Pyaar to hona hi tha- NEW FF- Part 40A- Pg 34!! - Page 4

Right after it ended, I felt a gap, a space that could never be filled as to what I will watch now apart from Bidaai. I realized that this is it and the videos of making of Bidaai made me even more sad; seeing Parul cry hurt me even more than when she cried in the serial as this was real for her too. I just feel that I am feeling so bad then how are the cast be coping with this sudden departure as they had so many memories intact. But I have this hope that Bidaai will return and I sincerely they will same cast maybe different roles but if not everyone I would like to see Parul back; or even in other show asap. I couldn't even manage to write today's update as my attention was constantly diverting to the fact that in reality IT HAS ENDED. but i am tryin to re-live the memories and keeping it alive through my fan fiction as this is the only way I feel I can cope with this situation. Sorry for going little overboard but I just wanted to share my feelings before posting the update. Sorry couldn't update earlier and without any further delay here is the update, I hope you will like it and keep on sending the comments! Thank you for bearing with me and my lecture prior to the update!

After their silent walk, they got to their room. Kids had gone to sleep with Alekh earlier. Ragini had changed and she helped Anmol to take his jacket off. Suddenly they both realized that they would have to share the bed as there is no couch here; Anmol could sense Ragini's awkwardness but he really hoped that she wouldn't misunderstand him if he offers to share the bed.

Ragini: Aap araam kar lijiye, dard ho raha hoga na.
Anmol: Jee lekin aap.....
Ragini: Main bhi so jaungi aap chinta mat kijiye.

Anmol couldn't get the courage to ask her what she meant by that; without asking anything he laid silently on the bed. He held his arm close to his chest and he drifted to sleep. Ragini seeing no other choice, slept on the bed facing her back towards Anmol and still maintaining sufficient gap between each other. She somehow felt that they shared comfortable level which allowed her to take such step as her instinct had allowed her to do so. She drifted her memories to the night where she and Anmol had to stay in that cottage; how he volunteered Ragini to sleep on the bed and not worrying about himself. Tracing back to that night, she felt guilty about letting him sit on the floor and she didn't even offer him a bed as a favour that even a stranger would do on humanitarian bases. She didn't realize when she fell asleep hugging the blanket close to her. After few hours, Ragini placed her hand where Anmol was sleeping however the touch of the bed awakened her as she didn't see Anmol there; he was missing from his spot. She nearly woke up with a jitter and her eyes scanned the room filled with confusion and fear. Her heart stopped pounding when she saw him standing by the window. She flung the blanket across the bed and nearly raced to the window. Anmol, standing by the window, was just staring out in the space and did not even sense Ragini's presence. He was surprised to see Ragini sleeping next to him but at same time he was elated to see that and that had given a new ray of hope in his mind regarding his relationship with her. Ragini touched his arm to get him out of his thoughts with a query in her eyes.

Ragini: Kya hua aap ko? Apki tabiyat to theek hai?

Anmol: Ragini aap... aap kyun uth gayi? Bas neend nahi aa rahi thi to bas yahan chala aaya.

Ragini: Dard ki wajah se neend nahi aa rahi hogi. Layiye main dwaai lagakar masagge kar deti hoon.

Anmol: Ragini aap takleef mat kijiye, apne aap theek ho jayega subah tak.

Ragini gave him the glare signalling that he should listen to her as she knows its hurting him. Anmol smilingly agreed and laid on the bed while Ragini called the Resort manager to send a first aid kit. She removed his bandage slowly ensuring that it doesn't hurt him while Anmol was just staring at her. She applied the medicine and slowly began the massage; her touch was something new that Anmol never felt before. She was indulged in her job very much as she wanted the pain to disappear so he can sleep peacefully. Her concern was vivid in her eyes and somewhere Anmol was thankful to god for giving him this injury as he got an opportunity to see how Ragini feels for him. Ragini finished the massage and left his arm uncovered so that he can sleep peacefully and the heat of the bandage even made the condition little worse. She turned up to see Anmol sleeping with a smile on his face as if he is having the best sleep ever. She smiled to herself as she was now relieved seeing him sleep so peacefully. She also went to sleep after a shortwhile. The night had gone even darker and the moon has been shining to its extreme best and slowly came the new ray of sun promising a new day with new challenges.

Ragini had been awake when Anmol got up. He was still smiling over the fact how she helped him last night and slept next to him without any hesitation.

Ragini: Good Morning. Abh tabiyat kaisi hai apki? Dard kuch kam hua?

Anmol: Aapne jab apne haathon se dwaaii lagai ho to dard to kam hona thi tha. Aur tabhi to itne sakoon se so paya. Thank you.

Ragini: Isme thank you wali kaunsi baat; mera itna to faraz banta hi hai na.

Anmol: Waise aap theek se so paayi? Apko bhi beech raat uthna pada meri wajah se aur I hope apko bed par uncomfortable nahi laga hoga.

Ragini knew what Anmol had intended to ask as she slept on the bed next to him.

Ragini: Nahi aisi koi baat nahi hai, mujhe to kabh neend aayi pata hi nahi chala. Acha aap fresh ho jayiye tab tak main naashta mangwa leti hoon.

Anmol: Jee main abhi aaya.

Anmol had freshen up and later they both had breakfast. Ragini was helping Anmol put his jacket on when Gunni knocked the door and walked in.

Gunni: Good Morning, Chachi, Good Morning, Chachu. Oho chachu kya baat hai, chachi to aapka bada khayal rakhti hai, kyun chachi.

Ragini just blushed and looked at Anmol who was equally beaming with the the smile on his face. Gunni told them that kids are planning to go to nearby zoo and everyone else is waiting for them downstairs. Ragini and Anmol left after a shortwhile to join others; they left to the see the zoo. Kids were excited to see animals jumping around while the others just followed them. Shivani had her eyes on Anmol throughout their trip but Anmol didn't pay attention to her as he was busy admiring Ragini. Few hours later, they all went to have Lunch at nearby Restaurant and soon they commenced to their way home. Anmol and Ragini were sitting in the back seat as Anmol couldn't drive and Shlok was driving now with Shivani sitting in the front. Vinu, Malti, Alekh and kids had been in the other car. During the drive, Anmol felt little tired due to the pain in his arm and placed his head, unknowingly, on Ragini's shoulder. Ragini suddenly reacted to the touch and she was surprised to see Anmol resting his head on her shoulder. She couldn't move nor did she want to disturb his sleep as she knew he had been tired. She remained settled in same position without disturbing Anmol and she would check up on him so that his neck doesn't hurt either. Shivani who had been witnessing this scene from the rearview mirror had been fuming with this closure of Ragini and Anmol. They reached the Rajvansh house around 7 in the evening and Ragini slowly woke up Anmol trying not to wake up him so suddenly. Anmol got up and he suddenly realized that he had rested his head on Ragini's shoulder throughout the entire trip. He felt bad moreover he wasn't sure how Ragini would have felt.

Anmol: I am sorry Ragini voh pata hi nahi chala kabh neend aa gayi aur main saare raaste apke kandhon par sar rakhke sota raha. Apko mujhe utha dena chahiye tha.

Ragini: Aisi koi baat nahi hai, mujhe koi problem nahi huyi aur waise bhi main jaanti hoon apko dard ho raha hoga. Chalein, andar sabh intezaar kar rahe honge.

Everyone went inside and Vasu was happy to see everyone back. Vinu, Malti, and Kavya had left directly for their house as it was getting late.

Vasu: Are aa gaye aap sabh log, bhai ek baat to hai ghar main bache na hon to ghar main raunak hi nahi rehti. Aur bacho aapne khoob enjoy kiya?

Tammy: Haan badi mummy, humne khoob fun kiya.

Khushi: Aur hum zoo main bhi ghoomne gaye the badi mummy.

Vasu: Wow, yeh to bahut acha kiya aap ne.

Alekh: Haan mumma, main bahut sari photos bhi li, main aapko baad main dikhaunga.

Vasu suddenly noticed bandage on Anmol's arm and she got concerned.

Vasu: Anmol, yeh tumhare haath ko kya hua?

Anmol: Voh bas kuch nahi mummy ji, chota sa accident hote hote bach gaya.

Gunni: Badi mummy voh actually mujhe bachaane ke chakar main Chachu ko chot lag gayi.

Gunnni narrated the incident to Vasu and how Anmol injured his arm in attempt to save Gunni.

Vasu: Shukar hai ki zayada chot nahi aayi. Tum jaakar araam karo aur Ragini kal tum Anmol ko specialist ke paas lekar jaogi.

Ragini: Jee mummy ji main kal hi appointment bana leti hoon.

Everyone went to their rooms as they were all tired from the trip and soon everyone went to sleep but Shivani was restless as she couldn't achieve much in the trip. She decided now its time for her to do something as Anmol isn't willing to listen to her.

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Next morning, Kids were being adamant to skip school and stay at home as they were tired from the weekend trip. Ragini finally gave in to their request and left to wake up Anmol as she had made a appointment with a doctor for his treatment. She went upto the room with tea in her hand and placed the tray on the side.

Ragini: Good Morning. Anmol ji, uthiye 9 baj gaye.

Hearing no response from him, She slowly shook him and Anmol opened eyes but he was surprised to see Ragini so close to him. He was lost in her eyes for few minutes and she helped him get up and he sat on the bed as it took him few minutes to realize that he had slept in for so late.

Anmol: Are 9 baj gaye, aaj main itna kaise so gaya? Office jaldi jaana tha aur bache? Bachon ko bhi to school chodna tha.

Ragini: Nahi voh bache zid kar rahe the ki aaj voh school nahi jayenge thakaan ki wajah se to abhi so rahe hain. Aur aap aaj office nahi jaa rahe balki aap mere saath doctor ke pass chal rahe hain.

Anmol: Lekin Ragini office main kaam hai aur kuch zaroori meetings bhi.

Ragini: Lekin yeh sabh kuch apki sehat se zaroori nahi hai isliye aap meri baat maniye aur office main bata dijiye ke aap nahi aa rahe hain.

Anmol (smiling): Bilkul madam aapka hukam sar aankhon par. Abh aap ne order kar diya to main bhalan kaise mana kar sakta hoon apko.

Ragini smiled to herself and took clothes out for Anmol while he finished his tea. After having breakfast they were about to leave when Ragini saw Sakshi in the hallway.

Ragini: Sakshi, main aur Anmol ji doctor ke pass ja rahe hain, jab bache uthe to aap Guddi se kehkar breakfast banwa lijiye aur bachon ko khila dijiye. Warna voh kuch bhi khayenge nahi.

Sakshi: Jee didi aap bilkul chinta maat kijiye. Main khana khila doongi unhe.

Saying this Anmol and Ragini left in the car and reached at doctor's clinic. After doing an x-ray, doctor stated that his wrist had minor fracture due to sudden pressure but it will get better soon with help of medication so there is nothing to worry about. Ragini was relieved to hear that and Anmol gave her comforting smile. While back at Rajvansh house, Vasu was surprised to see Inderjeet back so soon from the trip. He came in and met everyone and kids hugged him. He was thrilled to meet everyone and after getting freshen up, Vasu filled him on what happened in the house. She told him about Sakshi but she has accepted her only on Ragini's insistence and narrated the whole story when Anmol was leaving the house. She told him how she has finally Anmol as his son as he has done so much for the family.

Inderjeet: Vasu, main bahut khush hoon yeh jaankar ki tumne Anmol ko finally apna beta maan liya. Main jaanta hoon Vasu ki Ranvir ki jagah koi nahi le sakta par Anmol is parivaar ka sadasya hai aur usne apne sare faraz ba-khoobi nibhayein hain.

Vasu: Jee Inderjeet aap bilkul theek keh rahe hain. Par abhi bhi ek problem hai.

Inderjeet: Kyun kya hua?

Vasu: Ragini aur Anmol ka rishta; shaadi ke 7 saal baad bhi aaj un dono main pati patni ka rishta nahi hai. Ek doosre se pyaar karte hain par phir bhi ek doosre ke kareeb nahi hain; jaise sirf apna faraz nibha rahe hain, apne liye to jeena hi bhool gaye hon jaise. Us din karwachauth par jaise Ragini ne react kiya, is se saaf zaahir hai ki voh use khona nahi chahti.

Inderjeet: Vasu, shayad Ragini abhi bhi puraani yaadon se ubhar na saki ho aur jahan tak main Anmol ko jaanta hoon voh kabhi bhi Ragini ki marzi begair apna haq us par nahi jitayega. Par tum chinta mat karo, dheere dheere sabh theek ho jayega.

Vasu: Haan hum koshish kar rahe hain un dono ko kareeb laane ki, I hope ki humari yeh koshish safal ho jaye tabhi humara paschataap poora hoga.

Just when they finished talking, Anmol and Ragini walked in; both were surprised to see Inderjeet back home so soon. They both went up and took his blessings.

Inderjeet: God bless you beta. Are Anmol yeh tumhare haath main chot kaisi.

Anmol: Bas papa jee kuch nahi bas mamooli si chot hai, abhi doctor se consult kiya hai aur unhone bataya ki jaldi theek ho jayega.

Inderjeet had teary eyes as Anmol called him Papa for the first time and he felt as if Ranvir was somewhere close to him.

Inderjeet: Beta, mujhe Vasu ne bataya mere baad is ghar main jo kuch bhi hua. Main bahut khush hoon ki Vasu ne aur tammy ne tumhe apna liya. Aur tumne mujhe papa kaha, mujhe bahut khushi huyi. Aaj aisa laga ki jaise Ranvir humare saath hi ho, kahin nahi gaya voh balki tumhare roop main humain ek beta mila hai.

Anmol hugged him whereas Ragini wiped her tears and she was glad to see that her family is together now and moreoever everyone has accepted Anmol. On the other hand, Shlok was having his session with Alekh where he was trying Alekh to tell him everything that he witnessed that day on the day of accident in which Sadhana had passed away. He was trying to make Alekh realize that she has passed away and that was one bad accident but he should overcome. Alekh broke down hearing that Sadhana would not come back to him. Shlok told him to consider the fact that Khushi is now her priority as she is another Sadhana and her last gift to Alekh. Alekh pondered on that fact and he slowly realized that Shlok is right and he needs to give Khushi his attention and all the love only then Sadhana's soul will rest in peace. He thinks about Anmol and how he is the perfect father for Tammy; he decides that he will do the same for Khushi.

Next morning, everyone was having breakfast when Alekh walked in dressed up in formal dress suit with matching tie. Everyone looked at him little surprised as to why he is so dressed up and that too in formal dress.

Khushi: Wow dost aap to bahut ache lag rahe ho is suit main.

Tammy: Haan chachu aap bilkul handsome lag rahe ho.

Inderjeet: Par beta tum kahin jaa rahe ho?

Alekh: Haan papa main bhi Tammy ke papa saath office ja raha hoon.

Anmol and Ragini looked at each other whereas Vasu and Inderjeet were elated to hear that. They traced back their memory to the day when Alekh had uttered the same lines to Ranvir and how he became normal after. But they were also little nervous to take such big step not knowing whether it will be beneficial or Alekh or no.

Shlok: Uncle ji, Alekh ko office jaana chahiye isse uska confidence badega aur voh jaise pehla office jaata tha, use shayad sabh kuch yaad aaye or woh waapis theek ho jaye.

Inderjeet: Theek hai Shlok agar tum keh rahe ho to yeh faisla Alekh ke liye sahi hi hoga. Aur agar isse Alekh condition better hoti hai to isse badi baat kya ho sakti hai.

Ragini fed dahi (yogurt) to Alekh and her happiness was vivid in her teary eyes. She had hope that Alekh would recover soon. Anmol was also happy for Alekh and he was glad that he can have opportunity to work with Alekh in office so he can help him recover.

Ragini: All the best Jija Ji.

Alekh: Thank you, Ragini.

Anmol: Bhaiya chalein?

Alekh: Haan chalo.

Anmol introduced Alekh to everyone at the office and he helped Alekh to adjust to his new cabin. He gave Alekh few files to study for begging. Alekh started having flashbacks as if he had done this same work before and how someone helped him in the same way as Anmol did. But he could recall that person in his flashback wasn't Anmol. He wondered who was that person but he didn't pay much attention as he got himself busy in work. At end of day, he narrated Anmol what he learnt from reviewing those files and how they can make improvement in the project. Anmol was impressed by his knowledge and he was happy at same time to see that Alekh has so much potential and he could really recover fast. Anmol and Alkeh were driving home when Alekh started to have those same flashbacks when he and Ranvir used to drive home from office and how Ranvir taught him driving as well upon his insistence. After a while, they reached home and Alekh silently followed Anmol inside. Everyone was eagerly waiting for them to come home especially Ragini who was waiting to see her jija ji and if he was allright.

Ragini: Are jija ji aa gaye aap? Kaisa raha aapka din?

Alekh was quite and everyone got worried as to what happened to him suddenly.

Vasu: Anmol, office main Alekh theek tha? Kuch hua to nahi?

Anmol: Nahi mummy ji, bhaiya to bilkul theek the. Infact inhone to files study karke mujhe kafi details bhi bataayi.

Ragini: Jija ji kya hua apko? Aap bol kyun nahi rahe?

Alekh: Ragini, aaj main Ranvir ko bahut miss kar rahan hoon. Woh bhi humain chod kar chala gaya aur tumne uske jaane ke baad Anmol se shaadi karli.

Ragini and Anmol were taken aback at his sudden statement and everyone else was shocked as well because Alekh didn't mention anything about Ranvir in all these years like he does about Sadhana. What made him remember Ranvir so suddenly and they all now feared that he will question about Anmol as well. Vasu and Inderjeet explained Alekh about Ranvir's death and how Anmol married Ragini and he is part of their family since last 8 years. He left the room soon after and everyone else stood there when Shlok entered. Shlok explained them that this could be because of the flashbacks of when Ranvir helped Alekh in office as Anmol did today. He re-lived those same memories that he shared with Ranvir which is why he remembered him today. In last 8 years, no one mentioned anything about Ranvir and he didn't raise the topic. He said it is good for Alekh to remember everything and slowly it will recover him. Ragini went to her room thinking about what Alekh had said to him; she thought what if he also finds it wrong that she married Anmol like mummy ji did before. Anmol saw her lost in thoughts and went upto her and placed his hand on her shoulder.

Anmol: Ragini main jaanta hoon ki aap par kya beet rahi hogi. Alekh bhaiya ne yoon achanak aapse....

Ragini: Pata nahi jija ji kya soch rahe honge, kahin voh bhi to mummy ji ki tarah mujhe galat na samjhe.

Anmol: Ragini, I am sure bhaiya jab theek honge to voh poori baat ko samaj jayenge. Achi baat to yeh hai ki bhaiya dheere dheere theek ho rahe hain. Apko maloom hai aaj bhaiya ne bahut kaam kiya office main, files study ki. Unme kafi potential hai aur mujhe lagta hai ki voh bahut jald theek ho jayenge.

Suddenly, they heard a knock and saw Alekh standing at the door. Ragini and Anmol looked at each other wondering what Alekh has to say now.

Anmol: Bhaiya aayiye na.

Alekh: Ragini, Anmol main tum dono se maafi maangne aaya hoon.

Anmol: Bhaiya, maafi yeh aap kya keh rahe hain.

Alekh: Haan maine jaise neeche baat ki mujhe vaise nahi kehna chahiye tha. Aaj jaise maine office main tumhare saath kaam kiya, mujhe Ranvir ki yaad aa gayi. Voh bhi aise hi meri help karta tha. Ragini, tumne Anmol se shaadi karke koi galat faisla nahi kiya hai. Anmol ne meri hamesha help ki ek bhai ki tarah shayad isliiye itne saalon main mujhe Ranvir ki yaad nahi aayi. Aaj mujhe voh puraani baatein yaad aa gayi isliye mujhe realize hua ki Ranvir abh humari zindagi main nahi hai aur phir mujhe khayal aaya ki tumhari shaadi Anmol ke saath ho chuki hai. Anmol, bhale hi aaj Ranvir mere saath nahi hai par main khush hoon ki mujhe tum jaisa bhai mila.

Anmol was elated to hear that and also the fact that Alekh called him his brother along with calling him Anmol instead of Tammy ke papa. He hugged Alekh with teary eyes.

Alekh: Ragini, agar Sadhana ke baad kisi ne mera khayal rakha hai, voh tum ho. Hamesha meri har zaroorat ka khayal rakha hai tumne. Mujhe khushi hai ki Anmol jaisa humsafar tumhe mila jo tumhara aur humara itna khayal rakhta hai. Tumne khushi ko kabhi bhi maa ki kami mehsoos nahi honi di balki tumne Tammy se bhi jayada uska khayal rakha. Thank you Ragini, aur maine jo neeche kaha uske liye tum mujhe maaf kardogi na.

Ragini hugged Alekh; she was happy to hear all that from Alekh and how he had become normal slowly.

Ragini: Jija ji na apko thank you kehne ki zaroorat hai aur naahi sorry kehne ki. Khushi meri sadhana ki nishani hai aur main hamesha uski masi-maa rahungi aur aap mere liye hamesha mere jija ji rahenge. Apka theek hota dekh sabhse jayada mujhe khushi hai; jaise sadhana ke pyar aur vishwas ki wajah se aap pehle theek ho gaye the. Aak uska sapna poora ho gaya aur abh apko Khushi ka khayal rakhna hai.

Alekh: Haan Ragini tum theek keh rahi ho, khushi meri zimedaari hai aur main apna faraz jaroor nibhaunga jo main pichle 8 saalon main nahi kar saka.

Alekh hugged Anmol and Ragini once more and Vasu and Inderjeet witnessed all this. Everyone had happy tears in their eyes. Alekh wished them goodnight and left. Ragini was overjoyed and Anmol was happy to see happiness in her eyes.

finally anmol being accepted by all the family members esp alekh..

in end as usual anmol is more happier seeing ragini's smile...

good job..keep it up.👍🏼

waiting for next part..