This was a so and so week..with many insightful flashes...
Guilt can be a driving force .
Pratigya is racked by guilt ...her intense search for Krishna is motored by Guilt, oiled by a little and steadily growing Love ... we saw her trying to break down doors literally and metaphorically [trying to breakdown SS's greedy door, Shakthi's Hatred door, Amma's insane jealous door] in her anxious search for Krishna... and for her troubles, she was dragged, humiliated, pummeled and locked into a room...but Nothing could keep this feisty lady down, Undaunted she bounced back every time and finally with the help of her Devar's , she did a moonlight flight and is now actively engaged in pursuing her saat janam ka saathi .
Absence diminishes mediocre passions and increases great ones, as the wind extinguishes candles and fans fires.
We also are seeing the increasingly frenzied feelings of Pratigya in the continued absence of Krishna ...she now seems to have cleared her heart of all the unwanted clutter and is in the throes of acknowledging that her feelings , the unknown and strange feelings that is swirling inside her is LOVE ...and what is more, it is steadily getting fanned into a roaring inferno in the teeth of opposition [Thakur's] , absence [Krish disappearance] ...so much so that it will consume her pretty soon and we will have one more addition to our Love Register..the name of KRIYA ..😊
Power Corrupts..
Although it has been centuries since we have entered into a civilized era and we have highly evolved into loving caring sensitive individuals....The Thakur's showed us that ...We still are animals under all that layers and that we have never stripped our Animal instincts and when the chips are down...or when we are desperate or when we are pushed into a corner ..The animal in us takes over ..and so it was with Thakur's...when the vision of the all powerful "CHAIR" began to get vague and all shimmery..The Thakur's returned to their basic instincts and tried to eliminate the root cause of their Problem ...
Never ignore wallflowers ..
Kesar the timid and gentle Kesar was always ignored by the Thakur's ...they never considered her a threat a la Pratigya ..never guarded their tongues ..never were wary of her ..never thought her dangerous...but it was this gentle kesar by her one trivial act of opening Pratigya's door has probably shut the door of the political power on SS face ..
Time will tell .................
Never under estimate Gentle and meek souls ..
Just bec you are boisterous , over smart, over bearing , confident ...doesn't mean that the other quieter souls are stupid..ignore them at ur peril ..
we saw what G.Dadi was capable of when she was roused to anger ....A woman who has seen many unfortunate incidents, many unhappy and tragic things happening in front of her eyes .. A woman who voluntarily silenced herself as a mark of protest was a towering pillar of rage ...when SS played a trick on the trusting Pratigya...
SS thought he could do whatever to the Sax and they will turn the other cheek ...but the prof decided enough was enough and has found his voice and is getting quite vocal ...unfortunately his ire seems to be directed at the Cub and not on the grizzled Lion ...
Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up.
James A. Baldwin
Krishna although absent was ever present ...... A mighty assured young man who was supremely confident on his love and even more cocksure about his girl's love ... had a well laid out plan for his life , but reality seeped in and thwarted his intention..
for Love he undertook many tasks, in the name of love he underwent many taunts , humiliation only to have his vision opened, his trust broken ...but his love unbroken , his love still flowing , his love in the process of growing up ..
Will Krishna and His love finally grow up and Mature ??
The hours I spend with you I look upon as sort of a perfumed garden, a dim twilight, and a fountain singing to it. You and you alone make me feel that I am alive. Other men it is said have seen angels, but I have seen thee and thou art enough.
Will Pratigya be enough for Krishna and will Krishna be enough for Pratigya ?? or will each strive to change the other ...