Impressions of a 90's kid - PART 4 PAGE 7 - Page 6

Originally posted by: Samaina_1990

Hi Kshithi...Sorry for the super-late reply!!

Well I waited coz I wanted to share something from my side too.

Well, as I've told you I was really a lot like Naina, esp in school. So, just like her, I was in love with the idea of love, was a filmy freak, into romance..but but...I did not understand love...I don't know how to explain this, but I did not understand that special feeling, when you like a boy differently...so this is the story of my first crush...

I had just come into the 9th standard n was someone very focussed on my studies n my family...we had recently been shuffled into a different section coz of the Hindi-Sanskrit subject choices...so I landed in the section of this guy (let's call him A). So A had joined school maybe 6-8 months back n used to travel in the same school bus as mine. I never really paid much attention to him initially. Nor did I speak much to guys, esp in my bus...So, while I was there in his class, both A and I knew each other but never officially spoke. While A there got to know a lot about this girl in the bus n started telling his friends about me (normal talks only...like she's good in studies n all)...The truth n dare games were a rage back then. I started getting my bus mates come to me n ask about my marks in physics or that A wants to borrow my science book n blah blah...they were teasing A and me by each other's names indirectly...this really angered me but since I was not on speaking terms with him, I ignored them all.

On one afternoon back from school, as I was about to get down at my stop, I heard whispers saying grab her hand...grab her hand or something like this...n he was standing there with folded hands saying no, I'm not gonna do that! I started fuming. During the two minute walk from the bus-stop to my home, I was in a rage. How dare they talk about me like this! How dare he even think of holding my hand! What if he likes me? And then...my heart told me...what if he does...you would like that no?? I must have blushed right there. And there began my first crush. I understood that it was I who liked him. Who had a crush on him. We were even made to sit together by our teacher during the seat-change process, coz we two were the goody-goodies of our class. But then I never wanted to get involved in any romantic affair so early...I was afraid it would distract me from my studies n then I am a staunch believer that if it's meant to be, it will be...no matter what you do!

So time went by...I think he knew that I used to like him though. But till now, I haven't told him about this as yet. And even if I say that, we both are going to have a hearty laugh about it!! Coz after 2-3 years, I felt- God! Thank you this never happened 😃

Originally posted by: swatisinh2

Nice to hear that 😃

Originally posted by: Muggle_Diaries

So cute Sur. 😃😆

There one sided crushes were so common in High School. And getting teased or teasing someone with the names of the crushes. Keeping track of your crush and see where they are...good old days.

It was difficult to talk to boys then. I am sure even guys had the same problem. Most of the crushes were crushed quite soon.

By the way, did you get your Sameer? 😉

Love

Kshithi

Originally posted by: Samaina_1990

Haha yes Kshithi...I'm lucky that I have a real Sameer in my life...😳☺️ perhaps this is why I adore Sameer's character more than I would have 😃

Originally posted by: braveheartdoc

Hi Kshithi that was so very cute... really those restrictions due to absence of mobiles made it so difficult for lovers... loved to read you😊

Originally posted by: kb_always_96

That was cute!! Good one😊

Originally posted by: dixie123

That was a nice update Kshiti. I remember the days of STD booths.. It was fun somewhere, all these instantaneous communications somewhere has taken away the patience from us.