Mohabbatein
Part 2: Wounds that never healed
Kasauli City Hospital:
Anaya walked down the hospital corridor slowly..leaning against or using the walls of the corridor as support to walk..her fingers grazed the windows sadly. Despite leaning all her weight against the wall..she walked with a clear limp and many walking past her did do a double take.
Behind her, two doctors were engrossed in discussion over a file and one of them, an elderly lady looked up and her eyes softened upon spotting her.
Doctor- Anaya.(she froze for a second before she turned around. Dressed in an elegant churidaar and heels, undoubtedly she was a very pretty girl both inside and out. Recognizing the familiar face she quickly dabbed away her tears and smiled at the doctor)
Anaya- Jee Dr. Banerjee
Doc- Emergency mein ek patient hai, stab wound. Patient hatre se bahar hai but unconcious hai due to anaesthesia. I want you to go and re-bandage the wounds on his face and forehead alright..
Anaya- Par doctor (her face fell again) main kyun..itne saare doctors hain..nurses hain phir main hi-
Doc- Haan..kaafi saare doctors hai nurses hain par tum bhi to ho. I will have you know Ms. Anaya Khan that when I sighed you on as an assistant for the hospital, I did actually mean to put you to work..not just have you assist doctors for lunch. Besides (smiled) from what I know he's quite a treat for the eyes.if you know what I mean. In fact, he's got the whole package..dekhte hi samajh jaogi (laughed) You can thank me later..now go (anaya blushed prettily before limping away when the other doctor turned towards her)
Doc- That was nice of you, doctor but (Dr.Banarjee put up a hand)
Doc- Come on, she'd be a way better nurse than any of them working here. Hell she'd be a better doctor than half the doctors working here..I know it and you know it. I know her family agreed to donate a wing to the hospital if we let her do small work around here not just as a volunteer but working with actual patients now and then..but just think of the poor thing..her dream was unfairly snatched away from her. This is the least we can do. Besides, anyone can bandage a wound, you don't need a MD for it (the other doc nodded)
Anaya walked up to the emergency and stood outside the doors trying to calm her nerves. Which were jiggly for 2 reasons 1) the patient inside was supposedly good looking. This was the smaller reason because good looking or not the minute he saw her walk in he'd want nothing to do with her 2) she was going to get to heal someone. Even if it was bandaging a wound she would be able to practice something, anything. Live her dream for a few seconds. With that thought coursing through her she took a deep breath and pushed open the door only to stop dead in her tracks. Her face draining of all colour as she registered the patient laying on the bed before her. It was none other than Asad Ahmed Khan.
Anaya looked over his unconscious form with tears in her eyes. The thick and wide white bandage on his abdomen making her wince..especially the red splotch on the left side. She found her hands which were now clutching a cotton ball with alcohol trembling as she raised it to his badly bruised yet still handsome face. She noticed how despite the paleness of his face and the dark rings beneath his eyes, he looked so innocent and peaceful asleep. Like a little child. She smiled as she noticed his mouth hanging open slightly as he slept. As she observed him and compared him to someone so similar to him, she couldn't help the tears that fell from her eyes..especially when she began focusing on the angry purple and blue bruises on his face..
Anaya- Kitne zaalim log hain iss dunya mein (she found herself nearly breaking down when he winced and moaned in pain as she dabbed an alcohol swab onto the swelling on his face..probably the result of a nasty punch or two. As she neared his forehead to clean the wound there she realized his fringe was falling onto it and she couldn't help the small sad smile that spread across her face as she shook her head) Just like him..(she raised the cotton ball to his face again..stopping mid-way upon seeing the man who had just rushed into the emergency, standing right outside the window of Asads room and yelling at a ward boy)
Man- Where is he? Wheres my son..mera beta kahan hai? Mera asad kahan hai?..bo-
Anaya-(somehow finding her voice) Abbu! (she didn't know if he heard her or not but he had turned to look in her direction..before visibly freezing..just as she saw shireen came up behind him and stood beside him. Clutching his arm in support. Keeping his eyes on Ananya..he slowly made his way inside the room. Stopping right at the doorstep with a stagger in his steps. He clutched the frame of the door as Anaya stepped towards him worriedly. He closed his eyes drawing in a deep breath, before opening his now tear filled eyes to the sight of his son before his eyes. Not the new born baby he envisioned, or the 6 year or 10 year old boy, but the 25 year old Asad Ahmed Khan. Handsome, arrogant, millionaire wonder as the media called him, that at the moment lay wounded on the hospital bed. His son, his Asad. As he took heavy steps towards the bed, surprised to find his legs supporting him he looked up at Anaya who smiled a sad smile at him..
Anaya- Yeh..Abbu yeh..Yeh asad hai..(Rashid nodded smiling at her through his tears) Asad-
Rashid- Haan beta. Yeh Asad hai. Mera beta. Tumhara bhai..Asad (Anaya let out a small chuckle through her tears as she reached out to touch his face while Rashid studied his wounded condition. Tears falling from his eyes) Yallah..Kya haal bana diya- (Asad let out a soft groan, clearly in a lot of pain as his eyes rolled beneath his lids..an indication that he was coming awake. Just as his eyes fluttered a bit, his vision still blurry..he managed to croak out a few words. So automatic and so natural that he barely realized he had said them)
Asad- Ammi (And as if on cue, the door swung open and a beautiful, graceful woman, dressed in a long black kurta with capri trousers with open straight lusciously thick and silky hair, minimal make up, her beauty in her simplicity. Her look was simple and yet everything about her screamed elegance and class. She rushed over to his side breaking into a little sob as she did, before bending down and kissing his forehead and then his face repeatedly, stroking his hair as he managed a small smile at her. She kissed the back of his hand looking into his pain filled eyes)
Dilshaad- Kaise ho gaya yeh Asad (her eyes drifted to the bandage on his abdomen as she stifled a scream..and asad clutched her hand tighter bringing it to his lips to kiss)
Asad- Main theek hoon ammi..aap please mat royein..(Dilshaad just cried harder shaking her head at him)
Rashid- Doctors ne kaha hai..zakham jaldi bhar jayenge (Dilshaad visibly froze hearing those words and Asads whole body went rigid as if both of them had just realized his presence in the room)
Asad-(his eyes welling with tears..as his whole face contorted with anger, hurt, despise, disgust) mere zakham itni jaldi bharte nahin hain (he started breathing heavily in anger. His heart rate monitor suddenly began beeping out of control and Dilshaad and Rashid both looked at him panicked)
Rashid- Anaya (and all of a sudden the monitor went calm..Asad visibly calmed..he went completely still as he realized what it was Mr.Rashid had said. Gathering his courage, he slowly turned his head, his eyes misty, looking like a fragile little boy and not the arrogant millionaire he usually was as he looked at his sister for the very first time in his life. She smiled a sad smile back at him nodding reconfirming what he had heard and this time she couldn't help but brush his hair off his forehead and he winced slightly as she did making her realize that the cut on his forehead was slightly bleeding)
Anaya- Im sorry. That wound still needed dressing when you woke up..(she picked up the cotton ball and began cleaning his wound again as he continued staring at her in disbelief. But then he realized the firm hand on his leg and the monitor went ablaze once again. His whole body shook violently with anger as he tossed off his covers, kicking his leg aside making rashid nearly lose his balance in the process. 4 faces stared at him in utter shock, disbelief and confusion as he began ripping off the IV and machines attached to him. Seconds later before the others could even register what was happening Rashid Shireen and Anaya were following Asad.. who was dragging Dilshaad along with him..through the corridor of the hospital)
Dilshaad- Asad..Asad ruko
Rashid- Asad, yeh tum kya kar rahe ho. Ruk jao Asad. Asad suno. Asad tumhara khoon beh raha hai
Asad- Meri raghon mein behta hoon beh hi jaye to behtar hai..
Dilshaad- Asad aisa nahin kehte- (but he continued dragging her until they stepped outside into the snowy night once again)
Rashid- Asad meri baat to suno beta- (those words made Asad stop dead in his tracks. His face reflecting heart break. It was literally as if someone had stabbed him repeatedly in his heart. His eyes broken..clearly he was fighting for control which as usual came as naturally to him as air. He composed himself and calmly turned towards Rashid)
Asad- Lagta hai aapko koi ghalat fehmi hui hai janaab. Mere baap ka saaya mere sar se mere paida hone se pehle hi uth gaya tha..main pada hi anaat hua tha..(Rashid gasped stumbling backwards for a second while Anaya was openly crying as was Dilshaad and Shireen stood motionless and emotionless for the most part, angry, humiliated and self-conscious for the rest. Rashid and Anaya watched as Asad grabbed his mother's hand and stormed down the steps of the hospital. His wound still bleeding..and Rashid fell onto the steps like the broken and defeated man that he was..
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Khan Mansion:
The driver parked the car and rushed to the back to open the doors for Dilshad and Asad. Dilshad got out on her own and joined him on the other side to get the door for Asad but being the stubborn boy that he was he had also already got his door and was stepping out..
Dilshaad- Sambhal ke (the driver held onto his arm as Dilshaad grabbed him around the waist but Asad seemed to have no realization of his injuries. His eyes were fixed on his mother's tear stained face)
Driver- Chaliye sahib, main aapko andar chor deta hoon
Asad- Nahin. I can manage, main chala jaonga..
Driver- Sahab
Asad- Maine kaha na. I'm fine..
Dilshaad- No you're not fine, aur tumhara kuch nahin bhigde ga agar woh tumhari madad kardega to. Har baat par tamasha karna zaroori nahin hai (she couldn't help but let her anger, disappointment and perhaps her own misery seep through her words, misdirecting her pent up anger and frustration at him. Yes she was angry at him but not enough to hurt him more than he already was and one look at his broken and pale face had her wishing she had held her words back..)(Asad let out a soft chuckle of disbelief before prying himself free from both his mother and the driver and angrily storming inside to his grand, pristine white mansion which was dimly lit making it look magical and majestic amongst the blanket of snow surrounding it)
Dilshaad- Asad, Asad ruko (but he was too busy stomping his way inside. Rashid Khans face and words flashing before his eyes and burning in his ears making him burn with fury) (He threw open the front doors stalking ahead and about the same time a young girl came bounding down the winding staircase..dressed in simple shalwar kameez, holding a book and cup of coffee in her hand)
Girl- Asad? (right then Dilshaad walked in wiping her tears and the girl immediately panicked seeing her face and then Asads crumpled and dirty clothes from the back and seeing the way he was stalking away angrily from his mother instead of losing his mind at the sight of her tears like he normally would she was immediately alarmed that something was terribly wrong) Ammi..Asad? (Looking between the two)
Dilshaad-(seeing him stalk away so angrily, but just the way he was walking his hand clutching his abdomen she knew he was in pain and as a mother her heart bled seeing him in that state) Asad ruko (Asad stopped abruptly) Asad yeh sab tum kyun kar rahe ho? Khud ko takleef pauncha kar tum kya haasil karna chahte ho. Yeh takleef tum khud ko nahin, yeh takleef tum mujhko de rahe ho. tumhara zakhm abhi taaza hai
Asad- Issi baat ka to afsos hai ammi, ke yeh zakhm aaj bhi taaza hai (he spun around to face her. His bandage even more red then before causing Aisha (his sister- the other girl in the room to gasp as she covered her face disbelievingly)) ke yeh zakham aaj bhi utna hi taaza hai (Dilshaad closed her eyes trying to fight her own tears and say something to get through to him but he simply turned around and stalked off in the direction of his bedroom)
Aisha- Ammi..yeh sab..Asad ko kya huwa? (Dilshad just sighed as she continued staring at Asad's closed bedroom door with tears in her eyes)
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Farooqui Farmhouse:
The driver stopped the car and got Zoya's door. Zoya stepped out staring at the dimly lit farmhouse..which was situated outside of Kasauli. She took a deep breath trying to calm her nerves and be able to face her "family" after all that had went down earlier that day. Finally she began walking up the pathway and to the door. She was surprised to find the main hall empty as she entered and the whole house silent as she pushed open the main door. But before she could question the mysteriousness any further she felt someone cover her eyes with their hands from behind and she momentarily stopped breathing. What if this was another cruel joke being played by her family to get her married off? Terrified out of her wits again she tentatively touched the person's hands..
Zoya- Aapi (the person used their hands to shake her head in negative) Ayaan?
Person- As hard as it is to remember Pari..but u have more brothers than ayaan (Zoya gasped in shock and happiness as the person let go of her laughingly before hugging her tightly from behind rocking her side to side as he kissed her head and Zoya looked up at him teary eyed)
Zoya- Aahil bhai!!
Another guy- and Arsalan bhai!! (She snapped her head back down to see another guy come down the stairs smiling widely at her and Zoya pulled out of Aahil's arms before running off towards him and throwing herself into his arms as he too just like ayaan spun her off her feet hugging her. He set her back down just as they were joined by a third guy who kissed her cheek and ruffled her hair)
Guy- Seriously pari what's with the costume? Tum seriously Kasauli ki sarkon par yeh pehen kar ghoom rahee thee..
Aahil- It's a bit much even for you Zo..(Zoya looked down at her lehnga just as her brothers laughed at her) only Zoya Farooqui can go sight seeing in a bridal lehnga when she's not even a bride
Zoya- (stared at him utterly confused) Ji?
Zeenat- (appearing behind them) don't ask Zoya..yeh teenon achanak aaj hi mumbai se tapak parre even though they were coming 2 days later..khud hi surprise karna chahte the aur khud hi naraaz hogaye jab maine bola ke tum ghar pe nahin thi balke sight seeing karne gayee thee. Bas tabse inhone rat laga rakhee hai ke tumhe waapis bulaya jaye aur tum to jaanti ho na..maa ji ko..apne poton ki koi bhi baat kaise taal sakti hain who? (Zoya could see that just like herself Zeenat too was trying her best to fight back her tears and maintain a smile on her face so that the boys wouldn't be suspicious. Zoya looked over to where her naani and nana were coming out of the family room to join them in the main hall)
Asif- To aur kya expect kar rahe the aap log? Finally itne saalon baad yeh paagal India ayee hai. It takes something as big as Daadima and baba's 50th wedding anniversary to convince her to come to India to meet her bhais aur tab bhi madamji ko sightseeing mein zyaada dilchaspi hai..seriously Zo..did u not miss us at all?
Arsalan- and u seriously ruined our surprise
Zoya- Sorry bhaiya..bhaiya (the two laughed while Aahil looked between Zoya and Zeenat and his grandparent's suspiciously)
Aahil- Sab..theek to haina Zo? Tumne bataya nahin yeh lehnge ka kya chakar hai?
Zoya- Woh-
(Shazia) Naani- Chakkar kya hoga aahil beta? Tum to isse jaante hi ho..har wakat sivai tamashe ke ilaava kuch sojta hi nahin hai..airport se ghar aate issne shehr mein kissi ki shaadi dekh li aur zid pakar li ke usse bhi shareek hona hai..naach gaane ka kitna shauk hai isse tumhe to pata hi hai to bas..kahin se lehnga leke chali gayee..apni mann mani karne kissi aur ki khushiyon mein daaka daalne (Zoya closed her eyes painfully as a tear spilled from her eye and the boys stared at their grandmother silently seething but not speaking out of respect)
Tahir (Grandfather)- Chalo yeh sab baatein choro na bacha party..khaana lagne waala hai..chalo khaana khaate hain
Aahil- (smiled at zoya) whats this today? No tantrum for your gifts? Normally U.S mein to ab tak hum teenon ke suitcases ka kya haal kiya hota tumne apne gifts ke chakron mein..kya huwa..hamari behen finally bari ho gayee hai kya?
Zoya- You wish (the three chuckled) actually bhai mere sar mein thora dard hai..jet lag I suppose..aur maine din mein itna khaya..shaadi se (staring at her Naani who was silently seething while glaring right back at her) pet bhar gaya mera..so I think I'll just go to bed
Arsalan- You sure? (Zoya nodded trying to put on her usual 100 watt smile while beaming at him but Aahil seemed to not be buying it still)
Aahil- You sure everything's okay?
Zoya- I'm under the same roof as her bhai..you do the math (Aahil laughed before the Naani glared at Zeenat and her husband and walked off shaking her head) so I'll see u guys tomorrow? For breakfast?
Asif- You mean brunch? (Zoya laughed genuinely this time before turning to go upstairs Zeenat making an attempt to follow her)
Zoya- Aapi you go have dinner. I'm fine..main seedhe jaake so jaongi..aap please pareshan mat ho
Zeenat- Par Zoya?
Zoya- Aapi please?
Aahil- Zeenat api yeh kya hai? Aapka saara pyaar saari attention sab fikar sirf iss Zoya ke liye kyun reserved hai hunh? Aapki ek saali ke ilaava 5 devar hain..some very handsome and some not so much. But still., would it hurt you to care for us sometimes? Aap bataiye, aapke college mein koi sundar female students nahin hai kya, looking to get married soon?
Zoya- To monkey's? I highly doubt it Aahil bhai..abhi aisa wakt nahin aaya hai..you have to wait a bit longer for the matrimony of humans and animals to be accepted by society (Aahil stuck his tongue out at her)
Aahil- tu sone jaa rahee thee na?
Zeenat- Zoya tumhare suitcases tumhare room mein hain..kissi cheez ki zaroorat ho to bula lena..
Arsalan- Sweet dreams kiddo (kissed her once again before he and Asif walked off to the dining hall following Aahil and Zeenat. Zoya took a deep breath once again climbing the stairs. Her exhaustion from earlier returning to her now that the adrenaline and nervousness of facing her Naani had worn off. She reached the door to her room and pushed it open and stood in the doorway staring in. Her eye's filled with tears even though she was smiling. She looked around the pristine white room, sparkling clean. She knew her Naani had done a thorough cleaning of this room to ensure every trace of Zoya's was removed from the room to 'purify' it of the Zoya curse and surely enough there was no trace left of her. Nothing would suggest that the room belonged to Zoya once upon a time. The room was now nothing more than a guest room)
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Khan Mansion -Asads room: Asad sat on his bed while dilshad, holding his face delicately in her hand wiped his face with an alcohol swab.
Dilshaad- Aisha bhi na, woh khud doctor ban rahee hai par hamesha ki tarha tumhare zakhmon pe marham karne mujhe bhej diya. Dunya bhar ke logon ka ilaaj kar sakti hai par apne bhai ki zara si chot dekh kar haath kaampne lagte hain usk, to bhala mere nahin kaampeinge? main tumhari maan hoon-
Asad-(staring at her silently and intently. Hhis eyes still not dry) Ammi, im sorry. Main koi tamasha nahin karna chahta tha, par aaj itne saalon baad..unhe aapni aankhon ke saamne dekh kar mujhse raha nahin gaya Ammi..Ammi I'm-
Dilshaad- Tumhari davai rakhee hai, khaa lena. Main haldi wala dood bhejti hoon, chup chaap pee lena. Naa piya to soch lena ke mera hukm taala tumne
Asad- Ammi. Aap jaanti hain, aapka har hukm sar aankhon par hai par Ammi-
Dilshaad- Main bhijwaati hoon
Asad- Ammi- (hearing his sentence cut short by the sound of him wincing in pain was all Dilshaad could take. She hugged his head to her stomach, standing beside him and kissing the top of his head, breaking into a small sob)
Asad- (small voice, resembling that of a little boy) I'm sorry ammi..
Dilshaad- I'm also sorry beta..sorry jo huwa aaj tumhare saath..sorry ke tumhe wahan unhe dekhna parha
Asad- Dekhna to aapko bhi para na Ammi
Dilshaad- (wiped her tears, sitting before him) I guess..humme ab adat daal leni chahiye. News pe suna na..woh log permanently waapis shift kar rahe hain..ab hum chahein ya na chahein..hum ek hi shehr mein raheinge..aamna saamna to karna hi padega
Asad- Mujhe unka saamne karne se koi pareshaani nahin hai ammi..maana ke yeh shehr hamara hai..yahan ke log hamare hain..par jitne apne hain..unse kahin zyaada ajnabee log hai yahan..thore aur sahee..jaise baaki logon ka saamna karne se pehle aur baad mein kuch nahin sochte..inka saamna bhi hum waise hi kareinge..(looked at her a bit unsurely) haina Ammi..(she stared at him pensively for a bit before smiling at nodding at him while he stared at her still unsurely)
Dilshaad- Dood peeke so jaana. Good night (Asad just silently stared at her retreating back, seeing Rashid Khans face before his eyes again, his jaw clenching once again. Anger radiated off of him in waves as he sat there seething)
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Continued in next post...
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