Obsessive part 12
Ragini was going back.. n away from laksh... He came running...
N held her hand...
L- ragini... (Holds her hand)
R- leave my hand laksh let me go...
L- no..
R-yes..
L- nooo..
R- yes...
L- y...y u want to go... That day same place u kissed me...
R- it was a thanks for giving me my freedom ... N now if u will take it I won't allow u...
L- trust me ragini I won't... I love u pls come back...
SHe sarcastically smiled...
R- none loves me Laksh.. what else u want tell directly.. I have nothing... No money .. no business... Nothing... What u want...
L- I want u... Because ...
R- u r not satisfied.. u want me back in ur bed r8...
Laksh pulls her close ..only an inch gap in b/w them... Thus line had triggered his rage...
L- shut up... N be in ur limits...
R-u be in ur limits n leave me u don't have any r8 to do so...
L-n u don't have any r8s to hurt me...
R- y u can use me... U can play with my heart.. I told u Na.. don't play .. don't hurt me.. I am alone n I am broken... But no u...U have to do that... U betrayed me in the worst possible way Mr. Laksh Maheshwari... U used my body... N then u left me in the mandap...
L- I agree ki I left u at the mandap that was my fault I apologize but that n8 .. u.. u were also their n u instigated me... I didn't have any intention to do so...
R- ohh really then y did u come late night...Haan..who does that...
L- Milne aya tha tumse...
R-itti raat ko...
L-haan... I want to see u...
R-correction u wanted to use me...
L- no u .. n u started all that .. n not me...
R- shut up...
L- kyun sach kadwa h Na... Is it paining...
R- leave me laksh...
(Struggles to free herself from him...)
L- don't even try ragini.. don't even think I will leave u...
R- y.. u have already left me...
L- shut up... Don't change the topic... Tell me Na u r not able to accept the truth... H Na.. actually the truth is u too had lust me... H Na... Yes u did ...
R- leave me laksh...(her throat chocked ..N eyes formed moisture...)
L- ragini.. bolo Na... Y have u stopped have u stopped talking... Bolo Na...
R- laksh leave me...
L- no I won't... Tell me y u did that ..Haan.. bolo Na.. the fact is our relationship was lust based... Money binded... Nor u nor me loved...h Na...
Laksh completed his words... Ragini looked at him... N the next second ... He felt burning sensation on his left cheek...
She slapped him... N slapped him hard...
His rage increased... N he dragged her along with him...
R-laksh leave me...
But he wasn't listening...
R- help...help somebody save me... (She started shouting...)
Laksh stopped n then pulled her close ...
L- listen ragini no body is coming to save u from me...got it...
N he again pulled her n made her sit in his car forcefully...
R- leave me.. Laksh...
L- listen I want to hear the truth 1st... Either accept I was correct...
R- truth u want truth so listen... U.. u.. n u were the reason for all that happened that n8...I never thought.. U the Casanova ... The womensier will accept my alliance ... But u did it.. I knew the reason ... It was the merging of companies.. I begged my dad for not doing this but he beat me... N threaten me... I was forced to accept it... Samjhe... I wasn't out of the trauma of marrying a casonover like u .. ki we had our engagement fixed n also our wedding... I was broken.. I knew it ki once u will marry me... U wont leave me but u will use me n then when u will be satisfied u will treat me like a trash... I fainted on our engagement because I couldn't handle the fact... N the reality... N that n8 I drank... I tried to smoke... Which u too knew I couldn't... I wanted my self too completely die before I marry u... I wanted my feelings to die .. n hence I myself sracted my own soul... I spent my n8 with u.. ab leave me... N yes Mr Maheshwari ... I loved u... I loved you with my whole heart... Not because of ur body..But because of the fake care which i thought was real... Yes... I loved u because u were the one who came n had dinner with me.. I had it alone since I was 16... Since I lost Maa...U took away my loneliness... U helped me smile... U.. yes u... N laksh ... Pls say anything but not that I had lust on u ...never... Pls...
Saying this she was on the verge of breaking down... Laksh losened his grip ... he hung his head down.. she too left the place... She was all tears... He too hung his head down... It was paining his heart... He had hurted her badly... He sat n decided to stay away... Let her go... N punish himself for all he did... But the question was will he be able to do so...
He left ...
Ragini reached her place .. she was hurt n hurt beyond limits .. she was hurt more than his betrayal .. today he question her love.. labled it as lust... She was all tears... N she took a blade n started making cuts on her hands n legs... N then poured liquor on them.. it burnt n pain but less than her heart...
R- laksh y ..y u did that ... Y u questioned me... I love you... Y ...Han... U don't know but when u do so it hurts more than anything... More than any any any dam thinking... She drank the remaining liquor n slept with wet lashes...
@ laksh room ...
He was drinking .. n smoking ... He was badly drunk... He again hallucinated... He was seeing Ragini In b/w smoke clouds...
L- ragini... I ... Am sorry...
N then he imagined her going away...
L-ragini... I ...I... I ... Am.. Sorry...
But she wasn't stopping... He ran behind her... But she moved n moved out...
L- Ra.. Ragini... Listen Na...
But she moved out Again...
He ran behind her ... He wasn't able to walk...yet took fumbling steps following his imagination...
L- ragini...listen...Pls...He followed her... N while doing so... Lights went off... He.. tried n called her name again n again..He saw her jumping from the railing...
L- ragini.. stop no don't do so... He ran behind her n was about to climb the railing ... When collided with Sanskaar...
Sa- pagal ho gaya h tu lucky... U were on the verge of falling u want to die...
L- ragini.. woh ...woh ... She too jumped... Sanskaar leave me... I ...
Sanskaar made him stand n slapped him hard..
Sa- koi nahi h yanhan stop imaging... Understood... Now come n sleep...
L- nahi Mene dekha... Ragini ne jump kar diya..
Sa- (shaking his shoulder)- laksh just calm down koi nahi h yanhan u come n sleep...
L- par ragini...
Sa- she is safe..
L-pakka..
Sa- pakka..
Sanskaar made him sleep but he whole n8 kept on babling .. "ragini I love.. I cNt live without you... I will die...Pls..Pls come back..."
Next mrng-
Same park...
Laksh reached their n Parked his car... He saw ragini Again..He was smiling when he saw her talking with some other guy he fumed with rage... Laksh funed in jealousy as soon as ragini laughed... He somehow controlled himself... N stood in his place he turned his face the other side...
They both started walking n ragini laughed n kept her hand on his shoulder... Laksh's jealousy increased... He made a drink n gulped it...
Soon it started raining.. she was getting wet... N the boy started to leave but was looking at her again n again.. now this crossed the limits of his rage n Envy. ..He moved close to ragini n turned her...the next moment he smashed his lips on hers.. n started kissing her vigorously... She tried pushing him...But in vain... He left her when he was out of breath...
Before he could understand anything.. ragini smashed her fingers on his cheek... He looked up but she again slapped him.. again again n once again... N again .. she herself lost the no. Of times she slapped him... .
Laksh said nothing n left ...
At mm laksh room-
With red eyes... In rage .. his heart paining in separation of love n bleeding in guilt.. n his mind screaming for his ego being hurt...He sat all enraged
Laksh (monologue)- ragini I told you Na.laksh Maheshwari has ego issues then too for the second time u again played with me... N I am stuck here...I can't leave u.. I can't hurt u... I am dieing for u... Yet I am hurt today... U agin did that .. u ...N only u...can do that... (He smashed his hand on the bottle which fell on the ground n broke into several peaces... ) Na Marne deti ho Na jeene deti ho... What u want ragini... What u want... I love you... I will die... N how dare u talk to someone else... Y...y...
No i will I will do something... U will be mine I won't let u go ... I can't... But this bloody ego of mine ... N more than that is my love... I love u ..I tried but I can't let u go. ... I can't see u with someone else... I am obsessed with u... I will get mad... Soon ragini... But no today I will get u... Anyhow... Bas...
At ragini's place...
Ragini (monologue)- I had slapped him several times perhaps because I hated him or perhaps it was the frustration of the betrayal... Or perhaps I still loved him.. I loved his touch yet I couldn't trust him... (She toiched her lips feeling him...) Yes laksh... U r bad ... U r worst ... But I can't yet hate u... N for this thing I hate myself... She was angry as well .. she smoked n drank at the sometime..But then .. changed into her swim suit n entered the pool...
After 30 minutes
He entered her room.. she wasn't here... then were was she ..he like a mad searched for her..
L-were r u ragini...
Just then his eyes fell on her personal pool.. she was relaxing there.. he smirked..n changed ..
Ragini was in her short swim suit... it was Black in colour.. her body was all wet.. it was turning him on... she rested her head on poolside..
L-baby I am coming...
He slowly enters the pool... n moves close to her... he touches her belly sensuously...
She did not resist instead responds she took a deep breath.. experiencing his fragrance...
He too moves more close.. he touched her seductively...
It turns her on ... but on realising n reminding the past she decided to widrew..
R-laksh... stay away n go...
Laksh pushed her waist even closer to him.
L-y don't u like it .. when I am close...
He replied in husky voice.. he turned her back towards him n kissed her nape.. follwed by wet lingering kisses on her shoulders.. she was melting...
R-laksh... leave...
But he didn't stop instead now he turns her face to him n starts kissing her neck like a hungry man...
R- laksh.. not again...
She said her words contradictory to her actions... she was movie neck according to give him space but there she was asking him to leave...
L-y .. y u want me to Leave.. are you not enjoying..
Saying this he captured her lips without letting her answer...
It was wild passionate hungry.. kiss.. he kissed her until he was out of breath... she pushed him away...
R-be in ur limits...
L-baby y r u so angry upon me..
R-shut up .. u cheat... stay away...
Thus evokes his anger n he pinned to the wall of the pool n pressed himself harder on her...
L-really should I go...
R-yes I don't want to.be with u again..
L-we will see...
He.lower down.. n kisses her neck again... n then leaves a love bite..
He then removed the thin back stripe of her swimming costume.. it revealed her milky back n evoked the wild beast in him...
He caressed her back sensuously... he then pecked her back through her spine n then removed the remaining cloth from her upper body...
He kissed bosoms .. n then the neck n then her lips.. she responded with equal passion...
He then she then moved out of the pool .. covering her parts with her hands n he smirked..he followed her to her room..
He came over her..n moved all the cloth which hid any of her body ..
He kissed her passionately again... this time it ended when she bit his lip..
L- I like u my jungle billi...
R-u r such a desperate man..
L-ain't u lusty women..
R- y r u always mistaken ... u r forcing me..
He smirked..
L-then I love doing that...
N he entered.. her body.. she screamed.."laksh"..
He enjoyed it more with that ..
He kissed her collarbone..
N then her neck n then he licked her earlobes..
Followed by kissing her lips again...
He rocked against her ..her hands pinned to he bed n fingers interweaved with his.
After some time..
R-u bloody...
L-sshhh.. I love you baby...
R-shut up. ..u have only n only lust on me.
Laksh- then okay... he pushed her again...