AsYa OS: Lost pt 2/pg 5

He entered his bedroom and slammed the door close, making sure it closed with a bang

She stood outside, jumping back a little, hearing the door bang.

Tears streaming down from her closed eyes, she stood rooted to one spot.

She looked up, seeing a teary Dilshaad standing on top of the stairs, tears also falling from hr eyes.

Without any reaction she slowly turned, and started walking to her bedroom.

He leaned against the door he just slammed, looking up at the ceiling, light tears forming in his own eyes.

"Sorry Zoya..." he whispered

She entered the room; her steps slow, giving the door a little push, she feel to her knees.

She started crying, covering her face with her hands, trying to cover her tears from her own self, slowly she fell sideways onto the ground, her body shaking every time she cried.

'''''.

"Asad just tell me, tell me you care'.."

Those words rang in his ears over and over again

He looked to the ground and closed his eyes, her images flashing in his mind, and a smile formed on his face, along with a single tear trickling down his cheek.

'''''..

Zoya lie on the ground, sniffing back her tears, her hair falling down covering her view, but she seemed to care less.

Everything that just had happened playing in her mind like a movie

"I love you Asad''"

He turned, he didn't seem calm nor did he look shocked

He just looked at her

"I know'" he replied

She stood there surprised at his reply

"And'.?" She asked

He looked away, not meeting her gaze

"I'm sorry"

She stepped aback a bit, was she being rejected?

He put his hands behind him, locking them together

"Kal meri Tanveer ke saath nikaah hai, and I really don't care if you love me or not"

"Don't care? That's why you ran all the way to the airport to stop me?"

"That'that's different"

"What about the time, you saved me from falling into the electrocuted water? You should have let me die-"

"Zoya!" He yelled looking furiously at her

"You do care'" she said, a ray of hope in her voice

He step back a little

"Uh, no I don't care!"

"Asad just tell me tell me you care'"

"I don't care!"

He yelled, making her stiffen

"You have misunderstood, I don't care and neither do I love you, just leave me alone!"

Saying this he headed into his room, leaving her frozen.

She retuned back to present, her friends from New York coming to her mind, and they were right, getting your heart broken hurts.

She closed her eyes hoping she could just fall asleep and leave all her problems.

'''''''..

Asad sat on his bed, the single tear on his cheek dried up, leaving a glimmering stain behind

He did care, after all he loved her, but he couldn't get himself to say it

Why? Why couldn't he?

His heart told him to run over and pull her in his arms, but his mind told him to stay down and accept Tanveer

He was confused.

'''''''..

Bol Na Halke Halke'

Zoya eyes shot open, remembering that night

The same night he had unknowingly expressed his feelings, and again tears formed in her eyes, as if crying for 2 hours wasn't enough.

Her head ached, her eyes hurt, and her legs fell asleep because of her position.

The light constantly bothered her eyes, so she closed them, but closing them makes her see his face.

What is he doing now? She thought being a jerk I bet, her mind told her

Feeing how you are feeing, her heart told her.

"It was all a fake" she whispered

That night, their dance, his words, the engagement'.everything was a fake

She smile, that's all she could do now'smile

"But I'm the idiot for falling for him" she said to herself

She slowly, pulled herself up

"Well I guess I should pick'the outfit ..I..I will wear ..to...morrow.." she said gulping down her tears

And again she fell back, crying hysterically

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He heard her sobs from his room and closed his eyes clenching his fists.

He was feeing like and asshole and felt like trashing himself

How he felt like hugging her and never letting go, making her the happiest girl in the world

But he just couldn't due it.

"Forgive me'" He uttered guilt in his voice

"I'm just lost"

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Fin'.

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