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Heya Peeps I know most of the swaronians are deprssed like me with the current Track and well We can't do anything.So instead moaning and whining and begging to the CVs I decided to write How I felt the Swaron patch up should be.So well this is that and I don't really know If it is worth reading but do take a chance maybe it is worth your time but you'll never know if you don't check it out so here it is.
Swayam was pacing around in his living room thinking how the situations became so complicated everything was going fine then how this storm wreaked a havoc in his life.He was past the point of understanding.He knew what Sharon did was wrong but was he right in saying such cruel words to her no.Yes her actions were not justified but was his any better.Instead of making things better he made them worse.Granted he was angry and hurt but most of all he felt betrayed but was insulting her the best way to show it absolutely not he Knew that he was at fault too so without any more thinking he decided to go to sharon and sort things out.He started walking towards the exit and opened the door but then froze there when he saw the love of his life sharon standing there abiut to ring the bell.Sharon looked up with surprise filled in her eyes.Both stood there still gazing at each other with a number of emotions swimming in their eyes guilt,regret,pain,apology but the most prominent was Love.Swayam was the one who came out of the trance first and cleared his throat.
Sw:Sharon Tum Yahaan
Sh:Haa mai wooo.Ku nahi aa sakti kya.Kya tum mujhe dekhna bhi nahi chaahte
Her voice was cracking because of the Pain and It pained him to
Sw:Nahi aisa nahi hai sharon In fact mai abhi tumhaare paas hi aa rha tha so I was just surprised anyways come in
She was surprised yet somehow glad that he was coming to see her too.She stepped inside and he followed her.He gestured for her to sit down on the couch and she did and he sat beside her.She was fiddling with her fingers and hand bag thinking where to start and he was no different.they both spoke at the same time
Sw:Sha..
Sh:Swa...
They glanced at each other and smiled
Sw:You first bolo kya kehna chaahti thi
Sh:Swayam mai bas Hamaare beech ki misunderstanding sort out karna chaahti hun but most of all I just wanna apologize to you.
Swayam was glad to know that sharon was thinking of taking an initiative to clear the MU even after how he talked to her last time.
Sw:Mai bhi yahi kehna chaahta tha lekin usse pehle sharon mai tumse jo kehnaa chaahta hu tum please use shaanti se sunna aur fir decide karna what you want.
Sharon shook her head in approval.
Sw:Sharon pehle to maine kal jaise behave kiya uske like I am sorry.I know ki main gusse me tha but mujhe apna calm lose nahi karna chaahiye tha and most of the things that I said were unacceptable and wrong on so many account so I am sorry for that.Also I want to clear that ki mujhe tumhaare aur rey ki frienship se koi problem nahi hai.Naa kabhi thi aur naa kabhi hogi.So I am sorry sharon.
Sh:Its OK swayam besides agar tumne galati ki to I was not right either.Ye jaante hue bhi ki Us din rehearsal hall me jo kuch bhi hua uske baad tum kitne sensitive mood me hoge I lost my calm.Mujhe tumhe shaant karna chaahiye the but instead I provoked you too.I knew ki tum hurt hoge aur right frame of mind me nahi hoge but still i shouted at you but main kyaa karoon swayam I was scared kabse tumhe call kar rhi thi tum koi reply nahi kar rhe the na message ka na call ka.I was scared ki kahi tum apne aap ko hurt na kar lo aur isliye tumhe dekhte hi I lost it and gusse me pataa nhi kya kya bol diya so I am sorry.
Sw:I am sorry too sharon pehle binaa tumse discuss kiye baaton ko clear kiye tumhe judge karne ke liye aur phir invisible hoke tumhe pareshaan karne ke liye.I wish mai time ko peeche kar sakta to rectify but I can't so I think ki tab nahi to abhi sahi because its never too late too rectify your mistakes right.Saying so he gave her a smile and she returned it too.
Sw:Now that sorries are done I wanna ask Kyu Sharon.Tumne hamaari fights ke baare me rey ko kyu bataaya hmm.
Sh:Its not like that swayam jaisa tum soch rahe ho waisa nahi hai
Sw:to phir kaisa hai sharon bolo
Sh:Maine rey ko hamaare fight ke baare me us context me nahi bataaya tha.I guess poster leak ke baad tumhaare aur Rey ke beech kuch hua tha aur Uske baad jab wo mere paas aaya to he told me ki something is wrong with you.Poster leak ke baad tum kuch weird behave kar rahe ho to maine sirf usse itna kahaa tha ki tum thode uncomfortable ho thats it aur isi wajah se hamaare beech ek choti si fight ho gayi.I never meant to discuss our personal relationship details with him Swayam trust me.
Sw:Fir rey ne mujhe aisa kyu kaha ki mai tumhe rulaata hoon.
Sh:Actually its my fault.He was mislead.Jis din tum aur aashi rehearsal hall me scratch video ke rehearsal kar rahe the us din I came to college to apologize for my behavior earlier aur wahaa college me pohonchkar when I saw you and aashi dancing so closely that too on our personal special song I felt so bad aur tab mujhe ye realize hua ki jaisa us time mai feel kar rahi thi waisa hi tum kar rahe hoge mujhe aur rey dekhkar.I felt so guilty swayam aur wo guilt mujhe itna hurt kar rha tha ki I could not stop myself from crying aur tabhi rey ka call aa gaya and I picked it up.I was sobbing and said some jumbled words about you and Rey ko lagaa ki I was crying because of you.Trust me swayam Aisa ho hi nahi sakta ki tum mujhe rulao.Hamesha mai tumhe hurt karti hu and in the process I hurt my self too.I am sorry swayam.
Saying so she broke down in front of him.Swayam who was taking in everything she said could not see her like that so he immediately cupped her face and said
Sw:hey hey sharon shhh stop crying Ok shhh stop crying.Chup ho jao sharon its OK everything is OK.Shhh
Saying so he wiped her tears with his thumbs and kept shushing her.Soon sharon's sobs turned into sniffles and she closed her eyes enjoying the warmth of his palms embracing his face.
Sw:I understand sharon but tumne mujhe contract ke baare me jhooth ku bola
Sh:I did not lie to you.Maine jhooth nahi bola tha swayam.I just did not tell you.Itni mushkil se hamaare beech sab kuch normal hua tha aur hamaari camping date was so soothing to mai nahi chaahti thi ki ek stupid se contract ki wajah se hamaari date spoil ho.I thought ki date ke baad I will tell you about the contract lekin sab khatam ho gaya.Aadi sir ne Achaanak se college bulaa liya aur hamaari camping adhoori reh gayi.I was feeling like hell trust me swayam and I thought tumhaare college aate hi tumhe sab bataa dungi lekin sab kharaab ho gaya aur situation out of hand chali gayi.Trust me swayam tumhaara trust aur tumhaara pyaar mere liye bohot Important hai and mai kabhi ise lose karna nahi chaahti.You know tumhaari kisi bhi baat ka mujhe itna bura nahi laga jtna ye sunkar laga ki you can't trust me.Mera khud par trust sirf tumhaari wajah se hai swayam and I am so sorry for making you feel like I betrayed you.Mai aisa nahi chaahti thi
Sw:I know sharon.Us din I guess Rey ki Baaton ki wajah se itna hyper ho gaya tha ki maine tumhe bhi bina explanation judge kar diya.Galti ham dono se hui hai sharon and I am sorry for my part.I really am.
Sh:I am sorry too for breaking our promise and your trust.
Sw: nahi sharon we did not break our promise.Remember hamne decide kiya tha ki situation bigadne se pehle hi ham baat kar kar sab sort out kar lenge and we did.Hamne situation ko sambhaal liya right.I am sorry sharon for making you feel like I don't trust you anymore and I love you always have and always will.
Sh:I love you too Swayam.Thank you for trusting me and Loving me always
Saying so swayam kissed her forehead lovingly and embraced her tightly hiding her in his chest as if protecting her from all the worries and tensions and she happily snuggled into him as his arms were the safest haven.They both knew that their love could take the test of times yet come out stronger than ever because their fairytale was meant to be...
ya well this is it do drop in your reviews
-Harshita
P.S. I could not think of an apt title so suggest title for this OS too
Swayam was pacing around in his living room thinking how the situations became so complicated everything was going fine then how this storm wreaked a havoc in his life.He was past the point of understanding.He knew what Sharon did was wrong but was he right in saying such cruel words to her no.Yes her actions were not justified but was his any better.Instead of making things better he made them worse.Granted he was angry and hurt but most of all he felt betrayed but was insulting her the best way to show it absolutely not he Knew that he was at fault too so without any more thinking he decided to go to sharon and sort things out.He started walking towards the exit and opened the door but then froze there when he saw the love of his life sharon standing there abiut to ring the bell.Sharon looked up with surprise filled in her eyes.Both stood there still gazing at each other with a number of emotions swimming in their eyes guilt,regret,pain,apology but the most prominent was Love.Swayam was the one who came out of the trance first and cleared his throat.
Sw:Sharon Tum Yahaan
Sh:Haa mai wooo.Ku nahi aa sakti kya.Kya tum mujhe dekhna bhi nahi chaahte
Her voice was cracking because of the Pain and It pained him to
Sw:Nahi aisa nahi hai sharon In fact mai abhi tumhaare paas hi aa rha tha so I was just surprised anyways come in
She was surprised yet somehow glad that he was coming to see her too.She stepped inside and he followed her.He gestured for her to sit down on the couch and she did and he sat beside her.She was fiddling with her fingers and hand bag thinking where to start and he was no different.they both spoke at the same time
Sw:Sha..
Sh:Swa...
They glanced at each other and smiled
Sw:You first bolo kya kehna chaahti thi
Sh:Swayam mai bas Hamaare beech ki misunderstanding sort out karna chaahti hun but most of all I just wanna apologize to you.
Swayam was glad to know that sharon was thinking of taking an initiative to clear the MU even after how he talked to her last time.
Sw:Mai bhi yahi kehna chaahta tha lekin usse pehle sharon mai tumse jo kehnaa chaahta hu tum please use shaanti se sunna aur fir decide karna what you want.
Sharon shook her head in approval.
Sw:Sharon pehle to maine kal jaise behave kiya uske like I am sorry.I know ki main gusse me tha but mujhe apna calm lose nahi karna chaahiye tha and most of the things that I said were unacceptable and wrong on so many account so I am sorry for that.Also I want to clear that ki mujhe tumhaare aur rey ki frienship se koi problem nahi hai.Naa kabhi thi aur naa kabhi hogi.So I am sorry sharon.
Sh:Its OK swayam besides agar tumne galati ki to I was not right either.Ye jaante hue bhi ki Us din rehearsal hall me jo kuch bhi hua uske baad tum kitne sensitive mood me hoge I lost my calm.Mujhe tumhe shaant karna chaahiye the but instead I provoked you too.I knew ki tum hurt hoge aur right frame of mind me nahi hoge but still i shouted at you but main kyaa karoon swayam I was scared kabse tumhe call kar rhi thi tum koi reply nahi kar rhe the na message ka na call ka.I was scared ki kahi tum apne aap ko hurt na kar lo aur isliye tumhe dekhte hi I lost it and gusse me pataa nhi kya kya bol diya so I am sorry.
Sw:I am sorry too sharon pehle binaa tumse discuss kiye baaton ko clear kiye tumhe judge karne ke liye aur phir invisible hoke tumhe pareshaan karne ke liye.I wish mai time ko peeche kar sakta to rectify but I can't so I think ki tab nahi to abhi sahi because its never too late too rectify your mistakes right.Saying so he gave her a smile and she returned it too.
Sw:Now that sorries are done I wanna ask Kyu Sharon.Tumne hamaari fights ke baare me rey ko kyu bataaya hmm.
Sh:Its not like that swayam jaisa tum soch rahe ho waisa nahi hai
Sw:to phir kaisa hai sharon bolo
Sh:Maine rey ko hamaare fight ke baare me us context me nahi bataaya tha.I guess poster leak ke baad tumhaare aur Rey ke beech kuch hua tha aur Uske baad jab wo mere paas aaya to he told me ki something is wrong with you.Poster leak ke baad tum kuch weird behave kar rahe ho to maine sirf usse itna kahaa tha ki tum thode uncomfortable ho thats it aur isi wajah se hamaare beech ek choti si fight ho gayi.I never meant to discuss our personal relationship details with him Swayam trust me.
Sw:Fir rey ne mujhe aisa kyu kaha ki mai tumhe rulaata hoon.
Sh:Actually its my fault.He was mislead.Jis din tum aur aashi rehearsal hall me scratch video ke rehearsal kar rahe the us din I came to college to apologize for my behavior earlier aur wahaa college me pohonchkar when I saw you and aashi dancing so closely that too on our personal special song I felt so bad aur tab mujhe ye realize hua ki jaisa us time mai feel kar rahi thi waisa hi tum kar rahe hoge mujhe aur rey dekhkar.I felt so guilty swayam aur wo guilt mujhe itna hurt kar rha tha ki I could not stop myself from crying aur tabhi rey ka call aa gaya and I picked it up.I was sobbing and said some jumbled words about you and Rey ko lagaa ki I was crying because of you.Trust me swayam Aisa ho hi nahi sakta ki tum mujhe rulao.Hamesha mai tumhe hurt karti hu and in the process I hurt my self too.I am sorry swayam.
Saying so she broke down in front of him.Swayam who was taking in everything she said could not see her like that so he immediately cupped her face and said
Sw:hey hey sharon shhh stop crying Ok shhh stop crying.Chup ho jao sharon its OK everything is OK.Shhh
Saying so he wiped her tears with his thumbs and kept shushing her.Soon sharon's sobs turned into sniffles and she closed her eyes enjoying the warmth of his palms embracing his face.
Sw:I understand sharon but tumne mujhe contract ke baare me jhooth ku bola
Sh:I did not lie to you.Maine jhooth nahi bola tha swayam.I just did not tell you.Itni mushkil se hamaare beech sab kuch normal hua tha aur hamaari camping date was so soothing to mai nahi chaahti thi ki ek stupid se contract ki wajah se hamaari date spoil ho.I thought ki date ke baad I will tell you about the contract lekin sab khatam ho gaya.Aadi sir ne Achaanak se college bulaa liya aur hamaari camping adhoori reh gayi.I was feeling like hell trust me swayam and I thought tumhaare college aate hi tumhe sab bataa dungi lekin sab kharaab ho gaya aur situation out of hand chali gayi.Trust me swayam tumhaara trust aur tumhaara pyaar mere liye bohot Important hai and mai kabhi ise lose karna nahi chaahti.You know tumhaari kisi bhi baat ka mujhe itna bura nahi laga jtna ye sunkar laga ki you can't trust me.Mera khud par trust sirf tumhaari wajah se hai swayam and I am so sorry for making you feel like I betrayed you.Mai aisa nahi chaahti thi
Sw:I know sharon.Us din I guess Rey ki Baaton ki wajah se itna hyper ho gaya tha ki maine tumhe bhi bina explanation judge kar diya.Galti ham dono se hui hai sharon and I am sorry for my part.I really am.
Sh:I am sorry too for breaking our promise and your trust.
Sw: nahi sharon we did not break our promise.Remember hamne decide kiya tha ki situation bigadne se pehle hi ham baat kar kar sab sort out kar lenge and we did.Hamne situation ko sambhaal liya right.I am sorry sharon for making you feel like I don't trust you anymore and I love you always have and always will.
Sh:I love you too Swayam.Thank you for trusting me and Loving me always
Saying so swayam kissed her forehead lovingly and embraced her tightly hiding her in his chest as if protecting her from all the worries and tensions and she happily snuggled into him as his arms were the safest haven.They both knew that their love could take the test of times yet come out stronger than ever because their fairytale was meant to be...
ya well this is it do drop in your reviews
-Harshita
P.S. I could not think of an apt title so suggest title for this OS too
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