Lost Without You {AsYa FF} *on hold* - Page 21

What jus happened.. please don't tell me Asad is involved in that side convo.. hopefully not

And if not (which i do hope) as i think he seriously likes her then damn Zoya just hurt his feelings..

Waiting for more

Oh no….he really is going to break Zoya….!

I don’t think my heart can handle it 💔

Originally posted by: sj_qh_kabhi

OMG the sentences in bold! Damn!

Oh god I don’t wang him to break her!

So excited to read further

Thank you for the update!❤️

Well, this is the part where the drama starts lol. So glad you liked it! Love ya!

Originally posted by: tanvi_mitt

What jus happened.. please don't tell me Asad is involved in that side convo.. hopefully not

And if not (which i do hope) as i think he seriously likes her then damn Zoya just hurt his feelings..

Waiting for more

Well you'll soon find out who's in the convo, we'll it's kinda obvious too heh. Zoya did hurt his feelings tho, I'll make sure he understands that more than he does right now xb

Originally posted by: fatima30

Oh no….he really is going to break Zoya….!

I don’t think my heart can handle it 💔

Hey! Glad to see you again! Actually, he has no choice but to break her. Sorry for your heart lol!!!

I'm so sorry for not updating this week!! I've had a really hectic weekend, I mean seriously I didn't get a smidge of sleep on Saturday :l But I'll try updating at least one of my ongoing stories!

Okay so Asad is here to manipulate Zoya into believing that he is in love with her and later cheat her just like Farhaan did ..just wat I wanted 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I can't even understand how Zoya will take this betrayal

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Update might come late at night today! No guarantee though, considering its already kinda late, but it will most likely come in the next 24 hours! :D

Okay so I read some IF guidelines while I was just casually scrolling, and I kinda think that the mature sequence I wrote was a bit too graphic. Unfortunately I can't edit it now because the account I posted the chapter through is inactive and I would prefer to keep using this account from now on. So I'm really sorry if anybody got uncomfortable reading that chapter. I will from now on be using much less graphic, but still kinda erotic(-ish?) stuff to write those scenes :/ Please please pleaseeee let me know what you think in the comments! I really need your opinions for this one. (If you think it was too graphic then I will change my writing, if not then I will continue to write in that method if you are comfortable with it.)

PS: My updates might get a bit irregular now, I was really hoping to keep them as regular as possible but I guess life has other plans :l

And now to the chapter!

Lost Without You

Chapter 17: Harsh Realities Aren't Always Realities

One stroke. Two strokes. Nah. Erase.

Fill colour. Add texture. Nope. Erase.

Zoya furrowed her brows and pouted at her iPad. Her mind had been frozen since last morning. She couldn't think of anything else. Asad's angry reaction and his curt declination was swimming in her mind.

"Hey." Mitch's friendly voice broke her out of her thoughts. "Your canvas is blank. That's rare."

"Yeah. I know...Mitch I...I need to tell you something." Zoya sighed.

"Okay, go on. You know you can trust me." He said assuring, and leaned against his desk.

"A night ago, M-Mr Khan and I...we...we slept together."

"What?! Oh my god! I thought you hat-"

"Hated him, I know! I thought so too. But then he's just...got something is his eyes, the way he looks at me and...I melt! I just melt and... I don't know what to do Mitch, he-he told me that he was ready to be in a relationship with me and I just had to...to blow it!" Said Zoya, her voice thickening with emotions.

"Why, what happened?" Mitch asked worriedly.

"You know that I'm scared of trusting anyone after...after Farhan. Also he's famous for being a complete playboy. So I just told him that I needed some time to think about it and he just...just cut himself off from me!" Tears were now forming in her eyes. "I don't know what to do!"

"Okay, why don't you try to win him back?" Mitch suggested.

"I don't think I can! I think...I think I've lost him." Zoya whispered in horror and swallowed in a sob.

Just as she was about to continue her work, she saw a familiar figure walk by out of the corner of her eyes. Her breath quickened. It was him. Hopes up, she raised a hand to wave at him, but to her dismay he just walked by. Not even sparing her a glance.

She watched the scene unfold in front of her with her heart sinking miserably.

Asad strode right up to Karen's office, and when she came out to greet him, he unbashedly gave her a hug and placed an excruciatingly long peck on her artificial lips.

And the was the moment it struck Zoya. Realisation hit her like a hundred boulders tumbling down on her.

She was now one of those women. The women whom he had used and thrown away. Except that he was the one asking for a relationship. And she had blown it. She was one of those women whom he supposedly held for booty calls. The tears which had formed threatened to spill from her eyes and she looked longingly at Karen's cabin door. Hurt flowed through her heart, and anger, for him, for herself, filled every cell of her body.

"Zoya, it's okay. That's who he is. I'm sorry for forcing you to accept him, I was wrong. He really is an a**hole." Mitch said placing a hand on Zoya's shoulder. She shook her head.

"No. I was wrong. I shouldn't have flowed into my desire. I'm fine, I just have the urge to punch him again, no big deal." Zoya tried joking, but Mitch just smiled at her sadly. "Let's get back to work!"

* * *

"Ya Allah what's wrong with your bhaijaan?" Rashid said for the fifth time in the day, clutching his head in frustration. "For once I thought he had changed, I thought he had found someone important in his life but no! He just did the same thing all over again!"

"Hold on, what are you talking about?" Ayaan asked as he gulped down a piece of decadent barbeque chicken pizza.

"Zoya! I can't understand why he did this to her? Even after knowing how much she's been through, he knows she's got trust issues, and still he expects her to readily get into a relationship after they spent a night together!"

"THEY WHAT?!" Ayaan screeched, clearly surprised. "I thought Zoya wasn't the type to rush into things."

"She isn't, but on that day Asad had saved her from some sketchy people and one thing led to another I believe." Rashid sighed in annoyance. "Then he told her he wants to be in a relationship with her."

"But isn't that good?"

"Yes, it is. But Zoya simply said that she needed more time to think. She's got trust issues because, well, you know how her father treated her."

"Okay, then? Did Bhaijaan agree?"

"No! That's the problem. He threw her away like the other women! I can't believe he can be so cold!" Groaned Rashid, Ayaan stared at his father as he said this.

"But...how do you even know all this?" Ayaan questioned, how had his father managed to find out so much?

"A guy named Mitch told me everything, he's Zoya's best friend I believe." Rashid said in a weak voice. "I don't know why he's doing this!"

"He's making the biggest mistake of his life." Whispered Ayaan in horror.

* * *

"Did you do it?"

"Yes, I've done what you said. Now please, tell me where she is."

"Ah-ah! Remember the pact? You won't get anything until you bring her to me."

"How much more? How much are you going to make me hurt her?" He said in a defeated voice.

"Its not like you care... is it?"

His eyes widened. His heart beat against his chest erratically. Did he care? "N-no. I don't. But I'm sure there are people in my family that do, and I would hate for them to resent me for it."

"Hmm. Well anyways, I want her in front of me by the end of this month. Otherwise forget about ever meeting your precious little sister."

He took in a deep breath to hold himself together. "Look, I'm doing what I can. I can't keep listening to your petty little orders all day. I have a company to run."

"If you were doing what you can I'd have her begging for life right now. Although it shouldn't be hard for you to lure her in, you've got the charm and the moves. Playboy and businessman, Asad Ahmed Khan."

Gritting his teeth, he cut the call and threw the phone across the table. With no mercy in his blazing eyes, he buried his face in his hands.

"Asad?" A female voice broke him out of his reverie. "Babe are you okay?" He clenched and unclenched his jaw as he felt a pair of hands caress him seductively on his neck.

"Yeah Tanu, it's all good. Now what about that promise you gave me in the office?" He smirked at her as she smiled in victory. Shoving thoughts about Zoya away for the umpteenth time, he climbed onto bed on top of her, his lips playing their rehearsed part.

After three hours of lust, Asad stepped out of bed and went into the spacious terrace connected to his bedroom, clad only in his trousers. Sighing deeply, he leaned on the railing.

Zoya Farooqui. Originally Zoya Siddique. Was the one thought on his mind that wasn't ready to budge. A day before he had so passionately made love to her, he had been in LA. Where Gaffur Siddique had cunningly laid before him, the plans his filthy mind had conjured up to lay his hands on his estranged daughter.

Back to when Asad had drunken his way into oblivion and had grudgingly woken up the next morning to find out that the beautiful woman called Zoya Farooqui had directed him back home. Moments after his banter with Ayaan, he received a call. Groaning, he'd picked up the call, only to hear something that made his blood freeze.

"Wandering around the city whilst drunk isn't good for your image, Khan."

"Who is this?"

"Someone who wants to help you find out the truth."

"Truth? Of what?"

"Of how Dilshad Ahmed Khan died."

Its a short one, sorry, but I ended it where I thought would be most intriguing. After all, a cliffy hasn't done anyone much harm has it? ;D

Omg!!! The last part..! So excited to read further❤️