Sushpective: WOW!! You have done it!! Updates pg33-34 - Page 9

Originally posted by: JJKKL

Could it be that from his POV he has told Paro everything. He is just waiting for her to respond. And Laila talking is not at all in his radar. He is just looking at Paro to make some move , to say something, to show some sign...

Wow Sush and gang - great posts! Love the long essays and the anachronism Tennesseanand ultimaterudra today, as well as Zee, sofna, vanitha, habs, Hope, jeesie, Jaz, msin, Rupunzale, Barunsanaya, nema, suhana, samirao, malini, malsub, nams, ashwink, malkasub, Leesam ,Sanayaisbest, lara, ttt1, arsha, shami, pov - forgive me if i missed anyone off !

Mind you wonderful episodes deserve wonderful posts.

-I have been having issues with Colors UK as they seem to have given up on subtitles for the last week so I always have to wait for the internet or 4am versions! Here are my thoughts - some taken from other threads.

Anyway on from my woes to Parud's woes - wonderful episode and wonderfully written ( even my Dad said so!) Outpouring of emotions at first from Rudra then from Paro and then both - Paro has such a strong faith in her own love for Rudra that very little can shake it - so all of Mohini's scheming and Rudra's anger have had little effect on her - the two things that matter to her are Rudra and her faith in God- She pointed out in an earlier episode Parud's relationship is not mutual love just yet - yet she so clearly believes in the sanctity of marriage.

Her faith in Bholenath and her promise to him has already been seen, and as we wait for the outcome of that and we get the second shake to her two strong pillars of faith - this time in the form of Rudra himself and his past particularly with someone else in her place. And you thought that standing in the rain for 4 hours was difficult Paro - these are your real tests!!!

As you rightly said - she was not even sure what she meant to him but had seen positive signs to go forward, but this is a massive jolt the other way - he even admitted Laila and him shared something Paro and him did not so in a strange way she already has more of Rudra than Paro has (she has no direct proof about what Rudra actually feels for her). I do think the words Rudra said about sharing something with Laila that he and Paro do not have was very significant in Paro's eyes - seriosuly where does that leave her and their relationship - even though he said Laila means nothing to him, he never said Paro means anything to him either. Were all the signs she picked up from him about his concern even real?

The marriage too - did she force it on him? these and a hundred questions must be milling in her brain - yet she has no strength to ask the questions and listen to the answers just yet so she becomes silent and lets the pain wash over her - she can't cut off completely though and she will always care for him just as she always has and dries his hair as he can't, she just can't look him in the eye and do it just yet.

Rudra's pain at the pain he has caused Paro and his insecurities about what she is really thinking is also evident - he is not sure how to get her to speak or forgive him or anything - so as he waits for her to come round to him ( it pains him that she keeps turning away from him and shrinking from his touch now and their fragile bond seems at the point of breaking)

But Laila is a fighter and will do anything to get her man - she is doing anything and everything to hang onto Rudra - irrespective of whether Rudra even wants her or not. She wants the wedge between them to get deeper and of course will go to Rudra when she sees him alone - she is waiting for any opportunity to get close to him - to prove she is the woman for him!

As you said though people have always underestimated Paro and Laila is in for a shock too if she thinks Paro will give up so easily.

As for the precap - unfortunately i haven't seen it so will wait for Monday. What will Paro do when she sees them together? I really can't wait to see what happens next!!

Mind-blowing acting Sanaya and Ashish! And Ankita - can seem OTT at times - but then i thought maybe Rudra has driven Laila to the point of madness and who knows how we would behave then! Maybe she is barely holding it together herself? I still see potential in her character - but yes she is not coming across as well as she could do.

and yes booyaaka to Team RR - Well done by beating Beintahaa by 100 runs - honestly who says truth is not stranger than fiction!

Originally posted by: -Sush-

I think that's it...from his POV...he has told her everything...He has said...at least he thinks he has said...that he is done with Laila...when he told her...that he had already moved on when he came to Birpur and left Laila ...and she came after him...

Now he awaits Paros reaction and her acceptance...but Paro is a different person...him saying he never felt anything for Laila...and just had a sexual relationship with her...without commitment...is a concept beyond her comprehension and beyond her acceptance ...

I liked Titlidost post on this part, TFS J..although I don't quite like to to categorize people as white and innocent...etc...I for one...don't see myself as innocent and white ...etc...but I would have had the same reaction to it...as Paro did...😃

Originally posted by: Tennessean

Hi Sush- it was a heart wrenching episode and what a post.👏
Shweta- Very nice collage.👏

This episode was full of emotions, baring of heart and soul and the element of hurt which struck out.

1) Major decides to take Paro Bai Sa in a sentimental home where he used to come when his mom left him. There he tells her the greatest truth of his life. I like how he said that his loneliness started eating him up and I wanted to run away from this loneliness. He wanted to go to a place where his thoughts couldn't talk to him. He called Dillu by his name and didn't trust his soul. However, he stopped before saying the most important point, "Why aren't you speaking Paro"? Then she held his hands and said that his talk wasn't over. Then he starts on that he went to that place every night for 8 years, no emotions, he used to drink and behaved like an animal and then said "Woh Laila thi".😳 Major - that's a lot of energy, man. Whoa!😉

2) I really loved how Paro Bai Sa questioned him that "Did you ever love her"? Major jumped up and said no and it was need based.😳 He also said that I am not sure why I am confiding in you but I should be the one to tell you. This may not be important right now but it is going to play big later. Paro Bai Sa was hurt, pained and she just went outside and started crying😭 She put Major on such a high pedestal but today it all came shattering down. She has shut herself yet she didn't stop caring about Major. She wiped his hair without looking and that was such a beautiful scene.👏 Major tried to talk to her but she turned her head the other way. Yes, she is hurting and we can feel your pain, Bai Sa. May Bholenath give her the strength to go through this phase.😊

3) Laila - She caught Major at his weakest point today. She knew it was hurting so she approached him with her dialogues and hugged him. I don't appreciate it and a lack of reaction from Major made it worse. 😕 CVs- where is that coming from? This part totally confused me but the whole scene still has to play out and so it is better to talk about this on Monday. She is also underestimating Paro and somebody please remind her that Paro is very capable of dandas. Ask Major and he will be glad to tell us about this.😛

Since today's episode was all about pain, hurt and despair, I chose "Pain" as the acrostic for today.

P- Penetrating (When he spoke the truth, it went right through her heart)
A- Accountable (Major was honest and mentioned everything from A-Z)
I- Immeasurable (The pain it caused to Parud's relationship cannot be measured)
N- Noteworthy( Even though it was hurting to her, she still wiped his hair)👏

Fab acting by the leads, the dialogue delivery was awesome and you could feel the pain. Hang in there Parud, you will survive this phase too.

Well, at least the truth is out and now it will be interesting to see how Parud will face this situation and bring out the best in each other.😛

Congratulations! to the Rangrasiya team and to every fan. Yay, we made it to the 100th episode. Congrats! on winning the Cricket Match. 👏

Wishing everybody a Happy Weekend.😊

Originally posted by: Tennessean

Hi Sush- it was a heart wrenching episode and what a post.👏
Shweta- Very nice collage.👏

This episode was full of emotions, baring of heart and soul and the element of hurt which struck out.

1) Major decides to take Paro Bai Sa in a sentimental home where he used to come when his mom left him. There he tells her the greatest truth of his life. I like how he said that his loneliness started eating him up and I wanted to run away from this loneliness. He wanted to go to a place where his thoughts couldn't talk to him. He called Dillu by his name and didn't trust his soul. However, he stopped before saying the most important point, "Why aren't you speaking Paro"? Then she held his hands and said that his talk wasn't over. Then he starts on that he went to that place every night for 8 years, no emotions, he used to drink and behaved like an animal and then said "Woh Laila thi".😳 Major - that's a lot of energy, man. Whoa!😉

2) I really loved how Paro Bai Sa questioned him that "Did you ever love her"? Major jumped up and said no and it was need based.😳 He also said that I am not sure why I am confiding in you but I should be the one to tell you. This may not be important right now but it is going to play big later. Paro Bai Sa was hurt, pained and she just went outside and started crying😭 She put Major on such a high pedestal but today it all came shattering down. She has shut herself yet she didn't stop caring about Major. She wiped his hair without looking and that was such a beautiful scene.👏 Major tried to talk to her but she turned her head the other way. Yes, she is hurting and we can feel your pain, Bai Sa. May Bholenath give her the strength to go through this phase.😊

3) Laila - She caught Major at his weakest point today. She knew it was hurting so she approached him with her dialogues and hugged him. I don't appreciate it and a lack of reaction from Major made it worse. 😕 CVs- where is that coming from? This part totally confused me but the whole scene still has to play out and so it is better to talk about this on Monday. She is also underestimating Paro and somebody please remind her that Paro is very capable of dandas. Ask Major and he will be glad to tell us about this.😛

Since today's episode was all about pain, hurt and despair, I chose "Pain" as the acrostic for today.

P- Penetrating (When he spoke the truth, it went right through her heart)
A- Accountable (Major was honest and mentioned everything from A-Z)
I- Immeasurable (The pain it caused to Parud's relationship cannot be measured)
N- Noteworthy( Even though it was hurting to her, she still wiped his hair)👏

Fab acting by the leads, the dialogue delivery was awesome and you could feel the pain. Hang in there Parud, you will survive this phase too.

Well, at least the truth is out and now it will be interesting to see how Parud will face this situation and bring out the best in each other.😛

Congratulations! to the Rangrasiya team and to every fan. Yay, we made it to the 100th episode. Congrats! on winning the Cricket Match. 👏

Wishing everybody a Happy Weekend.😊

Originally posted by: habs

Wonderful post Sush. Reading it made my eyes water a bit. It indeed was a fabulous episode.

I felt horrible for both Rudra and Paro. Rudra because his past could cost him his present. He so desperately wants to be happy with Paro. He's seen the life he can have with her and it's so close he feels yet it's also so far away.

What I can say about Paro that you haven't already said. My heart breaks for her. How does someone like Paro - pure, innocent with such a big and loving heart process what her husband told her? In the immediate aftermath she doesn't. She retreats because what else can she possibly do?So many thoughts and questions must be running through her mind but she can't make herself voice them so there's nothing but silence.

Amazing job done by Sanaya and Ashish.