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I was pissed off about her giving up the scholarship to London. I was of the opinion that the CVs needn't have shown her making another sacrifice, but now I think what she did is justified.
Today while watching KriYam I suddenly remembered this line I read in a book -"To go forward you must go back and to touch the light you must pass beneath the shadow."
In the book this line is said in a completely different context, but I think it applies here perfectly. The way Kria loves Rey, isn't it obvious that she would never truly be happy if she hadn't come back?
I'm not really sure about what's going on in Kria's mind. What does she hope to achieve? Does she want him back in her life? Does she hope that he'll fall in love with her all over again? And how does she think that's going to happen? Does she plan on telling him the truth at some point?
We do not have the answers to these questions. The only thing we know for sure is that Kria wants to help Rey and her friends achieve their dream of opening up a dance institute.
But from the KriYam convo today, it's clear that she isn't back in St. Louis just for Rey and her friends. She's come back for herself. To let go of her guilt.
What guilt? It's not like she did anything wrong,right? WE know that. Remember her letter to Swayam? She wrote to him about how her mother had got to know her secret and forbidden her from dancing. As far as I remember, she dint let her friends know that she was being forced to leave the college. She wrote "Since there's nothing else for me here, I'm leaving." (something along those lines) So basically, she'd admitted in the letter that only dance mattered to her. Her friends dint. And Rey dint.
All this while I've been pissed off about how Rey and the gang could've believed something so outrageous about Kria. But then, once I got over that and thought from their POV, I felt bad for them. In a way, they must've felt used by her. They must think that for her they were just her team members, not actual friends.
I don't blame Kria for not explaining to them 2 years back why she had to leave. If my parents made me do something like that, I don't think I could get myself to admit it front of my friends. No matter how hurt Kria herself was, she wouldn't want her friends to hate on her mother. But fact hai, in their minds Kria has ditched them. And Kria knows that. And so, she needs this opportunity to mend her relationship with them as much as they need this opportunity to start their dance career.
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