MN:Once Upon Atime,Love Story Ch:31 PG136//link 2 thrd 2 pg139 - Page 9

Originally posted by: Ria..

wonderful part
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Originally posted by: tasnim.

very nice

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" it sucks standing infornt of the closed doors, that u locked using whatever u have in urself…. but its horrifying to see sumone from the other side banging it "

Chapter: 4

The moment he left the place she sat on the chair to clam her nerves…. She can hear the cars scratch voice and than rushed like bullet…. She closed her eyes in fear tht it might hurt him physically even..the emotional hurt was so so so evident in his eyes… making a silent prayer ..she moved her fingers in her hairs, looked at the sight infront of her…

Isn't it it perfect, the table, the ambiance.. the food..everything was so perfect… but what isn't perfect is she and him… sigh she knew she wasn't meant to be that rude with him, he was so nice with her..

It has not been a day or so that she is in this all, it has been years like this.. throughout all this one thing she has learn so early that it is never about her, her feelings, her likes, her making thngs good. It was all forgotten ages before… how it felt to be pampered ..how it must be to be with someone not for the body, yet for the soul… she has far forgotten on any such thing as pleasure of soul… she wasn't even talking about herself.. as she even donot know any such thing ….she hasn't seen any.. she has just watched them there in her favt fairytales…

It wasn't that what was scaring her was his intention, wht he is gona do to her.. nothing worse than already she has done with herself…nothing worse he can do to her than people do everyday… but she is afraid of the nice things he is upto.. she is afraid of the facts that he is deep, he is enthralling … he was absorbing her…

She didn't show up so he was here. It was so sweet.. an normal girl would have died for.. but that is exactly she want to tell him there is nothing normal about her..nothing . why he is so determine on making himself stacked in a complete mess…

These beautiful things, dates, flowers, care are not meant to be showered on her.. this all will make her weak … she donot feel anything…. Anything.. its feel her..all this and him .. make her feel….. life is robotic one.. she get inside for others pleasure and went out.. nothing in between is felt in herself..nothing at all… but all this has no end.. and if she makes him dragged with her.. it will not only leave him hurt and broken… but what is the most scary part is that… she will be left dead…she donot want to feel alive again... She donot want to make alive all that .. that she even donot know exist.. all those dreams hopes desire that she even never got chance to thing about…

She slowly passed her finger up on the candle that was waiting to lighten up ..all he needs to know its all dark that he was trying to step in… he isn't worth all this.. she isn't worthy of this..

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Mayank went down and drove the car as roughly as he can… he was feeling rejected again.. he was feeling he was thrown out so easily again.. he was feeling she did the same like her… making him feel the worse without not even telling wht was his mistake….

He was angry on himself that why he make himself get involved in all this again… why he just cant get grip on himself… why he let her effect him… and than why he went behind her… Samrat was right… he is so easy to be used that threw out.. he was feeling like garbage or suthing… he was no use.. not capabe of having anyone just for mere presence in his life…

He wasn't feeling like going home and face all that smilingly face.. plus smarat will ask 2000 questions about the date.. huh…. Bl** S**t

He was moving to the office yet than drove to the hotel suite… he want to be with himself… trying to analysis whts wrong with him.. that nobody tolerate his presence around them….

Samrat was worried… that was understatement… he was hell scared.. his brother was on date..tht so with a weird hooker, and when asked the waiter there he said he went sumhwere at 4… mayb to drop that girl home… and hasn't cum back yet… did that girl got successful in having him… God please protect him… he is to broken to tolerate another betrayal.. he wont be able to take it…

He doesn't knew what to do.. but he cant just sit here…and think.. it was 1 am and he was now getting more n more restless… he cant imagine what must be going on there… to just check he called the hotel manger to ask is he in his suite there.. and he confirm taking a promise from sami that he isn't telling the boss…. After all this whole hotel chain with a week will be there… there steeping in this side of business too…

Taking his keys samrat drove to the place… praying he wont see a nightmare there..

He rung the bell of the suite but nobody answered, yet he did again ..

Mayank wasn't in mood ot see anyone and not samrat ateast he knew its him… nobody will end up here … he wasn't feeling good, he was feeling alone, miserable, unfortunate.. he never got the person he liked.. he was even not asking her to date him.. it was just a few hrs he want… it makes him believe he has always been right about the life and its things.. she makes him believe that he is right n correct..

He donot know how cum just in night she made him believe so, but she was the only person who agreed on the fact tht he is right, its okay, its nothing to be ashamed of or being punished or to make fun of.. he was embarrassed was very little feeling he felt when his girlfriend went in media and said that all, he felt broken, alien to this world… he felt so alone as if he doesn't belongs here, yet she made him believed tht he did, than why can she just be thre…

Errr.. he was feeling his head will burst ….

Samrat was horrified when he enter the suite… it was all dark and the only light that was cuming was from the huge glass window of the lounge wch was giving the view of whole city making them believe there top of the world… yet mayank was getting a feeling he doesn't belong to the world…

Just in the moon light he saw mayank siting there in the terrace with his feet's dipped in the pool…. He went near him and sat beside him… quietly knowing he will start when he will feel like…. And he did… after a long silence he did speak up

Mayank: u know I feel like this moon, standing all his life alone there, and nobody even dares to cum near him to hold him… and if he does tries to everyone rejects him… everyone.. maybe nobody has time, or I m not worth it…

He gulped his drink to make his throat wet, ti was getting achy… it ached to say this all…. All like a looser big time

Mayank: big time losser I am… Esha was right I m big time loser…. Cant make any one feel good

Samrat: bhaiii… u aren't not.. he can see the rarest happening his brother was drunked..fully

Mayank: he chukled pitfully…. It is… I m loser, everyone rejects me, throw me out.. telling me this not were I belong.. nobody wants me to be beside them ….

Samrat: wht happen bro why are u saying this

Mayank: hey cut the crab.. he laughed… for ur good news.. the hooker didn't showed up at the date.. she rejected the idea of spending time with Maynk Sharma….

He said spreading his hand in air and than pointing to him… samrat was shocked …wht

Samrat: wht

Mayank: yup.. she is the one n only who rejected me..again….no she isn't the only.. she has joined the club of all…. Thts a little secret donot speak loud.. it will be in news.. he whispered in samrat's ear… she rejected me … again… she didn't show up at the lunch.. shh donot say it loud..

Samrat was an urge to broke down and hold him.. yet he wants to know wht he is saying is true… as after the effect of alcohol mayank will b stable enough to hide this all in "nothing"

Samrat: u didn't asked why she didn't came

Mayank: I went to her home, and there she threw me out saying …this not the way it is… she cant gave me her time ,.. n talk…. This not my bloody hotel room and I have bought her hrs tht I can cum and have whatever I want… tth was her house…. So precisely she threw me out… saying I donot belong there…. But she again like all others forgot to tell me so where exactly I belong … can u tell me… common tell me… where I belong… wht I am.. alien shall I shift to mars or Venus.. I think Pluto will be better its cold like me….

Samrat: bhai stop it… common ur tired u need to sleep..

Mayank: really u know tht I m tired… I m amused… I thought not body knows tht I am…

Samrat made him stand up.. and hold him to cum in…

Mayank: I thought no body knew tht.. hello everyone…. Its news breaking news.. Mayank Sharma is tired… so get ur f**** self's out of my life.. u hear me…. Oops I m so sorry.. there exactly no one around me… wala…

Samrat dragged him to room and made him lye down, he was murmuring all in his lost state and soon he drift in sleep….leaving thinking samrat..

Samrat close the door after assuring he is asleep and went to think himself.. how come it is possible, she herself made him go away from him.. or she is making thigs worse for him.. once he will be perfectly into the fact that she is not the kind of bad person she will have him… but why all this…

If she wanted could have done so many things, like seducing him that night, or showing on lunch taking pictures and give it to press… huge amount must have cum in her pocket.. and today when he went to her home, her home… this was sumthing even he didn't thought mayank will do…

Why she hasn't caused him so much trouble than he can.. god ..but the point is that what has gone into maynak… he has never seen him so broken so much effected ever… wht is this girl …. Its freaking him out… mayanks condition was making his heart ached so much…. He doesn't know wht to do.. he cant give him wht he wants… and taking away has always been mayank luck..

He went back to home knowing in morning thousand question will be waiting from his mother's side…

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Nupur was hungry now, from lunch she cant move a thing from the counter it was so perfect… dreamy… how can she… it was like she doesn't want to broke this dream.. she laughed .. it was even a not dream… it was moment ..mere moment that surpassed quite a time back..when she threw him out… but who says she cant enjoy it now… sigh she donot want to think this fact… why she cant enjoy all this.. this question she nevrr asked her destiny why she was selected for all this trash… today she was feeling like.. asking one time… shrug it off.. she went to the table..

She went and switch on the music.. lighten the candles closed the light.. and set down to have her dinner… sumhwere she cant help herself imagine wht id he was right infront of her… his glory glittering in the light of this candle…. he is attraction addiction.. a magnetic field.. and she is feeling she was flowing to him…

She gulp down a lump.. imagining his deep eyes penetrating inside her… in the light of this candle his hazel eyes glowing with sumthing unknown ..she gasp at the thought… Cut it and shut it down.. shut it down… enjoy the meal.. now.that is it..nothing more….

And i forgot to say to all Muslims


Happy NEW year

beautiful. mayank is very soft hearted. loved it

Awesome update..

its nice nupur shouldnt do this but i think sunwhere she is rite...

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nice updt fiza
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