The simmering pain: Raglak STORY Note 11/3/16

Havent followed the show from a very long tym but seeing the turnaround in story thought to put my points across..so if any facts arent clear..i may be wrong ..ignore it..just felt of writing sonethong on ragini...hope u enjoy...agree disagree..will do..thats for you all to decide..my first writing here..

Ur comments are awaited and will be encouraging for me..and let me clear am not a very good writer.. so.. plz don't mind..AND GUYS SINCE AM FROM MOBILE I WONT BE ABLE TO PM..SO U ALL NEED TO KEEP CHECKING FOR UPDATES...THANK FOR LIKING IT...HOPE U LOVE IT SIMILARLY TILL THE END...

PART1 PG 1

PART 2 PG 1

PART 5 PG 4
PART 6 PG 6
PART 7 PG 8

PART 10 PG 10
PART 15 PG 16

PART 16 PG 18

PART 17 PG 19

PART 18 PG 21

PART 19 PG 23

PART 20 PG 25

PART 21 PG 26

PART 22 PG 29

PART 23 PG 30

PART 24 PG 33

PART 25 PG 40

NOTE PG 43

PART 26 PG 43

PART 27 PG 45

PART 28 PG 47

PART 28B PG 48

PART 29 PG 51

YEAH ISHQ NAHI ASAAN

ITNA SAMAJH LIJIYE

EK AAG KA DARYA HAI

KHUD JAL JAANA YA JALA DENA HAI

Ragini felt pity for her sister. Now wasn't sanskar playing with kavita...once again giving her hope..nurturing her..unknowingly arising the sleeping devil. She could see the same hope,want,assurance,need for security,a demand, a rising fight to get get what was hers in kavita's eyes. She could connect to this kavita and figure her future course too...either she would burn or will burn everyone around her. Why couldn't sanskar see this,why couldn't swara,Lakshya and all MM house see this. Y was nobody stopping this fire before it flares...couldn't they see they we're making a new ragini...by pitying and beleivibg all laid circumstances blindly. May be even kavita was playing with them like her. She could see what others couldn't. A rage was building in her for all these people. A pain was unleashing in her just thinking about hearts and feelings being played on again. Were these people so stupid. I was never allowed to breathe with my choice...so I couldn't control the flow and hold the reign..I sunk and sunk so deep.. being used again and again hurt...badly hurt.

Her eyes moved towards Lakshya to gauge his reaction. Her eyes turned to peek at him to face his deep silent eyes staring strangely at her. She was bound by his look. She couldn't move,her breath hitched..his stare was compelling,studying,observing..asking something unknown..it seems I am being watched from a long time.

Ragini and lakshya seem to be cutting ice through there calm stare. Ragini had finally started confronting herself. Seeing kavita and the scene and past situations...she knew she couldn't carry the bad girl within anymore. She was tired,broken to brink,she was lost and now had to standuo herself. She knew she had become an extremist. Past year had exposed her to a life,people and situations which she was never prepared for. She was thrown in a pit of confusion in past year. She was never the bad girl..but now she knew she had lost all innocence and can never be the good girl. She could never become like swara..open,smart,expressive,too selfless..sometimes to brim of idiocity which cost others like ragini instead of doing good to them..some people need to be tackled differently..somethings need to be nipped in bud..lyk just now when they should have been clear with kavita..at least she would have dealt with this one heartbreak before she builds her trust, her dreams her castles than after.

Lakshya was watching so many expressions flitting across ragini. His eyes still held her..they could read something..but he wasn't able to decipher..it seemed she was in some deep thinking..a sarcastic smile..every time her eyes roamed through one and all. It flicked from badepapa to sanskar to swara..to ladies to kavita..and finally on him. As if an undercurrent was passing through them which was very unsettling. ATM he could feel swara immense pain. He knew swara was predictable. But sanskar...even if it was test of love or wills y was he doing this and hurting her...y was he doing the same mistake he himself did. But seeing and watching the thousand shades of ragini...he was puzzled. Her eyes looked calm,pained,composed,angry,tired,adamant all at once. He was surprised at the way his mind had attuned to ragini nowadays. He could sense her feel her..it was intriguing. He didn't know when actually ragini started defining his thoughts and actions unknowingly and when he had actually accepted swara sanskar relation. This was still not acceptable to him. He glared at her one last time and broke the eye contact. Strangely..this time first ever time she didn't back out..in fact some crazy intensity awoke some strange currents in him..forcing him to run away from probing further.

If u guys like it..I will continue for sure..

I just want to put forward my certain thoughts and predictions as to how rags gonna change and y she turned so extreme..I nay be wrong..but it's just my view..