And So I reflect ........

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This was a so and so week..with many insightful flashes...

Guilt can be a driving force .

Pratigya is racked by guilt ...her intense search for Krishna is motored by Guilt, oiled by a little and steadily growing Love ... we saw her trying to break down doors literally and metaphorically [trying to breakdown SS's greedy door, Shakthi's Hatred door, Amma's insane jealous door] in her anxious search for Krishna... and for her troubles, she was dragged, humiliated, pummeled and locked into a room...but Nothing could keep this feisty lady down, Undaunted she bounced back every time and finally with the help of her Devar's , she did a moonlight flight and is now actively engaged in pursuing her saat janam ka saathi .


Absence diminishes mediocre passions and increases great ones, as the wind extinguishes candles and fans fires.


We also are seeing the increasingly frenzied feelings of Pratigya in the continued absence of Krishna ...she now seems to have cleared her heart of all the unwanted clutter and is in the throes of acknowledging that her feelings , the unknown and strange feelings that is swirling inside her is LOVE ...and what is more, it is steadily getting fanned into a roaring inferno in the teeth of opposition [Thakur's] , absence [Krish disappearance] ...so much so that it will consume her pretty soon and we will have one more addition to our Love Register..the name of KRIYA ..😊


Power Corrupts..

Although it has been centuries since we have entered into a civilized era and we have highly evolved into loving caring sensitive individuals....The Thakur's showed us that ...We still are animals under all that layers and that we have never stripped our Animal instincts and when the chips are down...or when we are desperate or when we are pushed into a corner ..The animal in us takes over ..and so it was with Thakur's...when the vision of the all powerful "CHAIR" began to get vague and all shimmery..The Thakur's returned to their basic instincts and tried to eliminate the root cause of their Problem ...


Never ignore wallflowers ..

Kesar the timid and gentle Kesar was always ignored by the Thakur's ...they never considered her a threat a la Pratigya ..never guarded their tongues ..never were wary of her ..never thought her dangerous...but it was this gentle kesar by her one trivial act of opening Pratigya's door has probably shut the door of the political power on SS face ..

Time will tell .................


Never under estimate Gentle and meek souls ..

Just bec you are boisterous , over smart, over bearing , confident ...doesn't mean that the other quieter souls are stupid..ignore them at ur peril ..

we saw what G.Dadi was capable of when she was roused to anger ....A woman who has seen many unfortunate incidents, many unhappy and tragic things happening in front of her eyes .. A woman who voluntarily silenced herself as a mark of protest was a towering pillar of rage ...when SS played a trick on the trusting Pratigya...

SS thought he could do whatever to the Sax and they will turn the other cheek ...but the prof decided enough was enough and has found his voice and is getting quite vocal ...unfortunately his ire seems to be directed at the Cub and not on the grizzled Lion ...

Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up.
James A. Baldwin


Krishna although absent was ever present ...... A mighty assured young man who was supremely confident on his love and even more cocksure about his girl's love ... had a well laid out plan for his life , but reality seeped in and thwarted his intention..

for Love he undertook many tasks, in the name of love he underwent many taunts , humiliation only to have his vision opened, his trust broken ...but his love unbroken , his love still flowing , his love in the process of growing up ..

Will Krishna and His love finally grow up and Mature ??


The hours I spend with you I look upon as sort of a perfumed garden, a dim twilight, and a fountain singing to it. You and you alone make me feel that I am alive. Other men it is said have seen angels, but I have seen thee and thou art enough.

Will Pratigya be enough for Krishna and will Krishna be enough for Pratigya ?? or will each strive to change the other ...


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Posted: 15 years ago
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Tanthya Tope! what a 'Tope' of a post! 👏👏

'Absence diminishes mediocre passions and increases great ones, as the wind extinguishes candles and fans fires.'

Kya baat hai! Maza aa gaya. I hope you don't have much planned for today. It may not be such a dull weekend after all!
Back soon. 😃


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Posted: 15 years ago
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tanthya ji,

very well written.i agree wit each n evry wrd of u.bt do u thnk pratigya wil lub Krishna so easily?aftrall,shez PRATIGYA na?Pratigya matlab sloooooooow processor.evn tho v viewers thnk dat its high tym 4 pratigya 2 undrstnd krishna,i fear dat whethr it wil b a small period in d eyes of Prats.!!!!!!!!!!!🤢i wish she wont tel hm "Krishna,lets b frnds 4 somtym 2 undrstnd each othr betr" evn aftr he return 4m d hospital........poor Baba,aur kya kya sehna padtha hai usko?😔
most of our frnds here say dat shez in luv wit Krishna nw.........evn i wish so.........bt aftr wat Pooja said in d interview........i too thnk dat.............evntho she hv a feeling 2wrds hm.........(😕),its d feeling of guilt datz filled inside hr nw.........as tho shez d reason 4 his present state n also she hd lost hr pillar of support!!!!!!!!
bt im gonna b moreeeee optimistic!!!!!!hop evrythn turns out in d ryt track...........hop we'll c in more KriYa coming days............
Edited by zash_sparkling - 15 years ago
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Posted: 15 years ago
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Originally posted by: zash_sparkling

tanthya ji,

very well written.i agree wit each n evry wrd of u.bt do u thnk pratigya wil lub Krishna so easily?aftrall,shez PRATIGYA na?Pratigya matlab sloooooooow processor.evn tho v viewers thnk dat its high tym 4 pratigya 2 undrstnd krishna,i fear dat its only a small period in d eyes of Prats.i wish she wont tel hm "Krishna,lets b frnds 4 somtym 2 undrstnd each othr betr" evn aftr he return 4m d hospital........poor Baba,aur kya kya sehna padtha hai usko?😔



Zash,

Thank you..😊

I think six months are sufficient even for a slow processor...

and secondly..Pratigya has begun to understand if not Krishna but at his love...a few of her dialogues these past week reflects that ....and

her dream ..that of Krishna hugging denotes her longing for krishna and her desire for his acceptance of her...in short..she has accepted Krishna as her life partner and is seeing her future with him

Friends call me Tanthya or thant ...I hope You will call me the same ..and strike off the "JI" 😊
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Dye ,


I am bored to death ....hence this wandering ramblings ..I have just shared my thoughts that came , from the top of my head ....along with some of my fav quotes...

come soon , Yaar...

depending on you to ignite this thread !!
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Posted: 15 years ago
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Originally posted by: tanthya



Zash,

Thank you..😊u r welcome dr...........

I think six months are sufficient even for a slow processor...bt she began 2 undrstnd hm n hs luv 1ly one or two months back

and secondly..Pratigya has begun to understand if not Krishna but at his love...a few of her dialogues these past week reflects that ....and i too thnk so n wish d same!!!!!

her dream ..that of Krishna hugging denotes her longing for krishna and her desire for his acceptance of her...in short..she has accepted Krishna as her life partner and is seeing her future with him

Friends call me Tanthya or thant ...I hope You will call me the same ..and strike off the "JI" 😊k done!!!!!❤️

Edited by zash_sparkling - 15 years ago
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Posted: 15 years ago
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Zash,

Krishna fell instantly and irrevocably in love within a sec....while it has taken Pratigya two whole months...60 days !!!..enough even for the slowest processor ...

she has began to understand him, Zash...she has realized that he wants to believe her but is unable to cos he also knows Angad...and this fact is tearing him apart !! if a person doesn't care in other words if Pratigya did not care , she would not have known about this emotions raging inside him ..would she ??

Pratigya cares and more than that she has began to fall for him ...😃
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Posted: 15 years ago
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Tanthya..excellently said!! as usual!!

a weekend treat!!
Dyehard... waiting 4 u bang back!!!
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Posted: 15 years ago
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Originally posted by: tanthya

Zash,

Krishna fell instantly and irrevocably in love within a sec....while it has taken Pratigya two whole months...60 days !!!..enough even for the slowest processor ...dats absolutely enffffffff!!!!!!!!

she has began to understand him, Zash...she has realized that he wants to believe her but is unable to cos he also knows Angad...and this fact is tearing him apart !! if a person doesn't care in other words if Pratigya did not care , she would not have known about this emotions raging inside him ..would she ??hm..........tanthya,im a diehard fan of KriYa.diz d 1ly serial i watch n 1ly cz of KriYa..me tooo want to see dem 2gthr n i evn desperately peep into each n evry emotins of Pratigya 4m d beginng 2 find out whether derz any lub hidden inside it.truly speaking om fed up wit dis track n i dnt want deir seperation.i cn undrstnd wat u r sayn n i too want d sam 2 happn.bt my fear is dat v cnt trust d CVs.evrytym dey come up wit somthn unexpected.hop dis tym dey wont get us dissapoointed.........

Pratigya cares and more than that she has began to fall for him ...😃i'll b d most happiest person if dat happens!!!!!!!!


take care........
luv
zash😃
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Posted: 15 years ago
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Originally posted by: HamiSky

Tanthya..excellently said!! as usual!!

a weekend treat!!
Dyehard... waiting 4 u bang back!!!



Hami,

Thank You !!

was getting bored to death...am not a fan of monsoon showers ...and this post was born out of a need to alleviate that boredom ..

hence no coherence, no unified plot ..just odd ramblings triggered by vague pictures forming in my minds eyes..even now Rambling..😃 cant seem to stop ....Arrrrgh..I wish this rains would stop...and i get off my ramblings.....😃 and stop boring u gals....

Until the rains..u will get bulletins...of how bored I am..Bored Iam ..Bored I am....just echoing ...😆
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