The hands you take and the hands you leave Part 63-Updated page 149 - Page 87

Adhi warmed upto his father taking his guidance indirectly, Anami also has to warm up to her mother, her choices and take her guidance indirectly because experience is something that helps to build a better future, if used correctly. Unlike Sudha who is using past to destroy.

but that will only pull anami away from her. also will push away narottam if he finds out about the deal. so what was the use of trying to get him over to her side. Satrupa is plain stupid.

even if she had mentioned only sudha will have no right over baldev & not included narottam in the deal it would have been at least fair.

If she had given just Sudha, it was a much easier choice for Anami, with Narotham involved it is hard choice, a next to impossible choice.

Satrupa wants Narotham, she doesnt want Sudha. How to get Narotham without Sudha. That's difficult. For me whatever Satrupa did with Narotham and whatever she is doing with Anami is the step towards that, which will be revealed at the right time.

I have done the deal of my son's dreams and has asked the price from my daughter. This defined the conflict of Satrupa the woman. The shout he gave Ladoo and when she saw the chocolate, she went and pacified him showed her conflicted emotions, but still the emotions that care.

Satrupa a mother, a business woman, a bahu, a wife, a strategist, a manager, a manipulator all these are her roles, her faces, but where is Satrupa in this, where is her identity, where is her wish, where is her decision as a woman. Every decision is based on the role. The roles which the women are supposed to play. The role that defines a woman, the roles through which for centuries world has seen woman. The roles which is the view of a woman through a man's eyes. In this year's women's day celebration in office I was part of the panelist which spoke about the theme be bold for change. One of the key things I told was stop celebrating roles. Stop celebrating being a daughter, wife, mother etc. Try to see the world through your eyes. How do you want the world to be. Stop seeing it through the man's eyes. Because you are capable of building a world in which there is co existence. Feminine is all about nurturing, use that nurturing power to create a world where there is no control, but there is limit. Where there is no worship, but there is respect. Where none is superior, everything and everyone is right in their place. Where the boundaries of relations are observed and the Chakravyuhas are not needed. Yes the feminine can envision this world and make it a reality too. The first step is stop seeing through the eyes of a man. Masculine sees, feminine feels, have the knowledge to bring your feelings to visual medium, masculine will accept.

Yes this is the battle of Satrupa the woman. It is her identity. The submerged identity. And how will her identity come out. The sands of time has to erase Sudha and the name of Satrupa has to be written in rock. But without Sudha, the shadow the Satrupa the reflection cannot be seen in true sense.

Satrupa defines her Abhi today. That day I told Satrupa only tells to bhed Chakravyuha you need Abhimanyu, she doesnt tell Ladoo is Abhimanyu, she only told Ladoo has to be bought. Her Abhi is Anami, who will break the Chakravyuha and become Arjun. Yes Satrupa's Abhi wont die. Sudha's thinks bali of Abhi is fine to crown Karna. Yes Abhi will die, Arjun will be born. Anami will take AP and will come out of it successful. She wants to take AP of Sudha. Adhiraj tells even for Sita to show the world AP had to be given. Anami the girl will walk through the fire of decisions, conflicts and emotional turmoil but she will come out as a woman. SHe will lose her pride, her ego but she will be mature and much compassionate woman. Adhi, Satrupa, Vatsalya, Ladoo and above all love of Pandhitayan and Pandit will support her in this battle. Now who is Ladoo. Mangothyme told it correctly. He is the Lotus which will show who is worthy of sitting in it, or whom he will keep in his heart. He will show the 8th face or the face of Mahalakshmi to the world. Though it is Anami's journey of finding the truth, the truth will be reflected through him. Once Anami sees the truth, the face then she will ensure her mother gets the rightful place, rightful identity.

Now I understood what game Sudha played. She made Narotham take those things of Vatsalya including his dream with certainity that LMwasis wont support it. She under estimated Satrupa. When Anami told she wants signatures for the welfare of others she tried to dodge the decision to Narotham telling it is his right. Narotham spoke what he needs to speak to Anami. But then he also told he had wanted Vatsalya dream to be completed. Yes sacrificing his identity he agreed for his sister and Sudha's face was worth seeing. She didnt expect this. She was cent percent shocked by her son's decision. But Anami was in dilemma. Because Narotham told her a sister is asking a brother to purge his identity for the sake of another brother's dream. It was true. Narotham truly wanted love and belonging. Unlike Sudha who is using Narotham as a pawn for her revenge, Narotham wanted love. He wanted Baldev to call him son. Today he knew if he doesnt agree, he will lose that one person who had shown some kindness to him. I would say today Narotham went one step above Anami. Karna, Arjun se Aage nikal gaya.

Because finally Anami chose Vatsalya dream and asked Narotham to purge his identity. The same question she was asking Satrupa. Why you left me. Yes Satrupa had to think about RS. LM of today was not LM 17 yrs back. Satrupa of today was not Satrupa 17 yrs back. She was also a girl or rather a girl woman who lost her twins. Who knew danger was there in LM and who kenw the social prejudices and her precarious position as her husband didnt value her much. Yes she did a mistake not a crime. Base minimum she knew guruji and daamo will ensure her child be kept safe though she didnt know where. And Anami was kept safe with guruji disciple whom guruji trusted who gave Anami good upbringing.

Vikku wants Anami to bow, Satrupa knows Anami wont bow. Today infact Anami was in between, she exactly didnt bow, but bowed also when she took those papers to Sudha. That's exactly working in system. You have to look like you bow, but you can do things without bowing. This art Anami has to learn and perfect. That's where her path crossing will happen with Satrupa. The middle path.

1. Anami agreeing to show the papers

2. Sudha leaving the decision to Narottam and Narottam agreeing to the terms.

I am still not able to wrap my head around both ..

1) How did Anami agree to do this.. agreed she has doubts on Sudha , but asking Narottam to give up rights on a father is cruel to say the least . If she wanted to test Sudha , what was the right answer from Sudha to pass the test ?I would say No? If Sudha had said no , we would be in a status quo right? This offer is worse than Vik's offer before which didn't have the relationship strings attached.

So why would Anami agree to this test and what did she achieve by it if she was testing Sudha?

2) Why did Sudha defer to Narottam even when she knew he had a soft corner for Anami and maybe Vatsalya too... and she was just discussing it with her brother... her decision has now been taken away from her.

So Narottam changed sides and has become a game changer.. but my questions still persist.

Now for Sudha the last pawn was manipulate Anami with Narotham. We are not yet sure if Narotham switched sides completely or Sudha can manipulate him. Because pain was evident. And Narotham told the fact. Because he has truth by his side. He told it is about his identity pushing Anami to dilemma, making vatsalya dream a charity from him given to her.