MG FF- PARINEETA THREAD 9 - Page 44

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Me too waiting... and edited my comment on page 73...

Aankhein khuli aur zara hosh aaya…

Tho pata chala maut ne fir daga kar di….

Maut se jo poocha uski bewafai ka jawab..

Tho boli teri zindagi ke liye fir kisi ne dua kar di..!

He woke up early morning and found himself in the gym, lying down like that. he for a moment cursed himself for waking up alive… but then he saw his princesses running to him and hugging him tight. They cried seeing him like that..their mumma was not with them.. and Dadima… how much could she bear all alone? Maan hugged them tightly understanding their emotions. They were too small to understand anything… but he could relate to their pain. He hated himself all the more to have made his princesses see this day. He had vowed to give them all the happiness in this world…but seeing them crying like that..his pain deepened! He couldn't even bear to see them like that. He carried them to their room and got them ready for school. he was finding it a bit difficult because all these months it was geet who had been with them 24/7…geet! His heart ached… . he saw the kids cribbing about everything he did… crying for geet. He felt the corners of his eyes burn….he somehow managed to make them understsnd and seem them off. Dadima never spoke to him and he hated that as well. He walked back to his room and stood rooted by the bed… his room.. he was there almost after a month and he could feel the scent of their togetherness even today. Their moments flashed in front of his eyes…her surrendering to him… her love..her eyes that spoke more than what she could verbally… he went and sat there for a while…caressing the bed. He recalled how he had pushed her away… tears rolled down his eyes… he missed her. Last night only he knew how he slept…well he didn't sleep at all.. he had lied down on the floor and waited for that hurt to engulf him. She was engaged to aryan…it pricked him even more. He did the biggest mistake of his life… to have assumed that geet was always his no matter what and never bothered to know about her. He got a call and rushed for office. But his mind was with her…what would she be doing… how was she..and that longing in her eyes… that killed him even more.

Geet sat by the window, looking into oblivion. She never spoke..never cried..she just caressed her tummy trying to hold on for the baby. Jasmeet saw her like that…she knew geet wouldn't be able to stay away from maan…but it was time for maan to know what he wanted. She rested back on her chair and closed her eyes…wondering where did she go wrong! She thought and thought and delved deeper and her own voice eched n her eyes…a very faint one though—"ussey kabhi akela mat chodna geet…he needs us…he needs you"

[Never leave him alone geet…he needs us…he needs you.]

She snapped open her eyes… she couldn't believe what she just discovered!!! It was all because of that one sentence she had instilled in geet's mind!!! She was hardly 5 then! And suddenly everything…just every little thing came back on her… it was her fault..entirely hers, had she not told something like that…geet would have probably been living a happy life. Even if she faced a heartbreak, she could have made her understand as well.. but what will she say now? It was all her fault…she blamed herself. It was her who ruined her daughter's life… and she never knew geet would take her words so seriously! She hated the outcome of her words… her heart ached to see her daughter so lifeless..so lost of hope!

She got a call from the doctor she had kept an appointment with, for geet. She wiped her tears and walked to geet's room. She had never budged from her place. jasmeet put up a brave face and went closer to her. She caressed her hair, "geet..chal get ready we have to go to the doctor."

Geet just looked at her for a while and went to get ready. She never asked where they were going..why to the doctor or anything for that matter which scared jasmeet even more. She wanted geet at least to open up and tell her whats bothering her. Even after that party..she had been very quiet which was indeed scary. Geet came out after a while and gave her a weak smile. Jasmeet held back her tears and both drove to the hospital. Geet never asked anything. But one thing jasmeet oticed that as they neared the gyanaecologist's chamber, she just wrapped her hands over tummy protectively. Her eyes had so many questuins…so many fears but she never let them out. Jasmeet saw her discomfort and held her hands, "just a chek up beta..you need it. Tum tho kuch khati nahi ho theek se..tho baby pe tho asar padega na."

[just a check up beta.. you never eat anything properly…its bound to affect the baby na..]

Geet looked at her mother's face wh tried to smile, trying to make the situation lighter, "roops is taking you out for shopping in the evening…"

She looked away not even responding. Jasmeet cursed herself…her one mistake had probaby costed geet's life. She was reminded of avantika..the last time she had seen her in the hospital, taking her last breaths. She had asked her to take care of maan… but did jasmeet forget geet in the enitre process? Her motherly heart dumped all the guilt on herself… and she'd do anything to set things right…how she wished she could change what she said that day!

After the initial check up, the doctor looked worried. She informed jasmeet that geet is too weak… her hormone levels were not proper as that in a normal pregnancy.

"is she too much stressed out? You need to keep her happy…she seems to be too much worried about something wich is taking a toll on her health as well. If this continues it can be harmful for the fetus as well…"

Jasmeet was worried for geet. She knew what kind of stress geet was undergoing. She, for once, wanted geet to smile and come out of misery. She was worried for her baby as well. She got the medicines and got back to geet..trying to speak to her to atleast get a response.

"tumne suna na doctor ne kya kaha… you have to eat well and remain cheerful… you want to have ice-cream? Teri fad Belgian dark chocolate?"

[you hear what doctor said right… you have to eat well and remain cheerful.. you want to have ice-cream? Your fav Belgian dark chocolate.]

Geet never moved..forget speaking. Jasmeet sighed…and drove to the ice cream parlor. She got her belgian dark chocolate and handed it to geet and drove back home. Geet at first never moved..but then ice-cream was tempting..her favorite and then her pregnancy hormones!! Just when jasmeet lost all hopes..she saw her stir and smiled a bit. Geet took one spoonful and slipped it into her mouth…it was yummy! She never smiled..but she finished the entire bowl before even they reached the mansion. Jasmeet smiled and kept her thoughts to herself. The moment they reached home..she straightaway went to her room and locked herself. Jasmeet knew this was to come. She needed to be very very careful around geet.

His day was going haywire. He was never able to concentrate on anything but her. He tried to think of the pain he was feeling right now because of that engagement thing but all he ended up with was her…he missed her badly. He knew he was wrong in pushing her away when she had actually confessed her feelings… he knew he was wrong in not stopping her..but he was tied down by his own emotions. He got a client meeting in the evening at some place he didn't even bother knowing. he asked adi to get his coffee..but even that seemed to remind him of her—the way she always prepared his coffee… his client called and he had to drive to the place he was supposed to meet up. Even the drive seemed so lonely today…her sweets pecks on his cheeks burned him alive…he looked beside to see that empty seat.. he missed her badly…so badly that not even his pain of her engagement seemed big enough to stop him from thinking about her. He wanted to meet her… hold her in his embrace and soothe himself. His meeting went okay…he never heard what the clients spoke.. he never knew what was the project about. Adi was there to handle the stuffs, to his fortune. He walked out aimlessly..craving for her. He wanted to see her..but then her longing eyes from the previous night haunted him…how she wished he had stopped her… he felt like crying. he was brought back to reality with adi calling him. He handed him over an envelop. He glared at him meaning why he never took care of it. He wanted sometime alone and these people never seemed to let him live in peace.

Adi stammered, "s…s…s…sir it's a personal courier…from geet ma'am's place…"

His heart stopped right there. He snatched it at once and glared at him for not giving it to him earlier. Adi knew he was angry so he left him alone and walked away. Maan immediately tope open the envelope but was shocked to see some legal papers. Why would geet send him some legal papers? He feared something unknown. He was about to read when his phone buzzed, he would have ignored if it wasn't from km. he kept the papers in his pocket and received the call. It was namra at the other end, asking him to get home. They missed him..they had been alone since the moment they had come back home. He sighed and thought of taking them some gifts to cheer them up. He realized he was in the mall of the hotel where he had come for his meeting. He sighed and walked towards the main mall.

Roops pulled geet out, "geet..chal jaldi please….mujhe wo latest lavie ki bag leni hain.."

[geet hurry up please..i need that latest lavie bag]

She had managed to get geet to the mall as promised. She wanted to distract geet from all that sadness…she hated maan for doing this to geet. She wasn't even herself. She tried to cheer her up, "geet..dekh tu agar itne dheere chalegi tho stock khatam ho jayega…mera.." she made a baby face.

[geet..if you'll walk this slow..my stock will get over..]

Geet looked at typical roops… and smiled weakly. She was just like the way she was in college… probably its her who had changed in all these years. She knew roops was classy in her own way..she wanted everything latest. She just held her hands and stepped in.. but stopped right there. She somehow knew he was there…she suddenly felt so restless… all these days she had been craving for him…dying to be with him..and today..she really wanted to see him..for once.

Sajnaa….mahiya…ve….

pls hear this song while you read...its very close to my heart and will give you the clear picture of what they are going through

[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zlMTqjc37Sc[/YOUTUBE]

He stood there like a statue… he felt something. He was in the kids' section trying to find something for the kidswhen his heartbeat fluttered. He left everything all of a sudden and walked somewhere he knew not of. He had been missing her so badly and something in him told that she was there.

Hain dil ko teri aarzoo

Par main tujhe naa paa sakoon

Hain dil ko teri justjoo

Par main tujhe naa paa sakoon

He walked across the crowd … trying to see where she was…. He had nothing in his mind but her. she had driven him crazy…to the extent that everything for him just starts and ends on her and only her..be it his anger…love, ego..everything! he had kept himself away from her in the fear of hurting her more… but even that seemed to shatter him as well.

Main hoon shab tuu subah

Dono jud ke judaa

Main hoon lab tuu dua

Dono jud ke judaa

Saajnaa... Mahiyaa... SaajnaVe

Her eyes searched for him restlessly…roops noticed that. she thought Geet was feeling uncomfortable.

"Geet you okay? Agar tujhe acha nahi lag raha tho we can go back…."

[Geet you okay? If you are not feeling well we can go back..]

How could she go back when er heart and soul was right here!! She shook her head for a no, "no am okay..you carry on.."

She spoke one whole sentence…roops was glad. She held Geet's hands and took her to the women's section. She stood in front of the trial room..refusing to look at anything else but him. roops was busy trying outfits for herself and Geet but Geet never bothered. She looked around crazily just to see his glimpse.

He hurried…his sharp mind guessed she'd definitely be in the women's section. He rushed there..looking around… and there he saw her..looking around restlessly and he knew she looked for him!

Kaee khwaab dil tujhko lekar sajaaye

Par khauff yeh bhi kahiin par sataaye

'Gar ye bhi toote toh phir hoga kya re

Mujhe raas aati hain khushiyaan kahaa re

He wanted to rush to her and take her in his arms..but suddenly his legs felt so heavy. He stopped short and didn't know why he couldn't move. His heart felt so heavy..the way she longed for him..and he never stopped her..even though he wanted to… the way he had pushed her away… she had been waiting for him all these days for him…suddenly his own love seemed to weigh him down! He didn't know what do do..how to face her..what will he say her.. he went away because he felt guilty..that will probably break her down! he was so close to her..yet the thought of hurting her yet again didn't let him move. He was scared.. t hurt her again.. to see her go away again.. he had lost so many people in his life… and probably he was responsible for everything.

Kyon dil ko dukhana bevajah SaajnaVe

Kyon dil ko dukhana bevajah

Phir aansoon bahaana ik dafaa...

He saw her look around for him..his heart ached to see her so thin and weak… she looked tired. He was seeing her properly almost after a month… and what had he done to her!! he hid himself behind a pillar and watched her from afar. She wore a simple pink salwar kameez…she looked cute but she looked unwell. They were so close…yet so far. He closed his eyes and let his tears fall.

Main hoon shab tuu subah

Dono jud ke judaa

Main hoon lab tuu dua

Dono jud ke judaa

Saajnaa... Mahiyaa... SaajnaVe

She knew he was close..and it was too much for her. she couldn't hold back. She looked for roops who was inside the trial room. She just closed her eyes for a while, breathed in sharply and walked ahead..somewhere she never knew of. It was as if she was walking in mist..she knew he was there..she could see his silhouette but she couldn't reach him. she hated herself… she tried harder to look for him through the haze.. and she knew he regrets everything..then he wouldn't be in peace either.

Tuu hi toh har pal bandha hain lamhon ki in zanjeeron me

Tuu hi toh har dum raha hain khwaabon ki har tabeeron me

Tuu hi toh har din dikha hain dhundli ya ujli tasveeron me

She probably knew him a little too well.. he would never tell anything if he was sad. It was her who used to go behind him every time and read him like an open book. She wanted to comfort him..if not comfort herself that there was nothing to regret… every thing happened with both their consent. She saw her reflection in the mirror on a nearby wall… and stopped for a while.

Teri hi toh hain khushboo mujhme haan SaajnaaVe

Teri hi toh hain khushboo mujhme haan...

Ab tuu hi toh har soon har jagah...

She looked at herself.. and thought about the life growing within her. will he accept if she tells him? she had never thought on these lines..but it struck her now—their baby!!! Ohh what a wonderful feeling it was! She was smiling probably after ages. She had to se him.. and make everything okay.

Main hoon shab tuu subah

Dono jud ke judaa

Main hoon lab tuu dua

Dono jud ke judaa

Saajnaa... Mahiyaa... Saajna Ve

He dare not look at her… he may just run back to her. he composed himself and slowly opened his eyes…. Only to see her standing in front of him…. looking at him so lovingly. He never expected her to find him..but how could she not!! Her life..her soul was with him. he saw her eyes glistening with tears…. and yet again that loning for him. he had even forgotten everything about her engagement thing.. or anything for that matter.. he had been living in a hell. Today… it was back to square one.. the first day he had seen her after his parent's death.

Haan tera saaya toh main hoon

Par sang tere naa reh sakoon

Haan is safar me toh main hoon

Par sang tere naa ruk sakoon

He ran to her like he had done the day he had seen her after 5 long years… and hugged her as tightly as he could. She hugged him back..crying… she had been craving for just a glimpse of his..and this was more than she could have ever asked for!

His every logic failed right infront of her..his reasons to stay away seemed so timid… and his dilemma was lost somewhere he knew not where. All he could ask for was just that soothing solace. He held on to his dear life…yet he couldn't forget the way jasmeet had taken her away. But right now..nothing seemed important.

She clutched him tight and cried, "Maan…mujhe le chalo yahan se..i want to go back home…"

[Maan take me away…. I want to go back home..]

She cried..and he silently wept with her. he so wanted to take her away… to hell with damn logic and reasons. If possible..he'd take her so far that no one would be able to find them. Everything just seemed perfect only with her. his guilt…he didn't even know what 'guilt' was. All that mattered was being with her.

"Geet…what…" roops stopped, seeing them together!! She found Geet missing and panicked. She searched for her and found them together. She didn't know how to continue further. One side..she was happy t o see that contentment in Geet but on the other side she hated Maan… she hated him for touching her like that.. what if he hurts her again.

They parted seeing roops, who immediately turned away from them.

"Geet..its getting late..lets get home.." she spoke coldly and Maan understood why was that so. He didn't even bother explaining her. he looked at Geet lovingly and wiped her tears.

Main hoon shab tuu subah

Dono jud ke judaa

Main hoon lab tuu dua

Dono jud ke judaa

"I want to go home Maan…", she sobbed.

He smiled a bit and cupped her face, not forgetting about those legal papers and of course jasmeet's anger. He wanted things to fall in place..and he'd do that no matter what. He'd speak to jasmeet and then get Geet home…no matter what. He has to manaofy his mumma as well.

"will you wait Geet..till I come for you?" he asked her softly. He desperately wanted to hear a yes from her..he'd do whatever to get her back! Nothing mattered more that her right now.

She didn't want to part away.. but she'd wait. she knew he will come for her..she was probably sure that he'd come no matter what. She nodded softly. She moved ahead to hug him when roops held her hands and dragged her away.

Roops couldn't bear to hear those fake promises that he made to Geet… how much more this Maan was going to make her suffer? The best thing was to get Geet away from all this. She was already suffering..and if he breaks his promise.. them god knows what will Geet do.

Saajnaa... Mahiyaa... Saajna Ve

She saw him stand like that..as roops took her away. Her hand slipped right away from his…and her weakened heart bled even more. He stood there for a long time, watching her vanish in the crowd and got back home.

The first thing he did was lock himself in the study and take out that envelope once again. he was quiet at peace after meeting up with her… but somewhere he was scared to open those papers. His fingers trembled as he read those lines…. He couldn't believe what he read!! His world came crashing down…. Divorce papers?? This was not happening..geet can never send him those!!! And something he was reminded of…divorce papers… and he was suddenly reminded of some papers he had signed long time back….he tried hard to remember..that just struck him!!! every event played back in his mind… those marriage certificates!!! How could he have forgotten all about this? He had signed those marriage papers with Geet… which made Geet his legal wife…!!! So many things haunted him all at once… and once again his world seemed to shatter… he didn't know what to feel..happy about the marriage thing or sad for the divorce..or guilty for forgetting their marriage!! he was once again pushed back to the darkness he had tried so hard to come out of!!

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First thing in t morning I read ur update
Just amazingly painful
U have poured pain & guilt & hurt all soaked in their love
Wow
Awesome

Plz he should not give her divorce

lolz muskan di... I was waiting for 1st place and u took it... :P

loved it maneet meeting
Maan telling geet he will take her home back but not now
Roops angry on maan ,her pov is also justified she dont want geet to get hurt
Maan forgetting about their marriage ...is he really a business man he forget such a big thing i doubt he remember anything about anything
Maan finding divorce papers ...what will happen now
Hope this time maan dont dissapoint geet ...or ...else ...i ...will...kill...him...