Baawre part 4
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~Past That Affects ~
Sanskaar POV-
I was about to sleep but then I thought Something n arranged pillows on b/w us...
As expected soon she turned n came near to the pillow wall .. well the lovely me.. -iti sundar ladki with me Sharing the bed n I was looking at her like "All Rights Reserved".. ahh she was looking like an angel indeed.. I too shifted close ... So that my toiched her face... She sensed the pillow n/w us n threw it.. oh... My desperate wife... .. I shifted closer..She wrapped her arm around me n shifted close... Uff.. my Besharam dimag... Every inch of her was touching me... Mind it... "Every Inch"... Ahhh.. n her fragrance it was driving me crazy... Cherry on cake was she pecked my Cheek... N slept keeping her head on my bisep... But the next thing shattered me...
"I love u SRK.. u know I loved u in Don2.. u know it's so good to be with u.. like this in ur embrace" she murmured in her sleep...
My pleasant expression changed into disgusted one.. first of all I think she had alcohol ..well she is mich more dangerous than I think... N the next was this.. she is thinking of me as SRK.. n romancing with him in her dreams... Nit fair Mrs. Maheshwari... I had an idea to break her dream... Or give her a nightmare... I moved closer n our lips were just an inch appart .. my breath touched her face . .. n I kept my eyes close even when I wanted to kiss her... She moved closer...
"Shahrukh.. can I kiss u here..." She murmured in sleep n her fingers came on my lips...
Shit I thought she is imaging sharukh so close... I hate u SRK.. meri ek wife h...yrr woh bhi is romancing with u..y y r u so handsome...
But then coming back to the plan I slowly n seductively said.."yes u can.."..
She moved closer n her lips touched mine... A current passed through my body... I never thought an year back that me n swara will be so close..well whatever.. I moved closer... N then closed my eyes... Pretending to sleep... N here is the success she woke up... As I felt her lips moving back..N there was she..."Eeewww... U disgusting desperate IITian... " She shouted...
N woke up with a jerk ..or atleast pretended..
"Wht the F. Was that" I thought" this is the second time she addressed me as IITian .. n also disgusting... Sugar coated with 'despirate'. This time... "
"What. ..now... " I said acting as if shocked ...
"I was kissing SRK n not u.. got it.." she shouted n I lost my temper too..
I pulled her.. n came on top of her...
"What u mean..Hann... Am I not worthy of a kiss... " I asked her...
She spoke nothing but just wide opened her big eyes...
I leaned closer .. n this time finally captured her lips in mine.. we kissed passionately... N then we parted.. I touched her swollen lips... I moved to her neck n gulped her skin... Leaving a love bite there... She clutched my shirt tighter... I moved to the strap of her night dress .. I licked it... N it was wet...I slowly pulled it down her shoulder n started leaving open mouth kisses their... I moved to her ear through her neck n then bit her ear lobe... Seemed she stopped breathing... I looked at her... I rolled my fingers on her face sensuously... N then they reached her neck.. followed by her arm... I noticed her.. she was shivering... Yet responded to each of my touch... I using my other hand opening d the few buttons of my shirt... But then... I looked into her eyes.. the were loaded with emotions... They reflected so many of them that I felt confused... I got up n adjusted her dress back... She looked at me in utter shock...
"Where r u going " she held my hand...
"I don't want to force u.. that's it.." I replied..."take ur time n I am sorry .. "
"Sorry for what... " She quized...
" U pls sleep n let me sleep as well.. in fact u sleep here n I am going.." I said...
" Where.. " she quized again..
I simply pointed to the couch...took my pillow n went there...
I soon slept...
I had to be determined..no I can't take away her virginity... I can't force her to sleep with me... I am not the one made for her... She deserves better .. better than me.. I don't think.. I should even think of going close to her... Nope... One day when she will come to know the truth she will leave me for sure...
Swara POV-
He n his touch I liked it .. but he left all the romance in b/w ... I wonder how can an IITian control...
I slept on the bed .. but I was scared... I had to be .. when he will come to know about me he will throw me out ..N dadi won't let me come back... I will be an orphan... I had tears thinking about this...
I slept.. with tears... N offcourse he with confusion..I promised myself ki I will never come even close to him... He deserves better than me... N yes soon my way will be out of the house..
Next mrng-
Both of us got up... N got ready...we neither met our eyes nor we talked .. we gave eachother cold treatment... I struggled with my lehenga...N he with his sherwani.. seems we don't know how to fold them properly... Just then ragini Di n laksh jiju came in.. jiju went to help him while Di helped me.. none of us respond... We stood like a statue.. as soon they finished n tried talking to us ..ee turned around took our clothing n kept it in its proper place . We left.. the room without looking at eachother or at them... We reached down n took blessings..we had to do arti together... Just then my MIL questioned me about me wearing a suit instead of saree.. I replied I didn't know how to wear it... All looked at me buy the. They said never mind..N we did arti after that mom asked me to make my first rasoi... Ie. Cook for all the family alone...
I was like... Apne kajndan ka size toh dekho... Zila ghoshit kar sakte hai... I think sanskaar ko baratiyon ko zaroorat hi nahi pafi hogi.. uske pass toh apni personal barat h Bhai.. rich people ... Well I gave a fake smile n proceeded to the kitchen...
I stood their as if standing in a war .. he was again n again coming to the kitchen for some or the other thing making some or the other excuse.. he was checking what I was making... N perhaps I know how to cook or not... All started teasing us .. but he seems to care the least...He continued his work... He talked to his mother working on his laptop sitting in the kitchen n yes keeping a check on me ...
As soon as I finish my dishes... He stood up n arranged all the plates with me.. he helped Eve. Serve the lunch to all... All liked it .. he too was smiling.. I felt happy.. yes IITian ki barat ko khana pasand aya... Yuhoo... I screamed in my mind..
They gave me.neg.. fhew .. some savings for the time when I will be thrown out...
I felt chocked... Thrown out.. the people who are showering love .. this IITian.. who is smiling.ih God.. I can't imagine that scene... He with full disgust in his eyes will throw me out...
Mom asked me to have the lunch with all when I denied saying I am not hungry...
Sanskaar POV-
Okay... Yes I was their with her helping her because I know when she will come to know the truth she will leave me for sure.. but still I don't want her to think of me as a completely dark person.. n yes now she is my wife.. n I genuinely care..what if she doesn't know to cook .. I was their all the time.. because gitls these days might not know cooking n even if they know it can be partial like only rice n chapati... I did not want my angry bird to get a scolding the very first day...But fine she knows..it.. well I couldn't help her in cooking today...But I helped her while serving..I was worried she might be tiered.. well even though I am a spoilt brat I have a certain level of respect and love for the family.. all.my bhabhis have received this help from me... Well they too knew how to cook... Accept for pari Bhabhi..
Who was scared with kheer.. I ensured her...we tried making using the YouTube..But since we weren't successful..I secrately ordered it.. with the help.of adarsh Bhai... Ahhh.. kk... Now moving on... She didn't Have lunch... well .. idk y ...
I went to my room n she too came.. I gestured her y she didn't have anything.. when she narrowed her eyes... N nodded her head .. indicating she didn't want.. I then pointed to the bed suggesting she must sleep.. for a while...
In the evening...
Ahh.. I screamed in my mind... So many relatives . .. our backs were aching we have to sit... N then get up n touch their feet. . n sit again..click a photo... N then repeat... Uff... Musibat...
But just then my eyes caught someone... Oh my ex gfs they were here... N the recent one too.. I was reminded of her three slaps.. hmm..So miss see u r single n me I am married now..I teased her mentally...N then snaked my arm... around her waist.. at first she was uncomfortable but then .. she herself called the photographer for clicking our pictures... .. ahan..we were giving perfect poses to burn my ex in jealousy... Well she was still hot but my wife is non the less...
The pleasure of making her n all the other gfs jealous was the best ..U know at another level...
Swara POV-
Sanskaar snaked his arm on my waist I wanted to remove it but then saw my ex bfs.. around not all only 2-3 well there vones the twist... I shifted close to him..I asked the photographer to click us n we gave romantic poses... Ahh...no matter sanskaar will definitely throw me out soon but till then the greatest pleasure is slapping those idiots.. those who left me... See see... Now get lost . .. I was mentally taunting them ..N enjoying them getting jealous... So... Awesome... All the back pain due continuous sut ups.. or rather PT.. was gone.. hehe... Thanks IITian ... I said it in my mind...
Sanskaar POV-
At home-
In swasan room-
I looked at her she was struggling with her dori ...I moved close... She started breathing heavily... I went closer...N my fingers touched her milky back... I moved n brushed my lips on her back... She closed her eyes .. I smiled n slowly... Lower her blouse.. it revealed her milky white skin... I came close n pecked her shoulder... Her eyes... Her neck... Her nape... My fingers crawled on her back n opened all her Doris... I unpinned her dupatta.. n it fell on the floor... I cupped her face n then.. moved closer... We kissed...
She moved closer opened few buttons of my sherwani...N then pecked my chest ... I Lifted her up... N placed her on the bed... I came on top of her.. my eyes met hers...yes her eyes which always confuse me...I moved closer.. n tried removing her lehenga.. but as soon as unzipped it.. a tear escaped her eye.. i was confused..But then ...like last night I moved away apologising..N cursing myself for loosing controll. Moved the washroom n changed .. she was waiting for me to come out.. sitting on the corner of the bed... Her dress still misplaced... It filled my heart with guilt... N I couldn't meet her eyes... I simply left n rested on the couch...
I wanted to slap my self for this... She is an innocent girl.. pls u casonover leave her...I cursed myself in my mind..
Turning my.face the other side...
Swara POV-
Sanskaar .. Idk what happens to him... I think my tears are the mess maker... Okay he isn't doing anything wrong..we r officially married..But his eyes were guilty for touching me... I felt bad.. but I cannot help it he is too good for a bad girl like me...
Y tears offcourse... The tears came because of my own mistakes in the past... N I knew... He will throw me out... Again my throat chocked n tears escaped my eyes... Rolling over my cheeks leaving a burning sensation behind... But it is still less than the burning sensation in my heart the pain I feel every time I imagine him throwing me out..
The disgust in his eyes... It breaks it into million pieces...
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