called the doctor to examine her, she had seen Trisha becoming weaker day by day. Her mother brought some juice and snacks but she had already gone off to sleep, she didn't even change today; she was so exhausted. She was sleeping when the doctor came, she examined her and asked her mother to come out of her room and talk to her. The doctor asked her whether she was married or not. She was shocked to hear this, why will the doctor ask about Trisha's marriage, she thought. The doctor told her that she had a doubt that Trisha might be pregnant, but she was not sure. She told her mother not to reveal anything to her at present and to bring Trisha to her clinic the next day for some tests.

Her mother didn't know what to do? Trisha...pregnant, how could this be even possible. She was a very mature and responsible girl who always respected her morality. She just couldn't believe herself what she had heard, but she decided not to ask her anything today and wait for medical tests results.

Next day her mother took Trisha to the doctor's clinic in the morning. She had just told her that the doctor had advised some routine tests for her and so she told her mother to collect the reports and she went to office after giving the samples. Her mother was anxiously waiting for the reports. The doctor called her mother inside and gave her the reports. The reports were positive. That means she is pregnant... Oh my god ...ab kya hoga? Ye tumne kya kiya Trisha, she thought and started crying. The doctor tried to console her and told her that still there is time, they can get the abortion done safely after knowing what had happened with Trisha. After some time, she composed herself and came back home. She was very angry and sad at the same time. On the way back home, she just thought aboutTrisha. Poor girl, I don't know what destiny has planned for you? Abhi to tum ek dukh se bahar bhi nahi aa payi aur ab yeh; how do I tell you to undergo abortion? You'll not be able to handle it my child... but for your sake, I'll do whatever is needed, whether you like it or not, she thought to herself.

She came home and told her father about the reports. He too was shocked to hear this. When Trisha came back in the evening and came to know about her pregnancy, her mother saw an expression of slight relief on Trisha's face on hearing this. She was totally oblivious to the seriousness of the situation. Her mother could not understand her reaction and asked her, but she didn't say anything and went to her room.

She stood in front of the mirror and looked at herself. She slowly opened her plait and let her hair loose, like Raghav always wanted her to, she moved her hand slowly upwards and gently touched her cheek with her palm... then her lips with her fingers and closed her eyes as if trying to feel his touch once again. That was so magical for her, the entire experience. She touched her tummy with her hands and tried to feel a life inside her. She herself was going to be a mother; she had few tears of happiness in her eyes after so many days today. She again drifted into her memories of that night.

Flashback: they both were coming back from Jaipur after solving a case. They had been engaged few days back and the wedding was planned after around 2 weeks. They were very happy being together, Trisha was sitting with her head on his shoulder while he was driving. Suddenly their car broke down on the way. Raghav was trying to repair it when it started to rain heavily. He didn't find it safe to spend the night on the roadside in these circumstances, especially when Trisha is with him. They saw a hotel at some distance and decided to spend the night in the hotel in order to protect themselves from the rains. When they reached there, they were totally drenched. There was just one room vacant in that hotel. Though Trisha resisted initially, but she finally agreed to share the room with him as they had no other way out.

Hotel room

They both entered the room and he told her to go inside and freshen up. Raghav too freshened up after her and by that time she ordered dinner for them. They both had their dinner and after that like a pure gentleman, he asked her to rest on the bed while he himself opted for the couch. She was trying to sleep when she noticed that he was standing near the window and looking towards the sky.

Trisha: "Raghav kya hua? Soye nahi ab tak?"

Raghav: "nahi aise hi, kuch soch raha tha"

Trisha: "kya soch rahe the? Any problem?"

Raghav: "problem nahi, ek doubt hai".

Trisha: wo kya?

Raghav: "yahi ki tum jaisi ladki mujh jaise ladke se pyar kaise kar sakti hai?"

Trisha: "meri jaisi ladki...tum jaisa ladka... Matlab?"

Raghav: "matlab ki tum itni sundar ho, ache ghar se ho, tumhara poora parivaar hai, itni achhi post pe ho aur sabse badi baat, tum dil ki bahut saaf ho aur mujhe dekho... Mera koi nahi hai, ab itni mushkil se, wo bhi tumhari madad se, main apne past se bahar aa paya hu. Mera kuch pata nahi main kab kya kar du, main apne emotions ko control nahi kar pata, sometimes I find it difficult to keep my emotions away from my work. Kabhi kabhi lagta hai ki mai tumhare layak nahi hu... dar lagta hai ki pata nahi main tumhe wo sab de paunga ya..." he was saying all this in a low tone while still looking outside, he sounded quite disturbed.

Suddenly he felt that Trisha encircled both her hands around him from behind and her head on his back. He felt the intensity of her love with her grip. He turned around after few seconds and Trisha was still embracing him.

Trisha: "tum aisa kabhi mat sochna. Meri khushi sirf tumse hai aur mujhe kuch nahi chahiye. I really really love you Raghav."

Raghav also placed both his arms around her on hearing this and they got lost in each other's warmth for some time. When after some time, Trisha came back to her senses, she slightly moved away and turned around... Raghav placed his hand on her shoulder and made her stop. He came very close to her from behind and wrapped his arms around her waist, placed his chin on her shoulder and lightly kissed on her neck. She closed her eyes as he first held her hands with his and then moved his hands slowly on her arms upwards. She felt some shivering inside her with his touch and was finding it hard to resist her temptation.

He turned her around and saw her with her eyes closed with slight shivering of her lips, she was breathing in short gasps. He engaged her in his light grip by placing his hands around her neck. He could not avoid staring at her. What an alluring beauty she is, he was finding it hard to control his emotions. He took his hand on to her head and took off her clutcher from her bun and let her hair fall loose. She opened her eyes at this gesture and saw him looking at her passionately...her eyes locked with his, she saw his desires in his eyes, she blushed and turned her eyes down, what a sight she was... so beautiful. He then moved his fingers through her hair strands to ease her a bit. She felt like melting under his effect. She was spellbound at this moment, could not think of anything but him, could not move slightest of bit. She let him take the initiative. They were so close that she could feel the heat of his body warm hers, could hear the soft whisper of his breath as he exhaled. She inched closer and felt his hand encircle hers again. She looked up at him, his soft brown eyes already locked on hers. He ran his fingertips up her forearm, leaving a trail of goosebumps blooming in their wake. He brought his hand up to cup her cheek, his thumb running along the curve of her cheekbone. She nestled into his hand feeling his warmth seep into her. He locked his lips with hers and kissed her slowly. Everything went slowly so he could follow her temper and search into her eyes. Her heart started to beat fast, she could hear her heartbeat aloud. She had not experienced anything like this before. She was in a daze and waited for his next move. It was heavenly, the most honest, truthful moment they'd ever shared. He lifted her in his arms and took her to the bed. After this they shared an intimacy which was magical for both of them...they had the most beautiful time together. Trisha was very happy, she had completely surrendered herself to Raghav today. She wished that their togetherness never comes to an end. She was looking at him while she lied in his arms with all her love while he was sleeping and after some time she too went off to sleep thinking about her future with him.

When he woke up in the morning, Trisha was still sleeping on his chest with his arms around her. She woke up as he moved slightly. They both looked at each other lovingly and Raghav kissed her on her forehead.

Raghav: "I love you jaan."

Trisha: I love you too Raghav.

Flashback ends:

She was brought out from her memories by her mother who was shaking her gently as she saw her engaged in her thoughts with both her arms on her chest.

Trisha's mother: "ye kya kiya tumne Trisha?"

Trisha: "maine kuch nahi kiya mumma, bas ho gaya... I love him mumma"

Mom: "tum to aisi nahi thi, hume tumpar bahut garv tha but tumne aaj humara bharosa tod diya. Kuch andaza bhi hai ki ab kya hoga tumhara?"

Trisha: "I love him mumma... Usne mujhe poore ka poora apne pyar se bhar diya hai mumma." she said while her eyes were closed and she was feeling him around herself.

She lost it at this moment. She slapped her hard and shouted "just shut up Trisha, tum pagal ho gayi ho. Tumhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha hai ki kya ho chuka hai. Ab bas, bahut ho gaya, bahut manmani kar li tumne. Ab jo hum log kahenge, tum wo hi karogi, samjhi tum. Hum sab ne milkar ye decide kiya hai ki tumhe jaldi se jaldi abortion karana hoga, there is no other way out. You'll have to do this".

Trisha was shocked to hear this. She came out of her stupor and she couldn't believe what her mother said just now.

Trisha: "mumma ye kya keh rahe ho aap? Ek ma hokar aap apni beti se yeh keh rahe ho... Main abortion nahi karaungi, chahe kuch bhi ho jaye"

Her mom: " Humne jo decide kar liya, tumhe wahi manna hoga. You don't have a choice." She started to move out of her room.

Trisha: "mumma please aise mat kaho, please try to understand, main Raghav ki nishani ko nahi maar sakti ma, aap to meri baat samajhne ki koshish karo." When she didn't give any importance to what she was saying, she folded her hands pleading in front of her mom and started howling. "Please mumma meri baat to suniye, main iske bina zinda nahi reh sakti, main abortion nahi kara sakti ma, please...".

Mom: "main tumhari koi baat nahi sunungi. Tum marna chahti ho to mar jaao, hum ek baar tumhare liye ro lenge par tumhe apne parivaar ki izzat par daag nahi lagane denge. Tum jitni jaldi yeh samajh logi, utna tumhare liye achha hoga."

Her mother left her with her cries and sorrows and went out of her room with a heavy heart. She knew that she had been ruthless towards her daughter, but she had to do this for her sake. Trisha didn't know what to do now, how to explain it to her parents what this child means to her, she just had no way out.

Thats it in this part. I was very nervous while writing this part, I've never written such bold stuff. I hope I could justice to the emotions I've tried to present here. I'm sorry if I failed in doing so... Hope you accept this part whole heartedly, please wait to see how this story progresses ahead.

All reviews are most welcome.