"Touched"
An Autumn Bliss..
Chapter 2
"Predicament"
He was still grasping her waist in his strong hands. His eyes were still fixed on her but he had lifted his mouth away from her. He tried to survey her expressions. She had lowered her eyes and red color had adorned her cheeks. He had no clue about her reaction because he was unable to glance into her eyes.
Is she going to blame me for crossing my limits? He questioned himself but even if she was going to blame him, he was more than happy to take that blame.
Is she going to get angry? Is there going to be anger, rage or something else?He thought looking at her crimson red cheeks and bewildered face. In any case, he would have been more than happy to be a part of any emotion she would have offered, even it was her anger.
I know there is nothing wrong to get close to each other like this. I have every right over her. We know each other since childhood. We are best friends. And we have been married for almost a month now. He thought and then he saw her chewing her lower lip nervously.
No, even then it's wrong. Yes, we are married but that doesn't give a right to touch her, without her will. She has already told me that she doesn't love me and she will never go for the physical intimacy in this relationship. Even then, she trusted me to sleep with me in the same room and come to this place, away from everyone. He ran a frustrated hand through the thick mass of his hair. He was guilty but not for loving her but for breaking that trust because she had clearly told him that she didn't want to be touched by him.
Maan was born in the Melbourne city but Geet's family moved there when she was a child. They families were well acquainted and they both spend their child hoods together as they went to the same school and lived in the same area.
Their engagement was fixed when they were children and at that time they were not aware of it. Even then, he madly fell in love with her. But his feelings remained one sided because Geet never reciprocated.
Since the time they got married, He never touched her, and kept his distance. They lived and acted like friends because there was always a lot to talk about when they were together. To escape from the curious eyes of their families, before they could see through their lies, he had brought her to Dandenong, it was only a few miles away from Melbourne.
From the past seven days, they were living in a small cottage that had been gifted by Maan's Dad as their wedding gift. This place was perfect, away from the main city, with the wide spaces and a forest right at the rear end of the cottage. This place was a dream location for any couple but for them, it didn't serve the desired purpose. But he was happy because Geet who treasured nature, was madly in love with this place and this forest and this season autumn.
Today, after one month of our marriage, my control faltered and I crossed the limits set by her. He cursed himself even more when he saw her mercilessly chewing off her lower lip.
But the site brought back the memories of what they had just shared. He had tasted those lips and that taste still lingered in his mouth. The feel of those soft lips was still fresh against his lips. The way she was chewing off her lip, only tempted him. It was a crime, and contempt to bother those lips in that way.
Teach not thy lip such scorn, for it was made for kissing, lady, not for such contempt (Shakespeare)
Unsure of his own intentions and not to cause more distress to her, he left her waist and moved back. The leaves rustled and he felt her getting tensed. Then his eyes fell on her clenched fists. She had firmly closed her fists and her long nails were almost digging into the skin of her palms. It must have been painful. He knew it and it pained him as well.
Is she regretting those moments? Does she think it was a mistake? He tried to guess from her clenched fists. And this was one thing he couldn't live with. He would have taken her anger, her accusations or anything. But whatever they had shared, if she named it as a mistake, it would kill him.
"Oh," she managed to say.
"Hmm, I am sorry," She finally managed to say and he was surprised to hear that. She was sorry, but why? This girl never failed to surprise him. She had refused to marry him, when he was 100% sure that her answer would be yes.
"Let's not discuss it and assume it never happened. I mean you love me and got carried away and I don't love you but still I got carried away. I mean I am pretty and you are also handsome and it's natural to be physically attracted. Hmm, I know, I am not making any sense here but this is the wisest option we have or.." She said in a single breath and he placed his finger on her lip to stop her. With his other hand, he opened her fist so that she couldn't hurt her skin.
"Am I right?" she asked but avoided to look at him.
"If you remember, today is your turn to cook," He said with a grin, trying to change the subject.
"Alright, but only pasta then, I am not going to cook Indian food. It takes a lot of time." She chuckled to pretend that everything was still the same but the air around them was still thick and tensed with the raw passion and desire. She could still feel him all over her burning skin.
"Let's go,"
He said as he rose to stand and then his eyes fell on her cleavage, her first button was open, giving a view of her lacy inners. He gulped to ease his parched throat.
She is so soft, she was melting against me. How it would have been to touch her curves.He wondered and then tried to distract himself.
"Geet, let's go," He repeated.
"Maan, my knees are shot. I mean.." She hesitated before completing her sentence.
"I feel my bones have turned into liquid. I mean.." She stammered because she was still in the same trance. Her knees were lifeless because of the intense moments they shared together.
A ripple of desire shot through his body upon realizing that how badly his first touch had affected her. He wanted to lay her on her back, right over those autumn leaves, and show her how beautiful it could have been between them and how she would have felt when he would have traced his tongue all over her naked skin. Suppressing those untamed desires, he sat on his knees again.
Geet's face went brighter since it was she who had given the suggestion to pretend that nothing had happened and she herself had admitted the raw affect his proximity had left on her.
He sat beside her and the leaves rustled again. This sound vibrated around her until it reached inside her, affecting her lower abdomen most.
"Geet, hmm, your button is open." He said but she was concentrating so hard, not to lose herself again in this autumn bliss that she failed to hear him. He was waiting for her reply but found her baffled and lost.
"Should I?" He asked again and this time she heard him but failed to comprehend what he was actually asking.
May be, he was offering to pick me in his arms? She assumed and nodded slightly.
But to her surprise, his hand moved and touched her right above her cleavage. She glanced down and found him buttoning her. The tips of his fingers touched her skin as he struggled to close those buttons.
She never realized when he had opened them. It had been so smooth but now, it was taking him so long to perform this simple task. Least did she know that he was fighting to find a self-restraint within him.
The temptation was stimulating him to open the rest of buttons and taste her soft flesh and devour it. He wanted to feel her curves in his hands, where they would have been molded perfectly. His thoughts were scattered and her pulse went crazy. From the look on her face, he knew that she wouldn't stop him, even if he did. But he had pushed his luck enough for one day.
After completing the task, he picked her in his arms and started to walk, towards their cottage, unaware of what may follow after this first touch.
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