But a fatal mistake by Bhabo gave Suraj much needed details about the last date of admission and as a result, he came to Pushkar rushing and perfectly at the right time to listen to the all important conversation between Bhabo and Sandhya. To be able to listen to the conversation was very much vital for him, otherwise he would have been left wondering as to what factor is forcing Sandhya to leave her dreams so suddenly.
Of course, Sandhya is trying to fulfill the dream of Bhabo but she is slowly waking up to the fact that it is really a tough job to fit into the big shoe of an ideal housewife the way Bhabo wants, Already, te teacher of sewing school lambasted Sandhya as well as Bhabo in front of others and Bhabo had to set aside her ego and ask for forgiveness, that is so unlikely of her stature.
I really want Sandhya to tell Bhabo that try as hard as she could, she will not be able to fulfill her wishes and rather than doing something without the knowledge of Bhabo which will hurt her more and she will feel like she had been cheated (in future episodes). And like many others, I want a heart-to-heart conversation between SurYa, it is high time we get a dedicated SurYa episode. 😳
On behalf of Sandhya, I am singing the following lines. 😆 😉
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Sandhya is really getting herself "caught in the undertow" meaning she doesn't want to walk into the shoes as per Bhabo's wish (from her heart) but she cannot tell her that as she doesn't want to disappoint her.
i think this song is about a parent that wants to bring the best out of his son and wants him to follow his footsteps and fulfill the desires the father/mother wasn't able to when they were kids. the child, however feels like they're pressuring him, trying to make him be something he's not and he's breaking under the pressure because his parent cant be satisfied and the worst is, its not the child's wish to do what his parent wants him to but he cant help himself.
'I cant feel you there' - he feels as though his parent has changed to the negative, they're not like they used to be, they're obsessed with his child succeeding and living the parent's dream
'But I know You were just like me With someone disappointed in you' - the child knows their parent has experienced the same and doesn't know how to treat him different because it's all the parent's ever known.