I believe you. I woke up thinking of you and fretted the whole day running around, wanting to get a chance to wish you. Carried my laptop everywhere i went.. one non wifi zone to next... didn't get a chance till i got to dinner at a friend's to say bye - she left today on a rather brave work thing in africa for a year. Anyway, i got there and quickly excused myself to a quiet space for first things first. A glass of chardonnay between my fingers (i swear!! 😆) and with much excitement in heartwa, i found this thread and loved writing you the slightly garbled maakissiya message i wrote 😆..
But post kiya toh khushi mili, janaab. (and jab khushi mili toh how it possible ijj bhithout a mulaqat bhith the Raijaaddan ka hotisstuff bitwa. Saw him on these pages staring in my face...after nearly a month and something, i think... added a maha dose of nasha to proceedings! Felt like a true and turoo toastwa phar tohaar haa-haa-happy janamdinwa ji!).
Energy, indus, does need some serious directing right now. Am an obsessiya type.. streaks of which, you prob have noticed already 😆. I find it hard balancing things out, always have. All or nothing aata hai, bas. Aur aajkal mere saath desperate times, desperate measures waali baat hai.. the year i'm having, aapko pataa hee hai. Trying to restart something that's been on hold for a while...a passion project actually.
Isliye maafis for not being around.
I miss you.
And thanks for your gussa, thakur...means a lot!
Raijaaddan ka hotisstuff bitwa. 😃
hmmm, without seeing him or thinking of him from time to time, somehow the world feels a little flat. and not in the fashionable friedman sense.
i am so happy you got a few minutes with him over that chardonnay... but the nasha always is brewing in a being that doesn't care... maybe the best nasha always comes from a bit of don't care... the attitude of barley, grapes, and indifferent boys.
please be obsessive, i am tired of so called balanced. please do get that thing your passion takes you to. yeah, sometimes, life is an abs turmoil, and perhaps certain things never settle down...
thanks so much, for turning up... i felt a funny kind of happiness at seeing the bold red. wish your friend success in that difficult africa project.
see you. 🤗
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