Bawre-swasan part18 PG 28 - Page 2

Baawre part 2 ~The Nightmares ~

A/N - Hi all I am back with the next part again.. few questions to be answered..

1) does swara stay in Mm?

Ans- no she doesn't Raglak went at night to her palce ..

2) How much swasan know about eachother?

Ans- well not much .. they just met in Raglak wedding not much of intro ... Not much of talks.. nothing special..as such..

3) what does Baawre means..?

Ans- it means pagal or idiots..

Pls do leave replies n don't give the epic cold response..

With love

Harshita

Sanskaar POV-

Eggh... Marriage marriage marriage ..y Bhai y .. what is ur problem y u did this to me... U n ragini Bhabhi were my best friend y u gave the idea of my marriage to these hittlers... Now I will have to marry some girl..commit to her for all my life..U know like dal chawal for 50 saal till u die..(all the way from yeh jawaani hai deewani) ... Mujhe nahi karna yrr koi shadi Wadi.. musibat...

I was lost in my thoughts bwhen Bhai entered..

L- sanskaar..

Sa- jao yrr ab kya chahiye aapko u know Na I Dont want to talk to u.. so go...

I said wearing my head phones..

L- par sanskaar..

I closed my eyes in a response and covered my ears with my hands...

Laksh Bhai left the room.. n felt bad for it. .. but still I am in no mood to talk to him... I am going to marry Someone.. oh I Don't care about what will I answer the current gf.. we shared some kisses n that one night.. but... what I hate is a wife.. tum esa Karo..tum wesa Karo..n yes I had to share my room my things my bed.. eeggh.. I hate.. I hate u laksh Bhai.. I hate u...

Ek mere papa aur bade Papa were not less that now I will get another irritating tape recorder... Sanskaar pls do this.. sanskaar keep ur clothes clean ..N then when she will see me drunk..She will tell everyone about me n will do loads of melodrama... She will cry n then I will be beaten... I hate her.. I hate marriage... I have gfs to sleep with if I want then y a wife... India ka logic bji Na... Whole life they teach us not to talk to strangers but suddenly I am asked to sleep with one... Great... Shadi shadi... Shadi...uff God save me pls it's barbadi...

I hate it ...what a mess...

Sanskaar POV-ends

Saying this he pulls his own hair...N then moisture form in his eyes thinking about what could be the next...

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Swara POV-

"Shocked ..." I am beyond shocked... I entered my place n saw ragini Di laksh jiju.. uptill now it was fine but my surprise I saw jiju's brother seated in the center n all the elders of their n my houae pampering him... I had just returned from the office.. yes I work with dad n help him with the business.. dadi pulled me .. n dragged me in front of the guests..

"Je lo agayi ..." Dadi said n the next moment she asked me to touch everyone's feet ... I was confused but then I did as she say... Well after all I am not interested in being beaten up again...

Soon I was made to sit next to jiju's brother... I was confused but soon realised his alliance was brought for me.. I looked at him from head to toe... Not bad... My mind said..But shadi .. marriage nope... I want him a a bf but not like this... N moreover I am not a virgin... As far as I think he is a replica of laksh jiju n jiju knows about me.. how can he not stop his alliance for me... Well even though I am upset after the recent breakup but the real problem is marriage n not break up I was imagining him n me together making love.. I was imagining him scolding me for my mistakes... I was imagining hid mother taunting me... N then one fien day he will be dragging me out n showing me out on the street his eyes filled with haterate anger n disgust towards me ... Because I am neither a vergin nor a good girl...I drink n smoke n what nots... .

My trance was broken when I heard dadi praising Me.. she was telling all that how inknow cooking n all the other household chores... N how I help dad in his business etc etc.. n my most probable sasural people were highly impressed... Aah..how can I forget the way dadi tortured me for an year ..Aah.. I passed the college n was searching for a job... But she used to teach me cuisines..it was also forced n I couldn't escape it .. because when once I tried it was horrible...

Fb--

Me- dadi I don't want to learn more of these I am fed up..

Dadi- y...Haan..

Sw- yrr pls... Na I want to search for a job.. I don't want to be a kam wali Bai...I want to work...

Dadi- sharmishta dekhko .. look at ur daughter... what is she saying...

Sw- mom yrr it's all crap... Dai pls spare me...

I said folding my hands n the next was a nice n perfect slap on my r8 cheek...

U know the next I suppose

Fb ends------

My trance was broken when dadi asked Maa to bring sweets ... Me n him stood up took blessings n they asked for a roka asap ... I was shocked dadi agreed n smthe date was decided a day after tomorrow... I silently stood their .. fakely smiling... I looked at him one last time... I didn't meet his eyes but was looking at him when he turned his face towards me n i turned my gaze...

Soon they left I was continuously thinking of him touching me.. the taunts ..the fights n then ... Me thrown out by him... N then my dadi will be beating me up.. badly ... Moisture formed in my eyes nniran to my room...

I was crying... I was feeling scared form them... N then came my Maa I cried n then disclosed that I didn't want this marriage ..She was shocked... She quized y but I didn't disclose the reason how could I .. unfortunately my dadi heard it all...

She came n gared me... I touched her feet begging her to stop this marriage but then she she widrew her feet n slapped me...

"No body is asking u...I have fixed the alliance n now u have to marry him.." she ordered ...

I didn't want more of fuss n hence ... I .. I .. I agreed... N then all was in my mind was the terrible upcoming life.. the nightmares of mine are going to be the reality soon...

Swara POV-ends

She broke down after this... She cried for long alone...

But had no escape except for getting ready for the worst..

Sanskaar POV-

I am in my car at the back seat my mom is continuously telling how happy is she for Me n how much she liked swara... But I am sitting in one place keeping my r8 hand on r8 Cheek... I couldn't just tell how much they have beaten me up... yes dad n papa they have slapped me thirice in a row for denying for the marriage..

N how can I forget how my gf reacted on his new .. she got mad n slapped me trice as well... Uff itna pita hoon k poocho mat...

Well Swara okay meeting her after long months yes About 9 -10 months we met at laksh Bhai's Ragini bhabhi's wedding... I think she the replica of her sister .. but my mind is stuck at her .. now what will she do.. she will ask me to make love... If I won't it will be a problem.. if I do then it will be a problem..what if I won't be able to accept her ... What if one of my gf comes one day n says she is pregnant ... Nope... It won't happen.. I had used protection but still.. I am scared... What if she says to all that I am a drunkard n smoker n had so many gfs .. just imagine bade Papa n papa throwing me out... .

Ahh n what was that y was she looking at me... N when I turned to her she started looking the other side... I was irritated... Was she checking me out or don't tell me ki dadi ne kaha n she accepted me as her hubby at that instant...

Eggh... I hate her ofshe like this... She is my nightmare...

This thing is stuck in my mind... Well get ready sanskaar the worst part of ur life begins...tick tock..tick tock...

Sanskaar POV-ends

Raglak POV-

Tomorrow is the roka n swara or sanskaar are not talking to us they r upset... We know we r the reason..

Yes we r.. we shouldn't have thought about their marriage.. these two r the once who love them a lot n they aren't talking to us... We felt broken... We tries to convenience the families to break the alliance saying both are too workaholic... They won't be able to give time to eachother..well atleast our families think so.. that they are workaholic... N not drunkard n smoker...

This ignorance of these two are breaking our hearts more day by day.. swara sanskaar we are sorry pls don't make our nightmares cone true forgive us pls... We cried hugging eachother...

Raglak pov ends------

Darling nice update...MM n gadodia families are quite violent...it was raining slaps on both swasan..im sad...but liked the fact that both are unknown to reason that they are exactly same...true soulmate..marriage will make them realise this...felt bad for raglak..they indeed did good..but are given cold shoulder by swasan.which is making them sad n guilty...but they did right ..n in future they will be happy for what they did..even swasan...loved n touched with their POVs...now waiting for next...update soon..

Talia