Episode-111Her beautiful foot is still resting on his knee. He gets the payal out from his pocket and shows it to her with a guilt look.She is astonished, looking at him incredulously. He delicately puts the anklet around her ankle. There is tenderness, care and lots of emotions in his eyes. She drops her saree down and pulls away her foot from his knee. He slowly stands up , takes a step back, but still can't take his eyes from her. Khushi looks at him with eyes full of questions, but she is also spell bound. He intends to go, but turns back, he just can't leave her out of his sight. A gentle wind blows, makes her errant locks touches her beautiful face. He is mesmerized, wishes to touch those tendrils. His amused look makes her wriggling her hand in anticipation. the ambiance becomes rife with the passionate note of Jadu hai nesha hai. He starts to walk towards her prowlingly, causing her to take a step back involuntarily. He keeps moving towards her, she is stepping back. Finally he plasters her on the glass door. Her bosom is heaving in anticipation, her luscious lips are quivering in desire. she is looking like a seductress. He can't take his eyes off from her for a single moment. He lifts his hand and cares her tendril gently. she looks at him. She can't see the yearn in his eyes. She closes her eyes involuntarily. He starts to care his soft cheek with his rough hand.They both want to indulge in forbidden fantasy. His gentle cares makes her edging towards a chasm. He leans towards her quivering lips, she is clutching her saree in perturbation. His sensuous touch causing chaos and disorder in her already uneven hear beat. He cups her angelic face and delicately lifts it a little upward. He has been longing to seep the nectar since the day she fell on his lap in seesh mahal. He has been vulnerable since that day. He tried so hard to hate her, throw her out of his life, yelled at her,humiliated her. But he is lost against her own self. today his lady love in red is burning him in aphrodisia. He can't resist himself to taste those rosy lips, he has to seep the nectar of her, cause he is feeling a billow of love for this girl.Things have changed drastically after the Nainital trip. so many things happened in their lives. He felt her importance in his life more than ever. Her reliance on him at her most distressed moment, his affability towards her, all of their recent encounters brought them more closer to each other. She also found the reason of her dhadhak that Arnav didn't cast a spell on her, but her heart pounds for him, cause she is in love with him. She is also ready to give him the pleasure. So she is also pampering her desire. when he cared her delicate skin with lots of passion herbody automatically ignites from his eternal heat. They are quite oblivious of the rest of the world creating a gentle cadence that beat in harmony with their thumping heart.But the outside world is so imprudent that can't let them alone for so long. The shrill ringtone of his phone throws him to the real world instantly. He snatches away his hand from her face in a jolt, he is flummoxed at his action. He slowly steps back from her, turns his face and closes his eyes in anticipation. Khushi is still tremulous .He gives her a last look and huddles away from the place. She is still perplexed, "what is just happened?" She is blaming herself to get weak, but still can't get the answer, why her payal is with him!pause: Both Barun and Sanaya was outstanding in the scene. And honestly I never witnessed such a romantic, intense passionate scene never in my life. And of course Sarun made it special with their brilliant acting and magical chemistry. Gautam Hegde is absolutely right, they are the missing pieces of each other.In the hall, a sardonic man closes his eyes in convulsion. His mind is whirling in vortex of emotions, "How could I do it? what happened to me? why did I become weak?" ASR can't get weak for a girl, he can't fall in love, cause where there is love there is deception, what he learnt from his distorted past of his parents. He doesn't want to face the girl who makes him weak. but the girl is valiant, she needs to know the answer. She comes and stands right beside him. He turns his face to look at her. There is lot of questions in her eyes. But he doesn't let her speak and leaves the place.Arnav joins the party. Khushi is following him. She needs the answer badly. But La intervenes her, "where have you been Chamkili?". She wants to take Khushi with her. But nothing is more important than talk to arnav now. When their eyes finally meet, Arnav avoids her.Mami is chitchatting with some guests. They ask her where is Akash? By the way where is Akash bituwa, why he is absentia from the partiya! I think he is coochicooing near GH! Anyway the guests ask about his marriage. Mami brags that he will marry Miss India. Suddenly their sight goes to Khsuhi. they get amused at her beauty, 'who is this beautiful girl?" Mami teases, "she is phatti saree." Gosh mami, torn saree or whatever you have to admit, she is sparkling like a diamond in the party.Anjali notices Khushi's tension "are you upset that you are getting late? don't worry we will drop you home." Khsuhi is lost in some other world, cause her eyes is groping for Arnav. Finally she finds him standing by the poolside.She rushes towards there left Anjali flabbergasted.Arnav's mind is whirling with conflicting emotions. so he needs some isolation. When he saw Khushi is coming towards him, he pretends to talk on the phone. Khushi speaks with bravado, "I know you are not on the phone."He understands that he is caught, so he gradually gets the phone down from his ear, "i don't want to talk to you.".Khushi is no less," you have to."I must say, she has all the qualities to be a perfect Mrs. ASR in every aspect. Khushi starts her queries"when and where did you get my anklet? how long it was with you? why didn't you return it to me? why you decided to give it today? answer me."He looks up at her. Anger is raising in his voice,"don't you understand the words I told you once? just leave me alone. i don't want to see your face. don't you understand?"Khushi is indignant, "nahi understand. you make me understand."He is fuming, " go from here."he intend to go, but Khushi blocks his way, "plz make me understand. why did you keep my Payal with you? why didn't you return it before? what does it mean? And that thing?" She means his attempt to kiss her. He looks at her intently.She is incredulous," or what, that happened a while ago?"Arnav says with a big grin on his face, "I said just leave me alone."Khushi tries to speak more. But he holds her vehemently, grabbing hold of both her upper arms tightly. She gets tremulous in fear, tries to vacillate, looks at his grip on her arms, tears well up in her eyes. He can't see tears in her eyes. He wanted to avoid her for so long, but she keeps provoking him. He extricates her slowly but closes his eyes in perturbation. She looks at him with heavy heart. He says scathingly, " I don't need to answer you."Back in the party, some mean guests mock La. They accuses nani to shelter a damsel in their house. they crosses all the limits by directly hitting her, " you talk about marriage, customs and rituals, but left your grand son with a girl without marriage." (pause:gosh I never saw such mean guests in my life, comes to the party and insults the host! Is it happen in real life!) A terribly disturbed Arnav enters the party hall, grabs La's hand. All of the people around them get stunned to see the sight.The mean lady gets another chance to insult the family, "look what is happening under your nose?' Arnav stops her mouth right then. "I'm going to marry. Khushi turns in consternation. Anjali is confused. Arnav assures her that he is going to marry La. Khushi feels a scorching pain in her heart, as if someone bereaved everything from her. Gosh I'm crying again. It's to painful.😭Anjali, nani, mami la, everybody's face glint with a smile. La's happiness knows no bound. But sorry dear i can't feel happy for you. Arnav assures nani, she sure will marry La. but he is saying it looking straight to Khushi. why man, what joy you are getting to hurt an eighteen year old orphan girl, whose life is already laden with pain and anguish! Anjali tells both la and Arnav to take nani's blessings. They hug nani, but arnav sight is fixed on Khushi, as if enjoying her grief. La leans her head on his shoulder. He smiles back at her half heartedly. Rabba vey in piano, Khushi's pensive state, her tears, heaving my heart. My heart is too weak. i can't take it any more. Arnav keeps starring at her, ramrod, measuring every bit of her pain, how relentless you are Arnav! You are not my sexy boy any more. You are bad and I hate you.The family are exulting in happiness, they are hugging each other, guests are congratulating Arnav. But another distressed damsel is noticing everything with teary eyes. her heart his heavier than the rain laden clouds. La is so happy, she needs to gratify the person who is responsible for her happiness today, "where is chmakili?' Anjali is delectable, "I'm so happy for my brother. My chote will soon become a groom.' Mami, nani all are showing their love to him and sharing their happiness.. Finally all of their wishes came true. Arnav seems in despondent state of mind. He is gesturing the greetings perfunctorily. He is checking Khushi's sad face incessantly. He is literally mortifying her. Khushi can't take the torture any more. She turns to leave but looks back to see him for the last time.A heart wrenching gazal of chitra sing is resonating in my years"mera dil bhi shauk se todo[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=UIvCTVYmx98[/YOUTUBE]My Arshi VM for today is another Gazal of my mom's favorite singer Mehedi Hassan.thanks to sheena to make a vm with this gazal[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=psXwz3LctDg[/YOUTUBE]
ok sohara, there in purple, remember you have given up your sexy boy and you hate him... don't forget? haan? 😆
sweetheart, i feel your anguish, but why can't you, who are so sensitive and forever teaching me new words, not willing to look at his anguish? don't forgive him... he is human... he errs. but surely you understand he is hurting her because he is hurting madly himself. not calibrating her pain as he watches unblinking her fall of tears, dying with it slowly inside too. he needs to believe she is a heartless scheming unprintable word, but his heart knows she isn't, yet his mind can't allow the heart to reign. not yet. so complex, yet so innocent and pure...that's why i got to love our sexy boy. and so does she.
of course, she hurts, but she is very strong, and she will survive. and she has the same innocence and purity. they are really most alike, and yes she has that stubborn streak too, most suited to be mrs raizada, as you note. some day her weaknesses he will heal just as she helps him confront his... (season 2)
ok aunty indi will shut up now.
i wuvved your take. and that "prowlingly" reminded me of a poem i've found before for them, back in crooner days. i think honeypriya quoted part of it and i just had to read and fall in love with it. it is completely asr and khushi. the bit that never gets shown overtly but is felt all the way.
"i crave your mouth, your voice, your hair.
silent and starving i prowl through the streets.
bread does not nourish me, dawn disrupts me, all day
i hunt for the liquid measure of your steps.
...
and i pace around hungry, sniffing the twilight,
hunting for you, for your hot heart,
like a puma in the barrens of quitratue."
~~~ pablo neruda ~~~
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