PART 5
virat's POV
aaj main bahut khush hoon... today is the day i found you manvi.. today i got all whatever i ever wanted... today i felt that i am still alive and has a heart that still yearns for love... only yours love manvi... i really have no words to express what all emotions i am feeling... i am just in a different dreamland where all things that i dreamt of, or ever desired are appearing achievable... it seems as if my dreams will soon come true.. aisa lag raha hai jaise ab sab kuch theek ho jaega or shayad main tumhe iss baar paa loon... par ye dil naa jaane kyun bahut darr raha hai.. agar iss baar bhi maine tumhe kho diya toh main toot k bikhaar jaunga manvi... ab mujhme himmat nahi hai to go all throughout it again... main tumhe bahut chahta hoon partner... maine sirf tumhe pyaar kia tha , aaj bhi karta hoon aur kal bhi karunga... ye zindagi bhi kam hai manvi, main tumhe zindagi ke baad bhi pyaar karta rahunga... ye mera waada hai tumse... par partner main tumse kuch return mein expect kar raha hoon, maine tumhe bina kisi shart ke pyaar kia hai... agar tum mujhse pyaar na karo main tab bhi kabhi koi shikayat nahi karunga bas mujhe chod ke mat jaana, mujhse door mat jaana... (partner i have loved you without any conditions, and would never expect anything from u in return... even if u dont love me... i am not going to complain bcos my love is beyond all this... just do me a favour.. pls dont go away from me now... just stay with me beside my siode partner... i need you) aaj jab tumhe dekha na toh mujhe samajh hi nahi aaya k kaise react karu.. my heart was then travelling on two different paths... on one side i wanted to come to u, hug you and tell you how much i missed you... and on the other side i wanted to just look at your pretty face and wonder what if we still were together.. i was feeling furious while thinking that you rejected my love and was jealous thinking of you and rohan together... it was hurting me as if someone has ripped off my heart... my heart broke and i even heard the sound of my poor heart breaking and shattering into millions of pieces... but i could do nothing except standing there uprooted to the ground and stare at you... i couldnt let bhai know that i already knew you... forget knowing i cant let him know that he is going to marry the elder sister of the girl i loved and still love like hell... the whole time i was looking at you i was trying to figure out something that was very different... that was not so manvi... and yes that not so manvi thing was the pain in your eyes or probably something that you were hiding in your heart... then i knew that i had to talk to u no matter how... i wanted to talk to my best friend to ask her what was wrong with her.. what was the thing that was hurting her... on knowing something that was laest expected i was confused manvi how should i react... and i am still confused... par main ek cheez jaanta hoon manvi... main jaanta hoon ke tum kya soch rahi hogi... yahi ki main kyun tumse aaj bhi pyar karta hoon... aur tum eventually wish karogi that i should try n move on.. but i am sorry ms dedfutiya this is NOT possible... na iss janam mein naa aage aane wale kisi janam mein... kyunki main apne hisse ka pyar kar chuka hoon aur ab main kabhi kisise pyar nahi kar paunga... ab meri zindagi mein kisi aur ke pyar ki koi jagah nahi hai... kyunki wo jagah hamesha se sirf tumhari hai manvi... sirf tumhari... aur duniya ki koi taakat is sachai ko nahi badal sakti...
Edited by naina927 - 12 years ago
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